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Yan Rui took a taxi straight back.

In the face of feelings, she has always been relatively cowardly, and she has experienced countless abandonments, and she even feels that this is a normal state, and she is powerless to fight for anything, what does not belong to her, and she can't get it if she fights.

Just now, she saw through the glass a scene that made her flinch. Yan Lijun seemed to have drunk a lot of wine, Yu Min hugged his head distressedly, I don't know if it was Yan Qian's illusion, she felt that he looked fragile at that time, but he never showed a very tired look in front of her.

She felt that her appearance would be too abrupt, because at this time, what he needed was not her, all she could do was leave quietly, as if she had never come.

Yan Qian admits that she has low self-esteem.

Once bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years. At the beginning, Yan Qian also felt that she and Yu Minyu were truly in love, she took that relationship very seriously, and was even willing to entrust her life, but she couldn't resist the appearance of the woman in his heart, so she could only give way in a gloomy way.

Maybe this is what people call a spare life - the person you care about, the person you need the most is never you!

Although Yan Qian has low self-esteem, she also has her own stubbornness and pride, so when Yu Minyu told her in person that she still couldn't forget Fu Tang's past, she didn't keep it at all. She felt that it was very undignified to leave at that time, and there was no need to pester a man who didn't love you.

Yes, there's no need to pester a man who doesn't love you.

When Yan Qian got home, she went to bed, and she felt that when she was in a bad mood, it would be better to lie in bed. However, she never fell asleep, she always paid attention to the movement outside, and she didn't wait for Yan Lijun to come back until the early hours of the morning, and she fell asleep unconsciously.

The next morning, Yan Qian was woken up by the alarm clock, and went to the living room and study with sour eyes to take a look at it for the first time, and there was no figure of Yan Lijun, making sure that he did not come back last night.

Yan Qian was alone, ate a few slices of bread casually and went to work. She didn't call Yan Lijun, but when she was about to get off work, he sent her a text message, saying that he wanted to eat the steamed fish she made.

Yan Qian wanted to say that she needed to work overtime and couldn't cook, but the text message she had just edited was deleted by her, and she finally replied with one word: Okay.

Yan Qian did need to work overtime to complete the work at hand, but she changed her mind and decided to take the work home to do.

Yan Qian not only made fish, but also bought a lot of vegetables and prepared to cook a table of dishes.

When Yan Qian was stir-frying in the kitchen, Yan Lijun came back, and as soon as she came back, she came to the kitchen, hugged her from behind Yan Qian, rested her chin on the top of her head, and didn't say a word for a long time.

Yan Qian didn't struggle, even if it wasn't convenient when stir-frying, she still let him hold it.

Yan Lijun rubbed her chin on Yan Qian's hair, and finally kissed her on the back of the neck before she pushed him away and said, "Aren't you going to change your clothes?" Hurry up and change it! It's time to eat. ”

Yan Lijun changed his clothes and came out, sat at the dining table, looked at a table of dishes, and asked with a smile: "How do you make so many dishes?"

Yan Qian took a bowl of medicinal chicken soup and handed it to him and said, "We haven't eaten together for a long time, and I haven't cooked well in the past two days, so I didn't hold back today and made a few more dishes."

In fact, Yan Qian felt that Yan Lijun might not have eaten well recently, so she made a few dishes for him to make up.

Yan Lijun looked at Yan Qian, feeling a little complicated.

At noon today, Zhu Yuanzheng called Yan Lijun to explain the reason why he suddenly left him and left, and by the way, he mentioned that Yan Qian went to Huihuang last night, but suddenly left again.

"I didn't expect Yu Min to be there, you drank too much wine last night, did Yan Qian misunderstand something?" Although Yan Qian didn't let Zhu Yuanzheng say it, he felt that he still had to talk to Yan Lijun. He is now sticking together with Chen Nianya and has become a lot kinder.

Yan Lijun originally wanted to explain to Yan Qian about last night's incident, but seeing Yan Qian's indifferent appearance, she probably didn't need his explanation at all, let alone didn't care, so she didn't ask, and he didn't say anything.

In the evening, Yan Qian was busy with work, and the two didn't have a chance to say a word.

Yan Lijun had a dream at night, dreaming of the old man, in the dream he went back to twenty years ago, when he was a teenager, in a rebellious period, always doing things as he wanted, contrary to the old man's expectations, always whipped up.

Every time Yu Min came to the house and saw Yan Lijun being whipped, he would go up to help him block it, and every time at this time, the old man couldn't do anything about him, so he left angrily.

In the dream, the old man waved the whip at him with a hideous face, and he stood stubbornly on the spot and whipped him, not dodging or begging for mercy, but Yu Min suddenly rushed over and stopped in front of him, and the whip was literally whipped on her.

"Yu Min, get out of the way!" Yan Lijun pushed Yu Min away and said.

Yan Lijun was very sad in his dream, he felt that the old man's whip didn't hurt at all, and he really wished he would whip a few more whips on himself, instead of throwing down the whip and leaving, and then his back became more and more blurred.

