080 Song Qingge, my wife
The cat finally bared its sharp teeth and bit down on Jimmy. Unable to think about it any longer, Jim twisted his waist in a step, "poof", and pounced on the big cat. The big cat was beaming with pride, and suddenly felt a pain at the root of its tail, "Ouch! "It turns out that Jim bit the tail of the big flower cat, and the big flower cat squeaked and screamed in pain......
On the still spacious mother-son bed, Song Qingge hugged him, and was telling bedtime stories to the child. She has always been a painter in her storytelling, can imitate all kinds of onomatopoeia, and her voice is very soft, which is more interesting than those audiobooks, so she is always unfinished knowing it, pestering her to tell one after another.
Song Qingge smiled dotingly, and slowly finished telling the rest of the story, knowing that she was still dissatisfied after listening to it, she was coquettish in her arms: "Hahaha, what Mom told is so funny, keep going, I still want to listen~"
She put down the storybook and touched the little girl's head, "Okay, it's almost time, it's time to sleep." β
Knowing that, his mouth was deflated, "But people don't want to sleep now, they want to listen to stories." β
Song Qingge smiled a little helplessly, "How did you sleep during the time when your mother was away?" β
"Dad coaxed me, Dad told me stories."
She was slightly stunned and asked, "Then why don't you want Dad to tell you a story?" Daddy didn't speak well? β
"No, Dad is also very good. He is very patient and can learn the sound of beasts. But I still think my mother's voice is more interesting, because my mother's voice is soft. β
Song Qingge couldn't help but be a little surprised, Zhan Qi would actually teach her beast howling? She thought that when the man told the story, it was probably like reading a text from a book, as if he must have broken down with a single look. She really couldn't imagine what it was like when he was painting and dancing to tell stories to children.
Zhizhi pulled her nightdress, "Mom, let's talk about one more~"
She retracted her thoughts and looked at her daughter, and said with a straight face: "Then let's talk about the last one." β
"Mmmm, mom is the best!"
Song Qingge opened the catalog. Just wanted to find another interesting story, but the fairy tale book in her hand was suddenly taken away, she looked up and saw that Zhan Qi didn't know when he had stood in front of them, and was looking at them with a gloomy face.
He put the storybook on the bedside table, and said to Zhizhi one by one: "That's all for today, mom is tired, you should rest early." β
Knowing that he shrunk his neck, he pulled Song Qingge as if asking for help, and called her in a small voice: "Mom......"
Song Qingge looked up at him, frowned, and said, "What are you doing here." The child is not sleepy, I will tell her another story. β
"No, it's late." Zhan Qi's tone was resolute, there was no room for negotiation at all, he reached out and lifted the quilt on her body, and was about to hug her.
"Zhan Qi!"
Song Qingge snorted, her little face was full of forbearance and thin anger, she was already trying her best to endure it, if it weren't for the fact that the child was here, she didn't want to cause a bad influence on the child, she would definitely slap him.
She endured her anger and said coldly: "You go back to sleep, I'll sleep with the child here tonight." β
"No, this girl sleeps too noisy at night, you can't sleep well with her."
Song Qingge couldn't help but be angry, "I've slept with her for five years, and I know much better than you what she sleeps in!" β
Her words obviously reminded Zhan Qi that he had missed his own daughter for five full years. There was a sudden pain in his heart, Zhan Qi's side face was tense, and his thin lips were pursed into a line.
Knowing this, he naturally saw that the two of them were arguing, looked at them with some fear, and called out in a small voice, "Dad......"
The child's weak voice pulled Zhan Qi's thoughts back. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he was already expressionless, and only threw out two words, "Sleep!" β
After that, regardless of her resistance and struggle, he directly picked her up and walked out.
As soon as he walked out of the room, Song Qingge directly began to push and beat him, gritting his teeth and saying, "Are you crazy? What kind of nerves do you have at night? β
Zhan Qi just glanced at her coldly, then raised his head and strode to his bedroom, and after entering, he closed the door with his heel, and carried her to the bed. Obviously, he was full of anger, if he had put it in the past, he would have let go of her to do a parabolic movement, but now even if he is angry again, he can hold back his anger and gently put her on the bed.
Song Qingge obviously didn't lose his anger yet, and looked at him annoyedly and said, "I just said, I'm going to sleep with Zhi!" β
"No, you'll have to sleep here tonight."
"Why should I listen to you?"
Zhan Qi looked at her for a moment, and said resolutely: "It's up to me for the rest of your life!" β
"You!" Song Qingge was speechless by his domineering and unreasonableness, and could only get angry.
In fact, Zhan Qi didn't know that she was avoiding him.
From the day she was discharged from the hospital, she took the opportunity to tell stories to her children and slept directly in the small bedroom. At first, he could bear it, after all, she had just been discharged from the hospital and was emotionally unstable, but after a few days, he couldn't bear it anymore.
