I want to go to the capital, probably since I set foot on the land of China, I have been restless in my heart. It's just that I've been busy with things before, and I know very well that there should be a clear distinction between public and private, so I've always suppressed this idea.

But at this moment, I was tired, I wanted to find a place to hide, but I really wanted to see Song Jiayin, so I contradicted myself and got on the plane to the capital according to my heart.

When I arrived in the capital, it was late at night, I stood in the hustle and bustle of the airport, and saw many people happily hugging and laughing with the people who picked up the airport, only I was lonely like a clown who did not belong to this world.

When I walked out of the airport, I found that it was snowing outside, and I realized that it was already winter, wearing only a thin suit. Because I'm in good shape, I don't really care much about the weather.

In the winter of the capital, the snow looks particularly beautiful, after all, it retains the wisdom of the ancients, with ancient buildings with cornices and walls, courtyards, and modern buildings.

I took the car to the street near Song Jiayin's house, I thought about it and said, "Stop." ”

The driver stopped, I paid and got out of the car, and slowly walked towards Song Jiayin's house.

The snow in the capital was extraordinarily thick, and when I stepped into it, I directly covered the instep, and the cold wind was howling, and at this moment, even if my body was tough, I felt a chill. Wrapped up in my clothes, I came to the street of Song Jiayin's house.

Because of their special status, Song Jiayin's family, like Su Ruoshui's family, is at the end of a long street, and there is only one family in the whole street, and the two rows outside the door are straight officers and soldiers standing.

I took a cigarette in my mouth, and I didn't mean to go any further, because although I wanted to see Song Jiayin, I hesitated at the last moment - I didn't want her to see me embarrassed after all.

Finding a place to sit in the grass, I snuffed out my cigarette and, like a sculpture, looked quietly at the city I knew, trying not to think about what had happened today.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and even though there were big trees overhead, it still couldn't stop the snow, and a thick pile of snow gradually accumulated on my body. I didn't pat the snow off, I just sat there, my head empty, and I didn't think about anything......

I don't know how long it took, but there was a small sound behind me, and a familiar smell came to my face, very light, even people with a keen sense of smell may not be able to smell it, but I did smell it, because the smell was too familiar and too familiar.

I slowly raised my head, and the person behind me came to me, looking at each other, and I thought I must be too embarrassed, so she turned red in the eye for a moment.

I grinned and said, "Do you want to listen to the tune?" ”

After that, I plucked a leaf, wiped the dust off the leaf, and put it to my lips and played it gently.

I played a very old tune, a tune that Chen Jianghe played to me when I broke my hamstrings and lived in the mountains. I still remember that when the old man played this tune, his face was full of tears, and I didn't understand why he was so sad at the time, but now I understand that this is a song about the difference between men and women due to reality, and he probably remembered my poor grandmother at that time.

After a song, Song Jiayin, who was standing in front of me in pajamas, smiled and said, "It's very good." ”

I said, "I'm never going to blow it again in my life." ”

Song Jiayin wanted to hug me, she was still on crutches, I suddenly felt distressed and blamed myself, and said, "Don't, I'm covered in snow." ”

"Stand still." She said it almost in a commanding tone.

I didn't move, but she gently brushed the snow off my body little by little, and I reached out to cover her head, for fear that the snow would fall on her head and mix the cold on her black hair.

Song Jiayin smiled, looked at me and said, "It's good to fall into the snow and have a white head." ”

Looking at the tip of her red nose, I couldn't restrain it any longer, hugged her into my arms, and said softly, "Honey, I'm sorry." ”

Song Jiayin patted me lightly on the back and said softly, "I'm glad that you can come to me when you're the saddest." ”

I didn't know what to say, but I felt that there was a strong drink poured into my heart, and the burning feeling made the grievances in my heart even more intense, and I didn't want to say anything, but at this time I especially wanted to talk to her.

Maybe this is the magic of love, when you love someone deeply, that person will not only become your partner, but also become your most trusted confidant, because you love her, because she loves you, because you know that she understands you and understands you, so you dare to let go of all your guards and tell her all your secrets.

Song Jiayin said softly: "Let's go." ”

"Let's go, where are we going?" I asked curiously.

Song Jiayin said: "Our home, the apartment where you used to go to recuperate. ”

I nodded, and she pulled me away, but I bent down and picked her up, and although she had gained a lot of nutrients since she came back, she still looked much thinner than before. I kissed her forehead and said, "Eat more." ”

Song Jiayin said with a smile: "I have always eaten a lot, and the wedding dress you made will soon fill me." ”

My heart moved, I looked down at her bright eyes, and said, "I really want to see you in your wedding dress." ”

At this time, we were already out of the bushes, and I saw Song Jiayin's car parked on the side of the road, and her driver was waiting there, and when he saw us coming, he quickly opened the door for us.