Sometimes when dreaming, I feel that the dream is very real, so I will follow the dream talk, Yan Lijun also said the dream talk, and it happened to be heard by Yan Qian.

Yan Qian was thirsty at night, so she got up to drink water, returned to the bedroom, and as soon as she climbed into bed, she heard Yan Lijun muttering words in her mouth, and when she listened carefully, she didn't hear anything, but she heard the name clearly.

Yan Qian sat at the head of the bed with her knees crossed, staring at Yan Lijun who was not sleeping peacefully for a moment, her heart was churning terribly, and she deeply realized what it means to have different dreams in the same bed.

Later, Yan Qian lay down again and never fell asleep again until dawn, when she got up without waiting for the alarm clock to ring.

Yan Qian prepared sandwiches for breakfast.

When they were sitting at the dining table eating breakfast together, Yan Lijun saw that Yan Rui's eyes were bloodshot, so he frowned and asked, "Didn't you sleep well at night?"

Yan Qian's eyebrows moved slightly, but she didn't speak.

Yan Lijun stared at Yan Rui, his eyes like a torch. The smile on her face is getting less and less, she is not happy, with him, she is not happy!

Yan Lijun sighed and said, "I'll send you to the company in a while!"

"No!" Yan Rui blurted out.

Yan Lijun didn't say anything more, her alienation made him helpless, if some of his actions made her feel restrained, it was not his original intention, he didn't want to restrain her, she had always been free!

During this time, Yi Jingjun went on a business trip, and Xiao Xi had something at home and took a leave of absence for a while, so Yan Rui ate alone.

During today's dinner, Fu Tangxi suddenly sat down opposite her, looking gloating.

Fu Tangxi approached Yan Qian, looked at her, shook his head and said, "Yo, you have been really haggard a lot these days, looking at the redness in your eyes, you are very anxious during this time, right?"

Yan Qian didn't glance at Fu Tangxi, she just thought she was air, and ate her own food by herself.

"You can't catch your own man, right?" Fu Tangxi smiled and said, "I think so!" It's fate, and there are some things that don't belong to you after all. ”

Fu Tangxi became more and more energetic the more he spoke: "If you want me to say it!" Let's Mr. Yu and Mr. Yan are childhood sweethearts, they are true love, you better quit as soon as possible, let them have lovers and eventually become married! Save yourself from putting yourself in an awkward situation later! Don't you feel like you're holding them back in the way? ”

Yan Qian narrowed her eyes and looked at Fu Tangxi, she was very curious, how did this woman know so much!

Fu Tang used to know himself and his opponent very well, and since he found out that the relationship between Yan Qian and Yu Min was extraordinary, he began to touch the melons and spent some effort to find out the relationship.

Fu Tang used to find out from some of Yan Lijun's old classmates about the special relationship between Yu Min and Yan Lijun, and saw Yu Min take Yan Lijun to the hotel that night, so he came to some conclusions, and couldn't wait to stimulate Yan Rui.

"It's really unfortunate, that day I was at the door of the hotel, and I saw that Mr. Yu and your Mr. Yan went to open a room, Mr. Yan seemed to be drunk, I don't know if they will rekindle their old feelings and have a drunken mess or something. Hey, who knows what will happen when a lonely man and a widow are alone in a room all night? ”

Fu Tangxi looked gloating and said: "By the way, the next morning, when Mr. Yu came to work, he was in a very good mood!"

Yan Qian finished the last bite of food, put down her chopsticks, and got up to leave without looking at Fu Tangxi.

The strange thing is that Fu Tangxi was sour on the side, Yan Qian didn't feel sick to his stomach, but he had a good appetite, and he did the disc action perfectly.

Fu Tangxi looked at Yan Qian's back and said coldly: "I think you can be arrogant for a few days!"

Because Yan Qian looked like she didn't eat oil and salt, Fu Tang said so much in the past, but he didn't understand his hatred at all.

That night, when Yan Qian was sleeping, she dreamed of her grandfather, he touched her head, smiled kindly, and said, "Sister! Live in a big city, and if you're tired, come back! ”

In the dream, Yan Rui hugged her grandfather and cried like a child.

Only in front of the closest people will the fragile side be revealed, and all the emotions accumulated will be completely released in front of the grandfather.

"Grandpa, my sister misses you so much, why did you leave your sister behind? If you're gone, my sister really won't have any relatives! ”

It is said that in this world, only your relatives will love you unconditionally and tolerate you, and grandpa is her only relative, after grandpa leaves, she will never feel such love again!

Yan Lijun was awakened by Yan Qian's crying, and through the hazy moonlight, he saw her burst into tears, crying very sadly with her eyes closed. called her a few times, but she didn't answer, but she still kept her eyes closed, only to know that she was dreaming.

Yan Lijun's heart twitched fiercely, except for the time three years ago, when Yan Qian left resolutely, he had never seen her cry.

She always showed that she was very indifferent to everything, and endured everything, and he even felt that there was almost nothing that could make her shed tears, but in her dreams, she cried into tears.

His heart was also flustered with her tears.