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[543] venting

After Xiyu opened the door, he looked back at me, "Liuliu, you pay attention to yourself." ”

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Don't drink too hard, okay?"

"Don't worry, it's okay. You go out first. ”

After Xiyu finished speaking, he sighed, then shook his head and went out.

I looked at the door in a daze for a long time, thinking a lot, all about Lin Ran. I'm not even a little sure why we're the way we are. Feeling a little uncomfortable all of a sudden, I lay down on the couch, lit a cigarette, and played with my phone as I smoked.

Looking at this very chaotic box, I suddenly remembered, I used to be sweet with Lin Ran here, and my mind was always full of Lin Ran's face, Lin Ran, Lin Ran, thinking about everything about her, and now suddenly she is no longer by my side, I always feel like I am dreaming, why is this happening, does it have to be like a stranger.

I glanced at the thermos pot that Lin Ran was still on the ground, then sat up, picked up the thermos pot, looked at it carefully, and thought about the bow wrapped in gauze on Lin Ran's wrist. It was lovely. It's also very distressing, how can she be so careless. The more I think about it, the more heartbroken I feel, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

I kept playing with my phone in my hand, and I played with it for a long time, looking at the phone book, my daughter-in-law, that position, I was in a daze, and then, slowly, I pressed the delete button, and when I was sure of it, I hesitated for a long time, and finally, I smirked at the phone screen, and tears flowed down slowly, and then, I pressed the cancel button. Then, he called Lin Ran on the phone.

"Drip, drip, drip...... Sorry, the user you dialed is not answered for the time being, please call again later. "I looked at the phone, hung up, continued to play, and kept repeating the same words. Then, I called again. This time, after a few rings, it becomes "Sorry, the person you are calling is on a call." ”

After Lin Ran hung up on me, I called again, she continued to hang up, I continued to call, and she still hung up.

Confused, I threw my phone on the couch, picked up a cigarette from the table, lit it, and took a few puffs. After the draw, the phone message prompt sounded. I turned my head, looked at the phone, and reached out to pick it up. It turned out to be information, and it was Lin Ran's. Moreover, it was divided into several and sent over, and I don't know how many words were sent in total. I was a little confused reading the information one by one.

I've been sending you this message since I went home with Mo Wan. However, you did call me. It's already like this, do you still want to redeem it, don't want it, Liuliu, no matter what I say, I just want to tell you that I love you. Really, I love you so much.

I have always stubbornly believed that we will go far, far away, I have always stubbornly believed that you are the one in my life, and I have always thought that the man who sleeps next to my pillow is the guardian of my life. I've always been stubborn in my belief that we're going to keep going. I've always been stubborn in my belief that I'll be married with you.

Liuliu, do you know, you put on that dress and take a wedding photo with me, so handsome. A woman, the day she puts on her wedding dress is the most beautiful day, and I hope that I can take a picture with you in a real and justifiable way.

However, we are all still young, and we don't know how to love, but we all know how to hurt.

Liuliu, you know, I really want to be with you for a long time, I really want to stay with you for a long time.

However, no matter how hard I tried to take care of our love and our feelings, I didn't leave it behind, or let it slip away.

Liuliu, do you know, every time you tell me about our future, our future, I am so happy, so happy. I just don't show it, that's why I keep hitting you.

However, in the future, it is really not until later that we can say it. Now, whatever you say, it's useless.

Six-six, you know, every time I hear you talk. No matter if you are no longer by my side, I feel very confident and confident in my heart.

However, today, I was also on the phone, and I heard your words, I was so happy, I was so happy, I was making soup for you, I wanted to surprise you, and I saw another woman in your arms. What do you let me do.

Liuliu, do you know, everything you do, I know, you have a relationship with Chen Ran, you have a relationship with Xi Yu, don't you? Chen Ran, that will cause us contradictions, Xi Yu. We'll still be together at that time, you're like this, is it a betrayal of me, I just pretended not to know anything, because I slashed you, so, I forgive you for the time with Xi Yu, and forgive you for being ambiguous with Xi Yu in your school. However, I still keep reminding you from the side. The problem between you and Xiyu is not a day or two, and, at the beginning, it was because of my petty nature that you can be together, and there will be a beginning, in the end, I still suffer by myself.

