The night wind blew fiercely, the curtain was lifted in a huge arc, and the wooden window that was completely scraped open slammed violently against the half of the stone wall, making a rustling sound, like a female ghost crawling out of a graveyard in the middle of the night to suck people's bones and blood and eat people's spirits.

The ground was full of messes, broken glazed tiles were piled up under everyone's feet, the crystal wick was still flashing with the last trace of white light, and he continued to live his life when he ran out of oil, He Run's face was buried deep in her knees, she was sobbing and trembling, while listening to the sound in the living room, finally, Ji Rongke gradually calmed down and stopped.

He stood on the edge of the coffee table, the back of his fist was dripping with blood, he was cut by a piece of broken glass, a long bloody cut, the scar was winding and hideous from the knuckles between his fingers to his wrist, he didn't seem to feel the pain, he ignored such a thrilling blood stain, his straight posture and back suddenly had a trace of decadent bending, his constantly wheezing and undulating chest was intertwined with the droplets of water rolling down his face, no one could tell whether it was sweat or tears.

He Run just raised his head at this moment and saw him.

She saw him the most embarrassed, and she also saw the most pathetic him.

Ji Rongke in her eyes seemed to have aged many years overnight.

He has no high-spirited arrogance, no aura of despising everything, no edge of both good and evil, and even the faint joke on the corner of his lips has disappeared without a trace.

He hunched his back, desperate and broken, silent enough to make people's hearts panic and make people's eyes damp.

If Feng Jin was really sentenced to a heavy sentence, she would no longer be able to stand in front of him, smile at him and scold him and throw herself into his arms, He Run didn't dare to think that Ji Rongke would be old like an old man who had lost all his vitality.

The servants saw that he had finally calmed down, they pulled each other to stand up tentatively, and leaned over quietly, he still did not move, like a frozen sculpture, his faintly trembling shoulders, faintly rapid breathing, made He Run also stunned at the same time.

The maid helped He Run, who was trapped behind the sofa, to sort out the clothes hanging crookedly on her body for her, her body was paralyzed, she leaned on the maid, her eyes never left the man in front of her half a step, she saw the wetness in Ji Rongke's eyes, saw his clenched blood-dripping fist, saw his ruthlessness that he wanted to pull the whole world to accompany Feng Jin, and saw his helplessness about coming all the way but unable to protect her.

He probably really loves her, this love has so much forbearance, so much thinking but not daring, love but can't, the world may judge her stupidity, his cowardice, but the world is not him and her after all, how do you know that his body can't help himself, and she is as willing as she is.

He Run had never received such a great love, she hadn't even seen it, she was thinking that she was already very stupid, why would there be even more stupid people, but Feng Jin was obviously smart, why was she so stupid and obsessed with Ji Rongke's body.

She saw it in her eyes and hated it in her heart, who knew her suffering as a wife, she could do it, and she could do what Feng Jin did for Ji Rongke.

She clenched her fists, she looked at the man in front of her who had almost gone crazy, she shook again, could she really end the rest of her life of freedom and happiness, and bet on protecting the man she loved, could she really do it, wouldn't she regret it, would she calmly walk into the door of the police station, desperately exchange her eternal darkness for the light of his life.

She is selfish, cowardly, cowardly, and she is willing to help him overthrow her family, but she can't become a prisoner for him.

She was afraid, she knew that life there would be difficult, that she would be beaten, that she would be humiliated, that she would be tired, that she would not live as well as a pet dog.

She has been the pearl of the He family for twenty-four years, she can't stand the suffering, the suffering in her heart has destroyed her, she really can't stand the slightest bit of gloom.

She envied the ups and downs that Feng Jin and Ji Rongke had experienced, and also envied their silent and crazy love, she was jealous that Feng Jin was in a deep crisis, and he was desperate with a gun; She was jealous of his embarrassment, and she turned into a demon to kill for him; She was jealous of Feng Jin's person who had never gotten him openly, but he poached that chic heart, and she was even more jealous of his sincerity that he didn't dare to say that he loved her.

