Chapter 2 He said, "Go with you."
I had another strange dream, in which I heard gunshots again. When I opened my eyes and woke up, I finally understood the meaning of this dream, indeed, I was very tired, and looked at Su Moqian who was lying beside me. I just felt like I wanted to cry.
I have always felt pitiful and felt that fate was very unfair to me, but think about it, when fate was fair to him.
Su Moqian said that he loved me, and I believed it.
This sentence was said to me when he woke up in the hospital with a concussion, and at that time, I really had a feeling that the time was right. I believed in the love he gave me, also after I was shot.
I thought about it, I was afraid, but I didn't regret it at all.
Su Moqian's life story is what he told me after he returned to Beijing, and he talked to me for a whole night to persuade me to go for surgery.
All night long, he held me tightly in his arms and spoke to me words he had never spoken. I asked him, "If that shot hits me right in the chest and I die, will you care about me?" ”
Su Moqian said without hesitation: "Yes." ”
"Then why do I have to go for surgery? Wouldn't it make more sense for the wound to remain on the body? At that time, I thought, I still have some resentment, "If the wound stays here, you will always remember that there was a 'woman' who was shot for you." ”
Su Moqian broke my body in front of him, looked at me and said, "If you really want to choose a way to punish me, I will admit it, really, I will admit it, I just hope that you will not hurt yourself again." ”
At that moment, my eyes filled with tears because of his words, my voice choked in my throat, and I heard him say, "Actually, slightly cool, I really love you, really, I have never understood my heart so accurately."
I thought I wouldn't have the heart anymore. ”
Growing up in a big family, we have been burdened with the pressure of being different from ordinary people since we were a child, we envy the worry-free food and clothing, we envy the delicacies of the mountains and seas, in fact, for a child, it is a burden.
Su Moqian grew up in this environment, and his mother's death was a huge blow to him.
If he has developed a sense of responsibility that must fight for the interests of the family, then the death of his mother has made him completely transform this sense of responsibility into a kind of hatred.
's father has a mistress outside, this kind of thing will indeed make the family lose face, not to mention that the figures in the political world are the same as the military, they all have to have a clean background, Su Moqian thinks that Su Wenyuan betrayed his mother, and he also knows that Su Wenyuan is because of another 'female'.
He hates, but he is very small, he longs for care, but the people around him give him perfunctory, his eyes, every action, will make them frightened, this is different from ordinary people, and it is also the tragedy in Su Moqian's heart.
I think my life is a kind of tragedy, but I didn't expect that his life is also a kind of tragedy, I am for the material, and he is the pursuit of the 'spirit' God, the two of us can't have a 'crossing' point, but we both complain a little because of the full life.
If I am a moss that grows in the dark, then he is a 'flower' that blooms in the night, I am not as attractive as him, I am not as noticeable as him, but in a sense, I am still the same as him.
At that time, I didn't know that Xia Haoyu was his younger brother, and I didn't know that his hatred would actually merge with mine.
I hate the group of people who made me lose my child, I hate everything about them, so I am willing to help Su Moqian achieve the goal he wants to achieve.
It was probably the most extreme moment for me.
I don't want anyone to understand me, happiness is too much of a luxury for me. It wasn't until later that I finally figured out that all the sadness was my own thoughts.
How much I love, how blessed.
Now, the scars that stretched out have been eliminated after the operation, and all the heat injuries will be forgotten, I asked Su Moqian why he did this to me, and he said, we choose each other, it will not be the most perfect, but the best.
Regarding the letter I saw, the letter that was destroyed by Su Moqian, I once thought about telling Lin Duoduo the content and letting her know everything about herself, I was in a happy mood at that time, and later, knowing that Xia Haoyu took good care of her, the letter was gone.
I want to say that I cherish this friend of mine, and I think we should all be thankful for our friendship after going through so much. I love, I love deeply, so now, I would rather that thing be mentioned by no one again.
Lin Duoduo asked me, and I wanted to tell her ruthlessly, but what about saying it? Those who should come will come back, and those who should go will go. We will all live happily ever after.
Today, after Su Moqian came back from the meeting, he took me directly to the hospital, for my ovulation period, he seems to remember more clearly than me, a thirty-year-old man without children will definitely be gossiped, I know he cares more than me.
