Song Qingge's slap was very heavy, Zhan Qi was beaten by her and turned his head, his side face was hidden in the shadows, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

There was a slight pain on his face, but compared to this pain, what hurt him more was in his heart, as well as her sentence "We are finished".

She had explained to him countless times that she had never harmed Bai Ling, nor had she ever given her any letters, but at that time, he had never believed her, nor did he believe that with her character, she would never do such a vicious thing.

Before Bai Ling died, he grabbed him by the collar and said to him: "Song Qingge, it's Song Qingge......"

She didn't even say what Song Qingge had done, just because she mentioned Song Qingge's name, he stubbornly thought that she must have hurt Bai Ling, and even did not hesitate to use all means to force her into a corner, just to take revenge on her "ruthlessness" back then.

It took him eight years to destroy the Song family and also ruin her, and it was only now that he realized that she was really as innocent as she said, and he was always the one who was wrong.

Zhan Qi glanced up at her, and the hand holding her wrist still didn't let go. Still calling her, "Qingqing ......"

It was as if at this moment, there was nothing else to say except to keep calling her name.

And Song Qingge just looked at him, reached out and pulled his hand away, and walked out of his stride around him.

The door of the ward was closed in front of him, and Song Qingge still walked in small steps when she went out, but the faster she walked, the faster she walked, and in the end it almost became a small step, her face full of horror and pain, as if something terrible was chasing her behind.

Aunt Qin was still kneeling there with tears in her eyes, looking at the two people, she cried even more, and called him in a choked voice, "Sir......"

Zhan Qi just glanced back at her and said in a dumb voice, "You get up first." ”

After speaking, he turned around and opened the door and ran out, and when he chased out, Song Qingge just entered the elevator.

"Qingge!"

Zhan Qi strode after him, stretched out his hand and pressed the button, anxiously trying to stop the elevator, but he finally watched the silver door slowly close, and when the elevator door finally closed, he saw the tears falling from Song Qingge's eyes, silent, but shocking, and his whole heart hurt.

It wasn't until the elevator doors closed completely in front of him that he finally closed his eyes weakly.

I don't know why, he always has a strong feeling that this time, he is afraid that he is going to lose her completely.

*

After Song Qingge came out of the hospital, he took a taxi and returned to Lingyuan.

On the way, she kept leaning on the window, thinking about everything Aunt Fang Caiqin said, thinking about it, tears fell unconsciously.

When Bai Ling had an accident, she was not actually at home, she was still in school at that time, followed her teacher to visit a factory, and when she came back, she thought about telling her father that she would open a studio in the future and wanted to have her own brand. She didn't know how to run a business, she just wanted to focus on design, and on the way home, she was full of joy thinking about how to tell her father what she thought.

But when she went back, she got the news that Bai Ling had died.

She had seen the woman with a shallow and gentle smile, who always liked to wear a white dress, and her name was elegant at a glance. Knowing that Bai Ling died so miserably, she herself felt very uncomfortable, and even secretly hid and cried.

It's not because of how much a virgin she is, but because she knows how sad Zhan Qi is, and she cries for him.

At that time, Zhan Qi had a messy life, although he was not completely decadent, his eyes were scarlet every day, and looking at her was like looking at an enemy who did not share the sky.

At first, she didn't know where his eyes came from, and thought that he was so hateful to the world because Bai Ling's death had suffered too much blow.

But despite this, she was still not afraid of his hostility and bravely faced him, in the third month of Bai Ling's death. She plucked up the courage to confess to him and offered to be with him.

She still remembered the look in his eyes at that time, looking at her fixedly, a pair of deep eyes poking at her like a sharp sword, making her bow her head in fear.

She thought he would refuse, but just when she was ready to confess failure, he suddenly said, "Okay, I promise you!" ”

She looked up at him in disbelief, but saw only calmness and firmness in his eyes. Perhaps she was so happy at that time that she never noticed the strong hatred in his eyes, but only saw his determination.

She was so carried away by joy, and looked forward to the day when she would marry him every day and every night. At first, she also doubted that he loved Bai Ling so much, would it be a little too hasty to agree to be with her so easily?

But being with him was already the happiest thing for her, even if it was sloppy, she admitted it.

After that, there was a case that she and Shi Yu were kidnapped at the same time, and when the sea breeze in the Burmese Sea swept her hair, she had sadly thought that no matter how deep the relationship between husband and wife was, after all, it would not be able to withstand the safety of her brother, not to mention that she had not married him, just a nominal "fiancée".

