Zhan Qi sighed softly, and finally said, "Actually, I have never given money to that kidney donor, nor have I deliberately prevented the operation that I have known, let alone used the operation on the child to force you." All of this was done by Shi Yu. ”

Song Qingge was stunned when he heard this, and looked at him with some consternation, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.

"You...... What you say is true? ”

She still remembers how strongly she reacted and how much she hated him when she learned that the donor's family told her that she refused to donate a kidney.

At that time, she felt that it was he who deprived the child of the only hope of survival. He even hated him like that. And even he himself admitted that it was he who gave money to the family to make them change their minds. He also said that he did it to get her to submit to him.

As a result, now he says...... None of this was done by him, but by someone else.

Song Qingge pursed his lips and looked at him with a stagnant expression, his voice a little heavy, "Then since that's the case." Why didn't you tell me in the first place? ”

"Because I can't say it." Zhan Qi tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, "My own brother wants to take revenge on me because he hates me, and even transfers this hatred to my children." What's more, although I am not the mastermind, but I also have an inseparable relationship, because of that sentence, I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me. Qingge, how can you let me tell you about such a thing? ”

His eyes were full of apologies and sadness, Song Qingge looked down at him, and at this moment, she finally understood that something had happened to the child. He was just as miserable as she was, and he was no less painful than she was.

Song Qingge was silent and did not speak, and Zhan Qi's face was pressed against her chest. sighed and said: "At that time, I couldn't tell you the truth, not to mention that Shi Yu has always been angry because your father hurt my biological parents, if I tell you about this again." Then you must hate him too. You hate him, he hates you, going round and round. That's it. ”

She sighed, looking a little helpless, "So you just say." You did all this, even at the expense of taking all the blame on yourself? ”

"I do owe Shi Yu. He took revenge on me, and I had nothing to say. It's despicable that he's doing that. And I did get it. It doesn't feel good to hate someone, and if you two have to have someone to hate, then I'd rather be me. ”

Song Qingge's eyes were a little red. Glancing at him, he said, "You man, why are you so stupid?" ”

Zhan Qi smiled, "Since I met you, my IQ has plummeted, so I'm so stupid." ”

She gave him a blank look and complained: "Actually, even if you tell me the truth, it doesn't matter, I'm not an unreasonable person, at most ......"

"What's it at most?"

Song Qingge was stunned for a moment and did not say any more.

With her mood and state at the time, at most, she hated Shi Yu to death, and even went to him to fight hard under impulse.

Zhan Qi saw through her heart at a glance, took her hand, carefully played with her onion-like fingers in the palm of his hand, and said slowly: "But have you ever thought about it, if you two hate each other." So the most painful person will be me caught in the middle? ”

Song Qingge paused, and then asked, "Then why did you suddenly tell me now?" ”

"Because I don't want you to hate me." Zhan Qi looked up at her, his eyes were full of sincerity and sincerity, "I admit that there are many, many bad memories of our past, and there have been many misunderstandings and disputes. But in the future, I won't hide anything from you anymore, and I will be honest with you about everything in the past, and I don't want to have unnecessary misunderstandings between us. ”

At that time, he didn't love her, and he didn't care about her love, so he hurt her so unscrupulously. But now it was different, and he didn't want to separate them anymore. So he wants to talk about everything in the past, so that the two no longer have a knot.

Her heartbeat accelerated for no reason, and she was vaguely aware of what he was going to say next, but before she could stop her, he was already the first to speak.

"Qingge, I hope we can be okay in the future."

His eyes were full of hope for the future. Song Qingge looked at his staring eyes, and suddenly he didn't know what to say, and all the words seemed to be blocked in his heart in an instant. It made her a little flustered.

In fact, whether it was before or after the accident, Zhan Qi had expressed or hinted countless times that she wanted to start over with her, but she had never been able to cross the hurdle in her heart.

He was able to save her in times of crisis. She is indeed grateful and moved, but touching is not emotion, let alone love. Even she didn't know if she was still in love with him.

"This ...... We'll talk about that later. ”

She scrambled to break free of him. Turning around and leaving, her steps were fast, and her panicked appearance looked a little embarrassed.

Zhan Qi wanted to reach out and pull her. But she walked so fast that he didn't take her hand after all, only grabbed a handful of air.

Song Qingge ran out of the ward as if she was running away, and as soon as she went out, she leaned against the wall and raised her head and took a long deep breath, her accelerated heartbeat could not be calmed down for a long time, indicating the tension and panic in her heart.

When she escaped, it wasn't that she didn't see Zhan Qi's slightly injured eyes, but she couldn't help it, now there were still many unsolved questions between them, and she really couldn't face the words he said.

And across a wall, Zhan Qi in the ward was also uncomfortable.

He looked down at his empty palm, and couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth and smile self-deprecatingly.

It seems that he thinks too highly of himself, and he thought that as long as he turned back, she would definitely wait for him in the same place, but he forgot that people have a bottom line. He had trampled on her bottom line and self-esteem like that, and it was not easy to get her back to him.

The reason why she reluctantly stayed with him now was only because he saved her, and she stayed behind to take care of him out of gratitude and guilt.

According to her temperament, I'm afraid that when he gets a little better, she will immediately propose to leave him.

Zhan Qi clenched his hand, shook his head and smiled, since when did the invincible Zhan Qi actually become such a girl, will he be sad because of a woman?

This is not a good sign for him.

He has always disliked forcing others, especially the current Song Qingge.

In the past, he forced her enough, even if he forced the person to keep her, he couldn't keep her heart, what's the point of going on like this?

Thinking like this, Zhan Qi's eyes, which were still full of tenderness before, suddenly became much colder.