Ji Rongke really couldn't hold it during that time, and the company negotiated three contracts worth more than 100 million yuan in one go, all of which were very large-scale projects, and they were in the limelight for a while, becoming hostile and sample targets in the entire South China business circle.

And Feng Jin is still in a coma, her condition has not improved at all, Ji Rongke found seven or eight of the best brain experts in China to conduct continuous private consultations with her, and the diagnosis has not changed in several times before and after, she is out of danger, and the congestion has basically been eliminated, only a few small pieces are rapidly fading under the effect of the drug, whether she can wake up and when she will wake up, it depends on her own will and thoughts.

Ji Rongke knew that her hope for this world was very slim, she no longer had huge expectations, when a person lost the desire to survive, she would rather fall asleep, at least live a peaceful life.

He doesn't care if she wakes up or sleeps, what does it matter, as long as he lives, it's best if she can live.

He can look at her every day, say something to her, even if she can't hear it, he will be happy when he says it, he has buried his heart for so long, he always has to tell her, he thinks she always has a sense of hearing, it doesn't matter if it's intermittent, it is enough to hear one or two words in a sentence, he wipes her body, combs her hair, changes her clothes, paints her eyebrows, paints her with grease powder, he knows that she loves beauty.

Yiyi would stand on tiptoe to look at Feng Jin every evening when she came back from outside, she never opened her mouth to ask if this was her mother, and Ji Rongke never mentioned it, he didn't want to introduce it to Yiyi when Feng Jin was unconscious and the most emaciated, she knew that she wanted the best of herself to be Yiyi's mother, not the worst of herself. He wanted to wait for Feng Jin to wake up, let Yiyi call her when she was conscious, let Yiyi hug her, kiss her, and give her the most beautiful gift.

But one by one, I know that this is my mother, she has seen the photo, although the mother in the photo is very different from the mother lying on the bed, one is so round and smart, the other is so thin and pale, but in the eyes of Yiyi, she is as beautiful as a painting. One by one didn't say a word, but in fact, I was very happy, even if my mother was asleep, it didn't matter, she just had to come back.

Every day, she shouts loudly to her classmates who used to laugh at her, my mother is at home, she sleeps, and when she wakes up, I will bring her to show you.

It's okay for a day or two, but after ten days and a half months, everyone asks, why does your mother always sleep.

One by one she began to speak again, and she avoided those who questioned her, becoming silent and depressed again.

She didn't know why, she had never seen anyone sleep for so long, she had sneaked into that room, and when her father and the maid were not there, she lay on the bedside and whispered, Are you mother? I'm one by one.

But she still did not respond, and closed her eyes very gently and serenely.

She began to learn to use the calendar, every day, just like her father, with a pen on the number on the cross, she wanted to wait until spring and autumn came, the whole calendar was painted, about mom will wake up.

Ji Rongke has lost weight from one hundred and fifty pounds when he was the strongest to one hundred and twenty pounds, one meter eighty-five tall, so thin that he can't even line up his suit, he runs around with his family and career every day, and under the heavy pressure, he collapsed and shed a layer of skin, and the whole person was full of exhaustion at a glance.

He Yichi controls all the entertainment companies under Ji's name in his hands to share Ji Rongke's worries, but he can't help too much in the company's big business, he doesn't know how to do business, but he just learned how to control people, how to watch the field, how to suppress hostile forces, and the big deal that needs to be strategized and injected into the big business, he can do it and dare not make decisions, but what he bears is the life and death of the entire company. Moreover, the formal senior management group could not accept He Yichi as an assistant to control the power, and he was not even allowed to contact financial and customer matters, for fear that it would cause the status quo of favor and power, and cause monopoly and chaos within the company. Under such coercion and pressure, Ji Rongke had to suspend his vacation and return to work.

The company is not completely smooth sailing under the continuous enrichment of fame and fortune, about the beginning of last week, many tax statements of the financial department were inexplicably leaked out, the financial manager was held accountable by the vice president said very dazed, he coordinated all, did not meddle in this aspect of affairs in the small processing, the company under the name of Ji is different from most other business processes, in order to prevent outsiders from speculating and mastering, almost all of them are self-paced processes. There are more than 20 employees in the financial department, in charge of internal bills and external operating funds, the total number is summarized to the manager for overall calculation and omission investigation, there are two accountants who are responsible for making false accounts, and the deputy supervisor and an assistant are responsible for the distribution and liquidation of the statements, and these people are suspicious, because they can all have access to the statements.