I can only say, I tried my best, after the hospital examined me, Su Moqian carried me out of the hospital, sitting in the car, Su Moqian looked at me and said, "There are still twelve hours, what do you think, how are we going to spend it?" ”
I looked at him a little gloomily and asked, "Su Moqian, if I can't get pregnant, will you continue to be with me?" ”
Su Moqian's face was stunned, and he said, "Is there anyone more suitable than you?" You found it and tell me, anyway, before we find it, we'll just do it. ”
The two words hurt my heart, I looked at Su Moqian and asked, "Does it have to be like this?" ”
Su Moqian fastened the seat belt on my body and said with a smile: "Of course not, I need your cooperation for the next twelve hours." ”
The so-called cooperation is to prepare for sex during the ovulation period, and every day, Su Moqian will go home very early, take me to the hospital, and then pull me to the bedroom at home. The entire second floor is not allowed to be approached by maids.
I think the 'pretty good' I've downloaded, at least it's good now, and I'm going to take a shower and prepare for what is going to happen next.
Su Moqian broke in, a cool air at the entrance of the 'door' 'pumped' in, Beijing is not warm in January, I looked back at Su Moqian, looked at his 'straight' muscles and 'flesh', looked at him with a smile on his face, and asked, "What are you doing when you come in now?" ”
Su Moqian didn't speak, walked under the shower, hugged me tightly, our bodies were tightly together, I felt his strong arms hugging me tightly, that feeling, really warm.
I said: "Su Moqian, if you can't get by, let's divide it, and if it continues, I guess I'm already old, and no one wants me anymore......"
Su Moqian sent me away and pushed me to the 'flower' sprinkle, the warm water fell down my hair, his fingertips touched my hair over and over again, I wanted to speak, my eyes couldn't open, my mouth was closed, I could only be at his mercy.
The fragrant shampoo landed on the tips of my hair. It turned out that he was going to wash my hair.
I wiped his body when he was drunk once, and now, he is under the water, washing my hair.
The gentle massage made my whole body relax, my body slowly relaxed, more and more comfortable, and later, Su Moqian hugged me, the 'chest' was close to my back, the hot breath flowed in my ears, I heard him say: "Slightly cool, give me a baby." ,”
I looked back in surprise, looked at my still dripping hair, and asked, "Why?" If it's a coming, why do you want to do this? ”
Su Moqian looked at me, staring at me tightly like a leopard, and said, "Ye Weiliang, if I still want to find a 'female' person to live with, this 'female' person, I can't think of anyone else, just you."
But you also understand that I have given you pain, I have given you irresponsibility, you can refuse me, of course, I hope that you will accompany me in such a lonely and tired life. ”
At that moment, I understood one thing, it turns out that sometimes, love can not exist, marriage and love cannot be 'confused', but it cannot be said that I am not happy.
I looked at Su Moqian and asked, "But the doctor also said that I ......."
Su Moqian's hand reached out to my mouth and said, "I'm also a doctor, listen to me, don't listen to them." ”
I nodded gently, took a step forward, and walked towards Su Moqian's arms, he hugged him, put one palm on the back of my head, one palm on my 'chest', and his 'lips' pressed tightly against me, and said: "In the next eight hours, I just want to tell you with my actions that in fact, no one is more suitable for you than me." ”
His palm vigorously 'kneaded' my snow white, the tip of his tongue was already deep into my throat, kissing every part of my mouth, hard, hard, my hair was wet, her body was kissed by her, and then stayed in the room and put it on the 'bed'.
I looked at him and said, "No, my hair, my body is soaked." ”
Su Moqian leaned over, looked at me with a smile, and said, "How wet it is, let me take a look?" ”
His hand broke my 'legs', a pair of eyes stared at me tightly, his fingers slowly flowed over my big 'legs', and said with a smile: "Maybe, this is better~"
I looked at him with some trepidation, and without saying a word, I felt a finger slowly reach between my 'legs', gently 'kneading', slowly stroking 'touching', again and again.
His right hand reached out to my 'chest', grabbed my plumpness, shook it together, leaned down and 'kissed' me, I shrunk my 'legs' uncomfortably, but heard him say, "Don't hold me, relax......"
I relaxed as he listened, but the tip of his tongue was rolling so fast, we weren't the usual ones before, this time, I felt he was more serious than ever.
"You're already soaking wet......" he looked at me with a smile, put his finger to the tip of his tongue, took a slight sip, and said with a smile, "It tastes so good." ”
I closed my eyes and didn't dare to look at him, but I could already feel the tip of his tongue moving down from my upper body little by little, again and again, one mouthful.
The tip of his tongue stayed on my waist, and the feeling became more and more obvious, I was a little scared, I was really scared, I didn't know what he might be going to do next, but the tip of his tongue had reached my lower abdomen, slowly moving down.
