The car drove all the way to the door of a hospital, I didn't know that the driver would come here, I looked out of the car window, I knew that this must be Huo Yanchen's instructions, he didn't worry about whether my body could withstand the wind and rain overnight, I told him that I was fine, I didn't want to go to the doctor.

Huo Yanchen ignored my refusal and protest, he pushed the car door and went down from his side, bypassed the front of the car to my side, he pulled me down directly after he pulled it away, his action was a little reckless, I was wearing a few centimeters of high heels, I stepped on the puddle and almost tripped over it, he pulled me without saying a word, and directly pushed open the door of a director's office, the doctor told me to sit down, see his ease and calmness, as if he had already said hello in advance I would come.

The doctor briefly asked me about the situation, he prescribed a little medicine and compresses that can be consumed by pregnant women, Huo Yanchen stood next to me, he explained my drug-related matter to the doctor, and asked if it affected the fetus, the doctor's hand holding the pen and billing was sluggish, and he helped the glasses on the bridge of his nose to look up at me, "Are you involved in drugs?" ”

I didn't want to face this topic, I subconsciously looked at Huo Yanchen, he didn't have any expression, the doctor dispelled my concerns and said, "It's okay, Huo and I are always old friends." ”

I nodded, "Yes." I came across drugs by chance. ”

"Is it special or a popular drug on the market, such as white powder of methamphetamine."

"Special."

He snorted, "Is it addictive?" ”

"It only happens once a month or two, but I've never smoked it again."

The doctor said, "If this is the case, the toxicity is not very serious in your body, but special drugs are more corrosive to health, I do not recommend you to stay this child, if you insist, be mentally prepared." ”

Although I knew the result earlier, when I heard the doctor's straightforward diagnosis, I still felt a sigh of pain in my heart.

I thanked him, took the medicine list and followed Huo Yanchen to the window on the first floor to get the medicine, there were a lot of people in the morning, the crowd was crowded at each window, it looked like there were about a thousand people, Huo Yanchen took out his mobile phone and made a call, and soon two men in white coats came down from the second floor, they saw Huo Yanchen and immediately smiled and bowed, took his list to the window and took the medicine directly, Huo Yanchen and they politely said a few words, and then pulled me out of the hall.

I was fiddling with the jars when I heard him say above me, "I'm sorry. ”

I was stunned, I didn't raise my head for a long time, I thought I heard it wrong, how could these three such shocking words come out of the mouth of such an arrogant Huo Yanchen, I kept that posture stiff for half a while, he snatched the medicine bag from my hand and held it in his hand, he was always silent, I followed behind him, staring at his wide back carrying the medicine bag, his sorry voice made me feel mixed feelings in my heart, I was surprised to find that I had no resentment or anger, let alone hatred of him, I only felt that those three words made me sadIt makes me want to cry.

Huo Yanchen has never been a man who is bad to the bone, but the world has consumed his goodness, aroused his fighting spirit and cruelty to survive and live well, he is different from Ji Rongke, Ji Rongke is really ruthless, really bad, really greedy, where does he feel that he has done wrong, where will he compromise with whom, the premise of all his actions is his own interests, and he does not hesitate to sacrifice anyone. Including his so-called marriage and his so-called death, they are all to hide people's eyes and ears and to be the last ambush.

Huo Yanchen hurt me, he was cruel to me and almost killed me, I really can't live, the pain of the two drug addiction recurrences is the torture of the most extreme purgatory in the world, I am glamorous every day, but no one knows how embarrassed I was in that short half an hour.

I bited, roared, cried, and trembled, like a psychopath.

All of this is due to Huo Yanchen.

But I don't hate him, everyone will do anything for their own benefit, living in this southern province of the jungle, I must accept the judgment of fate, the injustice of the world, and the price of my stupidity.

Compared to the physical pain, Ji Rongke destroyed my mind, there is so much hatred, why should I use it to punish a person who does not matter to me.

If I have feelings for Huo Yanchen, I should be distressed and pitiful. He is actually very wise and very courageous, but he should not be born in the same era as Ji Rongke, let alone have the same wolf ambition as Ji Rongke, he can't control the results of winning and losing, and he can't control this complicated process, so he is destined to become a loser, but I can't persuade him to turn back, and he won't look back.

