139 What does it matter to me whether you live or die?
Song Qingge calmed down outside the ward for a while before returning to the ward. %D7%CF%D3%C4%B8%F3
It's not too late now, in the past, Zhan Qi would watch financial news for a while, or read books, and he would never go to bed so early, but today there was something not quite right. When she went back, Zhan Qi had already fallen asleep on the bed with her back first.
The desk lamp and humidifier in the ward were still on, and it didn't look like he was going to sleep, Song Qingge stood at the door and looked at the man who had closed his eyes in some surprise, not quite understanding what was going on.
Walking up lightly, she first turned off the humidifier, then walked to him, bent down and whispered in his ear, "Zhan Qi? Zhan Qi? β
However, the man on the bed only closed his eyes and looked like he was already asleep.
Song Qingge was even more inexplicable, and muttered in a low voice: "Why did you go to bed so early today?" Uncomfortable? β
As she spoke, she reached out to test the temperature of his forehead, but when she touched it, she found that it was normal, and there was nothing wrong.
She didn't think much about it, pouted, and just thought that he was tired today, so she turned off the light, turned around and walked to the small bed on the other side, pulled the quilt and lay down.
It wasn't until it became pitch black in the ward that Zhan Qi opened his eyes and stared intently at the wall in front of him. His expression and expression could not be seen clearly in the darkness, but the sparkling eyes were full of pathos and pain.
There was still a warm touch on her forehead, but he couldn't keep this gentleness for a long time.
This may have been the most cruel and tragic thing for him.
*
Because Aunt Qin was doing chemotherapy in the past two days, the little nanny's craftsmanship Zhan Qi was not used to eating, Song Qingge accidentally found that there was a breakfast shop outside the hospital that steamed custard buns quite well, and it seemed to be very suitable for Zhan Qi's appetite, he ate well.
So early the next morning. Before he woke up, Song Qingge began to quietly get up to wash, and then went to buy him breakfast.
Zhan Qi's mouth has always been very picky, and it is rare to meet something that he can eat smoothly. Previously, Song Qingge had been worried that he would not be able to find what he liked to eat, and he was afraid that it would be very troublesome, but he didn't expect to let her meet him in the end.
Carrying two bags, Song Qingge walked briskly towards the ward, thinking that as usual, as soon as she pushed the door open, she saw him sitting on the head of the bed watching the morning news, but the scene in front of her today made her stunned.
The people in the ward were gone, and everything that belonged to them was cleaned up, and a little nurse was re-making the bed.
Song Qingge stared at the empty ward in front of him with wide eyes, and thought that he had entered the wrong place, so he withdrew and looked at the ward number, and found that it was indeed Zhan Qi's ward, so he returned inside. Some anxiously asked the nurse, "What about the patients in this ward?" β
"Oh, you mean Mr. Zhan Qi, right? He has been discharged from the hospital. β
"Discharged?"
Song Qingge was even more stunned, his voice couldn't help but rise, and his face slowly became incredulous.
She just went out to buy breakfast, why was he suddenly discharged from the hospital? Although his body has improved a lot, he is not good enough to be discharged from the hospital, and he didn't say a word to her, so he left without saying a word.
Song Qingge immediately said eagerly: "Then how long has he been gone?" β
"I've been gone for a while, it's the gentleman surnamed Xu who helped him go through the discharge procedures, as if he had something urgent to do, so he was in a hurry to be discharged."
The gentleman surnamed Xu, that must be Xu Cheng.
She really couldn't imagine that there would be anything more important than his body at this time, so she stood there and thought anxiously for a while, then turned around and ran towards the parking lot.
The nurse said that he had not been gone for long, and hoped that she would be able to make it by this time.
Song Qingge ran to the parking lot at the fastest speed, her physique has never been good, when she went to school, she ran 800 meters at the bottom of the class, but this time she ran surprisingly fast, and when she ran to the parking lot, she happened to see Xu Cheng helping Zhan Qi and preparing to get into the car.
