Chapter 169: Blame Me
Genius remembered for a second, "Love ♂ ÷ small? Say →', provide you with wonderful novels to read. After entering my room, I quickly climbed into bed and lifted the mattress.
There are all kinds of things pressed under the mattress, and the most eye-catching thing is still the pile of red Grandpa Mao.
I was stunned for a moment when I saw the money I was pressing under the bed. Then he took out a large handful and quickly put it in his pocket.
I don't know if it's enough, but I know I've finally found the true value of it. I'm going to buy something, I want it before I buy one.. Something for Wang Jiaci.
In this way, when I just loaded the money, Wang Jiaci seemed to have finished washing her face.
I walked out of my room. I saw Wang Jiaci walking towards the living room.
When she saw me, she paused, then opened her mouth and asked in a low voice
"Xiao Xiaoming, you are not ready. Do you want to wash your face again?"
Although it was in a small voice, I still understood, and I looked at her and hesitated for a few seconds, but nodded and said
"Hmm."
With that, I turned around and walked briskly towards the bathroom.
I walked into the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror. I'm still a little stunned.
In the mirror, my eyes were swollen terribly, and my whole person seemed to be a few years older, revealing a haggard feeling.
It made me feel depressed as I could imagine. Wang Jiaci felt so sad in her heart after seeing my face.
In this way, I cleaned up my face in the bathroom for a long time, and then slowly walked out again.
After coming out, Wang Jiaci did not sit on the sofa in the living room, I walked back to my room, only to find that she was sitting in front of the computer desk, holding something in her hand and fiddling.
I looked at it again, only to realize that she was holding the same bottle of Nutrition Express she had given me in the first place.
Seeing this scene made me feel like I had traveled back in time to when she first came to my house.
That's when she also discovered the Nutrition Express I had secretly left behind. Now that I think about it, maybe from the time when I left that drink and was reluctant to drink it... Some seeds have quietly taken root and sprouted in the heart
Thinking of this, I saw Wang Jiaci turn her head, she looked at me for a while, and suddenly handed me the nutrition express in her hand, and said slowly
"Huh.. Little Ming, unscrew it for me."
Wang Jiaci's words made me stunned for a moment, I looked at the nutrition express in her hand, and didn't stretch out my hand for a while.
After about seven or eight seconds, I still opened my mouth and asked puzzled
"Why.. Are you going to drink it, you don't remember that the bottle was you."
Without waiting for my words to finish, Wang Jiaci shook the bottle in his hand again and whispered
"Remember, but... Hurry up and open it.."
I was even more puzzled when I heard Wang Jiaci say this, but at this time she squinted her eyes, and I couldn't see her thoughts from her eyes.
I hesitated for a moment, but slowly raised my hand and took the bottle of Nutrition Express from her.
When I got it in my hand, I felt like I was going back to a long, long time ago when I first took this bottle from her in an Internet café, and a moment later I unscrewed it with a lot of force in my hand.
Seeing that I unscrewed Wang Jiaci and stretched out her little hand to take it from my hand, I saw her put this bottle of nutrition express to her mouth and took a small sip gently.
When she was done, she handed it to me again, squeezing out a smile and saying
"It's going to expire, Xiao Xiaoming.. Don't drink again.. It's going to be useless."
After saying this, Wang Jiaci seemed to think of something again, and muttered in a lonely voice
: "Expired.. It's not the same thing anymore.."
Although Wang Jiaci's words were very small, I still heard them clearly. 【愛↑去△小↓說△網 Qu 】
I knew what she meant by this, and my heart instantly darkened.
After a while, I re-screwed the lid of the drink and didn't drink the contents.
Seeing that Wang Jiaci didn't open his mouth like this, the atmosphere in the room became a little sad again, and the sadness that had just dissipated a lot began to surge again.
But it didn't take long for Wang Jiaci to stand up again, only to see her stretch out her arm, look at me again and ask in a low voice
"Xiao Xiaoming, are you sleepy, it seems that the time is not early, or... Let's sleep.."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, my body stiffened, and I saw that she didn't move.