Song Qingge glared at him hatefully, directly lifted the quilt and lay on the bed, turned his back to him and closed his eyes. Zhan Qi sighed, shook his head gently, and took off his shoes and lay on the bed, but he could only face her back.
He stared sideways at her back, looking at such thin shoulders and slender body, his heart suddenly swelled with distress, and he wanted to reach out and take her into his arms, but his hand stretched out halfway, and finally took it back.
She was so disgusted with him now, and his touch would only make her even more annoying.
Obviously, the two of them are lying on the same bed, so close to each other, but they can't cross it as if they are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.
He couldn't help but think of the past, when he always left her with a back so ruthlessly and hit her in this silent way. But she always mustered up the courage to sneak him up after he was breathing steadily. The little face was pressed against his back, and sometimes his pajamas would get wet, and he knew that she was usually crying at that time.
She always thought that he didn't know about the little movements he made, but in fact his sleep was very light, and basically every time she hugged him, he would wake up, but not once did he turn around and hug her back.
If he could have turned around and hugged her at that time and given her some minimum tenderness, would their later paths be different?
Zhan Qi pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, but where are there so many ifs in this world?
And now that feng shui is taking turns, it is finally his turn to look at her ruthless and indifferent back. I didn't even have the courage to hug her secretly.
He couldn't help but think of Xiao Qi when he left, looked at him sympathetically, and asked him to listen to a song called "Hand Release", in which he remembered a lyric very clearly, "The last love I give you is to let go of your hand, not a double bed separated by a sea ......"
Presumably this is the situation he is in now.
But the last love he gave her would definitely not be to let go, after going around for so long, he finally recognized his heart, how could he let go easily? Her happiness can only be given by him and by others. He was not at ease and did not agree!
*
When Xin Tian came to see her, Song Qingge was sitting in the study painting.
She hadn't sketched in a long time, and now her hands were almost raw.
Xin Tian was taken to the study by Aunt Qin, and seeing that her spirit had become better, she was naturally happy, and walked up to stand behind Song Qingge, and smiled, "Your level is still the same as before, what is it like to paint." β
Song Qingge just shook his head and smiled, "It's not as good as back then." Now the level has plummeted. β
"What's the matter, insiders look at the doorway, laymen look at the excitement, anyway, I think it's good, no one's painting can compare to your painting." Xin Tian tilted his head to look at her paintings, and said with a somewhat distant thought: "Do you remember, when I was in school, I always liked to use textbooks to read comics, and then once I bought a comic book and you borrowed it, but when you peeked in class, the teacher found out and confiscated it, but I haven't read the ending of the comics." You've always felt so guilty that it took you days to draw the ending out for me from memory. When the holidays were approaching, the teacher gave me back the comic, and you were exactly the same as the original. β
Song Qingge also remembered the little things when he was young, and couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips, "Yes, the two of us weren't very familiar at that time, the first time I asked you to borrow a book, I didn't expect it to be confiscated by the teacher, not to mention how guilty I am." β
Xin Tian couldn't help laughing, "You don't know, you gave me that thick stack of sketch paper at that time." When she apologized to me with an apologetic face, I thought that this girl was not stupid, and if the book was gone, she would buy another copy and draw it again. β
Song Qingge glanced at her with disgust, "My father didn't allow me to buy comic books at that time, so I can only draw them for you from memory." β
Xin Tian met her eyes and said seriously and sincerely: "Later, I always felt that you are such a simple and beautiful girl, I must be friends with you and want to protect you well." β
"Tian Tian ......" Song Qingge's eyes were a little red.
Xin Tian also felt a tingling pain in his heart, and tilted his head and sniffed. He pretended to smile indifferently, "Okay, okay, let's not talk about that." Since you have everything in total, why don't you draw one for me, we've known each other for so many years, and you've never painted for me. β
"Of course, no problem, then you move the stool and sit down."
Xin Tian turned his head and took a stool to sit a few meters away from her, crossed Erlang's legs and took a casual and lazy posture. Song Qingge changed a piece of drawing paper and began to sketch her paintings little by little.
While painting, Song Qingge asked casually: "By the way, Tian Tian, are you still in contact with Zhan Zheng?" β
Xin Tian was stunned for a moment. "Why did you suddenly ask about this?"
"It's okay, I just thought that you are not young anymore, and it is time to have a family. If you really like Zhan Zheng, discuss with him whether you want to get married or what, you can't be single all the time. β
Xin Tian suddenly lowered his eyes, and his face became a little gloomy.
She almost forgot that Song Qingge never knew that she was actually married. But that's okay, if she knows that she is married, and she is still married to Ji Huai'an's psychopath, Song Qingge will definitely feel sorry for her. If Qingge knows the truth about her marriage to Ji Huai'an, with her character. I'm going to die of guilt.
