I had three men in my life force, one, who was robbed, one, who abandoned me, and another, who shot me once.

I think the fate of each 'woman' is different, but I think love has been experienced three times, but it is different.

I love, or rather, love deeply.

But has fate ever been fair to me?

My family is in a remote town, and I have four sisters, and they are patriarchal to female. I don't know what love is, but I do know that I envy the feeling of being loved.

A 'woman' only has one thing in her life, it is the first night, I used to think so, and now in my opinion, what is only once in a lifetime is true love.

I envy a lot. Very envious.

Envy is mixed with jealousy, maybe I should understand that the current life is the best life. My man's name is Su Moqian.

Before I met him, I had two men, one named Su Liangwen and the other Ning Hao.

My first time was in the office, and for me, I was very impressed, and Ning Hao had been in love for nearly a year, and I maintained the nobility and reserve unique to a 'girl' child, and did not let him take a step beyond the thunder pool. But the day after work, I was pressed on the table by him and forced in.

For me, it's a memory that needs to be forgotten. Because of love, so love.

Now I have a good life, I pay my parents on time every month, I don't have to go to work, I just need to be my Mrs. Su. No one knew that I had ever been a junior, and of course, no one knew that I had children.

I'll never forget that afternoon, and what happened to him.

It was the second month after graduating, my heels were already blistered, the sun was shining on my face, I was holding my business card, looking at my somewhat rough hands, and dialing the phone.

As soon as the phone was answered, he asked me to go up, and during the lunch break, he opened a room on the opposite side of the building, and I didn't find out until I got to the 'door'.

In fact, when I was doing interviews, people often took my hand and asked me this and that, but I never agreed, and I didn't know that if I agreed, it would be equivalent to depravity.

He was more elegant than I thought, but he was rough with his treatment of 'women'.

So the first time, which was lost on him, he told me that he loved me, that it was true love, and I believed it. What I want, what he buys, what I say, what he listens, I think, this is happiness.

We were together for two months, an average of four times a week, and he often took advantage of his lunch break to ask me to the hotel across the street, where he shouted my name.

My name is Ye Weiliang. Sometimes I wonder why I chose such a name for myself, before graduating from high school, my name was Ye Sanniu, this name is too earthy, I don't like it.

With my parents on my back, I went to school, went to the police station, and changed my name. Ye Weiliang, I don't know why these three words appeared in my mind at that time. But it also seemed to foreshadow my fate. Sad.

I have few complaints now, almost no complaints. All I want to do is bold love. Sometimes I ask myself, after so many things, do you still dare?

I know I'm not going to be sincere to anyone anymore.

Perhaps, this is after meeting Su Moqian.

Childhood memory, I have an inexplicable affection for men in white coats, I like everything about them, elegant, polite. Su Moqian gave me the feeling that he was such a person.

He didn't ask me anything else, just told me that there was him.

At that time, I was at the lowest point in my life, there were no children, no love, and even no friendship.

I hated some people, but eventually I came to understand that I hated because I loved.

Lin Duoduo will unconsciously ask me for a long time, do you hate her?

How should I answer? How can I not hate?

The first time I had with Su Moqian was in the hospital, and now, I still remember it vividly, and my deep love comes from my deep love.

My deep love made me forget my pain.

It was one afternoon, and he pushed me to the 'flower' bed in the hospital to bask in the sun, this was not the first time, he looked very modest in a white coat, with glasses on his face, and his voice was very soft, I heard him ask me, "Do you remember the first time we met?" ”

I thought about it and nodded.

"How did it feel to me at that time?" He asked me again.

I thought about it for a moment and said two words, "Sunshine." ”

If I am the moss that grows in the 'shade' and can't see the sun, then Su Moqian is the sun that shines into my vitality.

"Don't give up on life, your physique is very good, a little recuperation, everything will be fine." He said to me.

"However, no one likes a 'woman' like me." I shook my head.

Su Moqian's hand reached out to me, took my hand, and said, "How come? You're so beautiful, as long as you're a man, you'll like it. ”

But I don't have children anymore. I understand what it means to be a 'woman' not to have children.

"How do you prove it?" I asked with a smile.

Su Moqian's eyes stared at me and said, "This doesn't need to be proven, time is passing, there will always be someone who will fall in love with you again." ”

I shook my head and said, "I'm tired." ”

Su Moqian's wheelchair took me to the ward. There's one thing in the ward that will make my mood feel a little better, and that's Lily. Su Moqian often sends me 'flowers', and every time I see them, my mood will be a little better.

It was the forty-second day of my physical recuperation. It was also the first time it happened to me and Su Moqian.

He carried me to the bed, my fingers pressed against his skin, and I suddenly liked the heat of touching. Indeed, I like that feeling.

I looked up at him and asked, "Will you fall in love with me?" ”

Su Moqian looked at me, hugged me tightly with his arms, and 'kissed' my 'lips'. As I expected, his 'lip' flap was piping hot.

In fact, I haven't done anything with a man for nearly seven months, and the hospital was quiet in the evening, he pushed me to the bed, his hot lips pressed against me, his fingers quickly reached into my hospital gown, and he kneaded me hard.

I was embarrassed and scared, I thought I would not feel anything. But after her 'kiss' fell, I suddenly realized that I couldn't be without feelings.

He looked at me with a smile and said, "Dare you give it a try?" ”

The eyes were full of teasing.

