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[544] Weeping bitterly

In fact, I should have inherited the music cells of the old lady since the day I was born, the old lady was a music teacher a long time ago, but later changed careers, legend, when the old lady was young, she was also a flower, and was deceived by my old man to give up her career and studies, and then eloped and got married. So, when my mother is 19 years old, forget it, let's talk about being older, when my mother is 20 years old, there will be me.

I just inherited my mother's musical feeling, and my voice is indeed mutated, so since I found out about this problem, I will never sing in KTV, every time I sing, I will be ridiculed by them, and it is a fierce ridicule.

But I still like the melody of music, I always listen to the song and hum along with it. In this way, I am also familiar with a lot of pop songs. I have met a lot of idol stars, I don't have the idea of personality worship, I never worship someone, I only worship myself.

Young and frivolous, then I will always think, kill God and I will be God.

Today may be Lin Ran's matter, which stimulates the depths of my heart, and always makes me feel that I can't vent it when I hold my breath, and I hammer my chest violently, but it still can't be solved.

I suddenly wanted to sing. I took the piles of songs that I had ordered, and began to play the accompaniment one by one, and I sang along with them. I don't use a microphone, I just sing there by myself.

It's been singing for a long time, it's been a long time, and I'm tired. When I was tired, I took the beer and drank it while humming, I didn't want to hum anymore, I canceled all the songs and replaced them with familiar DJ dance music, I turned on the dance lights in the box, listened to the uplifting melody, and jumped around on the ground by myself, wriggling my body while not knowing what I was shouting.

I jumped for a while, but it didn't get a good time, and then I stepped on the marble table, and on top of it, I started jumping and jumping around. The room was full of lights. Then, the door to the box opened. I looked over and saw a familiar figure.

I didn't pay attention to Xi Yu, I didn't know why, I didn't want to say a word, I still stood tall, jumping around on the marble table, shouting.

Xiyu just stood there, not moving, looking at me straightly. Not a word.

I jumped around by myself, jumping hard, shaking desperately, I don't know if they will shake more than me after taking ecstasy, I didn't have much time to jump, I got tired, and when I was tired, I didn't want to stop, I still jumped around on the marble table.

Then one foot in the air, one didn't pay attention, followed by a perfect fall.

I was lying on the ground, and then I saw a figure, and I ran over in a few steps, and I looked very anxious, and I stood next to me. looked at me, looked at it for a while, stretched out his foot and kicked me, "Wang Yue." ”

I ignored her, just closed my eyes and didn't want to speak.

"Wang Yue, don't scare me." After Xiyu finished speaking, he squatted down, reached out and touched my face, then put his hand on my nose and felt it, "There is still breathing." Scare me to death you, Wang Yue, you open my eyes for me. When he was done, he shook my head again.

I lay on the ground, and I didn't move, I heard everything, I knew everything, but I didn't dare to move. Xiyu didn't speak anymore, just stayed on the side. Along with it, there is also a very hilarious DJ dance music.

There was silence for a while. Xiyu spoke, "You can't lie down here and sleep, right?" ”

"Bastard, I know you don't have anything, just lie down, close your eyes, and see if you can really fall asleep."

"Actually, you're still to blame me, right, definitely, or you can't be like this."

"But I really didn't mean to, believe me, I'm the last person I want to see you like this."

"Liuliu, why are you always like this, don't be like this, okay, at least, you cheer up and open your eyes first."

"Open your eyes, if you don't open your eyes again, I'll call 120, I called the police, call an ambulance, see if I dare."

"Still don't speak, huh."

"Okay, okay, I'll count to three."

"Three."

"Two."

"One."

I don't know why, I heard her count to one, so I opened my eyes, and when I opened my eyes, I saw her take out the phone, she took the phone, looked at me, and then put the phone back on. He moved to the side and continued to look at me. He stopped talking.

I moved around and my body wasn't in a lot of pain, but luckily I didn't fall when I fell. I moved around casually, and there was no problem, reaching out and plucking a bottle of beer.

The DJ dance music was over, and there were still colorful dancing lights on the top of my head, so I smiled, picked up the beer, put it to my mouth, and bit the beer open in one gulp, I lay on the ground, took the beer and poured it into my mouth, put the beer bottle in my mouth, and drank it one by one. When he finished drinking, he threw it aside, picked up another bottle, bit it open, and continued to drink it while lying down.

