The seventh year of Zhou Lingyun's death.

Li Fengqi was promoted to the central government after perfectly handling the problem of stability in the frontier, and he became the youngest general in Huaguo as he wished, and his image was extremely positive and had a broad mass base.

He is undoubtedly dazzling, outstanding appearance, outstanding military talent, bright and broad road, whether it is related or not, they want to be related to him, knowing that there are no women around him, many people also have this idea.

Under the guise of talking about business, the wine table began.

"Not long ago, I went to the frontier, and now I will be able to have the current situation, completely relying on the great achievements of the handsome back then."

One person, the rest of the people also refused to fall behind, and the voices of flattery came and went.

"What Mr. Liu said is that the tourism industry in the border has developed so rapidly in recent years, and tourists can rest assured that they can travel boldly without worrying about the safety of life and property, which all rely on Li Shuai."

"Li Shuai can be said to be one of the most famous generals now, and he really adds a lot of glory to our Liangcheng."

Li Feng turned the wine glass in his hand, and smiled faintly at the corner of his shallow mouth, he has matured a lot over the years, without the uninhibited and aggressive spirit of his youth, he is a little more stable and deep, and it is more and more difficult for people to see through his inner thoughts.

"Li Shuai is young and promising, I have a distant cousin who admires me very much, today I know that Li Shuai is coming, I want to come and see it, Li Shuai, you see...... This person is outside, is it convenient for her to come and see the real face? Mr. Liu said with a smile.

His opening made many people who also had the same idea choke, and they were seized of the opportunity, if this was on the line with Li Fengqi, who would dare not give some face in the officialdom or the business world in the future?

"Far away...... Cousin? Li Fengqi took a sip of the red wine in his hand, and his tone was playful, "Mr. Liu, is this going to give me a Ecstasy Array?" ”

Mr. Liu's originally smiling face suddenly stiffened, and he hurriedly waved his hand, "Li Shuai, where are you talking about, I just calculate anyone, and I don't dare to calculate you." ”

Li Fengqi didn't pursue the real intention of this topic again, but just smiled casually: "It's not the best...... I have a very close relationship with my deceased wife, and she is very jealous. ”

Mr. Liu and the others looked at each other, and the smiles on their faces became a little unnatural.

If Li Fengqi is the most powerful person in the limelight today, and this powerful person is also good in everything, but there is only one thing that makes people a little puzzled, that is, the deceased wife in his mouth.

The Civil Affairs Bureau does not have any record that he has ever been married, but whenever there is a woman at the banquet who wants to get close, or someone who wants to stuff a woman next to him, Li Shuai will say something like "I have a very close relationship with my deceased wife", and no one knows what the deceased wife's surname is.

It's just that I vaguely learned a news from the mouth of someone who was familiar with Li Fengqi, a news that I don't know if it's true or not: seven years ago, Li Fengqi, who has always liked to linger in the flowers, seemed to be a different person overnight, and no longer contaminated any woman.

Some people suspected that he was sick and could no longer touch women, but as he went to the frontier in recent years and rectified the chaotic frontier situation, the rumors about his poor health gradually subsided.

There are also suspicions that he has a crush, so he no longer touches the flowers and plants outside, but after so many years, no one has ever seen the rumored woman appear, and this speculation has gradually disappeared.

And just when everyone was secretly guessing, Li Fengqi gave everyone the answer, the reason why he changed his past bad habits was very simple, he fell in love with a woman, but that woman was gone, that is, what he called "dead wife".

"The relationship between Li Shuai and Mrs. Xian is really moving, I am presumptuous, I will punish three glasses of wine and apologize to Li Shuai and Mrs. Xian." Mr. Liu is a very good person, and after finding out the bottom line of the strong wind, he stood up and apologized with a wine glass.

Over the years, such temptations and apologies have been experienced too many times, and now he has long been accustomed to it, and he raised his wine glass with an unchanged expression and took a sip.

Coming down from the staggered banquet, he staggered to the parking lot, his shirt was slightly unbuttoned, and his sexy chest loomed.

Two hotly dressed women walked up to him, looking at his tall figure and handsome face, and smiled ambiguously, "Handsome guy, alone?" ”

Li Fengqi leaned in front of the car and showed a lazy smile, "Can't see it?" ”

The woman walked over, stretched out her finger and drew a circle on his chest, winking at him teasingly, "I see...... Lonely in the middle of the night, do handsome guys need someone to accompany you?"