She stood still in place and shouted out of breath, "Zhan Qi! β
The man's body shook first, then he turned his head when he heard the sound, and the two of them were a little far apart, and he only saw her face flushed, and she stood there panting, still carrying the breakfast she had bought for him from outside.
The Adam's apple couldn't help rolling heavily, he had to close the car door first, walked towards her with a slight limp, and looked at her with a sigh of anger, "What's wrong?" β
Song Qingge gasped for a while before calming down, and said intermittently, "You...... Why don't you say it, you have to ...... Let's go? Your body...... It's not good yet, and it's not suitable to be discharged from the hospital now. β
It was difficult to hide concern in her eyes, Zhan Qi's heart was faintly strange, and she wanted to reach out and touch her face, but when she remembered what she said last night, her heart suddenly hardened again.
"The company has important matters that I need to deal with, and I have to be discharged from the hospital now."
"But doesn't the company have Zhan Zheng and Zhan Yi? You still don't have to rush out of the hospital to ......"
The word "good" is not finished. Zhan Qi interrupted her impatiently with a cold face, "I said that if there is something, there is something, my own body, I don't know myself?" β
His cold tone shocked Song Qingge, and he looked at him in a daze, obviously a little overwhelmed, "You...... Why are you so loud all of a sudden? β
Zhan Qi's side face tensed, and the muscles on his face trembled slightly. It can be seen that he is also trying his best to hide his emotions at the moment. He closed his eyes for a while before he said, "Anyway, I know it in my heart, you can go back to Song Yuan first in a while, I'll go." β
"Zhan Qi!"
She finally realized that something was wrong with his emotions, and hurriedly stepped forward to grab his sleeve and said eagerly, "Are you angry? β
She couldn't know more about his character, and now that he was so obvious, she couldn't see the fame in it anymore. Then she would be really stupid.
From last night when he slept without saying a word, to today's quiet discharge from the hospital, everything was so abnormal that she couldn't think of anything else that would make him react this way except for their unpleasantness.
Zhan Qi's eyes fell on her, cold, and she couldn't see her joy or anger, and it took a long time before she said, "I'm not angry." β
"You're not angry, why are you so bad?"
She always said this to his heart. Zhan Qi suddenly had a feeling that he had nothing to hide in front of her, to put it bluntly, in the relationship between the two of them, the person who saw the most transparent had always been her.
He suddenly felt a little impatient, shook her off, and said with a cold face: "Whatever you want, if you think I'm angry, then it's better for me to be angry again." β
"Why are you like that?" Song Qingge was a little annoyed. "Zhan Qi, you're not a three-year-old anymore, can you not be so naΓ―ve? Lose your temper at every turn. β
Originally, he was just a little unhappy, but when she said this, he was also a little displeased, and sneered at each other: "Yes, I'm just so naΓ―ve, the first day you knew me?" Your Miss Song is sensible. In that case, what are you bothering about here? β
"You!" Song Qingge was angry, and laughed angrily: "Yes, what you said is right, it is me who has a lot of things, I shouldn't have bothered with you from the beginning, let alone take care of you here, what does it matter to me whether you are dead or alive!" β
People tend to say the sharpest and harshest words when they are angry and impulsive, and Zhan Qi looks at her with a tense face. I almost blurted out something even more ugly, clenched my fists hard, and finally endured it. I turned around and got into the car directly, and closed the door with a "bang".
Xu Cheng looked at her embarrassed and sympathetic, he was just an errand, so naturally he had no room to speak, so he could only close his mouth and follow the car.
The black Bentley quickly disappeared in front of Song Qingge, she stood indignantly in place, still holding the breakfast that had cooled down in her hand, turned her head and threw it directly into the trash can mercilessly.
It's a shame that she ran to buy him breakfast early in the morning, it's like a dog biting Lu Dongbin, and she doesn't know the hearts of good people!
