Chapter Seventy-Three: Reflection

Zhang Wei is the most grumpy in this dormitory, and when he heard Ji Yao's sarcasm, he became angry.

"Ji Yao, don't be embarrassed! If you don't want to stay in this room, roll up the bed and get out as soon as possible. Don't bite people here! Zhang Wei's words were extremely ugly, and Ji Yao also knew that this was also the true words of the small group in front of him.

She hugged her shoulders and snorted coldly: "Oh, when did you become the boss in this dormitory?" Whoever you say you want to go, whoever has to go? ”

Zhang Wei stood in front of Ji Yao with a dissatisfied face: "I've put up with you for a long time, do you know?" People like you don't deserve to be with us in this dormitory. If you stay, no one will stop you. But keep your mouth a little clean, and your hands and feet a little cleaner. We don't expose you, we don't want to be like you. Don't think you don't have it in mind! ”

Ji Yao rolled her eyes, and pretended to cover her mouth delicately: "Oops, I'm so scared." I was so scared. Hum! You are jealous of me, and I know it. But I'm not going to bother with you guys! Hum! ”

Ji Yao walked out of the dormitory with her small bag, and no one wanted to ask where she went.

All people's attention is on Zhang Cuilian, what happened just now and Zhang Cuilian's past is too curious.

Zhang Cuilian herself doesn't want to be known about the past, she doesn't want anyone to hold on to this matter, and she doesn't want to rely on the past in exchange for a trace of pity.

She hopes that all her success is earned by her own hard work and ability. And not because of her poor background, she got pity in exchange for so-called success.

But the current situation is far beyond Zhang Cuilian's imagination. Just like Gu Zhicheng's family, she can't hide it anymore. After all, Shen lived together bit by bit, and because of the appearance of Shao Hua and others just now, there was no privacy left at all like peeling eggs.

Zhang Cuilian thought about it and said the general idea of the matter concisely. Without a detailed description, it is an exposition of one's past. For what reason he was given to his adoptive father and adoptive mother by his biological parents, and for what reason he followed his biological parents home when he was old.

After the college entrance examination, by what kind of coincidence, she found too many misunderstandings between her adoptive father and adoptive mother and her biological parents. In the end, what kind of thing led to such a big conflict between her and her biological parents.

Finally, for today's events, Zhang Cuilian also gave truthful feedback.

"You know I have a partner, but I haven't had time to tell them yet. I didn't expect that they would find me my in-laws with the idea of 'strange goods'! Zhang Cuilian sniffed, feeling that she was stupid.

"I don't blame your parents for this." Gao Bin pursed his lips, stomped his numb legs, and sat on the table to Zhang Cuilian's opposite bunk.

Everyone looked at Gao Bin in surprise, this girl who has always dressed fashionably but rarely gets involved in dormitory disputes.

Gao Bin's face was very unfortunate: "I said that you don't eat a hundred beans without being fishy?" Isn't it faceless? ”

Zhang Cuilian looked at the delicate girl opposite who was dressed up all the time. I didn't understand the meaning of these words for a while, but I only heard Gao Bin explain: "You yourself know who they are, and you know what they think of you." Since you have an adoptive father and adoptive mother who love you, you have a boyfriend who loves each other. Why mix them up? Can't you stay away from them? ”

Gao Bin turned his face away and snorted coldly and came to his conclusion: "You are just insatiable, with good ideas but too naïve." You think you can live with your adoptive parents who like you and care about you. Can they slowly change them, or let their conscience wake up? Who do you think you are? You are the sun, and the whole world is around you! ”

Zhang Cuilian was not touched by anything else, but Gao Bin's sentence "You are the sun, and the whole world revolves around you." It really hurt her deeply, and she finally realized her problem.

Everyone looked at Zhang Cuilian's pale face and was a little worried, and Li Man pushed Gao Bin anxiously: "Oh, don't talk." It's so annoying, will it persuade people! ”

Gao Bin pouted: "If you don't understand, then I'll say it for nothing, think for yourself!" ”

After finishing speaking, she actually stood up and said that she was going to the cafeteria to eat. Zhang Cuilian thought about it, it is true that if you don't go to the cafeteria at this time, there will be no food. He waved his hand and asked everyone to watch the family to eat, while he nested in the dormitory and thought about it.

She declined their offer to bring back lunch, and she really couldn't eat at all.

Zhang Cuilian lay on the table and began to self-reflect, filtering the scenes after rebirth like rewinding. In fact, she has never been able to figure out why the trajectories of the Xie family and the Zhang family have changed. But one side can get better and better, but the other side is pressing step by step, embarrassing her one after another.

"Is it my attitude? Do I still have hatred in my heart? Zhang Cuilian remembered her love for Gu's mother, which once made people feel her true purpose.

Later, she thought about it, but it wasn't because she hoped that Gu's mother could support her marriage with Gu Zhicheng. So at the very beginning, it was too obvious to flatter.

But the Zhang family's biological parents seem to have a lot less patience. For Zhang Cuijun, he is also a strong man, and he is more earnest than educated.