We returned to the car, the driver handed over a phone from the front, and he said to Huo Yanchen, "Our people have investigated that Uncle Nine has a huge number of arms to be transported from the Xinbiao Wharf tonight, and it has been kept secret from the outside world, and there is no rumor at all, including the workers responsible for transporting and unloading the goods, Uncle Nine has confessed that it is a batch of prohibited tobacco, so it is not surprising that the news is true." You see whether we call the police to encircle and suppress Uncle Nine or ambush ourselves, Uncle Nine will personally be there tonight to supervise the work. ”

Huo Yanchen put his finger on his chin, he squinted his eyes and looked out the window at the busy traffic at this time, he muttered for a long time before saying, "Time." ”

"Between eleven p.m. and two a.m."

Huo Yanchen didn't have the slightest expression, he took out the cigarette case from the pocket of his suit, opened the window completely with his backhand and rolled it down, poked his head out and lit one outside, his wrist was on the glass frame, so that the smoke was directly dispersed in the air, he took a strong puff of smoke in his mouth, and did not spit it out in the middle of the sound, the driver asked him again if he wanted to go out, or wait for another opportunity, Huo Yanchen did not hurry to spray the smoke in his mouth out of the window, his throat was a little hoarse from the smoke, " Our people have found out when Uncle Nine is going to attack me? ”

The driver said, "Carmen Yan perennially operates drug-related projects, and there are also some yellow entertainment, Uncle Nine is in North China, and the people in the official career are his guests, and the officials and blacks in South China are monopolized by Ji Rongke, but the world is not separated, and there are many officials in South China who are transferred from North China, Uncle Nine said hello, and it is not difficult to thoroughly investigate the Carmen Banquet, originally Uncle Nine was not here, as long as you and Ji Rongke do not fight, no one can bring us down, but the prestige and reputation of the Kowloon Society, I am afraid that we will be suppressed." Whether the specific strip will secretly ambush us is difficult to say now. ”

Huo Yanchen finally took a big puff, and he threw the cigarette butt into a huge puddle not far from where the car was parked, "You can't let Uncle Nine start first, let's gamble." ”

The driver confirmed and asked him, "Are you going to do it tonight?" ”

Huo Yanchen squeezed out a word from between his teeth and moved.

My whole heart was tugging together because of his words, I held his arm, I didn't notice that my nails were hard embedded in his skin because of nervousness and fear, I didn't smell the slightest trace of blood in the air, my body was trembling violently, shaking so much that I didn't know why I was so afraid, I looked at Huo Yanchen alive in front of my eyes, I really didn't dare to think about what would happen to him when he went to Xinbiao tonight.

I held his body down and forced him to look at my eyes, "I have a hunch, you won't succeed, Uncle Nine has been mixed all his life, he has lived longer in the rivers and lakes than you, why does it have to be so out of control that it's too late to turn back?" ”

He really looked me in the eye, but the resolute viciousness and calm in his eyes let me know that he had made up his mind, and he replied to me, "Yes, it's too late." It's not an ordinary road, and it's not like you can brake if you want to. ”

"I don't understand!" I yelled at him loudly, I didn't control my irritability and anger, I slapped him, this slap fell on his left cheek, he didn't expect it, I hit him directly, he stared at my trembling body, stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked the corners of his lips, I don't know why I was so excited, I suddenly cried, all the sounds gathered in my throat, whimpering and wailing.

