Chapter 212: Don't see each other, don't owe each other

Her eyes were filled with water vapor and fog, and she suddenly grabbed the door frame with her hand and howled heart-rending towards the disappearing rear of the car, she shouted Rong Ke, come back! But in response to her, in addition to the tragic death silence in the night, it was her mournful voice that echoed layer by layer.

Where is he, is there really Rong Ke, has there really been such a man in this world, he is full of dignity and chic, and he is domineering. In front of him, he was clearly at a loss, like a child who couldn't find a home.

The servants heard He Run's cry and ran out of the doors, they couldn't figure out why they were so noisy just now, and suddenly she was left alone, and she was still lying on the ground crying so desperately, the maid helped He Run up, and asked her where her uncle had gone while wiping her tears for her, He Run's intermittent crying suddenly stopped, only large tears were like beads with broken threads, and they fell on the hands of the nanny who wiped her tears, and she whispered, "I will never get him, I will never get him." ”

Although the servants didn't know what was going on, they could see that the relationship between the uncle and the young lady was not so deep, and they had only been married for a long time, but they already had a respectful distance, which meant that he didn't love her, and they could only see a trace of heat in Ji Rongke's eyes when Feng Jin existed, although this heat was hidden so deeply by him, he couldn't help but leak the slightest hint.

The older maid held He Run in her arms, she said, "Miss is my aunt's wife, he is the man you have to rely on all your life, the men and women who are deeply affectionate in this world may not bear good fruit in the end, but the men and women who have no feelings in this world may not be able to achieve marriage, the days are passing little by little, and they are used to having such a person around them, and they will be inseparable over time." A woman's gentleness is a good medicine to soothe a man's pain, Miss is good to her uncle, even if she can't get a heart from him, half of it can always be there, and he is always by your side. ”

He Run sobbed and looked up at her, there was still a trace of undried crystal on her eyelashes, "Will it." ”

The maid smiled and nodded, "Of course." The world lives in the shackles of the world, and my uncle is not a god. Miss wants to catch him, isn't his wife's identity the best capital, the warbler Yanyan outside, they are difficult to get into the hall of elegance, as long as the young lady refuses to let go, my uncle will be tied up by you for a lifetime. If you can't get love, then you can get people. ”

He Run suddenly saw a glimmer of light, even if Feng Jin could get his heart, that high wall was like climbing over a mountain, and only she could accompany him for a long time after that. The years will smooth out the edges and corners of love, extinguish the initial passion, and drain the yellow sand of time, leaving only a dull long-term companion.

She is still young, she can afford to wait, she wants to make Ji Rongke owe her, so that she will never be abandoned.

When Ji Rongke arrived at the police station, he happened to bump into He Yichi who walked out, the latter saw him coming from the dust, and was immediately stunned, Ji Rongke got off the car, he asked He Yichi if he was going to get the result, He Yichi said, "Miss Feng has pleaded guilty, the arrest application was handed in overnight, and it is estimated that it will be approved within two days, this case has been delayed for a long time, and all departments are very fast, as long as the investigation is over, the court will immediately announce the verdict." ”

Ji Rongke clenched his fist to his lips, and the expression on his face was secretive, "She's pregnant." ”

He Yichi nodded, "According to the law, pregnant and lactating women can be released on bail pending trial, but I just asked in detail, and they can't guarantee that it will be possible, because the nature of Miss Feng's case is very bad, she is not a manslaughter, but an intentional murder, and the victim is a police officer, which is very difficult in the defense and application process." I have contacted the best lawyers in the country as instructed by you to try to get the best results for Ms. Feng. ”

Ji Rongke lowered his head and closed his eyes, the sky really fell, he had lived most of his life, and he had never felt such a desperate feeling, she was right in front of him, in this door, but he couldn't do anything, he didn't know how to save it.

Suddenly, he wondered, was it worth it? He has been fighting for twenty years, thinking that he has won the world, and he can use her as a price, is it really worth it.

Ji Rongke took out a cigarette case and a lighter from his pocket, he took out one and put it in his mouth, but he couldn't light it, his hands trembled uncontrollably, and the red flame reflected his reddish eyes, and his pupils burned inside.

Seeing his trembling fingertips and wrists, He Yichi took out a lighter from his pocket, handed it to Ji Rongke's lips, and pressed it, "Brother Rong, I'll give you some." ”

The flames jumped out extremely violently, almost burning Ji Rongke's lips, he took a big sip, He Yichi found that Ji Rongke's eyes were a little swollen in the burning firelight, and there was a trace of crying hidden in the corners of his eyes, he chuckled in his heart, He Yichi had never seen him cry, in his eyes and the entire Ji family in South China, Ji Rongke was so tough as if he had no heart, he was really very vicious, He Yichi had followed him for so many years, Longtan Tiger's Den didn't know how many people he had broken into, and he had seen the most vicious people in the world, But I have never found anyone more ruthless, unrighteous and cruel than Ji Rongke.

