1033 My name is Chen Ming, and Chen Ming is dead
I said I was going to avenge my brothers, and I pulled out my gun, and at this moment, I had only one thought, and that was to kill him.
Love was horrified, and I felt my heart become heavy.
Although I wanted to kill him, sure enough, when I did it, although I still didn't hesitate, I still felt uncomfortable, because I couldn't change the fact that he was my own brother, and we should have been the closest people, but I wanted to kill him with my own hands.
Thinking of this, I said in a deep voice: "In the next life, I hope you and I don't meet each other." ”
After I finished speaking, I was about to pull the trigger, however, suddenly a powerful aura came from behind me, I subconsciously turned to the side, my body twisted one hundred and eighty degrees, raised the gun and pointed to the opposite side, but I saw a familiar face.
At this moment, I was so surprised that I forgot to speak for a while.
On the other side, Chen Jianghe was wearing a loose cyan Tang suit, looked at me with a solemn face, and said, "Xiao Ming, that's your brother." ”
My heart was shocked, and then I came back to my senses, and suddenly a surge of anger surged in my heart, and I shouted, "He's not my brother!" Old fellow, if you dare to stop me from killing him, then the two of us will break up completely! ”
Chen Jianghe frowned slightly, walked towards me slowly, and then bypassed me to Zhongqing, because of his words, Zhongqing's face was full of horror, and his eyes were different, he pointed at me and said, "Who are you?" ”
I looked at Zhong Qing, sneered and said, "Who do you think I will be?" Do you have any other brother in this world? ”
Zhong Qing gasped, and then said coldly: "You are Chen Ming?" The man who is said to have been shot? ”
I said lightly: "I wasn't shot, are you disappointed?" ”
Zhong Qing looked at me angrily and said, "I'm very disappointed, you should have died early tomorrow." ”
"You are not dead, so why should I die?" I said coldly and aimed the gun at him again, but at this time, Chen Jianghe suddenly appeared, like an old hen in an eagle catching a chick and desperately protecting the chicks, he stood in front of Zhong Ai, looked at me and said, "Chen Ming, grandpa doesn't want you to kill your own brother." ”
Seeing this scene, I couldn't help but think of Chen Jianghe's kneeling at the door of that person's house for two days and two nights in order to beg for his head to let go of his love, regardless of his body and face, and suddenly anger came from his heart, I gritted my teeth and said with a smile: "Don't want to see me kill this guy?" Okay, then I won't kill him. ”
Everyone looked at me in surprise, and Chen Jianghe also looked incredulous, after all, I promised too happily. His expression also became strange because of my answer, half of his surprise hung on his face, and the other half of his face hung suspiciously.
I sneered, put the gun down, and said to Lu Xiaofeng, "Uncle Lu, please fire this gun." ”
Hearing this, Chen Jianghe frowned helplessly, and I said, "I don't kill him, I let others kill him, isn't that enough?" ”
The corners of Lu Xiaofeng's mouth twitched, and when he raised his gun, Chen Jianghe immediately said, "Xiao Lu, do you really dare?" Don't forget what your eldest brother gave you when you came back! He asked you to fully cooperate with Chen Ming, and at the same time, he guaranteed the life of his love, and if you couldn't complete this task, you would have to apologize with death. Now, you're pointing your gun at love, are you going to kill yourself? ”
My heart was shocked, I didn't expect Lu Xiaofeng to have such an agreement with Uncle Shoufo, but even so, Lu Xiaofeng has always wanted to kill Zhong Qing, why? Could it be that he was afraid that his love would cause trouble to Uncle Shoufo if he lived, so he would rather cut off his life than get rid of his love?
Thinking that Lu Xiaofeng was so loyal to Uncle Shoufo, I think he can really do this kind of thing.
Lu Xiaofeng shrugged his shoulders helplessly and said: "Old man, I really don't understand, the existence of love has a lot of threats to the society, to our plans, and to you and the eldest brother itself, why are you unwilling to kill your relatives in righteousness?" To be honest, you were not such an indecisive person at the beginning, you were so cruel to your son who had not yet made a mistake, why did you get confused at this time? ”
Lu Xiaofeng's words were simply revealing Chen Jianghe's scars, Chen Jianghe's expression was depressed, to be honest, it was quite distressing to look at, after all, he was old, but I didn't blame Lu Xiaofeng at all, because I was also angry and disappointed at this time.
