Ji Rongke's nineteenth day turned white overnight
Bai Jasmine's cold fingers lingered on Ji Rongke's face, she refused to leave, and finally landed on his thin lips.
She looked at him stupidly, this man she had loved in her heart for half her life, how could she forget.
She envied Feng Jin, she admired He Run even more, she couldn't imagine how a woman would be willing to take the initiative to leave him, is He Run stupid, if she died, she wouldn't mention it, she would hold him fiercely, even if he used up the last trace of affection in the end, he was disgusted with her to the bones, and he couldn't wait to kill her to get rid of this imprisonment and shackles, she wouldn't let go, she would grit her teeth and carry it to the end, and she would win.
Why did she make way for other women, why did she lose her own identity, aren't love and marriage all graspable. She only hated herself for not having the good fortune of He Run, she never stood in that position, she didn't even dare to have extravagant hopes.
White Jasmine still remembered the taste of him kissing himself, he leaned against the window, and the cold moonlight dissolved like water on the candle flame, and was instantly incinerated into a wisp of incense.
He clamped her jaw domineeringly, and when he kissed her, her world was spinning, and fireworks were everywhere.
She just likes to tease him, to the extent that she can't control it, and then turn around and run away, he is always very indulgent and lenient to let her go wild, he is not in a hurry or annoyed, it seems that no matter what she does wrong, he can't bear to blame.
She misses the water at that time, the Fulong Mountain at that time, and the sunshine, stars, moon and lakes at that time.
He always drove a small boat to the Huxin Pavilion to pick her up, she secretly ate lotus flowers, there were empty lotus flowers everywhere, that thing went to the fire, but if you eat too much, it will be the opposite, she often has foaming on her mouth, but she still eats, and when Ji Rongke found out, she blamed the young maid, she was domineering and arrogant, and she was willful and eccentric, and she was spoiled by him.
Bai Jasmine really wants to go back to the past, she is willing to give twenty years of life in exchange for another chance to choose, she will unswervingly follow him, even if she is a mountain of swords and fires, even if she doesn't know that he has the possibility of such a beautiful future at all, even if it is just an ordinary couple.
White Jasmine is greedy for money, she longs for wealth, but she has been rich for 20 years, is she happy? She found that her smile was becoming more and more fake, it was no longer to please herself, but to please Uncle Jiu, and the result of pleasing was that she indulged in spending money and indulging in pleasure, but she was getting more and more empty, and how sad her life was.
Ji Rongke turned her head to avoid her kiss, her thin ruddy lips brushed his cheeks, and she pounced, she was stunned, and heard him say, "You're drunk." ”
Is she drunk.
She won't wake up for the rest of her life.
If he could be when she was drunk, why wouldn't she want to get drunk to death.
She originally had such a good life and such a good love, but she ruined it herself and played this deck of cards into a mess.
She cried and wanted to kiss her, but Ji Rongke didn't give her a chance at all, he leaned back, holding Bai Jasmine's face with his hand, he looked at her silently, her eyes were as desolate as a desert.
She cried and said, "Why? Why was I wrong that time, you refused to forgive, and Feng Jin was wrong so many times, she was worse than me, do you clearly know that all her bad was wiped out because she went to prison for you? I can also do it, if the choice is placed in front of me, I will not hesitate, my life is not given to me, I just ask you to be well, I don't want to curse you and have a next time, so I can't do what she did in my life, so you will veto my sincerity. ”
"Hehuan, you're different from her."
He suddenly called her name, the two words of Hehuan that she had been absent for a long time, she forgot how long she hadn't heard it, like a sharp knife that had been electrocuted hot, stabbed into Bai Jasmine's heart, and burned her together.