Li Fengqi glanced at the woman's hand, raised his eyebrows, and did not speak, the woman thought that he was acquiescing, so she became even more bold, put her arm on his shoulder, and said angrily: "The hotel or your home?" ”

Li Fengqi lightly ripped her arm away, patted the clothes that had been touched by her, "I'm not interested." ”

The woman was stunned, but then returned to normal, "The handsome guy is trying to get away with it?" In her mind, there is no man who doesn't like wild flowers, especially a beautiful woman who delivers them to the door.

Li Feng straightened up and prepared to open the door: "I have someone I like." ”

When the woman saw that he was leaving, she said angrily: "Handsome guy, you can't afford to play, right?" ”

I can think of an excuse to have a girlfriend, but what if I have a girlfriend? Everyone is an adult, and when they come out to play, who cares if they have a girlfriend or not.

But she forgot to think about it, some people may have been rotten, but he may not be rotten for a lifetime, especially after such a woman disappeared from his life decisively and sadly.

"Hmm." Before getting into the car, he paused, and said in a voice with infinite remembrance and nostalgia, "She doesn't like ......"

The woman watched the shadow of the car drift away, and cursed something in a low voice, but Li Fengqi didn't care.

Although he has been alive all these years, his heart has long been like dead wood.

For the first few years, he could numb himself with alcohol, but for the past two years, alcohol seemed to have little use for him.

It's as if it's the retribution of fate.

After the car disappeared into the parking lot, a Maybach slowly started.

And Luo Xiangsi in the car looked at the direction where Li Fengqi left with a complicated face, "Senior Bo......" she called softly.

Bo Dongli glanced at her, "Want to ask about the close situation of the strong wind?" ”

Over the years, because of Zhou Lingyun's relationship, Luo Xiangsi has always refused to pay attention to any movement of Li Fengqi, and now after so many years, after hearing his sentence "I have someone I like", she suddenly wondered, has he really come out?

Luo Xiangsi is contradictory, if she had put it in the past, she would have hoped that Li Fengqi would never be able to get out of the shadow of Zhou Lingyun for the rest of her life, so that she would feel worthy of Zhou Lingyun's death; But now her thoughts are slowly beginning to waver, the dead are gone, but the living still have to go on, and these years have also paid the due price for his past mistakes, if he can really come out......

Perhaps, it is also a good thing.

Maybe it's because as I get older, I can see a lot of things, and I am no longer attached to the past, after all, who can really say things about feelings.

"Nope." Bo Dongli was silent for a few seconds and said, "He may be ...... in this life I won't like anyone anymore...... Now whoever has approached him, who doesn't know that he has a very affectionate deceased wife...... Five years ago, he even held a secret marriage in a small town in the frontier, and was later sued by a military court, saying that he was a ** who knew the law and broke the law, if it wasn't for the extreme riot in the frontier back then, he would have been dismissed and investigated......"

His three words summed up what Li Fengqi had done in the past few years, and Luo Xiangsi was silent for a long time after hearing it.

After a long time, he slowly spit out a sentence: "Senior Bo, he really likes Lingyun last week, right?" ”

Bo Dongli played with her fingers and nodded.

But there is one sentence he didn't say, maybe now Li Fengqi's feelings for Zhou Lingyun are no longer a "like" and a "love" word can be said clearly, time will weathered some memories, but it will always unconsciously make the deep things deeper, so that the already shallow things completely disappear without a trace.

Luo Xiangsi sighed lightly and said with infinite regret: "What if...... It would be nice if he could have liked Lingyun earlier. "So, wouldn't today's tragedy happen?

But where in this world is there an if, if something is missed, it is a lifetime.

There is no chance of redemption, there is no chance of making amends.

Midnight.

Lying on the sofa, the sleeping Li Feng frowned deadly, and his body hurt as if he had been skinned, and this pain made him toss and turn, even if he was still restless in his sleep.

"Mr. Li, your illness can't be delayed any longer, you need to arrange surgery as soon as possible, and there is still a glimmer of life." The doctor in the white coat persuaded him bitterly.

But Li Fengqi only smiled slightly, "How long can you live without surgery?" ”

The doctor sighed, "Half a year at most, three months at least......"

Li Fengqi half-narrowed his eyes, and after a few seconds, he suddenly smiled, "This day has finally arrived......

"Li Shuai, your physical fitness is the best among patients, as long as you cooperate with the treatment, everything is still a chance to turn around." The doctor didn't understand that so many patients he had treated wanted him to live well, why was the man in front of him who was in a high position and wanted to be brave and rainy, shouldn't a powerful person like him be even more desperate?

"No need...... he raised his hand to indicate that today's treatment was over, and the doctor saw that he had made up his mind, and did not persuade him again.

