He buried his phone in the dirt in front of her tombstone and said, "Wife...... I know you're the softest, you must come to me that day, okay? I'm afraid...... Even if I die, I won't see you, I ...... I really miss you......"

"I really want to, I really want to ......"

Tears fell in the dirt and were buried along with the phone.

In the evening, the sound of the cemetery ambulance sounded, and the first responders quickly carried the man who fell to the ground into the car.

Luo Xiangsi drove the car and followed the ambulance, she never thought that she wanted to come to worship Zhou Lingyun on a whim, but she would see the fierce wind in front of the tombstone, whose face was as pale as paper and fell to the ground.

Everything is as if it was fate, and the ending has been written as early as the beginning of the encounter.

The sound ......of the ambulance sounded in the night sky of Liangcheng, sharp and piercing.

Luo Xiangsi's eyes flashed through the busy past, and she remembered that the unfortunate girl was once, like all girls in the world, looking forward to the day when she could meet a hero who overcame all obstacles for herself, but she was too decisive and did not give anyone a chance to keep her.

And the strong wind in the coma, a smiling eyebrow appeared in his mind again and again, that was the appearance he was very familiar with, it was the face he had portrayed thousands of times in his heart over the years, and she was still as beautiful as when they first met.

The wind in the operating room rose, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, but the corners of his mouth rose.

For he heard the girl laugh and say to him, "The wind is rising, I have come to pick you up." ”

His eyes were slightly red and he looked at her stupidly, "After all these years, you are finally willing to appear in my dreams......

Two hours later, the doctor came out of the emergency room, and Luo Xiangsi greeted him, "How is it?" ”

The doctor shook his head, "The patient has reached the time when the oil is exhausted, although it is rescued, but ...... I'm afraid it's not a few days, and there will be complications from this operation......" The doctor sighed and said a lot of compassion.

Luo Xiangsi's eyes were red, she didn't know why she felt uncomfortable, but her heart was as uncomfortable as if she had blocked a piece of cotton.

After Zhou Lingyun's death, she once thought viciously, why didn't she die a strong wind?

Why is Zhou Lingyun gone, but Li Fengqi is still alive?

But now the doctor told her that he was dying in a few days......

She should have been happy, she was supposed to be happy for Zhou Lingyun, she should have been very excited and happy to say to Zhou Lingyun's tombstone: Look, the person who killed you has finally been punished, and he is finally going to accompany you......

But at this moment, she ...... Yes, so hopefully, the wind can live well.

"How many days can he hold out?" Luo Xiangsi heard his choked words.

The doctor patted her on the shoulder soothingly, "...... We have no way of knowing the exact time...... It will not take more than a week at most, and all the organs in the patient's body have failed, and it is the limit of how much life can be lived until now......"

The doctor left, and Luo Xiangsi squatted in the corridor of the operating room, hugging her knees and crying bitterly.

When Bo Dongli arrived, he saw her crying, and his heart suddenly stopped, could it be ......

"Sisi ......" big palm pressed on her shoulder, the Adam's apple rolled down, but the word "death" couldn't be spoken.

Luo Xiangsi heard his voice, got up and threw himself into his arms, "Senior Bo...... The wind is up, and he ...... The doctor said his body had reached its last limit......"

Bo Dongli patted her hand on the back, looked at the lights in the operating room, and his eyes flashed with pain, his lifelong brother will soon leave......

Bo Dongli thought, maybe he will never have such a brother in his life, treat each other with all sincerity, stick a knife in both ribs, and can rest assured that he can deliver his back whenever and wherever he wants.

When Li Fengqi woke up, he found that his eyes could not see anything, and after a short silence, he calmly accepted this fact, for him, it was all about death anyway, and what did it matter if he couldn't see with his eyes.

Before he lost his sight, he had seen the most beautiful scenery in the world, and it was the most immaculate smile of a man.

The door of the ward was slowly opened, and the strong wind on the hospital bed turned his head slightly, "Miss Nurse, you don't need to change my dressing...... In this way, it makes no difference to me that I am dying a day earlier or a day later, and if I go earlier, maybe I can see her sooner. ”

Luo Xiangsi held a flower in his hand, and walked into him step by step, even though he knew from the doctor's mouth that he was blind, but he really saw it with his own eyes, he couldn't help but feel sad, he mistook her for a nurse who came to change the dressing every day, Luo Xiangsi's mouth opened, but he didn't say anything.

With trembling hands, she placed the flowers in the vase.

