Lin Ran smiled at me motionlessly, didn't speak, let me dress her, and then slowly pushed her to the sofa and sat down.

I saw that the corners of Lin Ran's mouth were still bleeding, I was a little sad, I looked at the table next to me, there were tissues, I walked over slowly, picked up the tissues, returned to Lin Ran's side, and wiped the corners of his mouth, "Does it hurt?" ”

Lin Ran smiled and shook his head, "It doesn't hurt, Liuliu, you're still angry." ”

I glanced at Lin Ran, and then continued to hand her the tissue, "Wipe it yourself." ”

Lin Ran smiled: "You said, why don't you use more strength." ”

"Why?"

"Beat me to death," Lin Ran smiled, "You can beat a woman with your hands, it seems that you are indeed angry." People change, because someone changes, because something changes, because time changes. Isn't it? ”

I looked at Lin Ran, "Can you be sober." ”

"I'm sober."

"Don't look like that." I grabbed Lin Ran's shoulders with both hands, "How old are you?" You are still young, you have opportunities, you have hope, can you afford to be so willing to fall? Do you still know who you are? Do you still have a purpose in life? Can you cheer yourself up a bit, if you go on like this, you're really finished. ”

Lin Ran smiled at me, the blood from the corners of her mouth flowed out, she still didn't wipe it, and the blood slowly fell down along the corners of her mouth.

All of a sudden, I had an indescribable feeling, confused, helpless, "Don't be happy, don't be happy." What's so much fun about. ”

Lin Ran continued to smile, "I was originally such a person, what's wrong?" I'm happy, I'm doing this now, didn't you always say that I don't know how to seduce people, how good I am at seducing people now. Isn't it? After finishing speaking, Lin Ran grinned at the chest of his clothes again.

I was stunned for a moment, and a nameless anger in my heart surged above my head, and my hand was unconsciously raised again.

Lin Ran stretched out his face towards me, and then looked at me with a provocative gaze, "Come on, you fight, you have the ability, you continue to fight." ”

I looked at Lin Ran, then gritted my teeth vigorously, but still didn't put my hand down, and put my hand down again.

Lin Ran smiled at me, "Whitch, if you have the ability, you can continue to fight." Then Lin Ran's tears flowed out of his eyes, little by little. It's just that the corners of her mouth are still full of smiles.

I looked at it with some heartache. Slowly, I took a deep breath, then sat down next to Lin Ran, picked up a cigarette, lit it vigorously and took two puffs.

Lin Ran sat next to me very quietly and smiled at me, "Liu'er, you say, did you destroy me, or did I destroy you?" ”

"The road is all out of my own, I ruined myself, and you ruined myself, all things are caused by ourselves, we can't blame anyone, we have nothing to do with each other"

"You put the responsibility back really cleanly, if I didn't write you a note, scold you, stimulate you, you wouldn't have embarked on the road of gangsters, and you wouldn't have stopped studying, skipping school, and fighting every day, I remember that you used to be a child who loved to learn very much, dressed up so Sven every day, holding books, I remember that the teachers said that you were very promising. Hehe, you say, I didn't destroy you, don't you admit it, you have only started to completely stop learning since I wrote you the letter. ”

I glanced at Lin Ran, shook my head, and didn't say anything.

Lin Ran continued to smile, "The same meaning, you used to be willing to do anything for me, and follow my mountain alliance and sea swear, but now I stick to you for nothing, you don't want it, don't you, I always thought that I was not so cheap, and I didn't want it." Why do you say I like you so much, what are you good about, why can't I let you go? Then Lin Ran stood up and looked at me, "I don't have to be responsible for you, I'll post it upside down, you don't want it?" ”

I took a deep breath, and then shook my head at Lin Ran, "I can't be sorry for Xiyu." I want to live a good life with her. ”

"What about me?" Lin Ran said a little angrily, "You can be right about me, right?" When you were with me, why didn't you have such thoughts, you hurt me again and again, betrayed me, and deceived me again and again. Now you stand in front of me and tell me seriously, you can't be sorry for Xiyu, can you? Lin Ran took a deep breath, "I haven't been able to figure it out, am I worse than she is to you." What's wrong with me, you treat me so cruelly. ”

I was a little depressed and lowered my head, "You are all good girls. It's that I don't have that blessing, in fact, neither of you is wrong, the only one who is really wrong is me, I know what kind of person I am, I'm greedy, I don't know how to be satisfied, I'm not a good person, I don't deserve you like this, really. It's all my fault, and it has nothing to do with you. ”

Lin Ran listened to my words, was silent for a while, and then the tears flowed more and more, and the crying became more and more violent, quite sad, and I felt a little Shinjuku when I saw it.

