Chapter 100: Retreat
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Yan Qian walked for a long time before she realized that she had to find a bus stop sign to take the bus.
On the bus, seeing men and women standing intimately hugging each other, Yan Rui's eyes showed envy - how good, you can fall in love unscrupulously.
Yan Qian was with Yan Lijun at the beginning, and she didn't think that she could have any possibility with him, but now, her heart is full of nostalgia and reluctance, and she hopes that it will last forever, which is ridiculous.
The people on the bus got off one after another, Yan Rui sat down in the back seat, and as the body shook, she felt that such a night was quiet and comfortable, and suddenly she didn't want to go home, so she sat until the terminal.
Yan Qian took the bus back to the apartment from the terminal, it was already more than ten o'clock, Yan Lijun had already returned home, and when she entered the house, he was watching TV in the living room.
He was not in the study, but in the living room, and he was waiting for him.
"Coming back? Where did you go? Yan Lijun asked casually.
Yan Qian sat down next to Yan Lijun, leaned her head lightly on his shoulder, and said, "My aunt and I went to dinner, it's the restaurant she used to take you to before."
Yan Lijun naturally put her arm around Yan Qian's shoulder, kissed her on the top of her hair and asked, "Oh, are you still happy with each other?"
"Well, it's good, Auntie is a very talkative person."
"That's good!" Yan Lijun pinched Yan Qian's shoulder and asked, "Why did you come back now?" ”
"Because I've been there." Yan Qian said lightly.
"You can call me and I'll pick you up!"
"I don't want to trouble you."
Yan Lijun sighed and said: "It's been so long, you still don't have the consciousness to be a girlfriend!"
When the two were chatting quietly, even the ringing of the mobile phone seemed a little abrupt.
Yan Lijun picked up the phone, his face suddenly became solemn, he hung up the phone, he said to Yan Rui: "The old man's condition suddenly attacked, he was sent to the hospital, I have to go and see, you sleep first!"
Yan Qian nodded, only to see Yan Lijun pick up his coat and leave in a hurry.
Yan Lijun didn't come back all night, and it is estimated that the old man's condition this time is really serious.
The next day, Yan Qian was assigned a lot of work, and in the next few days, she became busy, sometimes having to work overtime.
After getting off work one after another, Yan Rui was still working overtime to complete her work tasks, the night outside the window became dark, Yan Rui suddenly felt very hungry, so she went to the supermarket downstairs to buy bread to satisfy her hunger.
Yan Qian nibbled on the bread, so she called Yan Lijun, he didn't call her today to report his whereabouts, and remembered the solemn eyes when he left last night, so she was a little worried about him.
Yes, I don't know where to start, he will report his whereabouts to her, for example, he will say, today I am going home for dinner, what am I going to eat, or I am not going home for dinner today, I have a social ...... Anyway, he would call her every day, but he didn't call today.
"Hey, Yanrui." Yan Liyan's voice sounded visibly tired.
"Are you in the hospital?" Yan Qian asked.
"Yes, yes."
"How's the old man's condition?"
Yan Lijun was silent for a moment and then said, "You don't have to worry, but I may not be able to go home these days, you go to bed early at night."
"Okay."
A few seconds before the phone hung up, Yan Qian faintly heard Yu Min's voice, she said, "Ah Yan, come and eat something!"
Yan Rui stared at the computer screen, a little lost, at this time, it was not himself who was by his side, maybe he didn't need her company.
In the next few days, Yan Lijun did not come back, and Yan Rui's phone call to him was never able to get through.
That night, Yan Rui had fallen asleep, in a daze, she felt someone holding her in her arms, she turned over, saw the face in front of her, and whispered, "Are you back?"
"Well, go to sleep!" Yan Lijun whispered.
Even if Yan Qian had something to say, he couldn't bear to disturb him, and he probably hadn't had a good night's sleep in the past few days.
The next morning, Yan Lijun left early, he left quietly, Yan Rui didn't notice it at all, and woke up only to find that the other side of the bed was empty, and he should have been away for a long time.
Yan Rui is busy working overtime every day, and sometimes she can't leave if she wants to go to the hospital, and in Yan Rui's regret, the old man passed away.
Yan Qian only found out when she saw the news, she called Yan Lijun, but she still couldn't get through, and then she gave up. Perhaps what he needed now was not her comfort, but the silence of his own.
Yan Lijun will not show his fragile side in front of Yan Qian, all she can do is that when he comes back, she will still be there. If he needs a shoulder, she can always provide it for him.
Next, Yan Lijun will be very busy, and he needs to be busy with the old man's funeral and some posthumous matters.
While Yan Qian was waiting, a few days later, Yan Lijun came back, his whole person looked a little haggard, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, and his beard was unkempt, obviously he hadn't dealt with it for a few days.
"Want to eat? I'll do it for you. Yan Qian said.
"Cook me a bowl of noodles!" Yan Lijun said.
Yan Qian cooked a bowl of noodles, brought it to Yan Lijun, watched him finish it quietly, and then took the bowl to clean.