But she didn't expect him to choose her so firmly, so that many years later, that little favor became the only solace when she was left out day after day.

After returning from Thailand, Song Qingtian praised him for protecting his beloved daughter, and almost did not hesitate to hold a grand wedding for them.

By the time they got on their wedding night, she was stupid enough to think that she was really married to love.

That night, she walked out of the bathroom in a hot and sexy nightdress, he was stunned on the balcony, she was wrapped in a nightgown, her face was flushed, while complaining in her heart that he still had the leisure to look at the stars on his wedding night, and at the same time some anticipation of what would happen next.

Song Qingge nervously walked up and wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, pressed his cheek against his back, and asked him softly, "Are you happy?" ”

His body stiffened, and he didn't answer her words, but just asked, "Are you happy?" ”

Without waiting for her to answer, he said to himself, "You should be happy, right?" did so many things, and even killed Bai Ling, for the sake of this moment? ”

It wasn't until that moment that she realized that the person she wanted to marry was only marrying her for revenge.

She didn't even have a chance to explain, he pressed on the handrail of the balcony, and he tore his nightdress and broke in from behind.

In fact, it was not her first time. The first time she was at their engagement party, he was drunk, and when she helped him back to the bedroom and wiped his face, he pressed him on the bed and forcibly asked him from behind.

The pain is really painful, and the other girls hurt to death in the most ordinary posture for the first time, not to mention that she is still in the posture behind her back. Her whole body was pressed hard by him, and she couldn't scream in pain, so she could only cry desperately.

He drank too much, and every stroke felt like he was going to kill her. It's more like a murder and venting than a pleasure. She almost fainted in pain, but she tried to cooperate with him and wanted to make him happy. Because it was their first night.

He went to sleep when he was done, but she couldn't sleep, it hurt so much that she secretly went to the bathroom after she had placed him, and found that she was bleeding.

She had never experienced the so-called pleasure of men and women, and thought that it was what people called pleasure, and until much later she wondered why people liked to do such things, because she hurt as if she had died once at a time.

At that time she didn't know that he was there for revenge. So I didn't feel uncomfortable in my heart, and although it hurt, I still tried to cater to him, and sometimes I would have the courage to ask him, "Are you happy?" ”

Zhan Qi looked down at her, the cold sweat of pain came out, but he still tried to smile at him, he thought about Bai Ling, who died tragically in front of him, and his movements were more ruthless, seeing her crying in pain, and finally nodded with a sneer: "Happy." ”

She thought he was happy for her, but she didn't know that it was because she was hurting. He's happy.

But when she heard him say that he was happy, she felt happy, and even though she would bleed many times, she still wanted to please him.

It wasn't until the night of the wedding night, when she lay helplessly on the cold railing, bearing his impact, that she finally realized that he had never really slept with her in the past, and that those pleasures were actually just his revenge.

She finally realized that he hadn't drunk much at all on the night of their first night. It's just to get revenge on her with the strength of alcohol.

For countless nights later, he used all kinds of means to force her, humiliate her, and of course used many lowly and shameful postures, and even forced her to use her mouth. But she tried to cooperate with him.

When it was particularly painful, she lay on the bed and could barely speak, she could only tremble weakly, he pinched her chin, and gritted his teeth in her ear with displeasure: "Don't be like a dead fish, give a response!" Can't even scream? ”

She had not experienced what true pleasure was like, and all she had suffered all this time was compulsion and pain, and naturally she did not know how to respond and groan from the truth.

Zhan Qi has always liked to use the posture behind her back, at that time she naively thought it was his bad taste, until many years later she didn't know, because the posture behind her didn't have to look at her face.

Thinking about that time, she was really stupid, knowing that everything he did was to embarrass her, but she still delusionally thought that he would know the truth one day. She even thought about whether Bai Ling deliberately framed her, so she also thought that when Zhan Qi knew Bai Ling's true face, he might feel sorry for her, or maybe he would hold her and sincerely repent and say sorry to her.

Now that she finally knew the truth, she felt that she would rather never know.

"Miss, it's here."

The taxi driver suddenly spoke, disrupting her troubled thoughts, Song Qingge raised his head, wiped his tears indiscriminately, threw down a hundred yuan, pushed open the door and got out of the car.

Song Qingge took out the key and opened the door, and after stepping in, he remembered the scene when he dragged the box out of this courtyard, and tears fell unconsciously.

"Qingge."

Someone behind her grabbed her wrist, and then she was flipped over, Zhan Qi stood in front of her panting, his face was still a little flushed, and his car was parked outside, it looked like he should have rushed all the way back.

