After Zhan Qi finished speaking, he was also a little annoyed, he didn't know what was wrong with him, and what he said was always contrary to what he thought in his heart.

He turned his head and looked at Song Qingge with some remorse, thinking that she would react, but her face was very calm, as if she had heard "The weather is very good today", there was no abnormality on her face, and she didn't even raise her eyelids.

When he picked her up and discharged from the hospital that day, he saw her gloomy expression when facing the lily of the valley in the garden, and knew that any breath about Bai Ling would irritate her, so he should even let people dispose of those lily of the valleys. Knowing that she liked tulips, he even asked people to get the purest tulips from the Netherlands, just to let her have a good mood every day when she was relaxing in the garden.

He didn't expect her to be moved, and he didn't think that she would forgive him immediately for these worthless little things she did for him, but she should at least have some response, right?

She was so indifferent now. It really made Zhan Qi feel very frustrated.

After enduring and enduring, he still couldn't help but ask, "You don't like it?" ”

Song Qingge's expression was still indifferent, "I don't like it, I don't like it very much." Tulips are the flowers I loved when I was a kid for so many years. I don't remember how I felt when I liked it. ”

Zhan Qi knew that although she was talking about those flowers, the subtext was talking about her feelings for him.

There were so many pasts and entanglements between them that she almost couldn't remember the self she liked him when she was young, and she couldn't remember what the person she used to like was like.

Zhan Qi's face was a little dark, and Song Qingge thought that he was going to get angry again. But after a few seconds, I heard him say, "Then what kind of flowers do you like, tell me, and I will have people plant them in the garden." Or change it every once in a while, and you should change your mood as well. ”

Song Qingge turned his head to look at him, and suddenly smiled, "You used to be so careful to let people take care of those lily of the valleys, and suddenly they were all eradicated, don't you feel distressed in your heart?" ”

Strange to say, he once hired botanical experts and the best gardeners to take care of the lily of the valley, but when he saw the lily of the valley uprooted. He didn't feel distressed at all, but felt relieved.

Zhan Qi turned his head and said in a deep voice: "The past is the past, there is nothing to feel sorry for." ”

Song Qingge nodded thoughtfully, and then smiled, "Also, a king and a courtier, when you love Bai Ling, you can plant a garden full of lily of the valley for her to remember her." If you feel guilty about me now, you can make up for me by planting a garden full of tulips, and one day you will get tired of playing with me, and then you will kick me away, and you don't know who is going to plant what flowers in this garden. ”

Her words were prickly, and his kindness was in tatters. Even if she knew that he was doing it sincerely, she just couldn't help but think about him in a bad direction.

Maybe this is the consequence of being bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of the well rope, she has suffered too many injuries, and now she has to learn to use this sharp way to protect herself.

Sure enough, as soon as her words fell, Zhan Qi's face became extremely ugly, and he gritted his teeth and shouted angrily. "Song Qingge!"

She looked up at him without fear, waiting for him to be angry or explode, but after waiting for a long time, he just closed his eyes and said word by word: "You are different." You're different from anyone else. ”

"Oh?" She raised her eyebrows and sneered: "Then tell me, how am I different from others?" Am I cheaper than anyone else? ”

He finally couldn't suppress his anger, and as soon as he grabbed her shoulder, his voice trembled with suppression. "Do you have to say that about yourself? Song Qingge, you are so happy to practice yourself, can you get pleasure like this? If you have anything uncomfortable or unhappy, you can rush at me, why do you have to ......"

"Practicing yourself? What Mr. Zhan said is really interesting. Isn't it when I love you when I practice myself the most? The corners of her eyes and eyebrows were all provocative, scathing, like a sharp sword that wanted to stab him to death.

He always felt that since her accident, it had become different from the past, as if her body was covered with thorns overnight, and he would not stop until he was poked with a thousand holes. But if it's just to punish him, she punishes him while hurting herself, and he really feels that she has become so strange.

His eyes were full of distress and annoyance, and he said half of it. Finally, he couldn't say any more, and his face was gloomy.

"If you have any dissatisfaction in the future, you can be angry with me, don't be angry with yourself, you can't have a fire in your heart. Otherwise, it won't be good for you. ”

Song Qingge was stunned, he didn't expect that she had been unreasonable to such an extent, he could still be unmoved, and even think about her.

She turned her head, her face still sarcastic. "Forget it, I don't have the courage to think about fighting to be angry, I've already died once, I know that death is not pleasant, and I don't want to be strangled to death by you in a rage."