I couldn't drink it anymore, so I poured it into my mouth, poured it on my face, on my clothes, on the ground, everywhere, but I still kept pouring it down, with 3 bottles in a row, and after drinking it, I started to cough non-stop, and then suddenly I was very uncomfortable, very nauseous, I subconsciously turned around, and then I vomited it all at once. Then I rolled to the side, crawled on the ground, and started to vomit, and when I was done, I looked around for water and tried to rinse my mouth. I searched for a long time, but I couldn't find it.

At this time, Xiyu stood up and walked to my side, and I don't know where she got the mineral water, and handed it to me.

I glanced up at her, then took the mineral water from her hand and took a few sips. I vomited, then I got up and washed my hands and face upside down. Suddenly I felt a little more sober.

I slowly leaned back on the sofa, took off my shirt, and began to order songs, and began to sing, I love you very much, single love songs, after singing, picking one sad song after another. Singing along, singing and singing, starting to read, picking up the beer again and looking at the subtitles on the big screen.

While drinking wine, he held his head. Pain, crying.

Yuyu walked to my side, sat down, just looked at me like that, and didn't speak.

I held my head and drank and cried bitterly, I don't know how long, then I threw the empty bottle aside, then leaned back on the couch, tore at the ceiling, tore and yelled for a long time, and then picked up the cigarette from the table, one after another, without stopping. He smoked three cigarettes in a row and began to cough.

I tossed the cigarette I had just lit aside, glanced at the table, and then picked up the beer on the table again, and just took a sip, Xiyu stood up next to her, and she reached out and knocked off the bottle in my hand, and spilled the beer all over the floor.

Then Xi Yu shouted at me "Wang Yue" for a few seconds, and continued to shout "Wang Yue, Wang Yue." "It's loud.

I looked up at Xiyu with a smile, not knowing what to say.

Xi Yu grabbed my shoulders with both hands and began to shake my body vigorously, "Wang Yue, cheer up, okay." You cheer up. ”

I smiled at her, infinitely sad.

"Bastard, cheer up, don't look like this."

I ignored her, and was about to continue to get the wine bottle, Xi Yu opened my hand again, "Still drinking, how much have you drunk, do you still want to live." ”

I looked at her, then shook my head, reaching out to continue grabbing the bottle.

Xi Yu pushed me back, "You still have no end?" How old are you? So you don't want to live? Where is this? You still know who you are, Liu'er, don't let me be so disappointed in you, okay? ”

I ignored her, just tried to get up and pick up the bottle, but this time, she pushed me back again.

I looked at her angry look, and I didn't know why, but I was quite numb and continued to lean on, trying to get wine.

At this time, Xiyu didn't push me, but just picked up a wine bottle on the table, and then smashed it on the marble table, and the wine bottle shattered in one fell swoop.

Then Xi Yu took the broken wine bottle and shouted at me, "Wang Yue, if you dare to take another sip, the old lady will pierce this bottle on herself, if you don't believe it, just try." ”

I listened to Xi Yu's words, paused for a moment, and then leaned up, still numbly, and reached out to pick up the wine bottle on the table. Then he put the bottle to his mouth and bit it open.

"Wang Yue." Xiyu was next to me and continued to shout, "You take another sip today." When he had finished speaking, he put the bottle on his arm and looked at me motionlessly.

I took the bottle and put it to my lips, and then I froze, and I didn't move, and I didn't have the courage to drink it under her threat, and if I did, she would make it. I know her well.

So, without much thought, I took the beer off my lips and put it on the table. After all, there was no more sip of wine.

I picked up a cigarette from the table, lit it, and felt my head cloudy and my head hurt. After a few puffs, he stood up and walked in front of Xi Yu, grabbed her wrist with one hand, and snatched out the fragment of the wine bottle in her hand with the other hand, and then threw it to the ground, looking at her hand. Fortunately, there was nothing, but the palms of my hands were slightly red, and I thought about it, but I was too tight just now.

Then I kicked the fragment of the bottle on the floor to the side, reached out and pulled her, and pushed her onto the couch.

Then, I sat down and leaned back on the couch. Pondered for a long time.

Took out the phone and called Phineas.