Yan Qian washed the dishes and came out, Yan Lijun was no longer seen in the living room, and when she came to the bedroom, she saw him lying on the bed with his clothes, and he didn't even take off his shoes. He loves cleanliness, he never lies in bed like this, and every time he comes home, he changes into home clothes.
But when people are tired, they don't pay so much attention.
Yan Qian can also see that Yan Lijun also loves his father very much, and the grief in his heart is inevitable, life and death are always so cruel, but it is something that everyone has to experience.
Yan Qian came to the side of the bed lightly, took off her shoes for Yan Lijun, covered her with a quilt, and then sat on the edge of the bed and stared at his face for a long time.
Yan Lijun fell asleep at two o'clock in the afternoon, probably because he had slept very little recently, and slept until more than seven o'clock in the evening before waking up.
Yan Qian didn't tell him to get up to eat, and when he got up, she said to him, "I'm ready, let's heat it up and eat a little!"
Yan Lijun was about to go out, but when she heard Yan Qian say this, she thought about it and said, "Okay."
Soon, Yan Qian warmed up all the dishes and brought them out and ate them with Yan Lijun. Some words choked in her throat, Yan Qian struggled for a while, but still asked: "Are you okay?"
He wouldn't tell her, but she couldn't help but ask.
"I'm fine, don't worry!" Yan Lijun said with a smile.
After Yan Lijun finished eating, he said to Yan Qian, who was washing the dishes: "I'll go out for a while, and you can go to bed early at night."
Yan Qian turned around, and Yan Lijun's figure was no longer visible, only the sound of the door closing was heard.
There are many things, Yan Lijun will bear it silently alone, and he will not say it to make Yan Qian worry about him.
Yan Qian watched TV in the living room alone until late, Yan Lijun told her to go to bed early, but she couldn't sleep, and she has been a little insomnia recently.
The usual favorite variety show suddenly feels boring, Yan Rui's eyes are staring at the TV, but her chaotic thoughts always drift to other places.
Yan Qian picked up her mobile phone to call Tang Yi and wanted to chat with her, she must have thought more emotionally than Yan Rui, and maybe she could give her some enlightenment.
However, Yan Rui found that Tang Yi was obviously in a state of despair emotionally, she said that she no longer believed in men, and she did not have the confidence to tie up men's hearts, and she was tired of worrying about being abandoned by men, so she simply stopped talking to men.
Tang Yi said: "Yan Qian, I don't have any nostalgia for leaving J City, but I am reluctant to be you, I miss you very much when I am alone, and I have time to come to me!" Girlfriends are much more reliable than men! ”
Tang Yi told Yan Qian that she should not spend too much energy and time on men, because men cannot be tethered, and the most important thing is to love yourself, which is the choice she taught her.
Tang Yi said: "Yan Qian, is there something wrong with your relationship with Yan Lijun?" Are you in love with him? If you lose your heart, you will lose yourself! ”
"......" Yan Qian was silent, she didn't know what was wrong with her, in short, she was unhappy, her heart was always aching for a while.
"Okay, don't worry about me, I'll definitely go see you when I find time."
After talking to Tang Yi on the phone, Yan Rui's heart became heavier, and her depressed mood was not relieved at all.
Tang Yi is a person who has been hurt emotionally, and he has become a little extreme about his feelings, and I don't know if I can believe her words.
Just when Yan Qian was thinking wildly, the mobile phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, and when I picked it up, it was Zhu Yuanzheng's voice. Yan Qian had always been unhappy with Zhu Yuanzheng before, and she wished that she would not get along with him for a long time, so she did not save his phone number.
"Hey, Yan Qian, Ah Yan is drunk, you can take him back! He's not in a very good mood, so you can accompany him. Zhu Yuanzheng said.
Yan Qian hung up the phone, changed her clothes and went out, and then took a taxi directly to Huhuang.
He was drunk, he must have been very depressed in his heart, so he would get himself drunk, but in front of her, he acted as if nothing had happened, and now, Yan Qian just wanted to rush over immediately, stay by his side, and hug him.
When she arrived at Huihuang, Yan Qian came to the private room that Zhu Yuanzheng said, in order to confirm that she was not wrong, she first looked through the glass to confirm it, and when she saw the scene inside, she froze in place, and had no intention of pushing the door in.
Yan Qian flinched, she turned around and hurried away, bumped into a person in the aisle, and walked away without even saying sorry.
"Yanqian, in a hurry, where are you going?" Zhu Yuanzheng grabbed Yan Qian and said, "It's just right that you came, Xiaoya, she was waiting for me to pick her up, and I didn't worry about leaving Ah Yan alone, so I called you here!" ”
Yan Qian shook off Zhu Yuanzheng's hand and said, "I still have something to do, go first!" Don't tell him I've been here! ”
"Hey, what are you going to do! Isn't this just here? Zhu Yuanzheng shouted behind Yan Qian, "If you want to leave, take Ah Yan with you!" I'm in a hurry, you can't leave him to me! ”
Yan Qian walked farther and farther until she could no longer hear Zhu Yuanzheng's call.