In the ward, Song Qingge sat quietly beside Wei Lai, holding her hand tightly, his eyes wandering on her still flat lower abdomen from time to time, and he couldn't help but sigh softly.

By now, she couldn't tell whether it was good or bad for Xue Yan to leave Wei Lai with a posthumous child before he died.

If Wei Lai loved him for so many years and finally got a child as a comfort, the rest of his life was not too sad, it seemed to be good.

But Xue Yan has already left after all, if Wei Lai decides to give birth to this child in the future, then from now on, she is already destined to be a single mother, and she will face the problem of being alone with this child for the rest of her life, which is a little too cruel for her.

I don't know how long it took, Wei Lai's fingers moved twice, then his long eyelashes flashed, and he slowly opened his eyes.

Seeing her wake up, Song Qingge immediately leaned forward and asked with concern, "Lailai, how do you feel?" ”

Wei Lai's eyes stared straight at the ceiling, and after a long time, she said in disbelief: "Song Song, you say, did he really leave like this?" Why do I always feel like it's a dream? He used to say that he was going to die when he was pestered by me, no matter how annoyed he was. He still has Mu Mu and you, how could he be willing to die? ”

She talked about the child and Song Qingge, but she didn't talk about herself.

Because Wei Lai actually knows very well in his heart that if Xue Yan has concerns in this world, then it will only be Mu Mu and Song Qingge's sister, and there will be no name Wei Lai in his concerns.

Song Qingge listened to her words, and naturally felt very uncomfortable in her heart, so she could only comfort her softly, "Lailai, I know you are sad, but ...... This is already true, and it is more important for you to take good care of your body first. ”

Wei Lai turned his head to look at her, and suddenly smiled with relief, "I heard about your relationship, you and Xue Yan are brother and sister, right?" ”

Song Qingge nodded, his eyes a little red.

Wei Lai's smile deepened, his eyes were full of tears, and he held her hand and said, "It's good that he still has relatives in this world, it's really good." No wonder he has been so protective of you, it turns out that it is because the two of you still have such a relationship. I'm sorry Song Song, I was too naïve to treat you as an imaginary enemy and hurt you......"

Song Qingge was stunned, "You hurt me?" When? ”

When she said this, Wei Lai was also a little surprised, and held back her tears and said: "That time you participated in the Designer Rookie Grand Prix, I gave your picture to Ouyang, you ...... Don't know? ”

Song Qingge shook his head a little dazedly, "I don't know, my brother said that he accidentally leaked the picture, so I always thought it was ...... It's his fault, isn't it? ”

Wei Lai looked at her stupidly, it turned out that Xue Yan had actually helped her like this? Why did she never know? Why didn't he tell her all this time?

Song Qingge listened to her words, and finally reacted in hindsight, pulled the corners of his mouth, and said with a wry smile: "It seems that we have all been deceived by him, he is always like this, he never likes to tell others when he does things, and he always bears anything by himself." The reason why he would hide it should be because he didn't want our relationship to be ruined, he knew that you were a very important friend to me, so he did it. ”

Wei Lai finally shed tears with guilt, lowered his head and choked up: "I'm sorry Song Song, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." It's all because I was so obsessed with it that I did that, I'm really sorry......"

"Forget it, don't talk about it." Song Qingge leaned over and hugged her gently, and patted her on the back, "It's all over, you see that I haven't been affected by anything now, have I?" ”

"But you are his sister, I actually hurt the family he cares about the most in the end......" Wei Lai couldn't help but hide his face and cry quietly, "It's right that he doesn't like me, a woman like me is really not worthy of his liking, and I don't deserve his love." ”

"Don't say that, Lyle." Song Qingge reached out and took her hand, gently wiped away her tears, and comforted her softly: "You are already very good, people will go the wrong way sometimes, the important thing is that she knows that she is lost." Your dedication to my brother has achieved the ultimate in what a woman can do, and I thank you for having a girl like you love my brother. At the same time, I also want to say sorry to you, I'm sorry that he didn't give you a good future in the end and failed you. ”

Wei Lai just shook his head slightly, "You don't have to apologize to me, I chose the road myself, and no one forced me to love him." ”

Song Qingge pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help but ask, "Lailai, what about the ......child in your belly?"

When Wei Lai was in a coma, she went to the doctor to examine her, and the doctor said that she was in good health, the child was also healthy, and she would give birth to a very strong baby in the future. But what Song Qingge considered was taking advantage of the fact that the month was not too big now, and it was still too late to stop the loss in time.

