In order not to let Aunt Huang think about it, I hurriedly said to her: "Auntie, I'll go out with my dad to do some errands and come back later!" ”

Aunt Huang answered, then glanced at my dad, and after hesitating for a moment, she still asked my dad, "What about you, will you come back later?" ”

My dad shook his head, meaning not to come back, a trace of loss flashed in Aunt Huang's eyes, turned around and walked in the direction of home, looking at her back, I felt very uncomfortable, but my dad is like this, I can more or less understand at this moment, he loves my mother deeply, I know this, after so many years, if my mother comes back suddenly, he should be very excited in his heart, it is estimated that his mind is full of my mother, but pity Aunt Huang, what is wrong with her? I'm also getting older, so why do I have to suffer all this?

It can only be said that creation makes people.

After arriving at the gate of the community with my dad, there was a BMW car parked on the side of the road, which was the one my dad drove yesterday, but when he came yesterday, I didn't look carefully, and now I came out, and I just saw the license plate, which was not our local car, but a car from other places, and it was from Hebei, which was 108,000 miles away from us.

After getting in the car, I asked my dad whose car it is, how is it a car in Hebei, my dad said who wants to see me, this car is who's, I went to see people naturally understand everything, on the road, I also carefully looked at my dad, found that just a few days without seeing, his whole person has indeed changed a lot, it seems to be specially dressed up, wearing something, are more trendy than before, he pays more attention to his image, and the whole person's mental outlook, is also very good, from time to time also humming a little song.

Ordinary men, when they meet someone they like, they will dress themselves up, and they will be so happy, my dad should be in this situation, and then I tentatively asked my dad if the person I want to see is my biological mother, my dad didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it, looking at him like that, it should be that his biological mother can't be wrong.

Seriously, I want to see my biological mother, I have had it since I was a child, when I saw that others were pampered by my mother, I kept thinking about where my mother is now, why I don't have a mother, and when I was older, I also asked my father, and what he kept telling me was that my mother had died a long time ago, but who knows, the appearance of the surname Chen, let me have the news of my mother, and I also saw her photo, and I knew her appearance for the first time.

It's a pity, about my mother, what I got was the uncertainty of life and death, but since then, I have been very much looking forward to seeing her in the future, but now the opportunity has suddenly come, but it makes me a little uncomfortable, because I am not ready to meet my biological mother, and I don't know how to prepare, I am panicking.

At the same time, I am also very afraid, afraid that after meeting my biological mother, she is not the same as I imagined, or her character is not good, which makes me very disappointed, in that case, I might as well not see, at least if I don't see her, I will reserve a sacred place for her in my heart.

In short, I was very conflicted and struggling.

As for the place to meet, in a high-end hotel that I had never been to, my dad led me into the hotel, and when I went upstairs, my heart beat faster, and my dad smiled and asked me, "Are you nervous?" ”

I pretended to be calm and said, "I don't even know who I want to meet, why am I nervous?" My dad smiled, didn't say anything, and when he got to the door of the room, he knocked on the door a few times, the door opened, and standing in front of me was a woman who looked younger and had a special temperament, and her appearance was almost the same as the young and beautiful woman I saw in the photo, it was certain that it was her.

In other words, this is my biological mother, as for why she still looks so young at this time, she looks like a woman in her early thirties, I think it may be well maintained, of course, I don't have the heart to think about these at this time, what I want to think about is how to face her.

"This ...... This is a creep, right? It's grown so big! When this woman saw me, although she was deliberately controlling her emotions, she couldn't control it at all, she looked very excited, and couldn't help but take two steps forward, reached out to hold my face, touched my head, and looked me up and down at the same time.

Although I knew that she was my biological mother, I still felt very uncomfortable touching me like this at this time, so I took a step back and forcibly broke my head away from her hand, and I didn't say anything, because I didn't know what to say, just stood quietly like this, and the whole person was like a fool.

"Little soldier, do you know who I am?" She raised her hand, wanted to touch me but didn't dare, trembling in the air, my dad added at this time, and said: "Didn't you ask me before, where is your mother, is she still alive, now standing in front of you, it is your mother, she is back, why did I move away from Aunt Huang, it is because of this, your mother wanted to come to see you two days ago, but she was too emotional at that time, and she didn't dare to look at you, she was not ready, I can see you today, I also mustered a lot of courage!" ”

After my dad said this, my own mother was already crying, the kind of crying that almost collapsed, crying while saying that she was sorry for me, so that I had no mother since I was a child, she did not fulfill the responsibility of a mother, she said that she was willing to use the second half of her life to make up for me, let me experience maternal love, experience a real home.

In fact, aren't these exactly what I have dreamed of since I was a child, but at this moment, listening to these words, I have a wave of hatred in my heart, I don't know who I want to hate, anyway, hate, and I don't want to accept her, this kind of recognition scene also makes me feel extremely uncomfortable, so I shook my head, and then turned around and walked towards the stairs.

My dad suddenly grabbed me and asked me what I was going to do, and when I said home, my dad said, "This is your own mother, don't you want to talk to her?" Didn't you always want to see her mom, and now she's here? Don't ask her how she thinks of you all these years and how she is doing? If you don't say a word, you're leaving? ”

I said yes, I'm leaving.

My mother cried even more at this time, and she squatted directly on the ground, she asked my father to let go of me, saying not to force me, if I didn't recognize her, she would admit it, after all, she was sorry for me, she was incompetent as a mother.

My dad finally let go of me and let me go, and he didn't follow me out, it should be to comfort my mother, I don't know how to describe the feeling when I walked out of the hotel, to be honest, the appearance of my mother, let me deep down, a sense of security, but also a sense of distrust, as for whether to recognize her, I don't know yet, but as long as her character is okay, I think it should be just a matter of time, it depends on when I accept her.

As for the surname Chen, do you know that my mother is back, I think I should know, didn't I see him and my dad smoking and chatting at home a few days ago, I guess it was talking about this at the time, as for how to solve the contradictions and problems between the surname Chen and my own mother, I don't know, but judging from the current situation, between my dad and my mother, they get along quite well.

After returning home, Aunt Huang was crying in the house, seeing me come back, she looked a little relieved, I went over to comfort her a few words, saying that this time my dad went out, there is a reason, not that he saw a change of mind and got a new woman, Aunt Huang sighed, and then nodded, at that time I swore in my heart, even if I recognize my own mother in the future, I will always treat Aunt Huang as my mother, she is old, I will take care of her.

The next day, the surname Chen also came to me once, he came to me for my mother's business, and my father's attitude is different, the surname Chen seems to be unwilling to let me see my mother, he said that there are still many problems between adults, and I suggest that I better not see it now, and don't rush to recognize each other or something, otherwise I may regret it later.

The surname Chen's words make me feel ridiculous, he and my mother, now should be opposites, the contradiction between the two should be very big, he said this to me, nothing more than to provoke the relationship between me and my mother, afraid that my mother will snatch me away, in short, I don't believe anyone now, only believe in myself.

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