Ji Rongke looked at her face that was gradually distorted due to excitement and collapse, "She is the woman I love eternally from birth to death, and you are my story from the past." No one lives in a story, and no one will exhaust the strength of a lifetime to a story, we will listen to the story, we will be addicted to the story, but it is only that short time, and we will never pick it up again. ”
"You'll pick it up, why are you willing to throw away such a beautiful story?" White Jasmine was unwilling, she struggled hard in his arms, she shook her head desperately, she called his name, she said wrong I was wrong, I would never do that again. She thought that in this way she could go back in time, she could travel back in time, she numbed her soul that had melted a long time ago, like a clown, who could not be redeemed, so she tried to pull everyone to make mistakes.
Ji Rongke let her vent, and in the end she lost her strength and collapsed crying.
Her forehead rested on his hard chest, she cried until her voice was hoarse and her throat was dry, she had never been so desperate, she hated Feng Jin, she hated Ji Rongke, she hated Uncle Jiu, and she hated herself even more.
All her love and nostalgia turned into a twisted hatred at this moment.
Ji Rongke later recalled that he felt very lucky, he didn't have a hot mind and what happened to Bai Jasmine on that heart-wrenching night, if he hadn't restrained himself, would his eight years of self-restraint become a joke in the eyes of the world, and also become a stain on his inability to face Feng Jin.
He has survived the most enthusiastic and impulsive years, and now except for Feng Jin, he does not plan to incur the slightest love debt for himself.
Debts must be repaid, and nothing can be lived in the most chic and frank way.
But Ji Rongke was still ruthless after all, he couldn't watch Bai Jasmine really desperate to die, although she was timid, although she was greedy for life, she would still die, because she couldn't live, Lina wouldn't allow her.
Gu Wennan let Lina run wild, he didn't care, if he got into trouble, he would find a way to wipe her ass, he got the Kowloon Society, and got what he had coveted for a long time, he had no reason not to be satisfied with Lina, and this satisfaction has no bottom line, Bai Jasmine is likely to become a victim of his connivance with Lina.
Ji Rongke finally arranged her to be an ordinary employee in the company, the nature of the work is very simple, sending and receiving documents and printing things, every day is very leisurely, but the salary is almost the same as that of the high-level, to put it bluntly, it is equivalent to raising her in disguise, Bai Jasmine does not have He Run's arrogance, nor He Run's safe situation, he can't send her out, send it to other places, he can only raise it in his own company, in order to put an end to Lina's poisonous hand. Ji Rongke also knew in his heart that this matter could not be hidden, he arranged for an idle meal for no reason, the employees were not blind, and it was difficult to avoid disturbances, he instructed He Yichi to warn Bai Jasmine again and again, not to spread rumors around, let alone mention the old past, the reason why Ji Rongke was so worried was not that he couldn't settle the gossip, but that he was afraid of hurting Feng Jin.
Feng Jin was released from prison.
Nothing can be hidden.
She was released two months early because she had her brain broken.
Ji Rongke brought Feng Jin back directly from the Armed Police Hospital, she fell into a coma at the time, there were many scattered coagulated blood clots in the cranial cavity, the doctor said that there was a precursor to cerebral hemorrhage, and it took two rescues to show signs of stable deterioration, and life and death were once at stake.
He Yichi asked the prison guards who were present at the time, Feng Jin accidentally stepped on the escalator in the process of twisting the light bulb and fell from a height of about 2.5 meters, no one could hold or catch her at that time, and the gravity that swooped down made Feng Jin flip half a circle at a low altitude, her head fell to the ground, and she hit her forehead, so she put her neck on a non-slip sponge, so that her head was not completely hit, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable, and it was very likely that she would die because of this.
Ji Rongke took the opportunity to issue a complaint against the women's prison, accusing the guards of failing to protect the safety of female prisoners, and demanding double compensation for both mental and physical compensation.
In order to accompany Feng Jin, Ji Rongke pushed away all the company's work and entertainment, and used the two months of annual leave he had accumulated on this matter, and He Yichi temporarily took charge of all affairs under Ji's name on his behalf.
Ji Rongke hadn't seen Feng Jin for nearly eight years, she disappeared into his real world, but she didn't disappear in his memories, she was entangled in his dreams day and night, good and bad, crying and laughing, tormenting him and not being able to get rid of it.