Wang Jiaci stared at me for a while, then stretched out his hand and pointed to the bed on the side, and then said
"Let's sleep together. This.. I won't let you sleep on the couch.. I want to.."
"I want you to sleep with me in your arms.."
The moment her words fell, a nerve in her body suddenly broke off.
After a moment, I nodded, and said in a low voice
"Okay."
Seeing that I promised Wang Jiaci and didn't say anything more, she seemed to be a little embarrassed and lowered her head, and bit her lower lip slightly with her teeth.
But soon she reached out and pointed to the switch on the side, motioning for me to turn off the light.
I glanced in the direction pointed by Wang Jiaci, then stepped forward and turned off the light.
As soon as the lights were turned off, the room was plunged into darkness.
I turned around, and through the little light shining in from the window, I could barely see Wang Jiaci's silhouette clearly.
She stood in the dark for a long time before groping her way to bed again.
After seeing her go to bed, I paused for a while, and climbed up little by little.
At this moment, my heart was inexplicably calm, and after lying on the bed, I stretched out my arm and gently took her into my arms.
Her body was still so small, her back to me, her head resting lightly on my arm.
Although this moment was a very happy moment, for some reason, a sadness began to spread in my chest.
I couldn't see Wang Jiaci's face in the dark, and I could barely hear her shallow breathing in my ears.
Just when I was secretly sad alone, Wang Jiaci's voice suddenly came again
"Xiao Xiaoming, do you blame me?" Taishuang is carrying.
"It's been so long to tell you something like this. In your heart.. Will you blame me?"
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I was silent for a while, but I still opened my mouth and replied truthfully
"Weird.. Of course.. I'll blame you.."
"I blame you for why you didn't tell me these things earlier, I blame you for why you left me for such a reason when you were like this."
Speaking of this, I paused, and said in a trembling tone
"Am I not your boyfriend this kind of thing... This kind of thing should have been told to me sooner... Do you think you deserve to bear these things alone, why.. Don't tell me sooner, let me sooner.. Help you share the pain."
I can't say anything about the rest of the words, I know that Wang Jiaci must have endured a lot silently, so I don't blame her for lying to me, I just blame her, I didn't say it earlier and let me face these things with her.
However, after I finished speaking, Wang Jiaci did not speak for a long time, and it took a long time for her to move, turned around to face me, and whispered
"Because I... I don't want to see Xiao Xiaoming sad... Over the years, I've become accustomed to being alone with these things... So I don't want to.. Xiao Xiaoming is sad because of me."
Wang Jiaci's words made my heart start to sting again, I hugged her hard, and kissed her forehead with some distress.
And Wang Jiaci in my arms also stretched out her hand and gently hugged my waist, she sighed, and said in a fluttering voice
"Xiao Xiaoming, can you promise me... Even if you know these things... You can't pretend you don't know anything."
"I like Xiao Ming before, I don't like Xiao Ming who always cries his nose... I don't want to spend time with you, Xiao Xiaoming.. Always unhappy, so.. Can you promise me? After tonight everything is the same as before, as if nothing had happened... Just treat it as you.. I don't know if it's good or not."
Although it sounds like a request, Wang Jiaci's words are full of begging tone...
I was stuffy by what she said, and I had some difficulty breathing.
I suddenly thought of all this Wang Jiaci originally wanted to hide it from me to the end, maybe when I sent her home just now, she really planned to do that, if I didn't turn back... I still didn't know anything about it, I thought it was a playful lie she told to her teachers, and I thought I was one of the happiest people in the world.
But the moment I looked back, everything changed... The originally beautiful world began to fall apart, and those happy fragments were also broken into pieces.
In this way, my nose was a little sour for a while, and then I whispered again
"Good.. I promise you.."
"But... Tomorrow you're going to go somewhere with me, there's a place... I want to take you to.."
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