110 I would like to have a chance to take care of you

Early the next morning, after Song Qingge finished breakfast, he offered to send Zhizhi to kindergarten.

In fact, Zhan Qi was picking her up during this time, and he had always been close to this child, wanting to make up for the five years he had lost in the past. And after all, the child also lacks father's love, so under his active closeness, Zhizhi is slowly accepting him, and now there is a tendency to rely more and more on him.

On the way to the kindergarten, the little girl snuggled up to her, shook her head and asked, "Mom, why did you come to see me off today?" What about Dad? ”

"Dad has something to do today, so he's not available." Song Qingge touched her hair and said with some amusement: "What, don't you like your mother to send you?" ”

Knowing hehe, hey snickering. "Of course not, it's just that my father had more face when he sent me~"

She heard the little nanny mention this to her, Zhan Qi is an outstanding and handsome man, dads are rampant these days, but any man who travels with children has to make people look twice, like Zhan Qi, the father and daughter are super good-looking, and walking on the road is even more attractive.

So since Zhan Qi started to send her, the children in the kindergarten are very envious of her, and every time they say that she has a handsome father, they are very proud of knowing this.

Song Qingge couldn't help but sigh, and said with a hurt expression: "You girl, if you have a father, you don't want me." ”

"Mom, don't be angry, I still love you the most~" Seeing this, the little girl immediately pounced on her waist and hugged her, and the dog skin plaster seemed to rely on her to be coquettish, "Mom is the best, even if I have my dad with me, I still like Mom." ”

Song Qingge looked at her fluffy little head, reached out and rubbed it, feeling a little sour in her heart.

In the end, it was the child who was raised by himself, and now he is very reluctant to be separated from her.

Seeing that he was about to arrive at the gate of the kindergarten, Song Qingge straightened out his body and said to her very seriously: "Baby, when you are with your father in the future, you have to listen to your father, you may have to undergo surgery after a while, you must believe your father, chat with him more, don't make him sad, and grandma Qin's health is not good, you must also pay special attention to it, don't tire her." Do you understand? ”

Zhi tilted his head and looked at her, "Mom, why are you saying these things all of a sudden?" ”

Children don't know much about what happens between adults. But she also knew that she was so solemn, something must have happened.

"It's nothing, Mom just told you that. In the future, you have to rely more on your father and tell him not to drink and smoke all the time, which is not good for your health. ”

"Oh." nodded as if he understood, and said, "But why didn't my mother tell him herself?" ”

Song Qingge pursed his lips, and finally said, "Mom won't always be by his side." ”

As soon as she said this, she finally understood, and pulled her anxiously and asked, "Is Mom leaving us?" ”

"Mom is not leaving, Mom is just moving out. Knowing that it is still your mother's baby, your parents are still your parents and will never change. It's just that we won't live together, but we can still come to play with my mother when we know that we have time. ”

Zhizhi frowned, "Are Mom and Dad divorced?" ”

In fact, she may not really understand what divorce is, but some children in kindergarten said that their parents will be separated after divorce, so she takes it for granted that they must be divorced.

Song Qingge didn't know how to explain it, but what the child said also made a little sense, so he had to nod, "Yes, Mom and Dad are divorced." ”

"Will my mother come to see me in the future?"

"Of course it will, when my mother's house is settled, I will pick it up and play." Song Qingge tidied up her clothes, leaned in and kissed her on the cheek, "Okay, the teacher is already waiting for you at the door, go quickly." ”

Until she was taken away by the teacher, the little girl looked back at her step by step. There was a pool of tears in his big eyes, and he wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry.

In fact, she still can't understand why her parents, who were fine before, said that they were separated. But the little nanny told her privately that her mother had a hard time in the past few years, so no matter what choice her mother makes, I hope she can understand and support.

Children who are too precocious. Although I can't fully understand what my parents are doing, I already have my own judgments and ideas.

Seeing the child enter the kindergarten, Song Qingge turned his back, lowered his head and gently wiped away the tears in his eyes, and said to the driver: "Let's go, Uncle Wang, I have to go back to pick up Xin Tian." ”

She actually didn't have many things, after Xue Yan learned that she was going to move out. Everything has been arranged for her in the apartment, she just needs to take someone with her.

