But Tang Bingbing didn't listen to me at all, kissed harder, and the whole body squeezed me, the feeling of oppression was very strong, and my heartbeat accelerated instantly, this feeling was really exciting, like a drug, paralyzing my nerves, and in an instant, the whole person's reason and morality were all left behind.

"Have me......" Tang Bingbing said in a tone that sounded like a command and a pleading.

At that time, my whole mind felt blank, and I thought, it's all this time, if I don't get it, am I still a man?

As soon as the line of defense in my heart collapsed at this time, where did I think so much, I directly picked her up and threw her on the bed in the back, and then I pressed on her and kissed her even more crazy than her,......

This move, it was out of control, and it couldn't be contained, and in the end Tang Bingbing could only be done, of course, I won't say much about the process in the middle, what do I feel like, psychologically I am very satisfied, but physically I feel not very comfortable.

Why is it uncomfortable, the main reason is that neither of us has any experience, and Tang Bingbing has always said that it hurts, and always stops me, in fact, it is not only her who hurts, I also hurt......

Afterwards, Tang Bingbing was lying in my arms, like a well-behaved kitten, I looked at her face carefully, and thought a lot in my heart, at this time she suddenly looked up at me and said, "Are you thinking now, what should you do with your relationship with me in the future, right?" ”

Tang Bingbing's words went directly to my heart, I really thought about it at the time, but she could guess my thoughts, which I am not very surprised, because this girl does not look at Wenwen quietly, but she is very smart, especially able to see through other people's minds, in other words, she is empathetic, if she looks like me, finding such a girlfriend is still very worry-free.

It's a pity, although Tang Bingbing is also beautiful, she just doesn't belong to the type I like, even if I get along with her, the two of them don't feel anything.

"You're amazing, you know what I think!" I looked at Tang Bingbing and said with a smile.

"You don't actually have to think about this, this time it's what I want, I don't need you to be responsible for anything, our relationship is still a friendship, do you understand what I mean?" Tang Bingbing continued.

I understand what she means, but why does she want to do this, I don't understand, she is not the kind of person who loves to complain, why do you want this? And if you ask for it, you won't let me be responsible, to put it ugly, isn't this equivalent to a one-night stand between the two of us, could it be that she drank too much and was confused?

I asked her why she wanted to do this, she smiled bitterly and said: "Last time when the two of us were there, I gave it the first time in a daze, and the feeling was so vague that I can't remember what it felt like now, I'm a girl, and I always want to leave a deep impression in my heart, so this time, it's just to make up for the regret of the last time, and you, didn't you say that you didn't have any impression before, and you didn't know what happened that night, so I just gave you an impression, at least your first time, Give it to me, in this life, you will never forget me, that's enough. ”

Tang Bingbing's words, I can more or less understand it, girls, they are all very emotional animals, pay attention to romance, beauty, etc., the first time for her, it must be very important and memorable, she doesn't want to leave a vague memory for herself, so she wants to come with me again, take this time as a souvenir.

And the two of us are destined to exist in each other's memories.

In fact, I can accept this kind of result, anyway, I don't have anything to do now, this time it was Tang Bingbing who took the initiative, and after doing it, he was still an ordinary friend, so to speak, there is basically no pressure on the psychological level.

I later asked her if her parents wouldn't be back all night today, and she said that it would be tomorrow afternoon at the earliest, and I said I'll sleep here tonight, she smiled, and then rolled over and crawled on top of me, and her eyes looked at my face, and then she kissed me again and said, "Well, then you can stay tonight, but only once, I won't be like you in the future." ”

I said okay.

This night, the two of us came a total of four times, the next day dawn I left, the whole leg was soft, after returning home, Tang Bingbing also sent me a text message, asking me to buy an emergency contraceptive pill, said in case of pregnancy, the trouble will be big, I said too sleepy, sleep well, and when I wake up to buy it for her.

Anyway, when I was lying in bed and planning to sleep well, I still felt like I was dreaming when I remembered the scene at night, and there was such a wonderful thing in the world, which I bumped into......

When I slept until more than ten o'clock in the morning, my dad suddenly called me, because I was too sleepy, so I turned off the phone directly, and when I woke up again, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, and then I felt a little stronger.

