At this time, every word that came out of Wang Jiaci's mouth stabbed heavily into my body, my hands and feet were cold and I lost consciousness, and even the senses of my whole body were lost. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, I couldn't make any sound.

For a while, as if shrouded in darkness, the inside of his eyes began to lose color, and even Wang Jiaci's face began to become black and white.

After saying this, Wang Jiaci's face was once again covered with tears, and when she saw that I froze for a long time and did not move, she raised her hand to wipe her cheeks, and the back of her hand hung down weakly after being stained with tears.

Seeing her like this makes my heart ache. Suddenly I understood a lot of things that had happened before.

I realized that she had known for a long time that she would be away from my side. That's why they ask me the kind of thing about "selfishness" before they say yes to me being with me.

I also realized why I had thought she weird a long time ago. Her initiative, some of her words, had already been invisibly revealed to me that she would leave.

At this time, I laughed a little self-deprecatingly, it turned out that I was so stupid, and I had always been blindfolded in my bones.

That's why Wang Jiaci told me that day, "After the sun sets, it's the end of the world for her", right? It must have been at that time that she had already made up her mind to tell me about parting.

Now think about it turns out that everything is like this, her apocalypse. Isn't it the end of the world for me?

While thinking about this, I raised my head and looked at Wang Jiaci in front of me for a long time before I said with a trembling voice

"Even if you want to move abroad, you don't have to be separated from me... Two people can contact each other even if they are not together, I can wait, I can wait until the day you come back... When you're older, when I can give you all this, you'll be able to come back... I can't be separated from you... I can't imagine my life without you from now on."

"I... I can't accept it. Everything you said.."

Every sentence seemed to tug at his heart, and the words that followed were almost shouted. The sound is particularly bleak in the playground where no one else.

Hearing my words, Wang Jiaci's eyes sank again, and she lowered her head again and was silent.

It was a long time before she raised her head again, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and her mouth moved and she whispered

"Me.. Maybe never come back... So.. Xiao Xiaoming, don't wait for me.."

"We... That's all I have to do here..."

Her words made my blood freeze instantly, and my breathing stopped.

Wang Jiaci in front of her bit her lip again after saying this, and then she turned her head to look at the gravel on the ground on the side, turned her head again, and said in a faint voice

"That's it, I'm going back to packing my things.."

It seemed that he wanted to say something later, but Wang Jiaci just moved his mouth and took back the words again.

I looked up at her, and a thousand words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Wang Jiaci smiled reluctantly, turned around and walked slowly to the side.

There is no stop, and the pace is fast.

It wasn't until she had walked a few steps that I came back to my senses and turned around in a panic.

In front of him was Wang Jiaci's thin back, lonely and full of sadness.

I moved my mouth and stretched out my hand to take a step to catch up, but for a moment it was as if I had been drained of strength, and I couldn't move anywhere in my body.

In this way, Wang Jiaci's figure walked away in my field of vision little by little, and finally disappeared around the corner of the door of the playground.

The moment her figure disappeared, a wave of sadness burst out from the bottom of my heart, my jaw began to tremble, and tears welled up in my eyes.

It was like the floodgates had been opened, and I couldn't stop it, and the cold wind blew and made my face feel cold, and my heart seemed to have been cut into several pieces, and I felt pain for a while.

Suddenly I felt my incompetence clearly, and I suddenly realized that I was weak.

is obviously her favorite person, but she can't even say a word of retention when she is leaving. Shima Sausage.

Maybe I lost to the cruelty of reality, maybe I had already lost from the beginning, and when Wang Jiaci said the sentence "never come back", I couldn't say anything.

Her father, as she said, is her only relative now, if not abroad... If she stays here, she will have nothing.

My likes can't give her food, and my likes can't give her a place to live.

All I can give her now is temporary, but not for a lifetime.

The reality is so cruel that people are helpless.

I spent a long time alone in the playground, and finally I wiped the eyes from my face, turned around and squatted down.

After crouching down, I gritted my teeth as I picked up the stones on the ground, and my mind went blank and began to piece together the words that had become a mess.

While fighting the tears, they couldn't stop flowing out again, the blood flowed backwards, and the hands kept shaking.

When the words "like" were put back together, I looked at the words in front of me, but I couldn't remember what those words looked like when I put them together.

No matter how you look at it at this time, it seems that it has completely changed, and those crooked stones seem to be looking at me sympathetically.

In the end, I couldn't help but cover my face with my mud-stained palm and start crying in a muffled voice.

Later, I don't know how long a person stayed in the playground, and when he came back to his senses, he had already sounded the bell for his lunch break.

I reluctantly stood up and dragged my barely weak body towards the classroom.

Every step is like walking on a swamp, and every step feels like you will collapse on the ground at any moment.

I went to the cafeteria and washed my face, the water in the cafeteria was cold and bitter, and my hands were red and numb from the cold.

When I got back to the classroom, I was lying on my desk all afternoon.

There is no Wang Jiaci's voice around him, and there is no Wang Jiaci's fragrance around him.

There is no one around.. There is no Wang Jiaci by his side...

I barely had the courage to look up, and my head was full of her words all afternoon...

"I'm sorry.. It's all my fault.."

"I hope that Xiao Xiaoming will you in the future. Don't remember me again."

"I... Maybe never come back.."

"We... That's all there is to it."

Every sentence is like a blood-stained note, and every sentence is like an incomparably sharp knife...

I kept crying... The cuffs were already wet.

I don't know how long it has been unconsciously.. I can't tell how many times the bell has ringed...

Just when I was almost about to break down at this sound, suddenly a different voice came from around me.

"Liu Ming.."

The sound seemed to touch a nerve in my heart, and I moved my mouth and struggled to lift my head.

The moment she raised her head, Lin Qiaoman's face was full of surprise, and then a trace of distress flashed in her eyes, and finally she moved her mouth and said word by word

"Jia Ci she.. Her dad is here.."

"Helping her... Move things to the school gate.."

Lin Qiaoman's words made my whole body tense up all of a sudden, and I looked around in a trance, not knowing when it was time to get out of school.

Lin Qiaoman in front of him kept panting, obviously running over to tell me this.

I looked at her for a few seconds, then stood up in a panic and ran out of the classroom.

At this time, there were no more thoughts in my mind, and the only thing left was to see Wang Jiaci... Be sure to see Wang Jiaci...

With this in mind, I ran all the way, and after going downstairs, I paused at the exit of the school building, and I still turned around and ran towards the school gate.

There are already a lot fewer students at the door, and it's obviously been a while since school was out.

When I got closer and closer, the black car appeared in my eyes, and my eyes widened to see Jiaci's father who was putting things in the trunk of the car, and Wang Jiaci who was standing next to him.

At this moment, countless thoughts popped up in my heart... I hesitated, but I didn't stop and ran quickly.

When I was about to run to the two of them, I took a deep breath and shouted

"Xiao Ci .. Wait a minute.."