Seeing the tears on her face, Zhan Qi was stunned for a moment, and stretched out his hand to her distressedly, "Don't cry......"

He is not a man who is good at comforting women, and now the person in front of him is the person he cares about the most, but at this time, he is more and more clumsy, trying to comfort her, but he can't say anything good and obedient.

Song Qingge turned his face away, hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, and asked in a dumb voice, "What else do you want to do?" ”

Zhan Qi took her hand and lowered her head, "I'm sorry." ”

Rao is that he has had a thousand kinds of bad things. No matter how disappointed, at this moment, it can only turn into these three pale and weak words.

"Excuse me?" She laughed out loud, and with the laughter, the tears in her eyes also fell, "If you say sorry, can you write off the past?" If you say I'm sorry, can I get back what I lost? In order to avenge Bai Ling, you killed my father and Xiaoyu, you are sorry now, can they come back? ”

Zhan Qi was stunned for a moment, and then instinctively defended. "I didn't hurt your father and Song Qingyu."

Song Qingge sneered, "Now that everyone is dead, of course you can say anything." I also said that I didn't hurt Bai Ling, but do you believe me? Now why do you make me believe in you? ”

is also a report and a report, how he treated her at the beginning, now he has returned it little by little.

He knew that there was no trust between them anymore, and to this day, he didn't dare to ask her to trust him anymore, but insisted on saying, "No matter what you think, I hope you don't leave." ”

"Impossible, looking at your face every day will only remind me of how sad my past was!" Song Qingge shook him off. Said decisively: "Zhan Qi, you still have to die of this heart, I can't continue to stay here, Xin Tian and I will take it away together." ”

Zhan Qi was a little anxious, "Do you know how dangerous the current situation is?" You didn't know it last time when you were in Japan, there are people in foreign countries who dare to do it, and this place in Rongcheng is full of people who are eyeing you, you left my side, who can guarantee your safety? ”

"So what? No matter how much persecution and bullying I suffered back then, I have tasted the taste of being driven to a dead end by the people I love, are I still afraid of some strangers? It would be better for me to die at the hands of someone else than at your hands! ”

She glared at him angrily. His eyes were full of tearing determination.

Zhan Qi listened to her words, and his heart sank, the woman in front of him had no intention of looking back, no matter what he said, she would not waver.

After a long silence, he finally said, "Well, if you insist on leaving, you can." ”

Song Qingge couldn't help but be a little surprised when he suddenly agreed so quickly, and just when she was still wondering why he suddenly changed his mind, he said again: "You can go, but child." Gotta leave me behind! ”

"Why? I know it's my daughter! ”

"But she's also my daughter!" Zhan Qi suddenly raised his voice, confronted her for a long time, and said: "This is my only condition, either you stay with the child, or you leave the child for me, you choose." ”

"What if I don't?"

"Then we'll see you in court." Zhan Qi stared at her deadly, "I am Song Chan's biological father, and I have the right to fight for her custody, if I really fight a lawsuit, with my economic strength and your economic strength, which of the two of us do you think can win the lawsuit?" ”

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and prepared to go back, and Song Qingge stood in place. Looking at his cold back, he shouted angrily: "Zhan Qi, you bastard!" ”

She never thought that this man would not hesitate to go to court with her to snatch the child away from her.

He paused, "Whatever you say, this is my bottom line, if you want to go, you have to stay, and you can do it yourself." ”

Song Qingge watched his back gradually disappear in front of his eyes, clenched his fists and screamed angrily and uncontrollably, looking at the direction he left with red eyes.

He did it on purpose, he knew that the child was her life, so he deliberately used this method to force her. Either give up your children, or you give up your freedom. This man is still as despicable as ever!

After Zhan Qi went back, he went directly into his study, closed the door and locked himself in it and kept pacing back and forth, finally he couldn't help but roar angrily and swept away everything on the table.

He didn't know where his anger came from, but he felt extremely resentful, for the ridiculous and oolong truth, and for the things he had done.

Thinking about what he had done in the first place, he himself wasn't sure what qualifications he had to keep her.

But just let it go, that's absolutely impossible. After a thousand sails, it took him eight years to finally determine his heart, and now he finally knows that he loves her. How could he just let her go?

But he also knows that they have now reached a dead end, and if they keep pulling her to death like this, they can only end up losing both, not only will they not be able to get her back, but they will also make her hate him even more.

A short departure may be the only and best option right now.