In the car, Zhan Qi looked out the window expressionlessly, Xu Cheng looked at him from the rearview mirror, and wanted to say anything several times, but he didn't dare to say it.
In fact, he didn't mean to be angry with her, but he just couldn't control his bad mood. He wanted her to come back to her, and he was willing to give anything if she was willing to say yes. In action, he can do anything for her, but he just can't say those tiresome love words.
I obviously want to express my mind more directly and clearly, but every time the words come to my mouth, the taste changes.
Sometimes he himself is a little self-defeating, maybe the kind of love words that can get tired of people to death, he can't learn it in his life.
The reason why he was in a hurry to be discharged from the hospital was indeed because there were important matters in the company that he needed to deal with, but on the other hand, he really couldn't stand the embarrassing situation with her. He always can't help but show the worst side of himself in front of her, and if he doesn't break this situation of being in the same room quickly, I'm afraid he will say something nasty to hurt her.
Zhan Qi scratched his hair with some annoyance, he himself wanted to know when he would be able to learn to be more frank.
*
After a long time, he didn't return to Song Garden, and when he returned here, Song Qingge inexplicably had a feeling of being in a different world.
The last time I came here, she stood outside the door and pleaded with him, hoping that he could open the net and let her see it, but he sneered and pushed back, but I didn't expect those things to happen after that.
Song Qingge walked towards the garden while looking around at the huge garden.
In a blink of an eye, almost a month has passed, and now it is winter. There was no green in the garden, and the branches and leaves were very withered, and it looked really desolate. Even the pond is covered with a thin layer of ice, which really gives it a winter feel.
The plaque with the word "Lingyuan" written by him has long been removed, and now the door frame of the house is empty, there is nothing, and it is no longer anyone's house.
Song Qingge stood at the door, looking up at the empty place, Xu Bo, who was following her, followed her line of sight, and saw her looking at the place where the plaque had been listed, and immediately explained: "A few days ago, Mr. also said that he would find someone to make Song Yuan's sign and re-hang it in two days, and he also found someone to rub the old man's words, which is already being made." β
She looked at it for a long time before retracting her gaze, shook her head and said, "Forget it, let's not hang that sign." β
When they divorced, she watched him ask someone to take down the sign written by her father, smash it into two pieces and throw it into the fire and burn it to ashes.
She remembered telling her when he made her jump ship that he would give her back everything that belonged to her, including the mansion, of course. But this is no longer the home that their father built for them, and it doesn't make sense to hang the word "Song Garden" again, it's just a sad feeling.
Xu Jiangbin saw that her face was wrong, and he didn't dare to say anything, so he cautiously followed her into the house.
In fact, Song Qingge was still a little angry in his heart.
The man lost his temper with her when he didn't agree with her, and he was inexplicably angry, she was really angry. Originally, she didn't want to go back here, but Xu Cheng secretly called her and told her that Zhan Qi really needed someone to take care of her now, and she couldn't do without her.
Xu Cheng said a lot of good things on the phone, but she really couldn't pull down to refuse others, so she agreed to come back.
On second thought, there was something wrong with her.
Zhan Qi's temper is certainly not good, but he is a patient after all now, not to mention that if it weren't for her, he wouldn't be like this. At the end of the day, she's also responsible.
So after calming down, she still came.
The house is still the same as before, all the furnishings have not changed the location, the only difference. It's the color palette of the fabric that has changed. The sofa covers, curtains, and everywhere you can see have changed from dark colors to bright colors, and the warm winter sun shines into the living room, making the whole room look very warm.
Song Qingge looked at the scene in front of him with some surprise, "This is ......"
Before, this place had always been to his liking, the colors were very monotonous and dull, and he said that he didn't like those flowers, why did it suddenly become like this?
"My husband ordered us to change it." Xu Bo hurriedly explained, "Mr. said that you have always liked warm colors, and looking at them will make you feel better, so I changed everything. β
Song Qingge couldn't tell what mood she was in at this time, she really didn't expect that man to be able to consider such a detailed problem.