"No, it won't." Zhan Qi lowered his eyes. His voice was hoarse and dull, "As long as you can feel more comfortable, you can do anything." ”

She looked at his gloomy face and blurted out, "Then you let me go!" ”

This was the first time she had talked about this issue since the accident, although Zhan Qi had always known in her heart that she had this idea. But when she said it without hesitation, he still felt a pain in his heart.

Without hesitation for almost a second, he retorted: "Impossible, you die of this heart." ”

Song Qingge looked at his resolute expression and sneered. "It's all like this, and you still want to trap me around and torture me? Zhan Qi, how selfish are you? ”

He didn't deny it, and simply admitted calmly: "I was originally a selfish and despicable person, and you didn't know it for the first time. ”

"I know you're selfish and mean. I didn't expect it to be this far! ”

Song Qingge shook him off angrily, turned his head and walked towards the other end of the garden.

Maybe it was because she had just moved to anger and affected the wound, she took two steps quickly, and she felt a faint pain in her back and a little suffocation in her chest. He bent down and held his knees with his hands, gasping for breath, and his face was a little pale.

Seeing this, Zhan Qi hurriedly caught up, helped her and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?" Isn't it uncomfortable? Should I call a doctor? ”

She turned her head to meet his anxious eyes, no matter how painful her body was, she gritted her teeth and endured it, pushed him away and said, "It's okay, it's just a little rushed." ”

"I told you not to go by yourself, I'll just hug you, you have to be strong!" Although his mouth was complaining, his words were full of worry, "Let's go." There's a lot of time to come out, and it's time for you to go back and rest. ”

He reached for her hand and tried to take her back to the house, but suddenly he found her standing still. Zhan Qi turned his head and looked at her a little strangely, but saw that she was staring at a certain place motionlessly, he followed her gaze and was immediately stunned.

Impartially, her eyes were falling on the pond not far away, her eyes staring at the delicate lotus flowers without blinking, her eyes were complicated and painful, and she was very uncomfortable.

Zhan Qi knew that she saw those lotus flowers and remembered the scene when he asked her to apologize to Yao Rou, and under the heavy rain, he forced her to cut off those meaningful lotus flowers and give them to the people who bullied her. Although the flowers are gone now, the humiliation and despair at that time are still there. He still thought that planting some flowers and plants for him would make her feel better, but instead of relieving her, it aroused more bad memories for her.

Infinite remorse and self-reproach suddenly surged in his heart, how could he have forgotten that there was still evidence left by him on the spur of the moment.

Zhan Qi's hand clenched and loosened, and he hesitated for a long time before he dared to muster up the courage to turn her body around, take her hand and say, "Let's go, don't look at it." You're tired too. ”

This time, Song Qingge didn't say anything more, and let him walk towards his home, but his eyes kept staring at the pond, looking back step by step.

It wasn't until he entered the house that Zhan Qi breathed a sigh of relief, and asked her in a slow tone, "What do you want to do?" Drawing? Or play the piano? Or go back to your room and take a break? ”

Song Qingge looked up at his eager face, and suddenly felt extremely irritable, shook him off, and said impatiently: "Zhan Qi, are you annoyed?" Don't you have anything else to do? Surrounded by me all day long, do you know that you are really annoying like this?! ”

After she finished speaking, she shook off his hand angrily, turned her head and strode upstairs, and slammed the door angrily, so strong that the door panel trembled twice.

Zhan Qi stood in place and pressed his eyebrows weakly. He was less and less sure how to get close to her now. He had tried to get closer to her, but when he took a step forward, she took three steps back, and instead of getting closer, the distance between them grew farther and farther.

Aunt Qin didn't know when she walked up, looked at him worriedly and said, "Sir, are you okay?" ”

He sighed and waved his hand, "I'm fine." ”

"The eldest lady just had such a big incident, and now she is emotionally unstable, don't take it to heart, let her have more, and when she figures it out, she will be able to understand your intentions."

Zhan Qi just smiled bitterly, his intentions?

She now guards him like a beast, even if he plucks the stars in the sky for her, she probably won't be moved at all, but will feel that he has a bad plan.

He went back to his study and sat for a while, his heart was really depressed and irritable, and after enduring it for a long time, he finally couldn't help but dig out a box of cigarettes from the bottom drawer, took out a freshly lit one, and then stopped moving after handing it to his mouth, and finally crushed the cigarette in the ashtray.

He also has to have surgery on Zhizhi, if he smokes when he is upset, he doesn't even have such a little willpower, what kind of father is he still a father.

What other face does Song Qingge have to keep for him?