196 She was calm
Zhang Qimei then replied to me: "As a man, you won't take the initiative yourself, you have to say they want to see you, you only come over, can't you come to her by yourself?" ”
What to say, I want to meet Su Xiaoyi in my heart, but I am afraid to meet her, because I don't know what the relationship between the two of us is now, I don't know her attitude towards me, if she still has me in her heart, even if she quarrels with me and makes trouble with me, I can accept these, but I'm afraid that people don't have me in their hearts now, if they meet and treat me as a stranger, if they are very indifferent, I think I may collapse at that time, I will not be able to control my emotions, and if I cry out at that time, it will be too embarrassing.
So let's let Zhang Qimei investigate the situation first, I continued to say to her: "You better help me explore the situation first, don't say that I asked you to investigate, you can help me ask casually, and then see what her attitude is, and then tell me!" ”
Zhang Qimei said okay.
About half an hour later, Zhang Qimei sent me a text message, saying, "Don't see her yet, I feel that she doesn't want to see you at all now, if you meet, I'm afraid the relationship will deteriorate." ”
I asked Zhang Qimei why she didn't want to see me, was she angry with me, or did she just not want to see me, and hated me for annoying me, Zhang Qimei said that it should be all there, she didn't know very well, let me go back and explore it myself, after all, it was a matter between the two of us, and she didn't want to get involved too much.
Zhang Qimei said this, I almost have a bottom in my heart, it seems that the situation on Su Xiaoyi's side is not very optimistic, Zhang Qimei said this, it is already very tactful.
But then I thought about it, is it a big deal to break up completely, what's it, I've always wanted this result, the worst plan, that's it, you can't live by yourself, just take it for yourself.
After another half an hour, the fifth came back, he looked very relaxed, it should be nothing serious, he was very excited to say to me: "You kid can, you kid can kick the old cat's legs are swollen, how much strength are you exerting?" How did you kick it? ”
I said would you like to try it, and I'll give it to you too? The fifth said forget it, he still wants to live for two more years.
As for the rest of the time, we continued to play cards, and then the fifth also told me about the construction of their new district, he said that he is doing a good job now, contracting a few real estate chimney pipeline business, and there are plans to find someone to invest, and after the year, open a chimney factory, and then build their own chimneys and sell them to developers to make more money.
Of course, this matter is not a trivial matter, just relying on the fifth person, it is not good, I also asked the fifth child, why don't you tell Brother Long, let Brother Long invest and invest, he should get the money, the fifth said that Brother Long is now contracting the project, which is a bigger project, I can't look down on this, and he also wants to try it himself, to see if he can break out of the name, if he breaks out, he will be interested in doing it alone in the future, not under Brother Long, after all, he is doing it, the money paid every month is too much, and half of the money earned is handed over.
It is a good thing that the fifth child has this ambition, but I still remind him that he is still too young now, and the troubled waters of society are very deep, don't rush for quick success, he had better follow Brother Long for a few more years, and when he has rich experience in all aspects in the future, he will go to his own adventure when the time is ripe, he said he understands.
I played with the fifth child until more than eight o'clock in the evening, we went to the night market to eat and drink, and I didn't go home until more than ten o'clock, but when I arrived at the door of the house, I was going to open the door with the key, I heard my dad and Aunt Huang quarreling inside, listening to the meaning of the two, it seems that Aunt Huang suspected that my dad had someone outside, and hooked up with a young woman, my dad naturally didn't admit it, saying that he was doing business, and had normal business dealings with others, Aunt Huang naturally didn't believe it, and counted several doubts between my dad and the woman, But it was all cleverly solved by my dad.
I actually know my dad very well, and what he says now is clever, which actually proves that he has a problem with that woman, anyway, I'm very unhappy, after all, Aunt Huang and my dad are together, and we father and son, that's really nothing to say, if my dad messes around again at this time, I won't agree in the first place, so I decided at that time, I have a chance to go back, I have to talk to my dad, but I think it's useless to talk to him, after all, he is such a person, and the nature of the country is easy to change.
Later, two days later, I found an opportunity to talk to my father, and he admitted to me, saying that there was indeed a young woman, which made him very excited, and he said that this woman was very gentle and understood him very well, and he had been thinking about whether to be with others.
As soon as my dad's words came out, I became angry directly, I said how old you are, your hair is almost gray, before, it doesn't matter how you play around, I don't want to care about you, and I don't bother to care about you, I think it has nothing to do with me.
But now that I've been with Aunt Huang for so long, I already treat her as a relative, and our family of three is living so well, how have you ever lived this kind of life before, aren't you still satisfied, and you still want to mess around? If it's messing around, I'm sure I'll have to take care of it.
My dad probably didn't expect me to be so angry, so he was stunned at the time, and then he smiled embarrassedly and said, "Why are you so excited this time, it seems that I like you Aunt Huang very much!" Speaking of this, he paused, and then continued: "What can I tell you, people of my age, you don't understand, when you grow to my age, you will understand!" ”
I said it's not that I don't understand, it's that you don't understand yourself, as a man, you should bear the responsibilities of a man, you are in this family, my father, and Aunt Huang's husband, so what is your responsibility in this family, you yourself should be very clear, have you fulfilled the responsibilities of a husband and a father?
My dad was a little embarrassed by what I said, he stirred his cheeks a few times, and then said impatiently: "Don't tell you this, just mind your own business anyway, leave me alone!" ”
I said whatever you want, anyway, if you are separated from Aunt Huang, I will follow Aunt Huang in the future, after leaving this sentence, I turned around and entered my house directly, my dad was also a little angry at this time, yelled at me in the back, and asked me: "The little rabbit cub has hard wings, you look at what you said, what's the matter, don't you want to recognize me as a dad?" That's okay, you go to the guy surnamed Chen, he has the ability and ability, let him be your father! ”
After saying this, he may have felt puzzled, and he muttered two more sentences, saying, "Do you think the surname Chen is a good thing?" He's not a good thing, and the woman he plays with JB is better than me! ”
Originally, I was quite angry, but as soon as my dad's words came out, I almost laughed, and I thought: Whether it is my dad or the surname Chen, it seems that in the relationship between men and women, they are not good birds, and what about me, will I inherit the two of them in the future? What about becoming such a person?
Don't do that.
Because it was the winter vacation, the work on the construction site over there was also stopped because the weather was too cold, and it would start work after the year, so he was okay during this time, we often played together, we were wandering on the street that day, planning to buy New Year's clothes, just walked to the door of a shopping mall, and saw Zhang Qimei and a few of them.
At that time, there were seven or eight people in front of Zhang Qimei, there were men and women, Su Xiaoyi and Tang Bingbing were also there, the moment I saw Su Xiaoyi, my heart was directly tightened, and after beating me back, I went to the community to secretly block her several times, and I never saw her, this is the first time, that is, we haven't seen each other for two and a half years.
Zhang Qimei was the first to see me at that time, she also patted Su Xiaoyi with her hand, and asked Su Xiaoyi to look at me, Su Xiaoyi then looked at me, when she saw me, she was obviously stunned, but then she turned her head and continued to laugh with the person next to her, feeling that she was quite calm and looked indifferent, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.
Am I no longer in her heart now? It's been so unbearable?
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