The pain to the bone made Li Fengqi wake up from his sleep, and he looked at the neatly laid bed in the bedroom, and lost his mind for a long time.

There was a lingering smell of blood on this bed, but he refused to throw it away like a madman.

Every time I lay on the sofa in the bedroom, I spent the whole night, and I can't remember how long I haven't slept in bed.

The pain in his body made the green tendons on his forehead burst out, and he was drenched in cold sweat.

The dry lips closed one by one, and said, "Zhou Lingyun, it hurts...... Lingyun, I hurt ......."

However, no one would give him a response.

In response to him, there was only the loneliness of a room.

The heart, broken into pieces, can no longer be repaired, and the same is true for thousands of prosperity.

Li Fengqi lay on the sofa, holding his heart with his big palm, gasping for breath.

The pain would continue for a few more months, but he just wanted to die quickly.

Over the years, a person's loneliness has been endured for too long, so long that it seems that he has forgotten what it feels like to be noisy and lively.

After the pain slowly dissipated, or when his body regained its accustomed to the pain, Li Fengqi sat up from the sofa, walked to the edge of the bed, and after gently touching the side of the bed twice, he slowly walked to the study.

There is a kind of incense burning in the study for many years, shallow and faint, which is once Zhou Lingyun's favorite taste.

Now he is also deeply in love.

The night breeze outside the window blew in and woke his drowsy mind a little, and he took out a stack of papers from the safe, on which were conspicuous two large characters: suicide note.

When the last suicide note was filled, he gently put down the pen in his hand and leaned back in his chair, as if he had completed a heavy burden.

At this time, the wind blew a diagnosis book on the desk, and the black and white letters were very clear: cancer cell lesions.

Obviously, many things in it have already been written to the end.

Leaning on the back of the chair, Li Fengqi slowly closed his eyes, the tip of his nose was the familiar incense, and he had the best dream in seven years.

In his dream, he saw a young girl with a delicate smile on her delicate eyebrows.

His heart trembled, that was the first time he saw Zhou Lingyun.

So he pulled her to run frantically on the road, through the streets and alleys of Liangcheng, with the sound of the two of them breathing rapidly in his ears, Zhou Lingyun didn't ask him where he was going, neither of them spoke, just held hands tightly, and hoped that this road would never have an end.

He wanted to just like that, holding hands with her for the rest of his life.

He got rid of all the bad habits for her, he would love her well, spoil her, be good to her for the rest of his life, give her the best of everything, and his only wish was to hope that she could live well.

He wanted to watch the stars with her at night in early spring, catch fireflies with her at night in midsummer, watch the fluttering of maple leaves with her in the late autumn evening, and walk in the snow sea with her in the early morning of winter......

But what he wants most is...... Being able to hear her heart beating again, with warm skin, would open her mouth to call out to him...... Living people.

She once asked him if he had heard of the legend of the Ferris wheel?

At that time, he shook his head casually, because in his heart, all legends and fairy tales are things that girls will pay attention to, and he is a hero who wants to fight in all directions, how can he pay attention to these.

But she didn't care, but said to him very solemnly: Legend has it that lovers who have made Ferris wheels together will eventually break up, but if the lovers can kiss each other when the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point, then they will be blessed and will be together forever.

She smiled and said, "When you have time, let's go to the playground once, okay?"

How did he answer?

He tried hard to remember, but after all, he didn't think of his answer at that time.

When the sky was not yet white, the largest playground in Liangcheng ushered in the earliest work since its opening on this day.

And they serve only one person.

A long, handsome man, I heard that he was the youngest and most promising general in China.

Heard...... He only came this time to have one more Ferris wheel.

When the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point in the sky, a cluster of dazzling fireworks suddenly blooms in the sky.

He tilted his head slightly, looked over his shoulder, and with tears in his eyes, he seemed to see someone pillowed on his shoulder.

Her half-loose hair hung naturally behind her head, her pink cheeks were ruddy with a faint smile, her eyes were delicate and delicate, and her voice was like a stream in the hollow valley and mountains, cool and pleasant, and he heard her call him: "The wind rises ......"

Li Fengqi trembled and unconsciously touched his side face, touching this face that was exactly the same as in his memory, holding her face like a demon and kissing it.

The hot temperature spread between his lips and teeth, and he traced the shape of her lips carefully, his big palm tightly picking at the back of her head, his breathing was rapid, and his eyes were deep as if he could squeeze out water.

"Lingyun...... You're back, aren't you? He leaned painfully on her shoulder, squeezing a sentence out of his throat.

However, Zhou Lingyun just laughed, but never spoke.