Wei Lai looked down at his lower abdomen, curled his lips and smiled, his eyes shining with maternal brilliance, "I decided to give birth to it." ”

Although she had already known that she would definitely make such a decision, Song Qingge still felt sad when she heard her say it herself.

"Lylai!" Song Qingge frowned, and couldn't help but persuade: "You beat this kid, okay?" You are still young, don't walk into a dead end, it's not fair to your future. ”

Wei Lai just shook his head, "I don't think there's anything unfair, since Xue Yan left me this child, it means that this is his last gift to me, I will definitely cherish it and give birth to this child strongly." ”

Song Qingge sighed, and said a little helplessly: "You are still very young now, there are still many possibilities in the future, you will meet other men, if you take a child and become a single mother, this will have a very big impact on your future, do you have to live alone for the rest of your life?" ”

"There's nothing wrong with living alone, anyway, Xue Yan has never accepted me, and I haven't always come alone all these years?" Wei Lai's attitude was very resolute, and his face was unquestionable.

Song Qingge still couldn't bear it, and continued to persuade: "Lailai, listen to me, you can have firm confidence to give birth to a child for my brother, I am very touched and grateful to you." This child belongs to my brother and my own nephew, but I still don't recommend that you give birth. I don't want you to live for the rest of your life as a fatherless child, that's cruel. ”

"I've been a single mother and I know how hard it can be to be a single mother. From the beginning of pregnancy, it is a person who bears it, do you know the feeling of vomiting in the dark and not even helping the person who has a hand? Do you know what a pregnant woman wants to eat when she is struggling, but no one can buy it for you, so you can only endure it? When you are a month old, you don't dare to get sick or have a day of errands, because no one will be around to take care of you. Calf cramps at night, even if it hurts and sweats like rain, you can only grit your teeth and endure it. ”

"When a child is born, there is no one by your side to take care of you, and you are the one who is discharged from the hospital. You have to take care of the children alone, you have to be confined alone, this is really not lip service. Even if you work in the future, you have to take your baby with you at all times, and even run to the bathroom from time to time to feed him, do you know how difficult it is to live like that? ”

Song Qingge said, and tears finally couldn't help falling. That's what she had experienced, when she knew that when the child was three months old, she finally found a job that allowed her to take the child to work, but from time to time she had to sneak into the bathroom to feed the child, at that time she always looked at the child in her arms, thinking about it and crying.

It was precisely because of what she had experienced that she didn't want to see Wei Lai go through the same thing as her.

In the end, she is lucky, at least she is favored by Zhan Qi now, although she has experienced such difficult days, at least someone loves her for the rest of her life.

But what about Willey? Once she chooses to give birth to a child, then there is no going back in this life.

However, Wei Lai just smiled and shook his head, "Song Song, I know that you are for my good, what you said, I have thought of it, if I insist on giving birth to this child, my parents may even cut off relations with me." But Song Song, it's a life, you've been born, you know what a woman expects from the child in her womb when she's pregnant. Even if you know that it is born as a child of your own, you still know that you are born, don't you? At that time, you didn't think about what the future would be. I will be as strong as you, I will give birth to this child well, this is the child of your Song family, it is the bloodline of Xue Yan, I must leave it. ”

"But ......"

"And I'm not alone, I still have you." Wei Lai looked at her with tears in his eyes and smiled softly, "My child, and your aunt, she is not the only relative of mine. ”

Seeing that her attitude was really resolute, Song Qingge knew that it would be useless to say anything, so he had to nod, "If you must give birth to this child, then you will come to Song Yuan and have confinement with me, there is still Aunt Qin there, and she will take care of you." ”

Wei Lai nodded gratefully, "Thank you." ”

After a brief chat with Wei Lai, Song Qingge and Zhan Qi left.

When he was in the ward, he stayed by the side, but he never said a word, just listened quietly.

After he took her hand and walked for a long distance, he suddenly said, "Qingqing, thank you." ”

She turned to look at him, "Thank me for what?" ”

"Thank you for giving birth to Zhili, and thank you for being willing to come back to me, and thank you for being willing to have another child for me." Zhan Qi said with emotion: "Xue Yan's death makes me know how lucky I am, I can still have the opportunity to hold your hand like this and talk to you well, but Wei Lai ...... I can't see the people I love anymore. ”

Song Qingge just smiled to himself, "Maybe this is because God treats us better." ”

In fact, sometimes she also thinks that she is lucky, as early as eight years ago, she should have died, but that person became Bai Ling by mistake. If there was no difference in Aunt Qin's thoughts at that time, maybe there would be no them now.