Qingge gave her so much warmth and care, she didn't want to feel guilty and stressed.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Song Qingge called her, "Tian Tian? β
"Huh?"
Xin Tian raised his head violently, and opened his mouth to answer her words, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he only felt a tumult in his stomach, and hurriedly covered his mouth and got up and rushed out. Song Qingge looked at her figure rushing away with some astonishment, and immediately followed out, and as soon as she walked to the door of the bathroom, she heard Xin Tian's earth-shattering vomiting sound.
Song Qingge was also frightened by her appearance. hurriedly walked up to pat her on the back and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" Did you eat it bad at noon? β
"I didn't ...... It's okay......" Xin Tian waved his hand at her, and as soon as he finished speaking, he vomited violently again.
Song Qingge turned around and poured her a glass of water, Xin Tian finished spitting and rinsed her mouth, and then returned to the study with Song Qingge's support and sat on the sofa.
"Tian Tian, your face is not very good, otherwise go to the hospital to have a look."
Song Qingge's eyes were full of melancholy, Xin Tian looked up at her, and hesitated. Still cautiously said: "Qingqing, I'...... Probably pregnant. β
"What do you say? Pregnant? Song Qingge raised his voice violently, looked at her with wide eyes, and asked in disbelief for a long time: "This kid ...... Is it Zhan Zheng? β
Xin Tian bit his lip and nodded slightly.
Song Qingge still didn't want to believe it, and asked again without giving up, "Are you sure?" Could it be that you are mistaken? β
"Qingqing, I know my body very well, and I am a doctor myself, I will never be wrong about pregnancy."
Her period is always on time. It's been two months since she was separated from Zhan Zheng last time, and her period hasn't come during this time, and she herself has called her pulse, which is obviously a sign of pregnancy, but she hasn't dared to do the final checkup.
Song Qingge looked at her worriedly, "That'...... Does Zhan Zheng know? β
Xin Tian shook his head, "He doesn't know yet, and I didn't tell him." β
She still doesn't know what Zhan Zheng's attitude is towards her, so this kid has been hiding from him and not saying anything. And now she is more worried about Ji Huai'an than Zhan Zheng, after all, Ji Huai'an is not humane at all. Once the news of her pregnancy spread, Ji Huaian would definitely know that she was pregnant with someone else's child. If that man had known that she was pregnant, he would probably have been able to kill her baby with his own hands after going berserk. She didn't dare to gamble on such a thing.
"And what are you going to do?"
Xin Tian pursed his lips, "I want to give birth to this child." β
She had already made a decision, and when she went to the hospital for a final examination and confirmed the fact that she was pregnant, she went to Ji Huai'an for divorce. In any case, she wanted to give birth to this child.
"Are you crazy?" Song Qingge got up suddenly, and looked at her angrily and annoyedly, "Xin Tian, you and Zhan Zheng are not related now, what identity did you use to give birth to this child?" I've experienced the taste of a single mother, it's too difficult and painful, don't be stupid, okay? β
"I know you're right, but...... I really wanted to keep this kid. Xin Tian took her hand earnestly, as if he wanted to influence her, "After all, this child is Zhan Zheng." You have also loved Zhan Qi before, you know how it feels to want to get pregnant and have a child for the person you love, you must be able to understand me. β
Of course she knew that feeling, but she also knew how desperate it was to have a child for someone who didn't love her. It was precisely because of this that she didn't want Xin Tian to repeat her mistakes.
"Tian Tian ......" Song Qingge said in a deep tone, just about to say something. But it was interrupted by Xin Tian's mobile phone ringtone.
She took out her phone and glanced at it, the corners of her mouth immediately opened a sweet smile, and her fingers quickly clicked on the screen a few times, replying to a message.
Because it was very close, Song Qingge clearly saw the words on her screen.
The message was sent by Zhan Zheng, and there were only four simple words on it, "I miss you." β
And Xin Tian's return is also very simple.
"Me too."
Song Qingge looked at Xin Tian worriedly, the expression of a little woman on her face was all too familiar to her. Because a long time ago, she looked at Zhan Qi with this kind of eyes. But she also knew very well that Zhan Zheng would definitely not be Xin Tian's beloved.
After sending Xin Tian away, Song Qingge always felt heavy in his heart, and even a little out of breath.
She didn't want to see her friend fall into a quagmire, but she couldn't think of any useful way to help Xin Tian.
Could it be that she could only go to Zhan Qi?
The brothers of the Zhan family have always listened to Zhan Qi's words, if she opened her mouth to ask Zhan Qi and let Zhan Qi convince Zhan Zheng to be responsible for Xin Tian, does that mean that Xin Tian still has a glimmer of hope?