In fact, his intention to be with her again has been clearly expressed, and he is indeed thinking about her now, but she still has a shadow in her heart. But that doesn't negate everything he did.
Song Qingge's heart was sour and astringent, and he couldn't say anything.
*
When Zhan Qi returned home, it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening.
Dragging his tired pace, Zhan Qi changed his shoes after entering the door, loosened his neckline and walked upstairs.
Xu Bo chased after him and asked with concern, "Have you eaten?" Would you like to cook you some ravioli? β
Zhan Qi waved his hand in annoyance, "No need, I'm not hungry." β
The project of Taocheng Power Plant made the entire company anxious, and the most anxious was naturally Zhan Yi. He is the chairman of the power construction company, and he is fully responsible for any problems and accidents that occur in the process of building the power plant. Even the lawyer from the Ministry of Justice said that if something went wrong, Zhan Yi would be imprisoned, which was really worrying.
Because of this project, Zhan Yi was busy and didn't go home for two whole months, and even his honeymoon trip with Feng Zhiyu was postponed.
I'm afraid he won't have much time to recuperate. You have to get to work quickly.
Zhan Qi has always been a person who will not recognize his relatives at the beginning of his work, and when he held a meeting today, the group of shareholders shouted that his accident had caused the company's stock price to plummet, so his mood was also very bad.
Pushing open the door of his bedroom with a light car, after a busy day, Zhan Qi also forgot about Song Qingge, and walked straight towards the bathroom, just unscrewing the door. I heard a scream.
"Ahh Get out! β
He stood at the door and was stunned for a moment, and then he remembered that Xu Cheng told him that she had promised to go back to Song Garden.
I hadn't seen her warm nephrite body for a long time, standing naked in front of him like this at this time, Zhan Qi's throat immediately tightened a little, and instead of obeying her words and going out, he stood motionless at the door and watched.
Song Qingge had just finished taking a shower. was about to apply the shower gel, but he didn't expect the bathroom door to be pushed open, and the whole person was immediately exposed naked in front of the man at the door.
Seeing that he was still not leaving, she could only block the sensitive part with her arm, and said angrily: "What are you looking at?!" Get out of here! β
Seeing that she was about to get angry, Zhan Qi coughed lightly, holding his heart surging and pretending not to care. Closed the bathroom door and went out.
I don't know if it was because he stood at the door of the bathroom for a while, so his face was a little hot, or because he saw that scene that made people reverie, he always felt that his body was a little hot, his lower abdomen was tense, and even a tent had been erected somewhere.
Zhan Qi gritted his teeth in some annoyance, and he couldn't help but despise himself.
Since when did his concentration become so bad?
Just by taking a look at her body, she already had such a strong reaction.
He shook his head vigorously, forcing himself to get rid of the mess, turned his head to the walk-in closet, took off his shirt and began to change into loungewear.
However, just as he was changing clothes inside, he suddenly heard a crackling sound from the bathroom, followed by Song Qingge's cry of pain, "Ah-"
Zhan Qi was startled, hurriedly threw down the clothes in his hand, strode to the bathroom, and knocked on the door hard, "What's the matter with you?" Why is it so noisy all of a sudden? What's wrong? β
As he spoke, he went to twist the doorknob, only to find that the dead woman had locked the bathroom door!
Was she still worried that he would take advantage of the danger and suddenly break in while she was taking a shower? What's more, this is his home, can you guard him like a wolf?
The more Zhan Qi thought about it, the more angry he felt, and he slammed the door hard and shouted: "Song Qingge, what the hell are you doing, open the door!" β
"I ...... I fell, and now I can't open the door for you. β
Her thin and weak voice was faintly heard from inside, Zhan Qi cursed angrily, turned around and rummaged around from the bedside table for a while, and finally found a spare key and opened the bathroom door.