Chapter 183: No Flowers
He Qu and I looked at each other, I didn't know how to explain that I was standing at the door, the nanny didn't say a word next to me, she squatted down to clean up the mess on the ground, He Qu looked at me and seemed to question why I didn't have the slightest sound to stand at the door, I couldn't find the right words to cover up the past, I had to ask him about the wound, he didn't have time to answer, and suddenly the voice of He Guici came from inside, "Who is it." β
He Qu subconsciously closed the wide open door behind him a little, blocking the sight of the people inside looking out, and he replied casually, "The nanny saw that you didn't go down to eat, and came up to deliver food, and your hand slipped and fell, do you need anything?" β
He Guici said no, He Qu closed the door completely, and he glanced at the nanny holding the broken porcelain, "You go down." β
The nanny nodded and left, I stood in front of him very reservedly, he didn't ask me anything, just came over and held my hand behind my back, he looked carefully, stretched out a finger and pressed it on his thin lips, signaling me not to make a sound, he pulled me to the bedroom, pushed the door open and entered, he asked me, "Did you hurt just now?" β
I shook my head and said no, and then he showed a gentle smile, replacing it with the seriousness and suspicion just now.
In fact, his actions have already made me aware of this, he knows what I am doing, he knows that I heard that conversation just now, and it is very likely that he wanted to listen to it on purpose, otherwise he would not hide it for me, and told He Guici that he was just a nanny, and he never gave me out.
He made me feel very guilty like this, he once insisted on believing in me, regardless of the opposition of the whole family to hold my hand, and delivered his sincerity to me in such a short contact, just because he is not Ji Rongke, he can't ignore everything, he has a noble status that symbolizes the law, has a prominent military and political family, and does not allow him to act recklessly, and collapse his reason because of the love of his children, he can't do it as chic as Ji Rongke goes against the law and rises up to provoke, so I understand that he doesn't protect my starting point, but as a woman, Of course, the sensual side will be inclined to barbarism, but Ji Rongke, who makes me full of security, seems to be as long as he appears, he will plate me with a shield that is invulnerable to invulnerability, and all sharp and sharp spears in this world cannot pierce it.
He Qu was silent and revealed this matter, it doesn't mean that he doesn't doubt it, but he just doesn't want to be so serious, he doesn't want my impression in his mind to be damaged in the slightest, even if I am not pure, even a little dirty, but his perception of me has become extremely noble and pure because he likes it, he deceives himself and refuses to wake up from this beautiful dream, and he can't bear to destroy it, I can only cooperate with him, because I don't want my current life to change in the slightest.
He Qu insisted on going downstairs for dinner, no matter how I persuaded him to wait for me on the bed, he refused, he kept saying that the wound was fine, and took off his shirt to show me, the place wrapped in gauze under the light was indeed not so exaggerated, the blood stains were wiped off, not even a trace of bright red could be found, and the most erosive wounds were also formed, although they were re-cracked, but the damage was far less serious than the few days when he was injured, and he was not weak, and he was not weak at all, so I had to let him lose his temper.
When He Qu went downstairs to the restaurant, I entered the bathroom and took a simple shower, I changed into pajamas and came out, I heard a low voice from the corridor through the door, I subconsciously paused, while wiping my hair with a towel, while listening to who was talking outside, when I heard the low and magnetic voice clearly, I couldn't control myself and walked over, I quietly held on to the doorknob, slowly opened the door a gap, I looked at the opposite side through the gap, Ji Rongke was waiting for He Run to open the door in the room with his hands in his pockets, The other party didn't move for a long time, only said through the door, "I'm not hungry." β
Her voice still has a rich crying tone, I am surprised that He Run has been crying for a whole day and has not stopped, although Ji Rongke's performance in the morning made her a little chilly, but it is far from being so self-defeating, there is no established track for this kind of thing, everything will change in the blink of an eye, even the master of the love field is not sure that he can win beauty again and again after experiencing hundreds of opposite sexes in his life, not to mention that we are not masters and mediocre in the world.