I nervously grabbed the sheet, but he slowly lifted the hand and placed it on his waist, and I heard him say, "Look at me, I've become Optimus Prime." ”
I opened my eyes curiously, and didn't speak for a while, his burning gaze already scared me a little, closed my eyes and didn't look at him, and heard him say again, "Tell me, what posture do you like?" ”
This one...... Do you want to ask?
"If you don't say it, then I will use the thirty-six style, and when the time comes, if you can't bear it, you can't blame me......"
"Thirty-six?" I opened my eyes and looked at him and asked, "What is that like?" ”
"You'll find out later...... Remember, if you are comfortable, you have to call me out, and you can't be ambiguous at all," Su Moqian's tone was commanding, and he said, "I want to know how you really feel, okay?" ”
I was 'tempted' and 'bewitched', so I nodded and said, "Okay." ”
"Wei Liang, you are so good to me." He pulled me closer: "You put your ears together, I have something to tell you." ”
I leaned over to listen to his words, only to feel his fingers touch my skin, and heard him say, "Slightly cool, I love you." ”
Before I could speak, Su Moqian's fingers had already held my face and blocked my 'lips'.
"Hmm......" softly, from my mouth, I suddenly felt soft, my heart was pounding, Su Moqian's greedy tongue entered my mouth deeply, and I was eager to probe the sweetness in my mouth.
This 'kiss' is both passionate and **, Su Moqian 'kissed' me passionately, this 'kiss' became more and more 'intense', making me even more hoarse and low, more intoxicated.
"I want you ......" Su Moqian's deep voice sounded in my ears, and he said affirmatively again: "I want you very much, you tell me, are you willing?" ”
My body has already betrayed me, and the sentence I love you has said it all, I thought we might say goodbye, but I didn't expect that he still loves me.
"I ......," I closed my eyes and whispered into his ear, "I want to ...... I want you to love me......"
Kissing and hugging made the two of us look clumsy and discouraged, but we were willing to do it, and when Su Moqian stroked his fingers on my body again, the hot 'kiss' between the two of us never stopped.
However, the skin-to-skin contact of the 'flesh' made us both immersed in a semi-comatose state, and the touch was so beautiful that it made this kiss more wet and hot.
Su Moqian's greedy right hand covered my snow white, when the fingers were embedded in my 'breast' muscles to rub and play, he was constantly jumping, and the hard buds on the peak were grinding in his palm from time to time, and I heard him 'sob' a sigh of relief.
I straightened my chest a little and enjoyed the beauty of the moment.
Su Moqian's hand reached between my 'legs', and when I 'kneaded' shallowly, the palms between my fingers were covered with 'dew' water, which made him no longer have any patience', and his fingers forced my tight 'lips' flap, and first gently squeezed in, and when I let out a satisfied sigh, I suddenly cut into the bottom and went deeper.
His pry made my Wei unable to bear it anymore, and her whole body stiffened: "Ah...... Mo Qian~"
"How do you feel?" Su Moqian stared at me and asked in a hoarse voice, so that I could know how excited he was now.
"Hmm...... It's good, it's comfortable...... Please don't stop, I'm ......"
"Say it, say it......" Su Moqian 'tempted' and 'confused' me.
"Su Moqian, comfortable...... Don't stop ......"
"I will, let me lead you to the sky," the words fell, and he buried his head in the snow white on the other side of me, and gently tugged at my erected bud with his teeth.
"Slightly cool, look here......" Su Moqian smiled and held my hand and put it between his 'legs', I was so frightened that I hurriedly let go of my hand, opened my eyes and saw that it was really the truth.
Indeed, Su Moqian looked at me with a wicked smile, "Later, you are not allowed to shout to stop, understand?" ”
"Badass ......"
"Slightly cool!" Su Moqian turned over, lifted my 'legs', and said excitedly: "Say I'm a bad guy, I want to show you bad......"
"Ah~" I felt that my body was filled in an instant, and said, "Su Moqian, you ...... Yes...... You slow down~"
I remember that it was the first time since we got married that we were so happy and sweet, and this night, we did it three times.
I didn't know before, it turned out that although Su Moqian was a clean and warm man on the surface, he was not ambiguous at all on the 'bed'.
The next day we got up very late, I saw that he received a strange phone call, his face changed instantly, I asked him what was wrong, he looked at me and said, "I have a friend who wants to come to Beijing, we are going to pick up the airport,"
He didn't tell me anyone, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is that we are happy together now.
Glancing at the international calls displayed above, I was also curious for a moment about who I would see at the airport tomorrow