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Song Chan never thought that Meng Anzhi would like her.

In her cognition, she has always felt that a boy like Meng Anzhi should like the kind of girl who is generous or just has a more out-of-the-box personality, such as Zhan Ge. So for so many years, she has always regarded him as her best friend, and has never had other thoughts.

Now he suddenly said so, and even said to her with a serious face that he wanted a chance.

Aside from being shocked, she really didn't know what kind of expression and reaction to use to respond to him.

Seeing that she was just looking at herself blankly, Meng Anzhi also saw her surprise, raised his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, and said with a smile: "What? Shocked by my sudden confession? ”

Song Chan tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled awkwardly, "It's a little ......"

Meng Anzhi's face was full of smiles, and he said gently: "Actually, I can understand your feelings, since I went to the United States, in fact, we haven't seen each other for many years, and it is natural that you will be surprised when you suddenly tell you that I like you." But I still hope you can believe that what I say is serious, and I am not joking with you. ”

Song Chan lowered her head and sighed softly, "Thank you for liking me, but I still can't accept it......"

"You don't have to rush to answer me now." Meng Anzhi directly opened his mouth to stop her next words, "I'll give you time, after all, the eldest brother hasn't given you an accurate answer now, why don't you give yourself one more chance, maybe you will suddenly find out in the future that I am actually not a bad person?" ”

He blinked as he spoke, Song Chan couldn't cry or laugh, and said helplessly: "But don't you feel very uncomfortable when you make a spare tire for people like this?" ”

"No, it won't." Meng Anzhi smiled, "To make a spare tire for someone also has to divide people, if it is to make a spare tire for you, then I am willing." ”

"Meng Anzhi's ......" Song Chan frowned, feeling faintly guilty, "Don't be like this, you are like this, I feel very sorry for you." ”

Meng Anzhi laughed when he heard this, and his face was disapproving, "I'm afraid you're stupid, this is not what you asked, I volunteered, what do you have to be sorry for me?" ”

"But ......"

"Okay, nothing good but." Meng Anzhi stood up, patted his pants, and stretched out his hand to her, "Get up, didn't you say that you still want to confess to your eldest brother?" Go back and think about how to confess to him and fight for a chance, if there is anything you don't understand, you can come and ask me at any time, no matter how I say that I am also a man, the psychology of men and men, I can still figure out some of it. I might be able to give you some ideas. ”

Song Chan smiled and nodded gratefully, "Okay, if I encounter a problem next, I will definitely come to you." ”

The two of them walked to the location of the tent with a smile, Song Xining saw that she had been there, thinking that she was angry because of the day's events, and was about to go to find her, but found that she and Meng An came back one after another, not only did they not look angry at all, but they even had a smile on their faces, which was completely different from the angry appearance in the morning.

Seeing her like this, Song Xining was suddenly a little annoyed, he was still worried in his heart whether she would have any ideas, but he didn't expect that people didn't take him to heart at all!

Come to think of it, she is the eldest lady of the Zhan family, how can she take him in her eyes! Even if it was the confession in the morning, I'm afraid it was just a whim, but he still felt that he was talking too much, and he had always felt a little guilty in his heart, and now it seems that he was thinking too much about his own feelings.

The more Song Xining thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and the expression on his face became more and more ugly, and finally he shook his hand angrily and turned his head and walked towards his tent.

This night, in fact, several people did not sleep well.

Zhan Ge tossed and turned because of Meng Anzhi's artificial respiration, and when she thought of the temperature of his lips, she felt a little like her heart was racing.

Meng Yuezhi was indignant because he looked down on her for the results of the battle, and he couldn't sleep all night.

And Song Chan was thinking about how to confess to Song Xining so that he could accept her, and after thinking about it, she felt that she could only ask him out again and express her wishes.

Frankly speaking, Song Xining's words actually hurt her a lot, with her character, if she had put it before, she would have let him get out of it without hesitation. But now, she is a little reluctant to give up, no matter what, she feels that Song Xining still has her in her heart.

From the time she forcibly kissed him, he didn't say anything, and let others hide it from her, for fear that she would have psychological pressure.

When she arrived at military training, he had been taking care of her for a whole month, and she was anxious when she had appendicitis, she felt that he had her in his heart.

It is precisely because of this that she always feels that maybe she has not worked hard enough, so Song Xining does not believe in her intentions, so she is unwilling to accept her.

If she could work a little harder, a little harder, maybe he would be able to let go of his baggage and accept her.

*

After returning to school, Song Chan spent a whole week planning her confession plan.

There was a girl in their dorm who had spent five years courting a boy she liked, so she also taught her some skills, such as texting him every day to brush up on his presence. For example, when I call him every day, I have to chat with him if I have anything to say, so that after brushing up on his presence for a few days, Song Chan feels that her plan seems to be going well, and she can barely move on to the next step.

On the day of the confession, Song Chan specially ran to Song Xining's troops, crossed several provinces, took a plane for several hours, and finally arrived at their military region.

After eleven, it gradually entered autumn, and the weather was still a little cold.