Song Qingge dragged his box out of the house, Xin Tian was sitting on the flower stand in the garden waiting for her, and when he saw this, he immediately walked over to her, and asked a little puzzled: "Qingqing, why are we leaving?" This is your home. ”

Song Qingge didn't know how to answer her question, so she thought about it again and again. I had to say, "Because living here is too far from the school, it will be more convenient for us to find a place closer." ”

"Oh......" Xin Tian nodded softly, and the two of them pulled the box and walked towards the car outside.

Just when the two of them opened the car door, they only heard the sound of an engine, and then when they turned their heads, they saw a car stopped at the gate of Lingyuan. Zhan Qi and Zhan Zheng pushed the door and got out of the car one after another.

Maybe there were still some indelible wounds in his heart against Zhan Zheng, as soon as he saw him, Xin Tian couldn't help but shrink a little, and hid behind Song Qingge and said fearfully: "Qingqing, it's that man again!" ”

Zhan Zheng looked at her as if she was facing a great enemy, and his heart hurt like being pricked by a needle, he just wanted to step forward to talk to her, Xin Tian immediately opened the car door next to him and got in, Zhan Zheng's footsteps suddenly stopped in place, embarrassed and injured.

Song Qingge looked at his pale face, and wanted to scold him for deserving it, but he didn't say it when the words came to his lips.

That's it, now that it's pointless, there's no point in falling into the well again.

Zhan Qi stood not far away with a gloomy expression, Song Qingge pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, and finally walked up and stood in front of him.

Looking at each other, Zhan Qi stared at her with burning eyes for a few seconds, afraid that if he looked at it again, he would expose his weaknesses, so he immediately looked away and said coldly: "Don't leave yet, what's wrong?" ”

"That...... Aunt Qin, I don't mean to hate her, she has also paid a lot in the Song family over the years, no matter what, I hope you can fulfill your previous promise and treat her to the end. Her husband was a gambler. She had no savings left at home, and if no one could afford the medical bills, she would have died. ”

Zhan Qi frowned, looking at the woman in front of him with a deep gaze. He once thought that she would hate Aunt Qin, after all, if it wasn't for Aunt Qin's thoughts, she wouldn't have her life turned around.

But what surprised him. Instead of hating Aunt Qin, she has been excusing this person who has indirectly harmed her.

He suddenly felt that he was really ridiculous, how could such a woman full of kindness do such a vicious thing to Bai Ling back then?

Zhan Qi didn't speak, and Song Qingge didn't wait for his answer, and continued: "In my case with Cui Can, thank you for convincing Lawyer Meng to represent me. I'll pay the legal fees myself, and I won't bother you. ”

He was suddenly a little annoyed in his heart, what did she mean by this? Think he can't even afford to pay for her?

However, before he could speak, Song Qingge continued: "There are ...... Remember to pay attention to your own body. ”

This sentence was not eager, and finally made Zhan Qi's heart feel a little warm, but he didn't have time to warm up for a while. I heard her say without emotion: "After a while, you have to have surgery on Zhizhi, you must take care of your body, otherwise how can you give the child a kidney transplant?" ”

A sentence was poured on Zhan Qi like a touch of cold water, making him feel cold.

The corners of her mouth couldn't help but pull up a wry smile, it turned out that all her care was just for the child, he suddenly felt. If it weren't for the presence of a child, she was afraid that she would not have said a word to him, so she turned her head and left without hesitation.

The more he thought about it, the more cold he felt, and he couldn't help but say angrily: "If you want to leave, hurry up, I don't feel upset enough to see you here!" I'm still quiet! ”

After he finished speaking, he regretted it a little, obviously wanting to say goodbye to her, but in the end, he broke up like this.

Zhan Qi turned his back irritably. I don't want her to see the remorse in her eyes. But in Song Qingge's opinion, this action was more like he didn't want to look at her more.

Song Qingge sighed softly and couldn't help but shake his head, "Then I'll go, you...... Take care. ”

She turned and got into the car, and through the black film, she saw that the man had never turned his head to look at her. Song Qingge smiled self-deprecatingly. Maybe she's not that important in his heart.

The black Cayenne quickly disappeared in front of him, and it wasn't until after the car drove away that Zhan Qi turned around, his scarlet eyes already stained with pain.

