Ji Rongke thinks I eat too much.

I gritted my teeth and gurgled, "You think I eat too much." ”

He said seriously, "Ji and Carmen Yan can't take care of your meal, you drank a pot." ”

After he finished speaking, he laughed, "Feng Jin, did you deliberately embarrass my face, it's like I haven't eaten for eight lifetimes." ”

He was clearly teasing me, but I was so angry that my fists creaked, "Do you think I'm fat?" ”

He glanced me up and down, "It was okay a few months ago, but I don't understand it now." Probably a little better than a pig. ”

I was so angry that I threw the bag in my hand at his body, and just smashed it on his chest impartially, but he didn't move, and there was a wicked and ruffian smile on his face, as if he was happy to see that I was angry.

"I eat two people with one mouth, I didn't eat water and rice last night, you don't want to drink it, but you can't drink it."

Ji Rongke smiled and picked up the bag that fell on the ground, "Does it feel good to be a big guy." ”

I stood still and didn't speak.

"I thought you'd love it."

I stared into his eyes, "I don't like it, no woman likes to crawl around in the pile of men and struggle to survive, on the left is the Kowloon Society, on the right is Huo Yanchen, who seems to be an enemy and a friend, they can all swallow me, effortlessly, I am attached to the Ji family to protect myself, and the control of the Ji family is now also my inventory value, but why don't I do my best to help you resist, and the belief I adhere to is nothing more than that you come back safely." I have imagined ten thousand lives, and I even thought that if you could come back, if you still refused to give up, I would kneel before you and beg you to take me away from these strife, but you gave me a slap in the face and made me realize how naïve and stupid my thoughts were. ”

Ji Rongke looked at the red handbag in his hand, his fingertips rubbing lightly on the smooth leather, "But I think you live a happy life, more dignified than when you have nothing and have to cling to a man, you are not as fragile and incompetent as I thought." From the bottom of being trampled by everyone, to jumping up to the person who tramples on others at will, I thought it would make you happy, make you satisfied, and make you feel safe. I actually didn't expect you to use this child as a bargaining chip to occupy the Ji family, and really make so many restless men obey you. Boss Qiao's business is very dark, and it is extremely unruly, you can lower the price from him by fifteen percent, this news shocked me. ”

After he finished speaking, he paused, and an intriguing smile suddenly appeared in his eyes, "And isn't this your own choice." ”

He suddenly asked me like this, there was a confident light in his eyes, as if he had seen through everything about me, my heart, my thoughts, my soul, were completely controlled by him, I patted my chest and laughed, "You asked well, since I am so tired of this kind of life, why am I still carrying it to this day, no one is forcing me, it is my own choice, Ji Rongke, in fact, we are all the same, I rely on your child in my belly, I dare to lose my temper in front of you without fear, and challenge your bottom line again and again, I know that the woman you actually belong to you hates the most is ambiguous and involved with other men, but I still keep demonstrating, but why don't you play with me like this because I like you. ”

"You think so."

The smile on Ji Rongke's face, which was still there a second ago, completely disappeared after my words, disappeared without a trace, he pursed his lips and stared at me for a long time, "Have you ever believed me?" Feng Jin, from the beginning to the present, every step I have taken, have you believed it? There is always fear behind your smile, your fear of being abandoned, being played with, being deceived, and no matter what I do, you still feel full of illusions. You can believe Huo Yanchen's provocative words, or you can believe everyone's prejudiced perception of me, but you don't want to believe your own feelings. ”

I saw myself in his eyes, with the most dazed look on his pale face, which turned into a powerless dead silence and depression under the ravages of the cold wind.

He asked me if I had ever believed in him, and how I should answer, and we were like gulls and birds, and he had passed by me lightly, leaving ripples that I could never settle, but he came and went freely, and I could only lie in the sunken earth and watch him fly away from my world.

I have believed in him, I have believed in everyone in this world who has been good to me, but countless blows from reality have made me realize that they have long been unrecognizable.

I only have a sentence that is so subtle that it is imperceptible to replace my confusion at this time.

The next moment he suddenly came to me like a gust of wind, his right hand suddenly grabbed my throat, strangled me fiercely, he used great strength, as if he wanted to strangle me, the bulging green tendons on his forehead and temples made me see death, I saw another him on the verge of a violent collapse, all my breath was withdrawn little by little, rising and evaporating from the gap between his fingers, I looked at his left hand in his pocket, which had already been clenched into a huge fist, I was in so much pain that I couldn't speak, I had hallucinations in front of my eyes, It was a very blue sea, it was his back walking in the front, wearing a beautiful white suit, I fell in the sand pit, I stretched out my hand to him, wanting him to help me up and take me with me, but his footsteps stopped, and the blue-faced fanged face turned back scared me to cry, I roared and shouted Ji Rongke, but he seemed to disappear forever.

When all my consciousness was about to be forced out of my body to become a floating soul, Ji Rongke's eyes fell on my belly, he suddenly returned to his senses, his hand that held my neck was loosened, I lost that force to support me, my whole body quickly collapsed, I fell to the ground, the wet bluestone slab chrome at the base of my legs, I coughed violently, and overflowed a trace of stubborn tears, he stood in front of me for a long time and did not move, I saw the half of He Run's face in the door, which had not been hidden, and her eyes were calm and waveless, just staring quietly at the scene that was happening not far away.