I reached out and grabbed her arm, "Don't cry, okay, don't cry, let's talk well, stay well"

Lin Ran choked his voice, and then said slowly, "I miss you, I really miss you, I miss you very much, my mind is full of you, you don't know how I got over these days, no one can replace your position in my heart, Liuliu, do you know?" I regret it, I regret it very much that I let you go, I thought that everything didn't matter to the end, that is, I used my blood to sacrifice the memories of the past. Liuliu, I love you. Really, I beg you, I've never been like this, can you stay with me for the night with peace of mind? Liuliu, I'm so uncomfortable, I suddenly have nothing, my mother and father are divorced, I can't go to school, the man I've been with for many years doesn't want me anymore, Xiyu has everything, there is a happy family, a family that loves her, I only have one Liuliu, why does she have such cruel deprivation. Sixty-six. I feel bad. I was really uncomfortable. Then Lin Ran buried his head in my chest.

I reached out and hugged Lin Ran, and then let her cry in my arms, I gently stroked her hair, thinking about the bits and pieces of our past, I don't know why, tears slowly slipped out of my eyes.

After crying for a long time, Lin Ran slowly raised his head, and then kissed me at me.

I subconsciously avoided it.

Then Lin Ran hugged my face with both hands and kissed me again. Then he kissed me on the neck.

I reached out and hugged Lin Ran tightly, stopping her next behavior, "Don't be like this, Lin Ran." ”

Lin Ran didn't pay attention to me at all, and still kissed me.

I was a little depressed, a little uncomfortable, took a deep breath, calmed down my emotions, "Don't continue, if it's like this, I'll really go, you know me, I say it, I must do it." ”

Lin Ran was stunned for a moment, then looked at me, was silent for a long time, and then gently buried his head in my chest, "Liuliu." ”

"Listen, you say." I hugged Lin Ran. She reached out and stroked my cheek.

"Six-six, I'm going to break you up."

I was stunned for a moment, "Why?" ”

"No, because the two of us were also separated by Xiyu."

"Don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense." Lin Ran smiled, "But if I really break you up, will you hate me?" ”

"Yes."

"But even if you hate me, I'm going to do that. What I can't get, she can't think of. ”

"You weren't that kind of person before."

"But now, if I was like this before, the two of you wouldn't be together now, Xiyu is not so great, she will also play tricks, but she only played once, and she took you away. It was completely taken away. Lin Ran hugged my arm, "Liuliu, I'm sorry"

I smiled and said, "Okay, what's there to be sorry for." ”

"You two, no matter what, won't end up together."

"Why?"

"So I apologized to you in advance, sooner or later, you will understand."

"You seem to be hiding many, many things from me."

"But I don't want to say it." Lin Ran slowly lay down on my lap, "Just let me sleep like this at night, okay?" ”

I nodded, "Well, let's sleep." If there is anything in the future, just ask, I can help you, there is absolutely no second word. ”

After listening to my words, Lin Ran suddenly smiled.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I said something like that to you, and you said something like this to me, does it show that you are great, I am very narrow-minded."

"No, I'm sincere."

"I know, but I want to know why."

"Because I owe you." I said to Lin Ran, "Go to sleep, I have to go to class tomorrow." ”

Lin Ran got up, then hugged my neck, and then kissed my lips, and after a long time, she left, "Liuliu, I love you." It's true love. If one day, I die, will you grieve for me? ”

I was just about to speak.

Lin Ran stretched out his hand and gagged my mouth, "Okay, don't say anything, I just want you to say good night to me." ”

I sighed, "Good night." ”

Lin Ran smiled, and then fell on his lap.

I watched Lin Ran close his eyes, very quiet, long eyelashes.

I don't know when she fell asleep, and I don't know when I fell asleep.

It's just that in the morning, when I opened my eyes, I found that Lin Ran was no longer by my side. I was lying on the couch by myself, covered with a towel quilt.

I rubbed my eyes and shouted, "Lin Ran." ”

After less than two minutes, Lin Ran came out of the house and looked at me, "I thought you would be delayed." ”

"I'm used to it at this time, so it's unnatural."

"I'll cook you a bowl of noodles, and then go to school after eating."

"Well, okay, I'll go wash up."

"The bathroom has new toiletries."

"Hmm." I stood up and stretched. Then I went into the bathroom.

After washing up and waiting for a while, Lin Ran brought a bowl of instant noodles.

The two of us ate together, and after eating, Lin Ran reached out and wiped my mouth, "Go ahead, pay attention to safety." ”

I nodded, "If there is anything you need my help with in the future, tell me, Brother Fei, I will ask you." ”

Lin Ran nodded, "I know." ”

I walked to the door, and then turned my head to look at Lin Ran, who was sent out of the door, "And also." ”

"Huh?" Lin Ran looked at me and was surprised.

I took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry. Then I went downstairs. Walk very resolutely.