He sometimes thinks, she is really ruthless, she left quietly, without a hint of warning, he couldn't believe it when he got the news that she surrendered, he thought it was ridiculous, such a strong, stubborn and intelligent Feng Jin, how could she let herself go to a dead end, even if she pushed everyone down the abyss, she would not jump.
He sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand, looking at her pale face as paper, she cut her hair short, just past the length of her ears, she looked particularly pretty and delicate, but she was too thin, with a thin chin and collapsed eye sockets, so that he almost cried when he saw her at the first sight of him in the hospital, when he picked her up and went home, he didn't move all the way, his back was extremely stiff and straight, he didn't dare to let her sit in the car, he was afraid that the bumps would break her, and she couldn't be pieced together, and she was torn apart in his arms and scattered with the wind in his sight, and he finally waited for her, He was afraid that she would disappear again in the blink of an eye, and disappear without a trace.
Ji Rongke knew that once Feng Jin left again, she would be so sad and desperate for him that she couldn't be bridged, and she would not come back at all.
He couldn't help but clench her tightly when he thought of this, his heart couldn't resist being separated from her for a moment.
Ji Rongke swore that he would not let her shed a single tear in this life, no matter how long he could live, no matter how many years he could give her the rest of the year, she was his heaven, his life, and his inseparable breath. He is willing to leave behind his unattainable status, his status of calling for wind and rain, and everything he respects, and regards her as a treasure, like a shadow, and he doesn't even let go of her when he goes to the toilet.
But at this time, Feng Jin, who was lying in a coma on the bed, could no longer feel his distress and care, she fell into a new world, this world has no conspiracy, no malice, no calculation, no sadness, she is free, she is happy, she is greedy for this beautiful pure land, she refuses to wake up, she is willing to sleep, she doesn't want to open her eyes.
She was in a coma for many days, so much so that Ji Rongke panicked, the best doctors in South China conducted countless consultations, and still couldn't detect any signs of her waking up, the blood clots in her mind were clearly melting, but she just didn't wake up, she seemed to have lost the will to survive, and she didn't have any nostalgia to support her in fighting against the devil who wanted to defeat her.
Including one by one, including Ji Rongke.
It was not enough to wake up her sleeping soul and make her abandon her decision to say goodbye to this world.
She has been strong for half her life, but she hasn't gotten anything, if her persistence and persistence can't get half of what she craves, then it's better to slack off from now on, she can still be lazy.
Ji Rongke knew that she was stubborn, the unfamiliar hospital made her dreadful and sleepy, she didn't like the smell of disinfectant water in the air, and she didn't like the indifferent white coat constantly flying in front of her, she was afraid, the hospital represented blood death and struggle, how much collapsed family decadence and dilapidation of sorrow, and how much the sea of sunny flowers fell into withered residues.
He insisted on bringing Feng Jin back to Lan Yu, he said that she could feel the warmth of home, she had lived for thirty-two years, she wanted a home the most, he was late, but he finally gave it, if she was willing to forgive, she would wake up.
But Feng Jin still slept so quietly during this long period of time.
Unable to eat or drink, she barely relied on a catheter to deliver fluids to keep her alive, and the flesh of her wide hospital gown was a layer of skin wrapped around rows of hard ribs.
She was horribly thin, there were no words to describe her fragility, she really shattered at the touch of a button.
Ji Rongke kept kissing the back of her thin hand, he felt that he could really bear it, he didn't go crazy to pick up the prison, he had an almost crazy possessiveness towards Feng Jin, this desire was so strong that he couldn't even allow her to look at other men, smile at other men, even if it was just a polite symbolic tug at the corners of his lips, he would be uncomfortable in every way.
But he endured it silently for eight years, and in the long years without her, the soul in his shell had already gone crazy.
He really couldn't imagine if he had to wait another five years, he would not be in a hurry overnight.