Li Feng smelled the fragrance of flowers, although the corners of his mouth were smiling, but he was lonely, even if he couldn't see it, his eyes were still accurately fixed on the position of the flowers, and he whispered to himself: "Yes...... Lavender? I remember that she liked this very much, and she once said that the flower language of lavender is - waiting for love. It's a pity that at that time, she smiled skillfully, but he didn't understand the deep meaning, or rather, pretended not to understand the deep meaning.

“…… Miss Nurse, can you take one and let me touch it? ”

Luo Xiangsi picked one and put it in his outstretched palm.

Li Fengqi noticed the weight of his palm, put it on the tip of his nose and sniffed it gently, his eyes trembled, and then he carefully held the purple petals in his palm, and a satisfied smile gradually appeared on his face.

"Once, there was a very beautiful girl in my life, she was very beautiful, very sensible, although sometimes a little confused, but also cute. She loves to laugh, and when I asked her why she pretended to be smiling when she wasn't happy, she said...... If you had been smiling happily when you were unlucky, maybe it wouldn't hurt so much......"

But then, she never smiled again...... It was I who ruined her only faith and the courage to live...... I thought about making amends, but she didn't want to give me a chance anymore......"

"For the past few years, I have thought of her every night, and I can no longer sleep peacefully, and I know that this is her punishment for me...... On the day of the operation, I had one of the best dreams of my life...... She smiled at me......"

His eyes were red, but there was a smile of relief in his empty eyes, "...... She smiled, and I wondered, does that mean she doesn't hate me anymore? ”

Choked in his throat and went crazy with longing, "I really want to see her again...... How I wish she could come and pick me up the day I die...... I really miss her...... Would love to ......"

Maybe his life has come to an end, or maybe there is no way to vent the pain in his heart, and no one can vent it, so when he can't see anything, Li Fengqi confided his heart to an "unknown" "little nurse".

After talking a lot, he was a little thirsty, and wanted to reach for the back of his hand on the table, but he accidentally swept the glass to the ground, and the splinters splashed with a crisp sound.

Now he can't even do a small thing like drinking water, he can't do it well, it's tantamount to a waste person, Li Fengqi smiled miserably, lowered his eyes and apologized: "I'm sorry, it seems that I'm going to cause you trouble." ”

Luo Xiangsi didn't speak, took another cup and poured a glass of water from him, put it in the palm of his hand, and when Li Feng got up to take it, his fingertips touched the diamond ring on her hand, and the whole person was stunned for a moment, and looked up suspiciously, "You are not a nurse here, who are you?" ”

Nurses in hospitals are not allowed to wear diamond rings on their hands, not to mention that ordinary nurses will not have such a big diamond ring on their hands.

Li Fengqi vaguely seemed to think of who the person in front of him was, and his face changed, "...... Lovesickness? ”

Luo Xiangsi stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but he didn't speak, after many years, whether it was resentment or hatred, it didn't seem to be so strong at this moment.

“…… I know it's you. She didn't speak, so he asked himself, "You're here to see when I'm going to die and when I'm going to atone for her sins, aren't you?" ”

Luo Xiangsi pursed her lips, with crystal tears in her eyes, but her voice was unusually calm, "Do you think that if you die, you can save something?" I tell you, no! If you want to atone for your sins, you should live well, if Lingyun ...... She wanted you dead, and that night the dagger should have been in your chest, not her wrist! ”

So, you should live well, live...... to atone for sins.

Li Fengqi listened quietly, the lavender in his hand was tightly held in his palm, and he said in a low voice: "...... Luo Xiangsi, I owe her, go underground and pay it back...... I am tired...... I miss her too......"

Night after night, but she never appeared in his dream, and when he woke up every night, he felt that his body was full of her blood, and everything was like a nightmare, eating away at his spirit.

Now it's time for liberation.

"No way!" Luo Xiangsi suddenly roared angrily, grabbed his clothes, and said loudly: "Who allowed you to die like this!" Even if you die, Lingyun won't see you! …… Live well, you give me a good life, do you hear! ”

There were tears in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall, "I don't allow you to die, do you hear it!" You're getting good for me! ”

Li Fengqi didn't know what he remembered, but he suddenly smiled, and he said, "I thought you wished I had died a day earlier......"

Luo Xiangsi looked at his pale face, slowly let go of his hand, took a deep breath, and felt a pain in his heart, "...... Lingyun is no longer here, and if you die again, I really won't have many friends left......"

Li Fengqi was silent for a long time, and then said in a hoarse voice, "...... I thought that from that day on, I would not be friends with me. He clearly remembered that on the day Zhou Lingyun left, Luo Xiangsi hated not being able to kill him.