But, do you know how much I regret how petty I am? If I had had the current thoughts, I would have looked at you to death, guarded you firmly, and others would not have had any chances, really.

Six-six, you know, you're always entangled with the girls around you. Do you know how much I put up with you now? Do you really think I don't know what you're doing? In fact, I just know that you love me, and I know that you don't understand what ambiguity is. You don't know how to be restrained. You never handle relationships with girls, and you never know how to say no.

However, everyone has a bottom line to bear in their hearts, don't you say? I put up with you once or twice, three times or four times, can I endure you for the rest of my life? Every time there is a conflict, you will never think about your own problems first, you will definitely say me, although you bow your head every time, but the contradictions are accumulated little by little. I can't be silent forever. Isn't it?

Liuliu, you know, although I insisted on not being together, I was really uncomfortable. I really can't tolerate your behavior anymore, really.

But you're going to recover before I do, aren't you? Men and women engage in objects, and in the end they suffer greatly. It's all women, aren't they? Why do you do this, why don't you know how to cherish it?

Six-six, do you know, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

However, I really don't want to live like this, and I hope you will remember it for a long time in the future. Be brave, face your future life well, and treat the sunset well. You're going to be smarter than I am. Happier than I am.

Liuliu, do you know that from now on, I, Lin Ran, have nothing. You used to be my everything. Everything, everything. Now, I'm letting it go. Either way, I admit it.

However, you must remember that in your life, there was once a girl who accompanied you for four years, and there was once a woman who was with you and lay next to your pillow when you were still a blank sheet of paper. You have to remember that the first woman who took a wedding photo with you. Finally, you have to remember, my smile.

Rest early. Six-six, don't drink anymore, always smoking and drinking, it's really bad for the body. Also, don't hide everything in your heart in the future, hide it so well, you're tired.

Good night.

Lin Ran.

I looked at the pile of text messages, imagining what Lin Ran looked like when she sent text messages, she must have cried. I read the contents of my phone over and over again. Finally, I suddenly had the urge to drop the phone, I held the phone high and then fought hard for a long time, but I didn't fall down after all. I threw my phone on the couch.

I hugged my head and thought about this text message just now, and the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, and the more I thought about it, the more headache I felt. The whole mind was full of Lin Ran, Lin Ran.

Lin Ran's bright smile. The little pear nest that laughed.

Lin Ran's coquettishness snuggled up to me in my arms.

Lin Ran's concern for me, the jingle and instructions of each sentence.

Lin Ran's naughty, that cute and ridiculous action.

Lin Ran's stubbornness, that admits death. Don't hit the south wall and don't look back, it's obviously wrong, and it's a character who won't admit it.

Lin Ran's love for me, to this day, I also believe that she loves me, and I also know that she is unwilling to do this, and I understand better that it is all caused by me.

Lin Ran's change to me has changed from being a person who loves to play petty to now. Be tolerant of me, and understanding.

Until now, Lin Ran's departure has made me confused and uncomfortable.

I know very well in my heart, Lin Ran, this time she really decided to let go, she is really tired, she really doesn't want to live like this, didn't she say everything she wanted to say. To put it bluntly, she really left. Completely out of my life.

I was very uncomfortable, and quite uncomfortable, so I picked up the beer, and I drank it very quickly, and I finished it in a few sips, and then I continued to drink it, and for a few minutes, several bottles in a row, until I was halfway through it, and when I spit it out, I threw it on the table.

I picked up the microphone and shouted loudly into it, "Isn't it a woman, Lao Tzu is not lacking, Lao Tzu is not bad, if you are willing to go, you can go, go, go far, never come back again, never let me see you again, you go, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it's not just a woman." "The more I talked, the lower my voice became, and at the end of the day, I started talking nonsense to the big screen, "Come back." I was wrong. Okay. I love you. I'll change it later. ”

I don't know why, while talking, tears were left on the side, I don't know how long I talked nonsense on this big screen, I put the microphone to the side, I picked up some songbook, and began to turn page by page, looking for all these sad songs, I have heard it, I haven't heard it, I started to pick it one by one, and I chose it from the big machine.

The accompaniment sounded one by one. I followed the accompaniment, and I didn't use a microphone, just pulled my throat and screamed.