The 'door' of the ward is not locked, and medical staff may come over anytime and anywhere, Su Moqian looked at my eyes, as if telling me that I didn't dare.

I looked at him with a smile and said, "I'm not interested in men anymore." ”

"It's okay," Su Moqian said lightly, "I'll make you have 'sex' interest." As soon as he finished speaking, my clothes were torn by him, I struggled to look at him, signaling him not to be impulsive, but he ignored me, tore my blouse, ripped off my 'breast', pressed my head the 'bed' with one arm, and 'kneaded' my 'breast' with the other hand, and said with a smile: "So what? ”

I looked at him coldly. He was a little angry, bit the tip of my snow with the tip of his tongue, and said with a smile: "I will 'kiss' all over your body, your 'breasts', your waist, and ...... There......"

I was a little nervous, and the look in his eyes told me he wasn't joking, so I said, "Stop playing, the doctor will come." ”

Su Moqian curled the corners of his mouth and said, "No, I already have a reaction......

As soon as he finished speaking, he withdrew the 'pants' on the lower half of my body, his head reached my waist, his fingers ripped open my underwear little by little, and said with a smile: "Look at you, nervous." ”

"Su Moqian, don't joke with me......" I dragged the cup to block my body, but Su Moqian grabbed it and threw it aside.

He looked at me affectionately and said, "Didn't you say that no one will ever fall in love with you again?" Now I tell you, I want you! ”

"Get out of here!" I struggled to pull the quilt, but my body was pressed hard by him, I grabbed the quilt, struggled again, who knew that as soon as my hand slipped, I fell to the ground.

I'm a little scared.

His arm wrapped around the quilt and pulled me back, slowly pulled me back from the downward trend, and as soon as his fingers were loosened, he actually carried me to the lower right corner of the hospital bed, the quilt was under my body, his hand quickly ripped off my underwear, and his fingers quickly penetrated between my two legs, and then, he was stunned.

Indeed, I don't feel it. So it's also dry there.

He looked at me with a smile, didn't seem to be annoying at all, pressed my body and slowly lay on the ground, looked at me and said, "I need you to relax." ”

His voice was really infectious, so I closed my eyes and relaxed.

His 'lips' flap slowly sucked in his 'chest', one shallow and one deep, one deep and one shallow, from the 'chest' to the waist, kissing me over and over again.

I heard footsteps outside the ward, opened my eyes a little nervously, and saw that he did not react, but continued to kiss me, I nervously grabbed his hand and said, "No, I can't." ”

Su Moqian looked at me and said, "Why not, I said yes, really can." ”

His arm gently pulled my legs apart, looked at me with a smile, and said, "Perhaps, I should let you know how good I am." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he leaned down and kissed me between my legs, and I nervously pushed his shoulders, but his strength grew stronger and greater, and finally, it fell on my private place.

The soft tip of his tongue slowly slid in my body, I was a little intoxicated, pushing his hand down slowly, feeling the tip of his tongue against my body, I shouted a little uncomfortably: "Don't~"

"I obviously want to, I have to say no, okay, I want to see how long you have to endure it!" Su Moqian looked at me with a smile and took off his clothes, I have never seen him so crazy, he actually wanted to ask me in the hospital ward, thinking of this, I pushed him and began to refuse.

"This is a hospital, have you thought about it?"

"It's the hospital, I'm going to have you too!" Su Moqian put my 'legs' on his shoulders and said with a smile: "Tell me, do you want to?" ”

"Su Moqian, you 'bastard'...... Yes! ”

His hardness slowly pressed against my body, but he still didn't want to go in, I looked at him uncomfortably and asked, "What do you want?" ”

"Guess~" Su Moqian slowly circled outside my body. Fingers reached in and 'touched' my silkiness.

"Obviously I want it very much, I have to say no, Wei Liang, tell me, are you ...... Have a crush on me too? "Su Moqian's face was so close, I looked at him hesitantly, who knew that as soon as his waist was 'straight', he entered my body.

"Don't ......" I pushed him nervously, feeling the footsteps closer to the ward, and said, "Someone! Su Moqian had someone come over. ，”

"What if someone comes over?" Su Moqian looked at me, "Someone is coming, I want you too!" ”

"Ahh My body was filled in an instant, I looked at Su Moqian in fear and said, "Don't, don't...... Yes! ”

"I'm going to have you!" Su Moqian put my 'legs' on his shoulders and said with a smile: "Now, at this moment, I want you to be my 'woman'." ”

His body slammed into me hard, pushing my 'legs' into it hard, and I couldn't help but snort and scream out as I screamed.

"Call out, call out......" Su Moqian's devilish voice 'lured' me again and again, "Why don't you release yourself?" Why do you want to make yourself sad, you are not wrong, Ye Weiliang, you call me out! ”

"Ahh......h Su Moqian! "I was so struck that I couldn't help but shrink my big 'legs', and he pressed my big 'legs' behind him and ordered me: "Clamp me, hurry!" ”

I did so, feeling my body relax like never before, and the power to rush to the top became stronger and stronger, and I couldn't help but grab Su Moqian's back and reach the peak.

A stream of heat echoed through my body, and I looked at him with some recollection, and eventually, we hugged each other tightly.

With this time, even if that shot hit me so hesitantly, I felt that I would admit it.

He saved me, a dead man, so I willingly did it.

I began to understand why he wanted to take revenge on Xia Haoyu, and I also began to understand why he fell in love with me.

From the moment I saw the letter, and the picture,