I finally recovered, only a slight wisp of astringent dry pain remained in my throat, I stared at the wet puddle on the bluestone slab, my hand never removed from my abdomen, "You will live with He Run for the rest of your life, right." ”

I scoffed, "I believe in what you are, what you give me to believe in you unwaveringly." Should I believe that you quietly married another woman because you care about me, or should I believe that I do have a place in all your visions of the future? Ji Rongke, I'm already very greedy, you are even more greedy than me. ”

He listened to my staccato words indifferently, and finally did not say anything, the palm that he had already stretched out towards me, for some reason suddenly retracted again, he did not hesitate to leave in front of me, I listened to his footsteps gradually moving away, his wind-like posture brought up a few drops of wet dust, I smelled the smell of earth and tree roots, I grabbed my heart hard, and a mist spread in front of my eyes.

I don't know when I got up, my lower body was stained with sludge, wet and stuck to my legs, I kept walking out of the community, walked to a wide street, many taxis looked at me and refused to pull me, the driver poked out of the window and looked at me in dirty clothes, he thought I was crazy, the car drove away from me without hesitation, the splashed raindrops flew down to other clean places on my body, I became even more embarrassed, at this moment I suddenly tasted the real world is cold, people's hearts are not ancient, I am like a wandering soul abandoned by the whole world, alone tasting the frost and vicissitudes that this world has given me.

When I was stunned, a pair of white leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of me, the shoes were brand new, still shining cold light in the gloomy sky, I lowered my head, I didn't even have the strength to look up, he was wearing a gray woolen coat, tied a black and white scarf, he stood in front of me for a long time, suddenly raised his arm to untie his scarf around my neck, the hot breath he exhaled was like a wisp of white mist, drifting in front of my eyes, he had just drunk coffee, I smelled the bitterness of coffee.

Huo Yanchen also took off his coat, after he put it on for me, the driver opened the car door and escorted the two of us to sit in, the car did not drive, parked next to the street for a long, long time, I stared at the confused street scene outside the window, the whole world seemed to have no end, and the sky was dark.

Huo Yanchen said, "Last night, I led someone to hijack a batch of goods from the Kowloon Society, and I almost succeeded, but I was later disturbed by the Zuo Hall Master next to Uncle Jiu, but I scrapped one of his legs. ”

I quickly came back to my senses, I turned my head to look at him, Huo Yanchen's resolute side face was full of bruises, and he stared ahead, "Uncle Nine has been discharged from the hospital, he knows that Ji Rongke married He Run, and he can't move him for the time being, but he almost died in the hands of Ji Rongke, and he will definitely take revenge." He saw through Ji Rongke that we were all wolf ambitions, he didn't trust me anymore, and it didn't matter if I didn't wear this mask or not, so I simply tore it off myself. If I don't touch him, he will take the initiative to kill me, and he plans to use me to fill the Kowloon Society. ”

I listened to his calm and gloomy tone, and felt panicked, Ji Rongke faked his death and fled from South China to stay in Picheng for a month, and only came back after marrying He Run, how did it all look like he planned, he escaped the serial killing of Uncle Jiu, and wanted to be the final winner, he had his back against the big tree of the He family, which was equivalent to holding the law on his head, and Uncle Jiu was most afraid of being targeted by the people above Baidao, so he didn't even dare to move the Ji family now, and Huo Yanchen had to become the person who had to charge into battle.

Ji Rongke is not out of the house, and he has already won thousands of miles away.

Picheng and South China are separated by thousands of miles, but they can't stop his inflated wisdom and shrewdness.

Huo Yanchen was a little irritable, the reality was contrary to his plan, he missed Ji Rongke's trick, he thought that Ji Rongke's arrogance would never bet to succumb to his marriage, even if he promised to marry Lina, it was only verbal, he never did it, not to mention that he did it, it was understandable that he went deep into the enemy army, and he actually became the son-in-law of the He family, Huo Yanchen never expected that Ji Rongke was dressed in blood and dared to marry the daughter of the He family.

He propped his elbows on the car window, and the collar of his white sweater was torn apart, revealing the dragon head embroidered vividly on his chest, the dragon face was extremely hideous, it was red, it looked like blood at first glance, my brain was fierce, I didn't know what's wrong, I suddenly saw Huo Yanchen lying in a pool of blood, he opened his unwilling eyes, staring at me, he had something to say, but in the end I didn't have time to run next to him, he had already swallowed that breath.

I was a little scared, I held his hand, "Don't take risks, surrender to Uncle Jiu, only Ji Rongke can fight him." ”

Huo Yanchen's originally very ugly face suddenly fluctuated, he lowered his eyes to look at me, in my eyes he really found anxiety and panic and worry, he actually laughed, when I saw him smile, I was stunned, I thought he was crazy.

He asked me, "Would you rather let Ji Rongke take risks, but are you afraid that I will lose the bet, you don't love him very much." ”

I grabbed the fingertips on the back of Huo Yanchen's hand and tightened it, I knew that Ji Rongke would not lose if he gambled, and there was no one in this world who could let him lose.

I said, "He is He Run's husband, and I don't need to worry about his life or death." ”

Huo Yanchen didn't pierce it after listening to me, he looked away, he clenched his fist with one hand against the person, and looked at the snowflakes falling outside, a few of which fell into the glass, and quickly melted into a narrow and shallow water stain.

He touched the water mark with his hand through the glass, and he called out my name, and said in a voice that made me feel inexplicably distressed and panicked, "The antidote is in the dark grid behind the mural in my office, and the password to open the dark grid is 1974." If I lose this time, you take it yourself, if I win. ”

He turned his head and looked me in the eye, and he opened his mouth, eventually swallowing back what he had not said.