And this man actually cried.

He imagined the invincible Ji Rongke in front of him, helpless and desperate, He Yichi couldn't think of life or death.

What a shocking scene it was, and his tears were more precious than gold.

He Yichi looked at him swallowing clouds and spitting out fog and silent, he swore that he would never touch a woman, even a cold person like Ji Rongke couldn't get through it, and he couldn't.

That pride was finally unloaded for a love affair and a love affair.

It's really poisonous.

Why isn't there a cure?

I tossed for most of the night, my head was groggy, my mouth was dry, I asked the policewoman for water, but it was not sent for a long time, they did not let me go, probably worried that something would happen, even if there was no decree to detain me yet, they still wanted to keep me firmly.

I sat on the cot in the surveillance room, my knees folded and silent.

At the foot of the bed was a closed window, the glass was clean, and through the layers of blooming wildflowers, lush leaves, and a faint moonlight, you could see it.

The moonlight could not shine in, and I could see my pale face, sunken eye sockets, and my desperate gaze on the glass.

I'm going to spend the rest of my life in a long guard.

I've calculated a lot of my endings, the miserable, the beautiful, the sweet and the bad, but I haven't counted this one.

I couldn't imagine that I would love a man like this, I once mocked Bai Jasmine, more than ten years have passed, she still can't let go of him, why is she so stupid? But now the world is ridiculing me, she has spent more than ten years waiting, but the waiting process is not pure, she serves Uncle Nine and is favored, how can she really give up anything for Ji Rongke. And I simply cost the rest of my life, maybe a dozen years, maybe decades, maybe I just have a few more months to live.

In my life, I don't know how many times I have made compromises, but in fact, if I think about it carefully, I don't lose anything.

I met Rong Ke, I defeated Bai Jasmine, and I also won He Run with my last bet.

I live in love, willing to forget who I am.

I opened my eyes sluggishly, and there was a sudden sound of footsteps in the corridor where there was no sound, and the sound gradually approached, and finally stopped outside the door of the monitoring room where I was being held, I subconsciously straightened my back, but my body was too stiff, and it was difficult to move, I heard the policewoman call my name, I pressed my hand on the wall and wanted to turn around, she suddenly said, "Someone wants to see you, I didn't follow the normal procedure, hurry up, meet and end quickly, you come out." ”

She unlocked the door and opened it completely, and an eerie cold wind poured in my back, sweeping through my thin body, and I couldn't help but shiver, "Who wants to see me?" ”

"It's Mr. Ji, Ji Rongke."

My eyes staring at the moonlight outside the window suddenly trembled, and when I heard Ji Rongke's three words, my heart froze.

A hand, covered with long, sharp nails, clutched at the tip of my heart, making it difficult for me to breathe.

All my attempts to turn around and get out of bed came to an abrupt halt, and the policewoman urged me twice, but I remained unmoved.

All my courage was poured into the matter of turning myself in, and I used it thoroughly. Now I'm cowardly, I'm timid, I don't dare to see him, with such a haggard and embarrassed prisoner, I and him are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and now they are even more different.

I'm afraid that he will no longer be my best face in my dreams, but my most miserable appearance, and I am afraid that he will turn away from me.

First, it is better not to see each other, and from then on you will not owe each other.

He is the vine that is stationed on my heart, meandering and entangled, he is the scar cut on my body, hideous and twisted and irreparable, I want to cut off the vine pedicle hard, it is not so easy to tear off the scar, see a layer of frost at a time, when will it festering and evaporate.

I can't forget how hard it must have been when I couldn't see him in the future.

I know that the distance between me and Ji Rongke is no longer as short as a siege of marriage. Now, between me and him, it was as if there was a heavy snowfall, an ocean, a pool of desert, and thousands of cities with lights in the sky.

I don't want to delay him, he is forty years old, he needs a stable life, I can't give it, it's better to be completely fulfilled.

At least he still has He Run, she has never hurt him, she has never calculated him, she is simple and beautiful, clean and pure, she can accompany him to grow old, and she can love him from beginning to end.

I blinked, wiping away the tears that had slid down the tip of my nose, and I didn't turn away, my head still resting against the wall staring at the tiny silver light outside the window, and I said in a hoarse voice, "I don't see him." After that, I was gone, and I told him that I didn't have to come again in vain. ”