I called my dad back and asked him what was the matter, he said that it was still that matter, and he wanted to take me to meet someone, and as soon as he finished saying this, I hung up on him, if he called me because of this kind of thing, I didn't bother to tell him more, because Tang Bingbing asked me to buy birth control pills, so I didn't dare to delay too much, and went out to find a pharmacy.

In fact, there is a big pharmacy near our community, but I felt that it was too close to the community, for fear of running into people who knew me, so I took a taxi to a far away and remote place, found a pharmacy there, and went in to buy a contraceptive pill.

At that time, the doctor in the pharmacy also asked me who to use, how old I was and so on, I lied at the time, saying that my sister asked me to buy it, I didn't have a partner, of course, this doctor believes me or not, I don't know, I just think she is a little nosy, I buy medicine, you sell medicine, you care who I use it, really.

After buying the medicine, I sent it to Tang Bingbing, and when she opened the door for me, only one head was exposed, and her whole body was hidden behind the door, and it seemed that she was not wearing clothes.

I asked her what she was doing, and she said that she had just gotten up not long ago, and she was going to rush down, and she always felt a strange smell on her body, and she asked me if I wanted to go in, and I said your parents are coming back soon, so I won't go in.

She said that her mother had just called, and now she was still on the highway, and it would take an hour, and I was in a hurry to think about an hour, so I was not in a hurry to leave, and I was thinking about going in to sit down, and the reason why I went in at this time was because I had woken up, and now the whole person feels very energetic, and this is spiritual, so I always want to do something.

After entering the house, Tang Bingbing went directly into the bathroom to take a shower, and I listened to the sound of the water in the bathroom, and my heart was even more itchy, so I simply went over and pushed the door open and went in.

Tang Bingbing screamed at the time and asked me what I was doing, I said I couldn't help it, I still wanted it, Tang Bingbing shook his head and said, "No, didn't you say okay, just last night, we can't come again!" ”

I could still listen to her words at this time, and directly began to take off my clothes, and after taking off, I went over and hugged Tang Bingbing from behind......

After solving it this time, I didn't stay long, I simply packed up and left, because I was afraid that her parents would come back, and when I got home, Tang Bingbing also sent me a text message, saying: "It was the last time just now, and I can't do it in the future, you know?" ”

I told her that I knew, but in my heart I felt that with my understanding of Tang Bingbing, as long as I had the opportunity in the future, I would give it to me.

But I don't want to ask for people from time to time in the future, which is wrong in itself, if I do more with her, the future relationship will not be just ordinary friends, and it will be very troublesome at that time, and I think that people are animals, the reason why they are human beings, is because they have feelings, and they have been with a person for a long time, or something special has happened between you, then your feelings will change more or less.

It's like me and Tang Bingbing, who have always been ordinary friends, but after a night of lingering, the feeling when I look at her at this time has changed a little bit from the original, I think I slept with her, she belongs to my people, and I actually have a trace of possessiveness for her, if there is a man at this time, I want to fall in love with Tang Bingbing, or the two of them go to open a room to do that kind of thing, I think I will definitely be unhappy and jealous in my heart.

Therefore, I don't really want to continue to linger with Tang Bingbing, because I'm afraid that this subtle change in the future will snowball bigger and bigger, if I become more and more possessive of her, and I don't love her or don't like her, it's too unfair to her, I don't want things to develop to this point.

At about seven o'clock in the evening, my dad actually came back, he didn't have the key to the house at that time, I knocked on the door for a long time before I opened it for him, and after coming in, he said to me straight to the point: "You must go with me to meet someone today!" ”

I said who I want to see and who I don't want to see, you can't decide, he took out a cigarette and lit a puff, and then said: "You just believe Dad once, the person you want to see this time is very special to you, she won't let me tell you in advance, I can only say this." ”

As soon as he said this, I chuckled in my heart, I don't know why, I suddenly remembered my biological mother, could it be that my father has found my biological mother? No wonder he was in a hurry to move out, and he had been taking me to meet people for the past two days, and it was very likely that his biological mother would be born.

At the same time, I also remembered the woman in the black and white photo I saw before, the appearance of that woman, I still remember it clearly, after all, it is my biological mother, although I have never met, but that kind of blood relationship is real, it is like a magic force, attracting me.

So I didn't think much of it, and told my dad that it would be okay, and I would go with him.

And when I went out of the community, I happened to run into Aunt Huang, who saw me walking out with my father, probably thinking about it, looking panicked and disappointed.

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