In fact, there are not so many roundabout considerations about everything in this world, and sometimes a single thought can change the trajectory of many lives.

In the early morning of the next day, Zhizhi was finally transferred to the general ward, and he woke up unharmed.

After such a major operation, her body was naturally still very weak, and her little face was also very pale, but Song Qingge still felt very comforted when she thought that she would be able to run and jump healthily like other children in the future.

The little girl looked sideways at her and asked, "Mom, am I getting better?" ”

Song Qingge touched her little head and smiled gently, "Well, the baby's body is already well, and if you recuperate for a while, you will be healed." ”

"Can I run after that, can I go into the haunted house?"

"That's it."

"Mom." Zhizhi took her hand and asked cautiously: "I heard that my uncle saved me, but where is my uncle?" I didn't even see him. ”

As soon as he mentioned this, Song Qingge wanted to cry a little, but he still held back his tears and smiled at her, "Uncle, he ...... Leave, as I said before, my uncle has become a star and will protect you in the sky. ”

Zhizhi's mouth was deflated, and he looked a little sullen, "So, my uncle left us, right?" ”

Song Qingge knew that this news was a little cruel to her, but she had to nod.

"That'...... What does my uncle look like? ”

Song Qingge hesitated for a moment before he pondered and said, "Actually, Uncle Xue is uncle. ”

Knowing this, he was a little puzzled, "Why is Uncle Xue an uncle?" ”

"This ...... This matter is a bit complicated, and when you grow up, your mother will tell you about it, okay? ”

Although he was a little confused, he nodded obediently, but suddenly said, "Mom, if my uncle is gone, will Xue Xining have no father?" ”

Song Qingge was stunned, since Xue Yan's accident, Mu Mu was taken to Song Yuan by Zhan Qi's people. She herself is not in good health these days, so she doesn't care about the child, but listening to Aunt Qin, Mu Mu has become very silent, not crying or making trouble, and she doesn't say more than three sentences all day long, she is very worried that this child will have problems if she goes on like this.

After thinking about it, Song Qingge asked, "If Mu Mu is asked to live with us in the future, will you mind?" ”

After thinking about it, he shook his head and said, "No, Xue Xining is very good, if he comes to our house, I will be very happy." ”

Song Qingge finally smiled, touched her hair and said, "It's really good to know." ”

*

On the fifth day of Xue Yan's death, under the arrangement of Zhan Qi, he was finally cremated and buried.

The day of his burial was a rainy day, the rain was not heavy, but it was dense all the time, falling from the sky like silver needles, and soon wet the human hair.

As the eldest son, Mu Mu naturally wants to be ahead.

Before preparing for Xue Yan's funeral, Song Qingge accompanied the child, and on the day of the funeral, she also changed the clothes for Mu Mu, who had never spoken, suddenly asked a question at that time, but as soon as he spoke, Song Qingge almost cried.

The child's face was very calm, calm and a little scary, and asked her very calmly and rationally: "Aunt Song, after my father's funeral, are you going to send me back to the orphanage?" ”

Song Qingge's hand shook, looked at him in astonishment and asked, "Why do you think so?" ”

"I know I'm not my father's biological son, it's all played like this in TV dramas, if my father dies, there will be no relatives who want me, and they will send me back to the orphanage." His eyes were red, as if he was holding back his tears, and even comforted Song Qingge in turn, patted her shoulder, and said like a little adult: "It's okay Aunt Song, even if you send me back to the orphanage, I don't mind." Compared to the other children in the orphanage, I was lucky to have a father. ”

Song Qingge was speechless in distress, just hugged him tightly and promised him, "Don't worry, I will never send you back to the orphanage, I will take good care of you in the future, don't call me Aunt Song, just call me Aunt." ”

Mu Mu nodded, hugged her neck, and the tears that he had been holding back finally fell.

In the drizzle, Wei Lai was wearing a long black skirt, holding an umbrella, Mu Mu was holding Xue Yan's posthumous portrait, the two of them walked in front, and Zhan Qi was holding an umbrella in the back, hugging Song Qingge's waist, walking slowly, in the back, Xue Yan's adoptive parents, as well as the employees of Shengxuan, and the people of the Zhan family.

Xue Yan's cemetery was also selected by Zhan Qi to find someone to help him, before he had moved the tombs of Song Qingtian and Zhen Yuan to the best place in feng shui in Ying'an Garden, Xue Yan's tomb was next to the second elder, and it could be regarded as a return to the roots.