Ji Rongke did not pursue it, he suspected that he was planted by a competitor as a commercial espionage, he did not want to be surprised, and he did not lose any money, but disappeared some tax statements that were not very secret, so he put this matter on hold for the time being.

In the fortieth minute of the second high-level meeting this week, He Yichi was called to the corridor by a bodyguard who came from his own house, in the process of Ji Rongke flipping through the documents in his hand and listening to the report of the vice president, He Yichi communicated with the bodyguard in a low voice, the expression on his face suddenly stiffened, a little incredulous and stunned, he glanced at Ji Rongke, who was extremely focused, through the wide and clear floor-to-ceiling window, and told the bodyguard to go down first to prepare the car.

He pushed open the door of the conference room and re-entered, standing behind Ji Rongke, after the vice president finished reporting the project in his hand, the meeting entered the discussion and voting session, He Yichi glanced at the time, there was still half an hour before the official end of the meeting, generally this kind of high-level meeting is postponed and never early, but today it happened suddenly, and it was very important, He Yichi knew that if he pressed this matter and waited until half an hour later to report, Ji Rongke would definitely yell at him.

That's right, he yelled so much that he lost a year's salary.

He cleared his throat and broke the very strange silence, all the high-level officials looked at him, his face was very serious and said something to Ji Rongke, there was not much content, just one sentence, just five words, but these five words made the calm and calm Ji Rongke's face change in an instant, he was like a bolt of lightning, as soon as he arrived at a hurricane, he jumped up in the blink of an eye, and even before he had time to see his figure clearly, he popped up a few meters away.

When he ran out of the door, due to excessive excitement and speed, his hip bone hit the conference table hard, making a muffled bang, which frightened the two high-level people closest to him and shook their bodies, the sound hurt to hear, but Ji Rongke didn't seem to feel it, he was stunned, he knew it by looking at his eyes, and he was so frozen that he only knew that he was stuffy.

His powerful internal force and impact shook the entire table, and the chandelier on the ceiling seemed to be about to fall down at any time, Ji Rongke didn't even say a word to everyone to break up, and disappeared without a trace in front of everyone's eyes, leaving half a cup of unfinished cooled tea.

Feng Jin had never slept for so long in her life, she seemed to have slept enough for the rest of her life, she couldn't wake up in her stupor, as if something was pulling her, constantly dragging her back, so that she couldn't get rid of the fog, and if she couldn't get out, she could only fall into it.

She dreamed of a female Bodhisattva, that Bodhisattva is exactly the same as the South China Sea Guanyin in Journey to the West, covered in snow-white robes, wide earlobes and bright eyes, eyebrows embellished with cinnabar symbolizing Buddhism, she stood on the high clouds holding the vase, and asked Feng Jin in a very gentle voice, do you still want to go back.

Feng Jin sat on the lawn, she stared blankly at the ten thousand feet of Buddha light, and the golden light blinded her eyes.

She has done a lot of things in her life, and she has believed in many things, but most of them give up halfway, and she will lose interest after a few days, except that she loves Ji Rongke is the biggest obsession, the only thing she insists on for the longest time is to believe in Buddhism, she almost cried out at the time, prostrate on the ground and bow down, she said, "The believer doesn't know whether to go back." ”

The Bodhisattva asked her why, and she stared back at the golden light behind the sitting lotus, "The believer feels bitter. This world is too bitter, they all say that the sea of bitterness is endless, and the common people are universal, but why no one came to cross me, did God forget me? ”

This taste is really only known to those who taste it, how bitter it is.

For eight years, eight years of fighting the stars and moving things, she had exhausted all her courage to break into the love she wanted, and now she is no longer young, she is cowardly and timid. She wanted to hide, hide to the ends of the earth where no one could find her, and hide completely.

The Bodhisattva twisted a string of Buddha beads in his fingertips, and said in a very calm voice, "There is an end to the sea of suffering, and when you look back, it is the end." ”

Feng Jin was stunned, she subconsciously looked back, the vast sea was turbulent, the reef was annihilated by the waves, and the huge sun seemed to swallow the entire universe. She muttered in a low voice, and when she turned her head again, there was nothing in front of her, and nothing could be seen except the endless white mist. It seems to be another dream, absurd as her life.

