The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, and I had a strong sense of loss, it felt like something that belonged to me, something that had been integrated into my life, and suddenly I lost it, and it didn't belong to me, but I still had a trace of luck in my heart, that is, Su Xiaoyi was like this, she might be pretending to be angry, and she was probably angry with me, and she saw me deliberately pretending to be indifferent.

When the fifth child saw Zhang Qimei at this time, he was also excited, and hurriedly waved his hand at Zhang Qimei to greet her, Zhang Qimei also responded to him, and then the people on both sides came together like this, maybe other people felt nothing, but I felt that the atmosphere was very embarrassing, so I was nervous and couldn't walk, my legs didn't obey the call, and my eyes didn't know where to look, and everyone I saw dodged and dodged.

"What are you doing here?" The fifth child took the lead in asking Zhang Qimei.

Zhang Qimei said to go shopping, and when she spoke, she also looked at me with that very strange look, and then she glanced at Su Xiaoyi again, and at this time, I also pretended to glance at Su Xiaoyi inadvertently, she was talking to a man next to her at this time, as if she didn't see me.

"Then let's go shopping together, we just don't have anywhere to go!" Lao Wu continued, Zhang Qimei instantly showed an embarrassed expression, she said no, there are already seven or eight people on their side, plus there are more than a dozen of us, so many people go shopping together, people who don't know still think that we are going to do a group battle.

The fifth child said what is there, there are many people to be lively, to be honest, I haven't seen it for half a year, the fifth child's courage in front of Zhang Qimei has also grown a lot, the original cowardice is gone, and it has become generous, and I, in front of Su Xiaoyi, have become so cowardly.

Zhang Qimei looked at Su Xiaoyi next to her, meaning to see what Su Xiaoyi meant, but Su Xiaoyi was still talking and laughing with the man next to her, and she didn't pay attention to what we were talking about here, as for the man who chatted with her, he was a tall and handsome man, I had never seen it before, and at this time, I began to guess in my heart, what is the relationship between him and Su Xiaoyi? It doesn't look like it's an ordinary friend.

Seeing that Su Xiaoyi didn't react, Zhang Qimei touched her arm and asked her, "Do they want to play with us, do you want to be together?" ”

Su Xiaoyi sighed, and said with an indifferent look: "Whatever, look at you, you can play if you want, don't play if you don't want to play!" After speaking, she put down this sentence and continued to talk to the man, to be honest, my heart was cold at this time, even if Zhang Qimei agreed to play with us, it is estimated that I will have to leave in advance, because it is too embarrassing.

And this old five, seeing that Su Xiaoyi and I didn't speak, at this time he also tugged my arm and asked me: "Your object is not there, and you don't tell others......" The fifth child didn't finish speaking, I squeezed my eyes directly at him, and signaled him not to say anything, the fifth child is also very interesting, I didn't say much, Zhang Qimei may understand that I am very embarrassed at this time, so she finally didn't agree to let us play together, she said to the fifth child: "Let's play our own games, we will have other things later, that's it!" ”

Saying that, Zhang Qimei directly dragged Su Xiaoyi to the side, and the fifth child teased a few words at this time, but Zhang Qimei ignored it, and after they left, the fifth child also asked me: "What's wrong with you, are you really separated?" Remember, didn't you really score it at the beginning? ”

I said that I haven't been in touch for so long, I must have broken up, the fifth said that when I left, I didn't tell anyone, I said yes, if I told her, Zhang Qimei would not know, if Zhang Qimei knew, can you not know?

Lao Wu sighed, and said It's a pity, such a beautiful object, now it seems that it belongs to someone else, and said, he also said that the man just now wouldn't be Su Xiaoyi's current object, I said that I talked to Zhang Qimei before, there is no object, it shouldn't be.

When I said this, my emotions were already a little broken, I wanted to cry uncomfortably, I tried my best to control my emotions, but I was about to lose control, and the fifth child seemed to see from my eyes that I was uncomfortable, so he pulled away from the topic and talked about other things.

In fact, in the past, Su Xiaoyi and I also had a cold war, and when we met, I pretended not to know each other and pretended to be strangers, but at that time, I was not so uncomfortable at this moment, I knew in my heart that the two of us should be over.

On the way home that night, Tang Bingbing also sent me a text message, and she asked me, "Do you still like Su Xiaoyi now?" ”

I didn't answer her question, but asked her what was wrong, and she said, "It's okay, I just want to remind you that Su Xiaoyi doesn't like you anymore, so prepare for this as soon as possible." ”

Tang Bingbing's words didn't surprise me particularly much, because I had expected this ending, I told her that I knew, and she also asked me what I had planned, I said what I could do, if I didn't like it, I didn't like it, how should I live, when I said this, I still remembered the previous incident of breaking people's homes, so long time has passed, I don't know what happened to her, so I also asked her, she said that she is very good, that matter, I have already looked down on it, she said so, I was relieved.

The New Year is coming soon, this year's New Year, I feel that there is no New Year's flavor at all, first of all, in the family, my father and Aunt Huang often quarrel because of that young woman, and the whole family has no warm atmosphere at all, and secondly, I have realized that I have really broken up with Su Xiaoyi, I really lost her, so I can't be happy in my heart, so this 2002 is a sad year for me.

Although I have broken up with Su Xiaoyi, I also accept this fact, but I have always been unwilling to take the initiative to ask her for verification of this, so one day after the New Year, I met her at the gate of the community, and after thinking about it, I finally decided to go over to talk to her to see if I couldn't be a couple, and if my friend could still do it.

I walked over, took the initiative to say hello to her, and then smiled at her, she looked very calm at the time, her eyes swept me very casually, from her eyes, the past likes and admiration, I can no longer see it, but also full of contempt and disdain.

"Something?" Su Xiaoyi asked.

"It's okay, I just want to say hello to you, I think we can still be friends or something?" I was cheeky and said this.

"Huh?" She let out a sigh of surprise and asked me, "Why should I be friends with you?" ”

I didn't know how to answer what she asked, I was stunned for a while, I wanted to say it, I used to be a couple, and I didn't have any deep hatred, isn't it good to be a friend now, but when this came to my mouth, I didn't say it in the end, I think if I said it, I would be too shameless, since this relationship is irretrievable, why not leave a good impression on the other party, and leave a little dignity for yourself? After all, I was the one who caused all this in the first place, and the responsibility lies with me.

So I didn't say it in the end, just smiled, said excuse me, and turned around and left.

But just after walking a few meters, Su Xiaoyi called me from behind and stopped me, she called me, and I immediately had a glimmer of hope in my heart, I felt that things might be about to take a turn for the better, did she just deliberately be so indifferent to me? She actually has feelings for me, too?

I looked back at her, waiting for her to speak.

"You said you're a shameless person? I was so indifferent to me for some reason, and then suddenly disappeared, and you want to break up with me, you just say it, what is there to hide? Am I a tiger or a lion? Can I eat you? I really don't understand, I'm so beautiful, and if I'm good to you, I think I look up to you, right? Why do you still have the face to do this to me? I'm really angry, shameless, and now you still want to be friends with me, are you dreaming? I don't want to talk to you for the rest of my life, and now that I can talk to you, I feel disgusted myself, you know? Su Xiaoyi's series of words were like sharp knives that pierced my heart.

At this moment, I also completely understood that I had really lost her.

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