Chen Jianghe looked at me, and at this moment, I realized that his eyes had already lost their light, and he was already in the twilight, his eyes were cloudy, and his eyeballs had faded in color. At this moment, a wave of sadness poured into my heart, and he said: "I was not brave enough when I was young, I made mistakes, and I don't want to do them again when I am old." ”
"Confused!" I finally couldn't help but yell, "Chen Jianghe! Have you forgotten who you are? You are the hero of our China, our pride, the head of the Chen family, and my father's father! If you forget, then please remember that my father sacrificed his life for the country, and his reputation, I will not allow any of you to destroy it, otherwise, I will not be at odds with you! ”
When Chen Jianghe heard this, he said with a heartache: "Chen Ming, I won't let go of my love, the sins he committed will be atonement for his long life, you can be considerate and considerate of me, I'm old, how many years do I have to live?" Can you bear to let me, a hesitant old man, step into the coffin and watch my two grandsons kill each other? ”
Hearing this, looking at his pleading gaze, I laughed lowly, and asked in a ridiculous way, "I understand you, who will understand me?" Who will sympathize with my dead brother? He loves to have you to protect him, so he doesn't have to pay for his life to kill, right? So those brothers of mine deserve to die in vain, right? So Jiayin's injury should be in vain, right? ”
Chen Jianghe didn't speak, I continued: "Maybe in your eyes, he is my brother, your grandson, my parents' son, and blood relative, I should be more generous to him, and I shouldn't kill him for those brothers who are not related by blood, but my Chen Ming is so big, it is my adoptive father and adoptive mother who accompany me to support my life, it is my sister who lost her life to let me grow up, and it is my good brothers who are not related by blood who support me to go on." ”
After saying that, I looked at him and asked, "Where were you when I was trying to make a living, I was beaten on the ground, I was forced to kneel, and I couldn't even save my own children?" Where are you when I eat and live with the peddlers, go undercover, go north and south, live today but can't see the sun tomorrow? ”
Speaking of this, I couldn't help but raise my voice and yelled: "In my eyes, I have the blood of the Chen family, but this blood is the same as the garbage in front of me, so it makes me feel disgusting and lowly!" I hate myself who has a relationship with him, and I hate you people who pretend to be more related by blood than the sky every day, but ignore me! I hate you guys! I hate you for giving birth to me! I hate you for putting me on the path I shouldn't have taken for my own likes and dislikes! ”
No...... No...... In fact, I have forgiven him, and I have never blamed my mother, but at this moment, because I was angry, because the contradictions accumulated in my heart were too thick and heavy, I shouted these words.
"I just want to live in peace, I want to take care of my sister, I want to find an ordinary job, I want to marry an ordinary wife, and have a child who is not as good as me, but at least has a conscience, but ...... It was you who made me change the trajectory of my life, you put me on this road of no return, my conscience, I have already fed the dogs on this road! Whoever stands in my way, damn it! No matter who this person is, I will not be soft! It doesn't matter if his brother or grandfather is anything! ”
I saw that Chen Jianghe's face turned white a little, and he was originally in good health, but he was a little shaky at this time.
I myself froze there, because I didn't know why I was saying that, I ...... I obviously don't think so, I obviously don't want to say this in my heart, why...... Why can't I control myself?
Outside, Xiao Baimian and the third master are here, maybe they heard what I just said, their expressions are a little solemn and worried, I just feel ashamed, they won't all misunderstand me, think I'm such a cruel person, right?
I feel chills all over my body, I feel dizzy in my brain, I looked down and laughed helplessly, it turns out that I haven't grown at all, I still can't control my emotions, and I look like I'm shouting indiscriminately, no wonder they like love more than me, although that guy is a little ruthless, but it's much better than my mud can't hold up the wall, right?
The more I think about it, the more funny it gets, and I think if they were given a choice between me and my love to survive, they would definitely choose love.
The gun in my hand fell to the ground, I seemed to use all my strength, looked up and slowly looked at Chen Jianghe, he looked at me with distressed eyes, I looked at his back love, that guy was smiling at me at this time, that look seemed to say: "You can't kill me after all." ”
The third master came over worriedly, and whispered to me if I was okay, I shook my head, raised my hand and pressed Lu Xiaofeng's hand, since Uncle Shoufo gave Lu Xiaofeng a death order, how could I let him die for my own selfish interests?
Lu Xiaofeng turned his face, looked at me with a solemn expression, and asked me, "Decided?" ”
I didn't reply to him, but looked at Chen Jianghe and asked word by word: "I ask you, if I have to kill him today, what will you do?" ”
Chen Jianghe frowned, avoided my gaze, and said, "Then step over my corpse." ”
"Old Chen!" Several people shouted in unison.
Chen Jianghe said stubbornly: "I owe both grandsons, Chen Ming, I tried my best to make up for you, now, it's time for me to make up for your brother, if I live, make you feel a shame, then let me ......"
I yelled, "Enough! Shut up! ”
Chen Jianghe stopped talking, looked at me fixedly, I looked at him, clenched my fists, and said, "Okay, I will satisfy your ......"
Chen Ming...... "Third master, they called out to me."
I motioned for them not to speak, saying, "Thank you for making me realize one thing, everything before was self-inflicted, and my worries and concerns about you are all fucking stupid." From now on, you will disappear in front of me forever with your good grandson, and as for me, there will be no grandfather again. ”
After saying that, I turned around and left, and Chen Jianghe shouted in a deep voice: "Nickname ......"
I stopped there, turned to look at him, and said with a cold face: "Let me introduce myself, my name is Chen Ming, Ming Ming, Chen Ming is dead, and now standing here is Chen Ming, who Song Jiayin gambled on his happiness in exchange for Chen Ming, and has nothing to do with your Chen family." ”
After saying that, I turned around and left, the third master and they accompanied me, and when I climbed the cliff, I said to them: "Please don't follow me, let me be quiet." ”
They looked at each other, but no one followed me, and I ran forward, and this time, instead of going up the mountain, I ran down the mountain.
I don't know where I'm going, my phone keeps ringing, I don't know who called, and I don't want to know.
When I got to the bottom of the mountain, I stopped the car and asked the driver to go straight to the airport, I shrunk in my seat, looking out the window at the bright weather, listening to the laughter of the radio host in the car, and the driver chatting with his colleagues, at this moment, I felt as if I was the only one in the world who was in a bad mood.
Why should I be so miserable when everyone else is so happy?
……
An hour later, I turned off my plane and boarded a plane to Beijing. It wasn't until the plane took off that I realized what I had done......