The fine white marble tombstone is written in red letters: "Husband, the tomb of Song Changning, wife Wei Laili." ”

No more repetition and epitaphs, just a few simple words.

In the end, he changed back to his former name, and the Xue family and his wife had no opinion on this, he was originally a member of the Song family, and it was reasonable to change it back to his original name.

The tombstone was erected by Wei Lai, and when the monument was erected, Wei Lai asked Song Qingge's opinion and asked her if she could erect a monument for Xue Yan as a husband and wife. Song Qingge finally agreed, Xue Cheng did not leave any promise to Wei Lai before, nor did he give her an identity, now that Si Ren has passed away, Wei Lai's wish should also be fulfilled.

Song Qingge put the white chrysanthemum in her hand in front of the tombstone, wiped away her tears and bowed three times, looking at the small photo on the tombstone, she seemed to be back to the first time she saw him.

He asked her a little surprised and surprised, "Your surname is Song?" Bao hijab head, below a wooden Song? ”

At that time, she was just surprised by his attitude, but she didn't expect that everything was actually doomed at that time.

When leaving the cemetery, Song Qingge took Zhan Qi's hand and suddenly asked him thoughtlessly, "Do you want to change your surname?" ”

Zhan Qi was a little surprised, "Why did you change your surname?" Zhan Chan ...... It's a really bad name. ”

Song Qingge looked up at the drizzling sky, and said to himself: "Let's call Zhan Changning, it's just another name for her." ”

Zhan Qi knew that this was a way for her to miss Xue Yan, and she didn't say anything more

After Xue Yan was buried, he began to use all his connections and put all his energy into finding Shi Zhongnian's whereabouts.

That old immortal harmed Xue Yan, and even did so many things that lost his conscience, and maybe there were many unknown things, no matter what, he must catch Shi Zhongnian and treat him in the same way.

*

Shi Yu has been tracking down the key for a while, and he always feels that the key pieced together by his parents and Shi Zhongnian must have an inside story, so he specially found someone to restore the key and remake it, and found many people to find out what kind of key it is.

But after all, this time is different from the past, if it was a time less, doing this little thing is naturally a matter of minutes, but now he has no power and powerless, and even checking a key has to look at people's eyes.

Tiger fell in Pingyang and was bullied by dogs, but that's it.

It was another day of running, and when Yu dragged his tired body home, he saw a familiar figure at the door of his house again.

Who else but Shixia?

After she left crying that time, he thought it was the result of their complete breakup, but he didn't expect her to come again.

For Shi Yu, in addition to being surprised and surprised, he was naturally a little happy in his heart, but in addition to being happy, he remembered his current identity.

A person living with HIV.

Taking a deep breath, Shi Yu turned his heart sideways, walked up with an indifferent expression, stopped in front of Shi Xia, who was sitting at the door of his house, and said condescendingly: "Why are you here again?" ”

Shi Xia raised his head suddenly, and the moment he saw him, he first smiled, but when he touched his indifferent expression, his smile gradually became dim, frustrated his fingers, and whispered uneasily: "I...... I came to you because I had something to say to you. ”

"I don't remember what I had to say to you." Shi Yu looked at her expressionlessly, and said with a sneer: "What I told you last time wasn't clear enough? Shi Xia, shameless, isn't it? ”

Shi Xia's face turned pale, as if he had mustered up all his courage to ignore his words, and said cautiously: "Ayu, I, I'm leaving tomorrow...... You...... Will you come to see me off? ”

"Let's go?" Shi Yu's expression finally changed slightly, "Where are you going?" ”

Shi Xia lowered his eyes, pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "Dad...... I'm going to Switzerland tomorrow, and I probably won't be back in the future, and you'll be on the plane at eight o'clock tomorrow morning, will you come to see me off? ”

In fact, Shi Zhongnian didn't let her tell anyone about this. Regarding his whereabouts, he has repeatedly stressed that she should keep it secret, that he has transferred all his possessions, will take her to Switzerland tomorrow, and has already completed the immigration process, and will never return to China in the future.

Although Shi Zhongnian explicitly forbade her to tell others, and even banned her feet, she still sneaked out of the back door when Shi Zhongnian went out.

In any case, before leaving, she still wanted to see him again, even if it was only one.

Shi Yu was a little surprised at first, but soon changed to a sarcastic expression, "If you want to go, get out of here, I don't care at all where you want to go, I wish Miss Shi and her fiancé a hundred years of good together, give birth to a noble son early, don't send it." ”

After he had finished speaking, he opened the door and entered the house, slamming the door against it.