Song Jiayin said: "If you want to see it, I'll wear it for you now, but what you have to face is the questioning of my father and grandfather, and the scrutiny of my mother." ”

I thought of Song Jiangshan's serious face, if he knew that I was running over regardless of the overall situation when I was on a mission, he would probably scold me to death, so I immediately said very spinelessly: "Then let's go to our small home." ”

Song Jiayin laughed softly, her laughter seemed so beautiful and gentle in this silent snowy night.

We soon arrived at Song Jiayin's house, although no one lived here for a long time, but because someone cleaned it all the time, it was almost spotless.

After Song Jiayin and I entered here, I carried her to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then turned on the light, she half-squinted her eyes because of the dazzling light, I walked over and blocked the light for her, she chuckled and grabbed my hand and said, "Okay." ”

I held her hand tightly and asked, "How did you know I was hiding there?" ”

Although there are many guards near Song Jiayin's house, I think with my ability, I won't be discovered by them.

Song Jiayin said: "I received a phone call, saying that you have been missing for a long time, they called up the information from the airport, saying that you came to the capital, I guess if you come, you will definitely come to me, but according to your awkward character, you will definitely not want me to see you, so I came out to look for you." ”

I smiled knowingly, thinking that Song Jiayin really understood me, and I was too distracted, so I didn't even notice her approaching earlier.

I asked, "How's the leg?" ”

"It's much better." She said, "Don't worry, besides, go take a shower, there's your pajamas in the closet, and if you have anything to say after the shower." ”

I nodded, took my pajamas and went to take a shower, and when I came out, Song Jiayin was texting, and I asked, "Who did you text for?" ”

Song Jiayin said: "Who else can there be, it's Shen Nuoyan them, they are very worried about you, and they also told me some things that you don't know." ”

Things I didn't know? My eyes darkened, I came to her, lifted the quilt and went in, her body was very hot, and I felt the coolness on my body instantly washed away by her.

After she finished texting, she put down her phone, put her arms around my waist and leaned on my arms, and I whispered: "If it's about Chen Jianghe and Zhongqing, don't say anything, don't tell me, I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to know." ”

Song Jiayin said: "Okay, I won't say it, you're very tired, right?" Hurry up and go to bed. ”

I put my arms around her, she looked up at me, I lowered my head and kissed her warm lips, she obediently met me. After a long kiss, I kissed her on the forehead and said, "I'm glad you're here, otherwise how cold would it be?" ”

Song Jiayin chuckled and said, "I'll cover it for you." ”

We are next to each other, I let her sleep, she wants to see me close my eyes before I close my eyes, I have to be obedient, but even if I close my eyes, I can't sleep.

Song Jiayin suddenly said at this time: "Can't sleep, right?" ”

"Hmmm......"

"Otherwise, I'll sing you a song, it just came out, and I heard it when my mom was watching TV, and it was very good...... It's just a little sad. ”

I said lightly: "Sadness is the right time, sing it." ”

Song Jiayin cleared her throat and said, "I don't sing well, so I'm not allowed to laugh." ”

"It's not like I haven't heard it, daughter-in-law, your singing is the sound of heaven." I quipped.

Just as he was about to open his eyes, Song Jiayin said, "Close your eyes." ”

"Good, good."

Song Jiayin then hummed softly: "When you walk into this happy field, with all the dreams and thoughts on your back, all the colors on your face and all kinds of makeup, no one remembers your appearance." ”

"Three rounds of wine over you in the corner, stubbornly singing bitter songs. When he is drowned out in the hustle and bustle, you pick up your glass and say to yourself......"

"A cup of sunrise, a glass of moonlight. It awakened my yearning and warmed the cold window, so I could fly against the wind without looking back, not afraid of rain in my heart and frost in my eyes. ”

"A cup of respect for hometown, a cup of respect for the distance. Guarding my kindness and urging me to grow. So the north-south road is no longer long. ”

"A cup for tomorrow, a glass for the past. Supporting my body, my shoulders thickened. Although I never believe that the so-called mountains are high and the waters are long, why should I never forget that life is short. ”

"One cup for freedom, one cup for death. Forgive my ordinariness and dispel my confusion. Well, after dawn always scribbles away, sober people are the most ridiculous. ”

"Well, after dawn, they always leave the scene in a sloppy manner, and the sober people are the most ridiculous......"

Tears welled up in my heart, and this song and my soul really resonated strongly in this moment. I hugged Song Jiayin tightly, but I still couldn't hold back my tears from falling on the pillow.

Song Jiayin said softly: "With me, Chen Ming, with me, you will always be Chen Ming, the Chen Ming who used honorifics to me in the bar and blushed as soon as he talked to me, the Chen Ming who climbed up from the bottom step by step, and the Chen Ming who used his sincerity and kindness in exchange for a good brother who accompanied him to death." ”

I opened my eyes and saw that she was looking at me affectionately, and I burst into tears for a moment, I hadn't cried for a long time, but at this moment, I was crying like a child in her embrace.