Ji Rongke reached out and pinched his eyebrows very tiredly, and there was a hint of helplessness in his voice, "He Run, you open the door first, and we'll talk slowly." β
He Run was silent inside, and there was no sound of footsteps, Ji Rongke completely lost the last trace of patience, and he left a sentence, "I'll go to the guest room, you go to bed early." Then he turned around to go downstairs, just when he turned around, the door was suddenly opened, He Run appeared at the door, her eyes were red and swollen, due to crying all day without eating or drinking serious lack of water, her pure little face was swollen a lot, swallowing up her originally beautiful face, Ji Rongke immediately paused when he heard the voice, he looked sideways, when he saw the embarrassed and haggard He Run, he couldn't help flashing a trace of pity, he walked over and stretched out his hand to touch her face, the moment his fingertips touched, He Run's tears rolled down again, She sobbed, "I can't figure it out." β
After she finished speaking, she lowered her head, her closed eyes overflowed with more tears, although she was trying her best to hold back, but it was still difficult to control, her chin was against Ji Rongke's hand, and she was caught in the neck by her such a downward movement, he couldn't pull it back, so he could only walk over and hug her from the front, and asked her softly what she couldn't figure out.
He Run cried and said, "Why did you marry me, I can't figure it out, and the answers I thought of were all broken and frightened. β
Ji Rongke's back was to me, I could only see his tall body straight, but I couldn't see what kind of expression he had on his face, he hugged He Run, who was crying bitterly, she cried so much that her voice was already hoarse, but she was still hoarse, she grabbed Ji Rongke's arm and fell into the sadness of her endless fantasies.
Ji Rongke said, "Marriage in this world, in addition to the emotional foundation, also needs a suitable time, when this time comes, the person who happens to appear next to him will naturally become a partner, He Run, there is nothing that can't be figured out, it is you who bind yourself." β
Ji Rongke said while patiently stroking He Run's somewhat boring and messy long hair, the latter put his forehead against his shoulder, buried his face in his chest, trembled for a long time before raising his head, she asked with teary eyes, "Then do you love me." I've never asked you, and you've never said it, I know you're very light-hearted, and you can't count on a lot of sweet words, and I don't want anything flashy but not practical, but I'm also a woman, I can't even hear it, and I'm not sure how long I'll last. β
Ji Rongke pushed He Run away a little, he turned to the side, groping for the cigarette case in his pocket, he wanted to order one, but he didn't know what he thought, and he didn't smoke it in the end. He held it in his hand and fiddled with it, after a long silence, He Run was a little tired, her hanging hand hung weakly beside her, "I should have understood that you didn't love me, but I always thought that as the years passed, there would always be love." I waited with joy, but what I waited for made me even more uneasy, Rong Ke, you said a word to me, did you marry me for the huge family of the He family, for all the things you can get for the He family, you married me just to climb a shortcut, in your eyes, I am just a road, right? β
He Run raised her head, her sad gaze froze on Ji Rongke's calm and waveless face, the latter still didn't say a word, looking at the skylight at the end, He Run covered her face with her hands, she fell deeply, hell in her own world.
I could hear her breathing violently, and I could see her collarbones and tendons bulging from panting too hard, and she suddenly said, "Even then I am very happy, there are shrewd and ruthless people in this world, there must be stupid and stupid people, all my happiness and the sunshine of life come from loving you." I just want to know too much if it's wrong for people to have a hint of luck. β
Ji Rongke's tight thin lips loosened at this moment, he was extremely chic and forcefully backhanded He Run into his arms again, his arm wrapped around her waist, holding her nowhere to break free, his lips were on top of her head, half of his face was covered by her long fluffy hair, He Run's muffled voice came out, "Is the woman you love in your heart her... Is it really her? β
Ji Rongke closed his eyes, and the crystal lamp hanging above his head in the corridor shook slightly when a gust of wind blew outside the window, but the wind was stubborn and refused to stop, and the lamp could not stop, constantly swinging violently, as if it would fall down at any time and shatter into a crystal tile.
Ji Rongke's voice was deep and distant, stretched by the still time outside the wind, like a disc projected in a protracted and old mottled environment, singing in a low voice, he said, "He Run, you are too naΓ―ve, you haven't experienced so many involuntarily, in this world, it is not love that can achieve marriage, and many loves cannot bloom." β
He Run silently raised her head in his arms, she stared at his face, and finally said nothing, she stood on tiptoe and dropped a long kiss on his thin lips, and then retreated into the room with him, and disappeared into the door with him.