He hugged her fiercely, tears dripping from his eyes, "...... Please, don't leave. ”

However, her body is still transparent little by little.

He noticed her strangeness, and the heaviness and pain on his face became more and more obvious, "No...... Don't ......"

However, even if he is a general who can kill all sides, he can't stop her departure.

Li Fengqi's arm seemed to still maintain the hugging motion, but it was just an illusory shadow for a while, and it didn't exist in the first place.

From the top of the Ferris wheel came a beast-like roar, scattered across the sky.

"Why are you leaving?" He asked in a loud voice across the sky, "Why did you leave alone?" You left me here alone to make me regret it for the rest of my life, didn't you? This is your punishment for me, isn't it? ”

"You've made it! Zhou Lingyun, you've succeeded......"

He went from being loud at the beginning to almost inaudible at the end, and every word was filled with deep sadness.

The cold-blooded and ruthless warrior on the battlefield cried like an abandoned child on the Ferris wheel.

Iron-blooded tenderness is very moving, but it came too late, late...... That person is long gone.

Being affectionate to a person who is not alive is not the most heartless thing in the world.

"Lingyun......" he choked up and called her name, "It's my fault, it's my overconfidence that caused the current situation, I shouldn't think I can make up for you after something like that happens again...... If I didn't leave you at that time, but let you leave with Luo Xiangsi, wouldn't you...... Are you still alive and well? ”

He muttered to himself, and then suddenly he laughed, a low and confused grin, "I know...... This is your punishment for me, and you blame me until you die......"

A month later, the news came from the military headquarters of Huaguo that countless people were suffocated, and the youngest general of Huaguo resigned from all his posts due to health reasons.

The political career and career that I once sharpened my head and wanted with all my means, now that I really let go, there is nothing reluctant to do.

Many people in officialdom and politics tried to test their tone for some purpose on the pretext of visiting a patient, but no one saw him again, or he deliberately avoided everyone's visits.

Until the day of the official resignation, the reporters who flocked to block the fierce wind that was about to get on the bus.

Li Fengqi's physical condition at this time was much worse than before, coughing to stop the security personnel from stopping people, and asked the media: "What made you choose to make such a decision?" Is there an irreversible problem with your body, as the outside world says? ”

Li Feng coughed and gave the public a simple word, "I have been planning for power and status all my life, I have gained a lot, and I have lost a lot, and I only realize that what I have lost is the love of my life." No matter how long or short the rest of the days are, I want to accompany her to see ......."

The reporter looked at him, obviously there was still a lot to ask, but it seemed that all of them were stuck in his throat at once.

Because at this moment, the affection and remorse in the eyes of this battlefield warrior are suffocating.

After Li Fengqi finished saying this, he didn't stop and was about to get into the car, but just when he stepped into the car with one foot, a question suddenly came from behind him.

"Very handsome...... Excuse me, who is the lover in your mouth? ”

The footsteps of the strong wind paused, his back stiffened, and he didn't look back, "...... I had a deep relationship with my deceased wife. ”

The answer to the question is the same as the answer he has given to the question of others countless times.

I had a deep relationship with my deceased wife.

From this day on, Li Feng left Liangcheng, and the rest of the time he used his life to swim all over the rivers and rivers of the motherland, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't go abroad because of his political background, he might go abroad for a turn.

Whenever he went to a place, he would use his mobile phone to record the local characteristics, and say what he wanted to say to Zhou Lingyun, as if he was ...... She was right there for him.

Whenever someone looked at his strange behavior and asked him who he was recording video for, he would smile and say to that person, "My wife." ”

Half a year later, he returned to Liangcheng, he went to Zhou Lingyun's cemetery, the lesion of his body made his eyesight decline rapidly, he stood in front of the tombstone but could not see the photos on it clearly, but he seemed to see it clearly.

Zhou Lingyun in the photo is still so beautiful and beautiful.

He slowly wiped the dust off the photo, and his fingertips trembled to touch her cheek, for a long time.

"Lingyun, I'm going to look for you soon...... At the end of my life, looking back on the past years, I only have memories with you left in my mind......" He covered his mouth and coughed twice, and when he took his hand down, there was a bright red blood at the corner of his mouth.

"Wait until the day I'm going...... Come pick me up, okay? He looked extremely tired and pale, and anyone could see that he was about to die.

He buried his phone in the dirt in front of her tombstone and said, "Wife...... I know you're the softest, you must come to me that day, okay? I'm afraid...... Even if I die, I won't see you, I ...... I really miss you......"

"I really want to, I really want to ......"

Tears fell in the dirt and were buried along with the phone.