She looked like she had just been scooped up from the sea, soaked through, and couldn't tell if it was sweat or what, and when she opened her eyes, there were no familiar iron windows, no locked doors, no haggard and silent female prisoners, and no sunless walls. There are her favorite chandeliers, light blue ocean curtains, soft and wide beds, and photos of them one by one. Her eyes widened in amazement, and it took a long time to get used to it, and the two brilliant colors in her mind collided violently, bringing the long years together, like an old black and white movie, with countless names and faces alternating at the end of the film, so fast that she had not had time to see it clearly, and it had disappeared in front of her eyes.

What kind of time was that, what kind of love and hatred, devouring her cruel memories, afraid that she would cry and make trouble, afraid that she would be in pain and noisy, but only she would not laugh.

She couldn't laugh, she had been sad for half a century, and her world was already a raging wind and snow from south to north.

The projector was too old, and the blurry disc focused in her pupils, and eventually... Freeze in a certain year and a certain month.

Feng Jin was so awake, and opened her eyes quietly, just as she came quietly and left quietly.

She always seems to be so quiet, so quiet that Ji Rongke is afraid, and he doesn't know when she will take advantage of someone to be defenseless and do something that he regrets.

She was like a skeleton, so thin that he couldn't take her hand any longer, but he heard a creak, as if it had been shattered.

His hands were trembling, what a long time he had waited for a reunion, what a sad and obscure reunion, her dull face, her boring hair, and her unfamiliar gaze, she looked at him so coldly, as if she had never known him, and it seemed that her heart was like ashes, without a trace of fluctuation.

A tall and conceited man like Ji Rongke suddenly lost his mind, what was wrong, why was she so cold.

He pursed his thin lips and couldn't say a word, he was afraid that he would disturb her, that she would fly away like a butterfly, and that after he opened his mouth, she would ask him with a cold face Who are you. He thought he was really going crazy, he was on the verge of madness, and he was just one last moment away from pushing him into this vast and deep purgatory.

He only instinctively held her fingertips, cold as ice, so cold that he couldn't help shivering, he was so worried that his sideburns were stained with hoarfrost for a second, he was panicked by Feng Jin's dead gaze, and panicked at the corners of her drooping lips that he couldn't squeeze out the slightest smile.

After a long time, her hoarse throat suddenly coughed, coughed out a mouthful of phlegm, he was suddenly startled by the sharp and faint voice, he raised his eyes and glanced at Feng Jin's frowning eyebrows, she seemed to be in pain, his fingers were pulled out of his palm and fell off the bedside, he immediately got up to pour water for her, and hurriedly kicked down the chair behind him, the back of the chair hooked the shelf containing the towel basin, and with a bang, all the sides collapsed in an instant, the water splashed, and one or two drops of warm water fell on Feng Jin's face, her eyelashes trembled, Looking at him was a little scared.

Ji Rongke is not such a flustered person, he just couldn't swallow the stunned feeling in his heart, she woke up, and all his thoughts and reason were shocked by this sudden surprise.

Is there anything better than when she wakes up?

What he owes her, he can finally pay back little by little.

He rushed to the table and reached for the kettle, and while pouring water he comforted Feng Jin, who was frightened by his recklessness, "Are you hot or not, cold or cold, do you want to eat?" It's better to drink some water first. ”

He didn't know what he was talking about, he suddenly felt like a child who had just fallen in love, he couldn't take care of anything, he was panicked and astringent, happy and anxious, he felt that it was so difficult to calm down, he looked at her and forgot everything.

He walked back to the bed with a glass of water, Feng Jin looked at him cautiously, and rubbed his fingers against the chapped skin on his lips, "What about my husband." ”

Ji Rongke didn't come back to his senses, all his attention was on the water in the cup, he casually asked what husband he was, Feng Jin said hoarsely, "He Qu, where is he." ”

Ji Rongke's feet were stunned, and he heard something. She asked about He Qu, she didn't mention herself, she didn't call Rong Ke.

But didn't he meet her earlier than He Qu, why would she skip herself.

His breathing was stiff at this moment, the suppressed and suffocating feeling made his body shake suddenly, the warm water overflowed the mouth of the cup, spilled on the cap of his white fingers, he looked up at Feng Jin, through the dusty air, in the unreal aura, the innocent and clear light in her eyes could not see the slightest illusion and turbidity, at the age of thirty-two, she seemed to have returned to the past, beautiful to the end.