What about the Xie family? Isn't the second elder of the Xie family's own efforts less? Zhang Cuilian thought back to the past scenes, which time did they not pay seven points, and they returned ten points.

Two old men who are so thrifty, good old people who are honest and honest. actually fell out with his relatives many times for himself. He even trusted himself very much, leaving the place where he had lived for decades and choosing to rent a storefront in the city.

If you lose it, don't say you will return home in disgrace. How embarrassing it is to face a group of cynical relatives, even if you have saved up for many years, you may lose all your money.

But do they believe in her, unconditionally and supportively? It's not, but they saw that Zhang Cuilian can make money and has a mind that is good at making money.

Didn't Zhang Guangfu and Shao Hua see it? They were the first to discover the differences and changes in Zhang Cuilian after she was reborn. It was also the first to discover that the buns sold to passing drivers on the roadside could make a lot of money.

They really saw Zhang Cuilian's ability to make money, but they chose to ignore it. So far, the two of them are still in the off-season when there is no odd job, and they kill time by playing mahjong every day.

They ignored Zhang Cuilian's hard work and chose to dote on their son. Even if you find that the paste medicine box is more profitable than steamed buns, you can only do it when you are short of money.

Not being motivated is the most fatal problem of the Zhang family. is not motivated, and he also looks down on Zhang Cuilian, who works hard.

is short-sighted, but he wants to laugh at Zhang Cuilian's whimsy.

This is the essential difference between the Xie family and the Zhang family, but what about herself?

Zhang Cuilian's closed eyes kept flashing her own shadow. The ears kept repeating Gao Bin's words, did that make the bystanders clear?

She thought that God had given her a chance to be reborn, so she could choose to change the world. Is being born again, is it the center of the world? With a prophet, whose fate can she change?

She hopes that Zhang's parents will like her because of her excellence, and look up to her because of her excellence.

She hopes to change the trajectory of Zhang Cuijun's life, from a scoundrel to a motivated young man in society.

She hopes that the Zhang family can be at the forefront of the times through her prophet every step of the way. Grasp every big change, and then live from poverty to well-off and finally very rich.

But when she found that the nature of human beings was difficult to change, she began to anesthetize herself again. She was too scared to lose what she had in front of her, if they robbed her of her studies that she cared about the most. She just had nothing.

She can't go to school, what can she do to match Gu Zhicheng? Without Gu Zhicheng, how could she be born Qiaoqiao?

She has a weakness, and Shao Hua knows this weakness better than anyone else. For this, she is crazy enough to hunt down her brother and threaten the whole family to die together.

She endures, she can't help it. This is her problem, and she feels that she can easily cope with it when she graduates.

Zhang Cuilian couldn't figure it out, she didn't know what she should do. She had something to say in her heart but didn't know who to talk to, so after thinking about it, she picked up the pen and pulled out a piece of stationery. Tell your doubts, worries, and worries. Then he put the letter paper in the envelope and got up and went to the post office.

"Foreign?" The staff in the post office looked Zhang Cuilian up and down with a strange expression.

"Yes!" The recipient is Ding Rongrong, although I don't know what year the letter arrived in her hand. She also knew that Ding Rongrong couldn't quench her thirst far away.

All the difficulties come from herself. But the problem is that she can't find medicine when she is sick!

On the other hand, Zhang Cuijun, who was carried out of the door by a group of people for the first time in his life, lost his temper when he returned home. Zhang Guangfu was also angry, shouting to find dichlorvos and die with Zhang Cuilian.

Shao Hua cried for a long time with swollen eyes, and suddenly got up from the kang. Gritted his teeth and said, "This cheap. The goods thought that her wings were hard, and the old lady couldn't control her. Hmph, I'm going to marry her off, I'll see what she can do! ”

Zhang Guangfu took off his clothes, revealing a white but somewhat gray shoulder strap and a shredded hurdle vest inside. Annoyed scolded: "Are you lacking? Didn't you hear from them? You're breaking the law, and neither is your own mother! ”

Shao Hua sneered: "I'm bah! As far as they know, I don't believe it. Do those two know that? I went to Lao Fu's house to ask for money, and their family was the richest. Many people are stupid about money, and when the gift money arrives in my hand. It's okay if Zhang Cuilian doesn't marry, isn't she capable, then she will pay back! ”

Zhang Cuilin, who was brought over to ask what happened to this family, happened to jump into the courtyard and heard the words of the second aunt before entering the house.

Silently, he returned and jumped out, and began to worry about his cousin's future.

"Zhang Cuilian is here to pay off her debts, right? How many bad things have you done in your last life, so unlucky? Zhang Cuilin stood by the earthen wall between the two families and muttered to himself.

At this time, Liu Guifen walked out and shouted loudly: "Why don't you go over?" Your second uncle and aunt may not have eaten yet, you go and ask, there is still some bud rice and noodle porridge at home! ”

Shao Hua heard the movement outside, and his eyes gestured to Zhang Guangfu and his son. Brushed up the broken hair on his head and walked out the door. Seeing Zhang Cuilin jumping in, he looked up and asked with a smile: "Second aunt, my mother asked if you had eaten." I still have some bud rice noodle porridge at home, do you want to pad it? ”