Luo Xiangsi looked at the weather that had become gloomy and said, "...... The dead are gone, and people always have to look forward. She used to hate to be buried by Zhou Lingyun, but after the anger, she gradually began to think rationally about Zhou Lingyun's death.

Zhou Lingyun's death, Bai Shirou was the murderer, and Li Fengqi also indirectly led to her death, but Luo Xiangsi many times couldn't help but start thinking, if he insisted on taking Zhou Lingyun away in the villa of Li Fengqi at that time, if he could be vigilant after Zhou Lingyun killed Bai Shirou, would he be able to save this tragedy?

In Zhou Lingyun's incident, Bai Shirou, the culprit, died, and Luo Xiangsi resented herself, but at the same time, she resented herself.

“…… Outside, it's raining. In the silence, Li Feng Qi heard the sound of rain outside the window, and suddenly whispered.

"There's a shower today......" she replied in a low voice.

Li Feng smiled, "...... So it will stop soon, and when the rain stops, accompany me to the cemetery? ”

Luo Xiangsi nodded, "...... Okay, so you have to recover quickly, I don't like to have to take care of patients along the way. ”

He said "yes", but in reality both knew that it was nothing more than an agreement that would not be fulfilled.

"Luo Xiangsi, I'm tired, you go back first, ...... tomorrow Remember to go to the cemetery together. ”

Luo Xiangsi suddenly had infinite sourness in her throat, but she could only swallow it forcefully, she touched the wetness on her face, and her voice was choked: "You have a good rest, I'...... I'll come to you tomorrow. ”

He nodded, "Okay." ”

When Luo Xiangsi walked to the door, she suddenly stopped, and she asked in a low voice: "The wind is rising, have you ever thought about starting again?" ”

Forget all the pain of the past and start over.

After all, people always have to look forward.

Li Fengqi smiled and did not answer.

In the evening, suppressed moans of pain were heard in the ward, and the doctor rushed to hear the sound and injected him with a large number of painkillers, but to no avail.

Li Feng raised his arms tightly, his body trembled on the bed, and a white shadow seemed to flash in front of him, and he seemed to see that familiar smile.

She was walking towards him step by step, slowly, slowly......

Li Fengqi wanted to reach out to her, but his arm was so heavy that he couldn't lift it.

In the ward was the doctor's calm and self-contained voice, "Go to the emergency room immediately." ”

There was a fiery sound around him, but he always looked closely in one direction, and his mouth said something over and over again—

The nurse thought he had something important to say, so she put her ear up, and finally heard what he was going to say over and over again, "Lingyun...... It hurts ......."

He seemed to be in some heavy nightmare, and he couldn't stop saying, "Lingyun...... It hurts ......."

The little nurse didn't know who Lingyun was in his mouth, but she understood the heavy sadness and heavy pain in his tone.

"Lingyun, Hurt ......"

"Wife, it hurts so much......"

Finally, the little nurse understood who the "Lingyun" in his mouth was, and it turned out to be his wife.

But since he was hospitalized, no one named Lingyun has ever come to see him, as if he occasionally heard that the person in front of him is rumored to be the youngest general in China, and he has a beloved deceased wife......

"It doesn't hurt...... the little nurse saw that his limit was approaching, and the ghost sent the god to say, "I'm here, it doesn't hurt." ”

For a moment, I don't know whose tears rained down, and my heart was like a knife.

Li Fengqi, who had already lost consciousness, suddenly had strength somehow, and slowly raised his arm and asked softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing her, "Lingyun...... There you are? ”

"Here you go...... Pick me up, huh? His eyes couldn't see anything, but at this moment they were amazingly bright.

The little nurse held his outstretched hand, "Yes, I'm here......"

Your Lingyun has come to pick you up, General.

The rain outside the window was dripping, and the wind that got the answer rose, satisfied, with a smile, slowly, closed his eyes-

His hand slipped off, and there was a lavender clutched tightly in his palm.

One is a gorgeous and short dream, the other is a cruel and long reality, and there is only one ending left between them.

The youngest general of Huaguo is gone, and compared with the vigorous deeds of his life, his departure seems extremely bleak and sad.

When the doctor announced that the rescue was ineffective, the people in the emergency room fell silent.

The little nurse just now, I don't know if it was the first time to experience such a scene, she cried "wow", she didn't know what kind of sadness the young general had, and what kind of despair was hidden in his body, but the picture of him crying out lonely in front of her kept appearing, "Lingyun, it hurts ......".

Is there a grave hidden in everyone's heart, but there are the surviving buried inside?