"Why are you men in a never-ending struggle, and women, children, and families don't have enough weight for you to turn back? How else do you have to fight to satisfy your ever-expanding greed, how much money is there, how high is your status, how much power is great? Why does Ji Rongke want to cling to the He family, because he is not sure enough to fight with Uncle Jiu, he can't, what are you stubborn about? Are you going to die? ”

Huo Yanchen's face, which was originally quietly listening to me, suddenly flashed a crack, and the huge crack made his face particularly hideous and angry, "Ji Rongke can't do it, can't I?" In your eyes, in the eyes of everyone, he is always above me, smarter than me, I have the means to do better than me, in the Kowloon Society we have the same status, but he has more say than me, we disagree, he will always win, I am fed up with this breath, he is finally gone, I have been so beautiful in those three years, I have killed all his dog legs, all those who have chosen to be loyal to him and follow him, my hands have long been full of evil. Later, he mixed well in South China, Uncle Nine said every day, Ji Rongke has the city, the brain and the courage, as if I can't compare to him, so I also went to South China, I quietly made the Carmen banquet, I became the person who stood side by side with him in South China in a shorter time than him, why don't you still see my outstanding, where is he stronger than me, he is just luckier than me, and more noble people than me to help. ”

Huo Yanchen said that in the end, his eyes were scarlet, almost gritted his teeth and looked at me to vent his unwillingness to his resentment, he said that when he collapsed the most, his two hands grabbed my shoulders and shook me hard, I was shaken by him so that my internal organs were about to vomit out, the driver saw that I was going to die in his hands, he immediately turned to Huo Yanchen and reminded me that I was still pregnant, Huo Yanchen suddenly stopped all the actions of venting to me, his eyes were bloody, and fell on my half-exposed abdomen where my clothes were rolled up, ""

"You're reckless! The price of recklessness will cost you your own life. Life is gone, what do you take to enjoy the fruits of your battle. will be exploited and eaten by others, do you know who is the biggest beneficiary? Ji Rongke, he is the last fisherman, watching you fight with Uncle Jiu and lose most of his energy and wings, he cut in again, and used the background of the He family and his own power to eat the Carmen Banquet and the Nine Dragons Club completely, why do you want to make wedding dresses for others, Huo Yanchen, aren't you sober, you are always a road opener, your smart and wise means and strategies are all under Ji Rongke's ultimate control, every step, never jumped out of his prison, I beg you, please give up. ”

I cried and begged him like crazy, but Huo Yanchen seemed to be stunned, he didn't want to pay attention to these at all, he was bent on becoming the person who stood at the top, he just wanted to win Ji Rongke, even if it was only once, even if he needed to risk his life.

He has lived in the powerful shadow of Ji Rongke for more than ten years, his restlessness and ambition that have nowhere to put make him unwilling to be satisfied with the status quo, he can't accept that the people he has always lost to have suppressed him from the Kowloon Society to South China, he just wants to fight a beautiful turnaround, he has gone astray and closed himself in it.

Huo Yanchen stared at the scar on his fingertips that had just been burned by cigarette butts, "I have come to this day by relying on recklessness." Mixed on the road, there is no courage to be reckless, I can only be trampled by the strong forever, whether I live or die, not I can decide, but I don't want to be subservient to the next life, I always have to fight once, only to know what kind of result fate arranges for me. ”

Huo Yanchen's voice also became a little higher-pitched, the driver was silent in front of the two of us because of the quarrel, he pushed the car door down, squatted outside the door to smoke, the warm air was turned off, the car quickly cooled down, under the destruction of the cold wind, Huo Yanchen finally recovered his sanity, the scarlet under his eyes faded, and his calm and gentle appearance was still the one I knew.

He stared at my tear-stained face, and suddenly laughed out loud, his fingertips gently wiped under my eye sockets, wiping the water marks for me little by little, "Are you worried that something will happen to me?" ”

I nodded vigorously, but I couldn't make a sound, my throat was choked with large saliva, and I was afraid that when I opened my mouth, I couldn't help but pour out.

He said, "No one in the world really cares about me, between Bai Mengluan and me, there is an indescribable blend of interests, in fact, even if I go tonight and don't return, I'm worth it, I'm very successful, and the women I have been hurt are still willing to worry about me, I feel very happy." ”

I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, uncomfortable and heartbreaking, I hugged his shoulder, like treating a dear person, he actually helped me a lot, four years ago I came to South China without relatives, he took me in Carmen Yan, gave me enough to make me popular and let me live, he is very important to me, important to me even if there are too many twists and turns, I still can't hate this person, I have lost so much, I am really afraid that tomorrow morning to wake up is an irreparable nightmare.