What did she play in this love triangle, she was even more pathetic than He Qu, at least he still had a career, ambition and desire, and what about her, she had nothing but the marriage given by Ji Rongke.

But she, a nominal wife, still had nothing in the end.

She once hugged him like a shameless madness, she once poured herself a bottle of red wine, pretended to be crazy and stupid with the strength of the wine, and gently asked him to ask for herself, she said that she wanted to be his real wife, a unique wife.

She didn't want to remember the nights she had worked so, nor did she want to remember the silence that had failed again and again.

He didn't push her away, he let her lie on top of him, only gently wrapped his arms around her, he said it was late, go to sleep.

He slapped her on the back, hallucinating gentleness.

Even if there is no love, there is always a trace of love.

She was unwilling to give up kissing his neck, kissing his ears, kissing his thin lips, but no matter how she kissed, he was indifferent, and his cold body turned all her impulses and madness into a pool of tears.

She slapped him and cried and questioned him, and he reacted, and she clung to this glimmer of hope to take off his clothes, but in the end she was defeated in the face of his lustless face.

How much courage she had to face silence after silence.

She thought she wasn't pretty enough to pique his interest, and she thought he wanted to, just too tired.

I see.

His romantic affairs, his unsightly legends, true or false, in fact, a few of them are true.

He loves forbearance, loves viciously, he does not hesitate to use all means to seek the best way, he can't jump out of this circle, he can only let the cycle of cause and effect come later, so that he can live longer and stay with her longer.

He was finally going to get out, he thought he could finally give her an account, he could finally throw away all the people and things he had used, take her hand, and tell her that you thought so badly of me, and I didn't give you the only good.

But she couldn't enjoy it anymore.

She eliminated the biggest rival for him, she made He Qu unthreatening, and let the He family be stormy, these things that others can't do and dare not do, she used her stubbornness in love to complete it simply and tragically. She gave him the light with her own hands, and her eternity was sealed in darkness.

What is the point of holding that light in his hand?

Ji Rongke suddenly hugged his head, he squatted on the ground slowly little by little, his choked cry made He Run's heart twist like a knife, his tall body curled up into a ball of curved flesh, the hoarseness he tried his best to suppress, still strung into a thousand silver needles, He Run saw the mist rolling down his toes, saw his distorted and collapsed face, and also saw the deepest helplessness of this unstoppable man.

"I didn't treat her well... From the very beginning to the end, no, it's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't. I remember she confronting me, she crying and asking me when I was the head, and I couldn't answer... I hate why I was a bad person, I would rather she be greedy, I can be selfish and keep her by my side and make her laugh with what she likes, but she wants marriage, and I really can't give it what she wants at that time! Do you know how dangerous it is to stand by my side? ”

He pointed to his chest as he spoke, and his gritted teeth and collapsed like crazy made He Run cover his lips and cry bitterly, "I'm not afraid of anything in my life, if a knife or gun is inserted in my body, I won't be moved, but I'm afraid that something will happen to her... Right under my nose, something happened. ”

He Run howled and shouted at him Don't do this, she pounced on it, and struggled to hold Ji Rongke's hand that was beating the wall, she gently stroked the piece of flesh and blood, a layer of new wounds covered by old wounds, she looked at it like this, her heart was bleeding.

"Am I a man?" He suddenly raised his head, his blood-red and moist eyes, staring at the panicked He Run, "I gave all my guts to this world, why am I so cowardly only on her." ”

He Run pursed her lips and tried to hold back, but the strong crying still squeezed out of her eyes, quickly spreading her entire face, she kept shaking her head, her voice choked and stammered, "You are, in the eyes of everyone, you are." But you can't fight this terrible dark circle, you've done your best. ”

Ji Rongke was restrained by her embrace, raised his head and closed his eyes, he had so many things to say, but in the end he swallowed so hard.