Let her go out for a short while, and when she is calm, he is trying to figure out how to get her back to him. After all, the wind and waves outside are still too strong now, and he can't and dare not let her risk alone.

What's more, he still knows that as a bargaining chip, with a child here, he is not afraid that she will leave completely.

It's just that for him now, even if it's just to let her leave for a while, it's a kind of torture for him.

*

The wind at night was cold and biting, mixed with the rain slapping in, Zhan Qi stood on the balcony, looking at the garden outside, the raindrops hit the pond, rippling.

He was very irritable, and at this time he actually wanted to smoke a cigarette to relieve himself, but when he thought that he was still waiting for him to have surgery, he had to take good care of his body and wait for the opportunity of surgery, so he had to give up.

He must now fulfill the responsibility of being a father, that thin and helpless child is still waiting for him, he can't keep Song Qingge anymore, so he must be more responsible.

Suddenly there was a sound of footsteps behind him, and as soon as he turned his head, Song Qingge stood expressionlessly five steps away from him, looking at him fixedly.

The two looked at each other, Zhan Qi felt a pain in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, he still looked at her indifferently, "What?" Got it in mind? Decide what to do? ”

He wished she would stay, but he knew that it might be very small. But even if she really wants to go to court, he is completely sure that he can fight for custody.

Song Qingge looked at him for a few seconds, and said coldly: "I'm leaving, if you want to stay, child, then it's okay to let her stay by your side." ”

This choice surprised Zhan Qi a little, he thought that she would at most choose between leaving by herself or fighting with him to the end, but he didn't expect her to choose the most unlikely third path.

Song Qingge's choice is actually reasonable, first of all, she knows that she is quite harmonious with him now, and after this time, she can see that he is also taking the initiative to take his own responsibility, so she is also relieved to hand over the child to him.

Secondly. Knowing that his current physical condition does not allow him to run around with her, Zhan Qi is extremely strong in economic strength after all, and he is not afraid that he will not be able to raise a child. Even if there is any emergency during this period, Zhan Qi can find the best doctor for her as soon as possible, but if she follows her, she may not be able to have such conditions.

And the third, and most important, one. Zhan Qi is right, the outside world is very chaotic now, it doesn't matter what she does outside, but the child follows her, which is tantamount to a little more danger, and Zhan Qi is enough to ensure the safety of the child. So I'm not afraid that something will happen.

Whether it is in terms of relationship, economic conditions, or security considerations, Zhan Qi is stronger than her in all aspects. Although she was still reluctant to let the child leave her, for comprehensive considerations, it was naturally better to follow Zhan Qi than to suffer with her.

What's more, if she has good enough conditions in the future, she will not be afraid to fight for custody with him in court at that time.

Zhan Qi looked at her fixedly, "Hasn't the child always been your heart's meat?" Why did you choose to give up so happily this time? ”

"Sometimes giving up is better to grasp, I can't afford to ruin my child's future for my own selfishness. As long as it's for her good, it doesn't matter if she's around me or not. Song Qingge paused, and added, "Of course." The premise is that you must know your responsibilities as a father. ”

Zhan Qi smiled, "So, do you believe me?" ”

Song Qingge was noncommittal, "I just believe in my choice." ”

"Since you have said so, then I will also give you a guarantee, knowing that it is also my child, I will be responsible for her to the end and take good care of her."

Song Qingge nodded, "I hope you will do what you say." ”

Zhan Qi pursed his lips, "Then when are you leaving?" ”

"Tomorrow."

"The ...... of the house"

"I've already found a house, and Brother Xue said that there is a staff apartment in the company, and I will go there to live."

Zhan Qi couldn't help but smile bitterly. It turned out that all her retreats had been found, and he obviously wanted her to live in an apartment under his name, and she was stingy with this last chance to take care of him.

Song Qingge didn't want to look at the pain in his eyes, and said expressionlessly: "It's okay, right?" It's okay, I'll go first. ”

She turned her head and left, and just after a few steps, he suddenly strode after her, hugged her tightly from behind, and whispered a word in her right ear.

After he finished speaking, he sighed again and asked her, "Did you hear what I said?" ”

Song Qingge shook his head indifferently, "I didn't hear it." You know, I've been getting deaf more and more often lately. ”

He tugged at the corners of his mouth, and finally let go of her, "If you don't hear it, forget it, you can go." ”

Song Qingge didn't stay any longer, and left mercilessly, until she walked out of the room, she leaned on the door panel and looked up and sighed often.

In fact, she heard everything he said, she just didn't know how to respond to him.

Because the three words he said were that I love you.