Chapter 168: Time
Genius remembered for a second, "Love โ รท small? Say โ', provide you with wonderful novels to read. As I said this, my voice became quieter and quieter, and my words almost began to cry.
But every word I said at this time was from my heart, and every day without her I was like living under a dusty sky, living in my own numbness and lies every day.
Although I gradually began to get used to the days without her around. But I've always known that that was just a way for me to deceive myself. That's just a way for me to protect myself.
There's not a night when I don't think of her nice voice in my head. There wasn't a night I didn't think of her cuteness, but as the voice in my memory grew fainter and her face became more and more blurred, I knew I had reached my limit.
Everyone's ability to bear will have a certain limit, if I go back to the kind of days without Wang Jiaci by my side, I don't know if I will collapse, let alone how I will survive.
When I thought of this, I felt the blood in my body boiling, and my body couldn't help but tremble slightly, waiting for Wang Jiaci to speak.
At this time, Wang Jiaci stood quietly in front of me, she looked at me, and her expression was indescribably sad.
After a long time, she shook her head slightly, leaned in front of me, and spoke slowly
"Xiao Xiaoming.. You're so stupid.."
"What do you mean. . . Are you going to die with me... Wrong.. In that case... I guess it's a martyr."
I was stunned when I heard Wang Jiaci say the dead word in his mouth, no matter what time it was. That word is like a sharp knife that is bubbling cold, and it makes people's backs chill when they hear it.
Seeing my reaction, Wang Jiaci smiled bitterly again, and then whispered
"Little Ming.. I've said so much... You don't even understand what I mean."
"Actually, when I first saw your parents at your house, I was so envious of you, envious of you for having a good family, envious of you... The family lives happily together. โ
"So... If you die with me... Your parents... Have you ever thought about them, I envy you so much, but you want to be because of me... And to discard such a life.."
While saying this, Wang Jiaci stretched out her hand, and she gently squeezed my palm. whispered
"What do you think? Will I promise that I will let you.. Do you accompany me in that way?"
Wang Jiaci's words made me speechless, I looked at her in front of me, my throat seemed to be stuffed with thorns, and I felt stinging as long as I opened my mouth.
At this time, seeing that I didn't speak, Wang Jiaci squeezed out a smile at me again, she sighed, and then said in a weak voice
"Okay, don't think about it... Me.. It's okay.. It doesn't matter what I do."
"So. Hurry up and go downstairs, it's too cold I don't want to catch a cold~ Of course. I don't want you to catch a cold too."
Her tone returned to lightness and playfulness, and she looked like she was now, as if the misfortune and sadness she had just spoken of had not befallen her.
I know that Wang Jiaci is hiding her emotions at this time, and I know that in her heart, she must not be better than me.
But I didn't know what to say, so I could only watch her for a long time before nodding.
After seeing me nodding, Wang Jiaci let go of my hand again, and I looked at her and was stunned for a while before I left to crawl downstairs again.
I was in a bit of a trance when I went downstairs, or I was a little confused from the beginning.
It wasn't until my feet hit the ground that I had a sense of coming back to my senses.
At this time, I raised my head, but Wang Jiaci did not come down immediately.
At this moment, I had a feeling that I had traveled back in time, as if I had returned to the last time, as if I had traveled back to that time a long, long time ago.
Last time, after I went downstairs, Wang Jiaci left the paper airplane on the roof of the building, this time Wang Jiaci she.. What did you leave for me?
Was it her tears or was she reluctant to go downstairs, wanting to stay a little longer, and reminisce more about the memories I had with her there
I don't have an answer.
After a while, Wang Jiaci's figure finally appeared in my sight.
She crept down cautiously, and when I was about to hit the ground, I reached out and caught her.
The lights in the hallway were much brighter than the rooftops, and I glanced at her, her eyes were red, and she had obviously shed tears on the roof.
At this time, Wang Jiaci didn't say anything, she just looked at me very calmly and whispered
"Let's go.. Let's go back.."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I nodded and walked downstairs with her.
But as soon as I walked down a few steps, Wang Jiaci grabbed my arm again.
I turned my head and saw her look at me with a very subtle look, and after a while she spoke softly
"Xiao Xiaoming, I'm tired all of a sudden... You.. You can't.."
As she spoke, Wang Jiaci opened her hand to me and came out in a hugging gesture.
I was stunned for a moment when I saw Wang Jiaci's actions like this, but I soon understood again.
I remembered how I had taken her downstairs last time, and the way she looked now was that she clearly wanted to enjoy it again.
Realizing this, I took a deep breath, slowly turned around again, and turned my back to signal her to come up.
Seeing that I agreed, Wang Jiaci immediately took a step forward, and slowly hooked my neck with both hands.
I hugged her with my hands behind my back and carried her up step by step downstairs.
I don't know why, the stairs have become long... I didn't speak to her, and the sound of footsteps made the lights in the hallway light up layer by layer.
Wang Jiaci kept hooking my neck tightly, her head resting on my shoulder, as quiet as a sleeping child.
After a while, I felt a cold feeling on my neck again, and my heart sank, and I asked in a low voice while holding her up
"Why are you crying again.."
I don't seem to be qualified to say that about her, because I can't remember how many times I cried today.
Wang Jiaci, who was behind him, heard me say this, and his body moved, and his voice trembled a little and replied to me
"Nothing.. Maybe it's drinking too much water.."
Unconvincing reasons, not scientific at all.
I didn't speak again when I heard Wang Jiaci say this, but my heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of fog, and I couldn't breathe.
In this way, I carried Wang Jiaci downstairs on my back, and I put her down when I walked out of the corridor.
The strange thing is that I didn't feel tired after going down so many buildings, it turns out that when people are sad, they forget about being tired.
At this time, Wang Jiaci gently tugged at her clothes, she looked at me, and said softly
"Let's go, let's go home."
Wang Jiaci's sentence "Let's go home." It made my nose sour again, and my vision blurred.
At this moment, I bit my lip fiercely and nodded vigorously.
After nodding, I stretched out my hand and took Wang Jiaci's hand and walked home.
It's a very short distance, but it seems like a long, long walk.
I went upstairs with Wang Jiaci, and the lights in the room were not turned off when I just went downstairs.
The light in front of him was a little dazzling, and Wang Jiaci changed his shoes after entering the door and went directly to the bathroom.
I stood a little dumbfounded, motionless.
To this day, I still feel that everything is a dream, everything is a nightmare for no reason.
I even wish I could wake up now, and when I woke up, I found myself in the classroom, and Wang Jiaci was sitting next to me.
But I knew it was just my own fantasy.
I took a step forward and turned my head to look at Wang Jiaci in the bathroom.
She's washing her face, and she's fixing her somewhat messy hair in the mirror.
I was inexplicably a little breathless to see her like this, and I was so sad that I was about to suffocate at the thought that I would never see her like this again in the near future, and that she would never be by my side again in the near future.
Suddenly I felt that Heaven was so cruel that he had sent her to me, and wanted me to watch her leave me.
Maybe it's really what she said, the two of us... I forgot to make an appointment to be together.
Thinking of this, something suddenly occurred in my mind, and my whole body suddenly became nervous.
A moment later I bit it, turned around and walked into my room.
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