He Run couldn't stand it, she watched her husband constantly reminisce about the joys and sorrows with another woman, she watched Ji Rongke, who never exposed his weakness, cry like a child at this moment, she watched him kneel on the ground, straightening his body hopelessly and compassionately, she looked at the tears on his face that flowed more than her, she hated him so much that she grabbed him by the collar, she shouted at him, "Ji Rongke, look at me!" You look at your wife who accompanies you in front of you, you only see her dedication, I also want to bury my home with my own hands for you, I also want to expose everything about my father for you, I have nothing but you, why do you only have her in your heart! ”

Ji Rongke covered his face with his hands, his fingertips lightly pressed his eyes, and his muffled voice leaked out from between his fingers, "You can not be buried, He Run." There's no need to lose so much for me, I'm not worth it. ”

"Then what should I do, I have no turning back, if I lose my home, I can have you, if I lose you, how can I live if I have my home."

He Run's crying voice became lower and lower, the living room was empty, all the servants had long since left, the moonlight was blown by the wind, and it became a broken silver scattered everywhere, and she stepped on it, and the back of his hand was floating with silver mottled everywhere.

His face poked out of his palm, revealing his embarrassed face, he looked at He Run, this woman had been with him for a short time, but they had known each other for a long time, he had paid attention to her, but all his attention was limited to calculation, the He family was something he wanted to keep for himself many years ago, and it was only after meeting Feng Jin that he really looked at how dangerous he was, and he couldn't even protect her, he could only win the He family, hook up with He Guici's connections in the political circles, and make himself stronger, this strength can make him sit back and relax, can let him strategize, and let him watch Feng Jin laugh for a lifetime.

People are not as good as heaven, Ji Rongke finally missed the calculation that his marriage to He Run crushed Feng Jin's obsession with waiting for the end, he thought that he had not given her hope, she could also laugh at this matter, he didn't say anything, she didn't care, and they still kept the bottom line with each other, and waited until he settled everything, and then came back to hold her hand. He selfishly let her conceive a child, thinking that he could trap her firmly, but he forgot that she was humble and proud, she was too eager for fame, and she loved him too much, this deep love was beyond his imagination, just as he had never calculated how deep his grief was for losing Feng Jin, until that moment came, he understood that it was a few seas deeper than the abyss.

From the moment Feng Jin married He Qu, he lost control of her, he panicked, he was afraid that she would fall in love with He Qu, and he was afraid that she would really go away, he desperately wanted to end all this as soon as possible, so he attacked the He family in a big way, which angered He Qu, and his arrogance and his presumptuousness also angered the white road controlled behind He Qu, pushing himself to the end.

He suppressed too many people and was held hostage by too many people, he might win everyone, but at the cost of Feng Jin, such a result was beyond his expectations, he never imagined that Feng Jin could bury the rest of his life for him.

Ji Rongke stood up from the ground, he was covered in dust and his clothes were wrinkled.

He staggered away from He Run, freed himself from her embrace, he walked towards the door, he didn't even bother to put on his suit and change his shoes, his back was so hasty, she sat on the ground and climbed two steps towards him, stretched out her finger behind his back, "Rong Ke!" ”

He refused to stop, like a trapped beast and a bullfight, he had lost all his senses, she could only move out of Feng Jin, she shouted Feng Jin's name, his feet finally stagnated, she cried with a trembling voice, "She asked me to take care of you, she entrusted you to me, don't let her down, you just said that you failed her, don't live up to her kindness, Rong Ke, let everything pass." I can accept that you will do anything to save her, but from now on we will live a good life, just forget about it, this is all bad fate, and there should be no result. I beg you. ”

She cried as she crawled from the ground to his feet, she spilled over the broken glass, over the dampness, she ignored the stinging skin, she could only see him in her eyes, she grabbed his trouser leg with both hands, she said in a pleading tone, "I don't care about anything, just you." I can accept that you have her in your heart, but let it go, please. ”

Ji Rongke lowered his eyes and looked at her face full of pleading and expectation, he finally couldn't bear it, he squatted down and wiped her tears with his fingers, a little by, his fingertips were gentle like water, she squeezed out a smile, she just wanted to say that we have a good life, he suddenly held her hand and tore her away from his trouser leg, "He Run, my heart is going to ache to death, I can't live without her." ”