When the wind was pushed into the morgue, the rain that had been pouring for a long time stopped, and the petals of the rain-struck flower outside the window bloomed in its most beautiful colors.

In the distance, a nostalgic song is playing on the big screen of the huge shopping mall building......

You were casual at first

And the young me

Love in the red dust

It's just because the life is silent in a hurry

I think it's the fault of the world

or cause and effect that has been passed down from previous lives

All for life

I also do not hesitate to obtain the exchange of yin and yang in an instant

The heart that should be yours

It still clung to my chest

So you don't want to go

Say goodbye to me who is gone

There are still faint whispers in the world

Follow the legend of both of us

There are still faint whispers in the world

Follow the legend of both of us

There was a faint whisper in the billowing red dust

Follow the legend of both of us

On September 29, 2018, the sky was clear and the sun was shining.

……

"Ma'am, I have your phone." Zhang's mother took her mobile phone and went upstairs.

Luo Xiangsi took it, "Hey, hello, who one?" ”

The orderly voice of the hospital nurse came from the other end of the phone, "Is it Ms. Luo?" ”

"I am."

"This is ** hospital, Mr. Li Fengqi died half an hour ago, we found your mobile phone number in his ward, and a letter ......"

After the nurse said the sentence "Mr. Li Fengqi died half an hour ago", Luo Xiangsi's brain was in a blank state......

The wind is blowing...... He's dead?

Didn't he say that he was going to go with her to sweep Zhou Lingyun's tomb tomorrow?

Why is it suddenly gone?

“…… Ms. Luo? Ms. Luo, are you there......" After not hearing Luo Xiangsi's reply for a long time, the nurse asked suspiciously.

Luo Xiangsi's mind was blank, and it took him a long time to ask mechanically, "...... The wind is up, really...... Gone? ”

"Yes...... If it is convenient for you to come and take away the patient's relics left in the ward......"

After hanging up the phone, Luo Xiangsi sat on the sofa dejectedly, as if all her strength had been drained, she was at a loss, this feeling was different from when she knew that Zhou Lingyun had died. She was angry about Zhou Lingyun's death, but she could still vent against the strong wind and blame him for killing Zhou Lingyun......

But now, Li Fengqi is also dead, who is she to blame?

The cruelty of fate lies in the fact that you watch the people close to you leave one by one again and again, but there is no way to save it.

"You're all gone...... That's how the world ...... It's not worth your nostalgia, is it? Tears slid down, Luo Xiangsi held the phone and said softly.

"What's wrong?" When Bo Dongli came back, he saw her crying alone.

"Senior Bo......" She just called out his name, but her body couldn't help but tremble.

Bo Dongli walked up to her and held her hand, "Don't cry, what's going on?" ”

Luo Xiangsi clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, bit his lip, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat for a while: "The hospital called...... The wind is up, and it's gone......"

This sentence seemed to exhaust her energy, and after saying that, she lay on his shoulder, silently shedding tears.

Bo Dongli's back was stunned, and then his neck stiffened, and his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and his eyes flashed with heavy sadness.

In the huge bedroom, only Luo Xiangsi sobbed lowly.

Bo Dongli was silent for a long time before he got up and said, "...... Let's go to the hospital. ”

Men show grief is very different from women, women can cry without scruples, while men can only be silent, silent for a long time.

On the way to the hospital, neither of them spoke.

When he arrived at the hospital, Bo Dongli went to the morgue, while Luo Xiangsi went to the ward to pick up the letter left by the nurse.

The ward has been cleaned by nurses, and the things left by the strong wind are neatly piled on the table.

Luo Xiangsi saw the letter from the nurse's mouth at a glance, the ward was empty, Luo Xiangsi looked at the hospital bed, it was hard to imagine that a few hours ago, there was a living person lying on it, and life seemed so fragile at this moment.

The wind outside the window blew the curtains, Luo Xiangsi sat on the hospital bed, and slowly opened the letter-

I have a beginning with her, there is a process, the only thing that is still missing is the ending, you ask me if I think about starting over, I don't answer.

Because you and I know the answer very clearly.

is obviously only one ending, but if you want to start over, you must not be reconciled.

She and I may have been destined from the very beginning of our meeting...... Life and death entangled.

The wind blew the suicide note, but Luo Xiangsi had already burst into tears.

With tears in her eyes, she looked at the clear sky outside the window, and the sun couldn't shine in.

Luo Xiangsi followed Li Fengqi's last wish and buried him next to Zhou Lingyun's tombstone.

A new grave, an old monument, after seven years, everything seems to have changed, but nothing seems to have changed.

May you and I in this world not wait until the day of irretrievable to regret it.