Although she really didn't want to have anything to do with Zhan Qi at this time, she still decided to give it a try for the sake of her friends.
It's strange that Zhan Qi came back very early that night, and as soon as he got home, he went to the closet to pick out a suit of clothes to change into.
Song Qingge pursed his lips and walked into the walk-in closet, standing at the door and looking at him crampedly, "You...... Going out? β
Probably because she hadn't talked to him properly for too long, she now felt a lot of trouble opening her mouth, and she was a little embarrassed all over.
Zhan Qi was wearing a tie in front of the mirror, "Well, there will be a dinner later, and I want to go with Zhan Zheng to meet someone." β
"With Zhan Zheng?" Song Qingge's eyes lit up, and he immediately asked, "Can you take me with you?" I want to go too. β
Zhan Qi slapped his tie for a moment, turned his head and looked at her with some surprise, "You're going too?" β
This is the first time she has taken the initiative to ask him since the accident, and she is still going to socialize with him. You must know that whether it is before or after the reunion, the thing she hates the most is socializing, and now she will take the initiative to propose to him, I have to say, he is really surprised.
"Well, I'm a little bored at home, and I want to go out for a walk." Song Qingge casually found an excuse, looked at him with burning eyes and said, "Can you take me there?" β
"Absolutely." Zhan Qi agreed almost without hesitation, and there was a hint of pleasure in his brisk tone, "If you want to go, you can go as many times as you want." β
His eyes lit up a little, Song Qingge was still a little uncomfortable with his enthusiastic reaction, don't look at it and said lightly: "Then I'll go change my clothes." β
She finally chose a very simple dress, and her hair was draped over her shoulders, which was a little lazy and casual. On the way to the hotel. Zhan Qi had been holding her hand tightly, and it could be seen that he was in a really good mood, but Song Qingge was a little at a loss for his attitude, so he could only keep his eyes out of the window.
Zhan Qi turned his head to look at her, the skirt was too white, and her face was even paler, and she couldn't help but feel distressed: "In the future, you will wear less white clothes, and your face will not look good." β
Song Qingge just glanced at him lightly and didn't say anything.
The car quickly stopped at the door of the Liuhe Hotel, and as soon as he got out of the car, Zhan Qi held her hand tightly, Song Qingge subconsciously wanted to break free from him, but after thinking about it, he might still have a request for him later, although he was very repulsed in his heart, he still held back.
As soon as they entered the hotel, a waiter immediately took the initiative to walk up and lead them upstairs, and when they were about to reach the door of the box, Song Qingge suddenly remembered something and asked, "By the way, who are you going to eat with today, I don't have any impact on it, right?" β
"It doesn't matter, it's just an ordinary meeting, it's a meal with Zhan Zheng's future fiancΓ©e and her father."
"FiancΓ©e?" Song Qingge raised her voice suddenly, and before the words fell, the door of the box was opened, and then she saw several people sitting inside.
Zhan Zheng, who was dressed in a suit and looked indifferent, and the beautiful girl next to him who was wearing a small dress with slanted shoulders. On the other side is a middle-aged couple, looking like it should be the girl's parents.
Zhan Qi pulled her in and said to the middle-aged couple: "I'm sorry, Mr. Wen, Mrs. Wen, I'm late." β
"Mr. Zhan is polite." Wen Zhaodong got up and smiled, looking at Song Qingge next to him with some curiosity. "Who is this?"
Zhan Qi directly hugged Song Qingge into his arms, and introduced with a light but calm face: "Song Qingge, my wife." β
He said it so casually, as if he was stating a normal fact, but it was like a torpedo thrown into Song Qingge's heart, and her thoughts were in a mess, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.
As soon as his words fell, Song Qingge immediately stared at him with wide eyes, but Zhan Qi didn't look at her at all, but just continued to introduce: "Qingge, this is Wen Xiaoxiao, and she will be engaged to Zhan Zheng soon and become his fiancΓ©e." β
Wen Xiaoxiao got up and bowed to her lightly, and said with a smile: "Hello, Mrs. Zhan." β
Song Qingge didn't pay much attention to her "Mrs. Zhan" at all, just looked at the girl in front of her motionlessly, Zhan Zheng put one hand in his pocket and the other hugged Wen Xiaoxiao.
The girl is young and pretty, with two cute pear vortices at the corners of her mouth when she laughs, and her eyes are curved into beautiful crescents, she is really a very likable girl.
She suddenly remembered the message from Zhan Zheng that she had seen on Xin Tian's mobile phone earlier.
He said, "I miss you."
And now, he is on a blind date with another woman, and even talking about where their engagement reception will take place and who to invite.
So what about Xin Tian?
What should she do with the stupid woman who was pregnant with his child and even stupid enough to want to give birth to the child?