Zhan Zheng glanced at him and said helplessly: "You shouldn't have said that just now." ”

Even the final goodbye was so stiff, he really didn't know what Zhan Qi was thinking in his heart.

However, Zhan Qi only took a deep look at the direction in which the car left, turned his head and said indifferently: "The words that come out are like water spilled out." Should I say I'm done? ”

He turned his head and walked towards the garden, and when he entered, it happened that Xu Jiangbin was squatting under the pomegranate tree in the garden and picking something, Zhan Qi immediately stopped when he saw this, and asked, "Uncle Xu, what's wrong?" ”

Xu Jiangbin glanced up at him, held a box, walked up and handed it to him, scratched his head and said, "I saw that the roots of this pomegranate tree were not very good, so I wanted to cut it open and take a look, but I found this in the soil." ”

Zhan Qi looked down and saw that it was an iron box, and there was already green moss growing on the outside, because it was buried in the soil, the corners were already rusty, and he couldn't see its original face.

He frowned, reached out and took it, brushed the soil off the box, and carefully opened it, only to find that there were two bottles inside.

Zhan Zheng on the side also came up and asked a little strangely, "What is this?" ”

He handed the box to Zhan Zheng, pulled out the cork on the glass bottle, poured out a small note from it, opened it and looked at it, and was immediately stunned.

The note was printed with Song Qingge's beautiful handwriting, and there was only one poem on it: "How much hospitality is paid in vain, and the joke was mistaken back then." ”

He looked at it, and felt like a needle had been sprinkled in his eyes. There was a burning pain in his eyes.

is a simple thing, but it expresses her state of mind for so many years vividly and exquisitely. Back then, she asked him with anticipation if she wanted to be with her, and he answered so decisively at that time that she gave half of her life's love for a sentence, but one sentence missed her for so many years.

Zhan Qi clutched the small note tightly, and he couldn't breathe in distress, that moment. He seemed to be able to see through this poem the self-deprecation and sadness that she wrote it at that time.

And Zhan Zheng on the side saw that there was still a bottle inside, thinking that it might be another sentence left by Song Qingge, so he opened it on his own initiative, but when he saw the familiar font, he was suddenly shocked.

The note in the bottle was written by Xin Tian himself. There is also only one poem on it: "Dreaming of juvenile things in the middle of the night, only dreaming of idlers and not dreaming of kings." ”

Zhan Zheng looked at a few words in a daze, only to feel that his brain couldn't turn for a while, just staring at the small note, as if he was stupid.

Does the "Jun" she wrote above refer to him?

It's clear that the poems were written a long time ago, but they express them so thoroughly as if they had the ability to foresee. Now Xin Tian. I don't remember anything, I only remember that when I was eighteen years old, just like the poem "Dreaming of young people in the middle of the night", but after she lost her memory, she remembered many people, even inconsequential people such as Aunt Qin and Uncle Xu, but she didn't know him anymore. Isn't it exactly "only dreamers and idlers don't dream kings"?

Xu Bo saw that the two men were holding a note and were distracted, and then looked at the small box that was somewhat familiar, patted his thigh, and immediately said: "Oh, I remember, this box was buried here by Miss Xin and Miss Xin not long ago, and they borrowed a shovel from me at that time." ”

Recently?

That is, when Song Qingge just returned to Lingyuan?

Zhan Qi looked down at the note in his hand, and his heart suddenly sank.

It turns out that since she first came back here, she has already had the consciousness to cut off everything from him?

*

Shengxuan's staff apartment is in a community not far from the office building, although this community is not very high-end, but the price is not low, it is a mid-end community.

Xue Yan waited at the door early with someone, and as soon as their car stopped, he immediately greeted him and took her box from her.

"Thank you, Brother Xue."

Song Qingge looked at the man in front of her gratefully, if Xue Yan hadn't offered to help her in the first place, she might not even be able to solve the problem of residence in the future.

"It's okay, it's all what I'm supposed to do, and I'm glad I can help you. Then you can live here. Xue Yan looked at Xin Tian behind her, and said in a deep voice: "I will help you with your friend's affairs and the next lawsuit you are going to fight." ”

Song Qingge was stunned for a moment, and before she could say anything, Xue Yan grabbed her hand, looked at her with burning eyes, and said, "Qingge, I want to have a chance to take care of you." ”