Song Chan wore a camel-colored windbreaker, standing in the bleak autumn wind, rubbing her hands constantly, hoping that Song Xining would come out quickly.

During this time, she has always been calm and indifferent, so Song Xining thought that she had forgotten about those things, so she didn't take it to heart, and the two returned to the old brother-sister relationship. When he heard that she was coming to see him, he immediately ran out of the military district.

As soon as Song Xining walked out of the door, he saw Song Chan trembling with her arms outside, her heart hurt, and she immediately strode up, took off her coat and put it on her, and said faintly reproachfully: "Why did you come here with so little clothes?" ”

Song Chan glanced up at him and smiled, "You're here." ”

"Haven't you waited a long time?" Song Xining was a little sorry and said, "I'm sorry, the leader just called us for a meeting, so I came out a little late." ”

"It's okay, you're busy, I'm not in a hurry." Song Chan still smiled with a pure face, very gentle.

This is also what her roommate taught her, in front of boys, you must be generous and understanding no matter what, boys generally like sensible girls, the more sensible girls are, the easier it is for them to be soft-hearted.

Sure enough, as soon as her words came out, the expression on Song Xining's face became even more guilty, she reached out to wrap her shoulder, and said in a slow tone: "Let's go, I'll send you to the military guest house to arrange a place to live first." ”

Song Xining knew that she was coming, but in fact, she had already asked the people from the military region guest house to arrange a room for her early in the morning. She didn't have many things, only one bag, Song Xining sent her to the guest house, and after the two sat down and chatted, they were ready to eat.

During this period, Song Chan has been thinking about how to confess to him, what expression to use, and what tone to use, so that she can express her seriousness and sincerity as much as possible and make him believe her.

The food in the guest house of the military region is still quite delicious, after eating, Song Xining took Song Chan around the military region, because the vicinity of the military region is relatively desolate, and the temperature difference at night is relatively large, so it is easy to get cold, Song Chan couldn't help but hug her arms tightly and rubbed gently.

Seeing this, Song Xining immediately asked her, "What's wrong with you?" Feeling cold? ”

In fact, Song Chan was not so hypocritical, but since he asked so, she naturally wouldn't squirm, and immediately nodded, "It's a little cold, otherwise you can send me back." ”

"Okay." Song Xining nodded, reached out to hold her hand, and led her in the direction of the guest house.

According to Song Chan's thoughts, she originally wanted to keep him, and then confess to him, it is best to have a long talk all night or something, everyone has said everything, and the success rate will definitely be higher.

But when she returned to the guest house, a very sudden idea suddenly sprung up in her mind, which was so sharp that it made her a little nervous.

After sending her to the guest house, Song Xining was ready to go back, seeing that he was leaving, Song Chan was also a little anxious, and when he was about to leave, she suddenly caught up and hugged him from behind him.

This hug came too suddenly, Song Xining's whole person was shocked, standing in place in a daze, he didn't even know how to react for a while, his back was a little stiff, and the whole person was like a piece of wood, allowing Song Chan to hug his waist tightly from behind.

Song Chan's face was close to his back, in fact, she was also very nervous, but she still mustered up the courage, tightened her hand on his waist, took a deep breath and said: "Song Xining, what I told you before was serious. I really like you, I'm never kidding. You know our relationship, so don't be so taboo, as long as you are willing to nod, I will take the initiative to go to my parents to make it clear. ”

After she finished speaking, she hugged him hard again, and asked expectantly, "Now I just want to ask you for an answer, ...... Do you have feelings for me? ”

Song Xining listened to her words, and then woke up like a dream, looked down at the pair of white hands around his waist, and didn't know what kind of mentality he was in, a little bitter, but a little sweet, which made him feel very complicated.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Song Chan thought he was angry, let go of his waist, walked around in front of him, raised his head and looked at him earnestly, "What about your answer?" What is it? ”

Song Xining looked down at the girl in front of her, her skin was fair, and her little face was full of expectation.

He looked at her quietly for a few seconds, and said indifferently, "Do you really want to know my answer?" ”

Song Chan nodded hurriedly, "Yes, what do you think?" ”

"My answer is ......," he took a deep breath and looked at her with a long tail note.

Song Chan stared at him for a moment, and just when she thought she was going to get the answer she was expecting, there was a sudden crisp sound of "pop" in the air, and then Song Chan felt a pain on her face, her ears began to buzz, and there was even some blood in her mouth.

Her face tilted to one side, her eyes widened with disbelief, and then she heard Song Xining's emotionless voice, "That's my answer." I should have told you the answer last time, Song Chan, as a girl, it's best to be self-respecting, if you can't always learn self-respect, then I will teach you in my own way. Don't make me more disgusting in the future, understand? ”

Song Chan only felt that her cheeks were hot, like pins and needles, but she felt that her heart hurt more than the pain on her face.

I don't know how long it took for her to raise her head with difficulty and look at the man in front of her, his eyes were full of coldness and disgust, without any emotion, just staring at her coldly, as if she was looking at a stranger she didn't know.

Song Chan's eyes were full of tears, not because of pain, but because of despair, she opened her mouth, and her voice trembled: "What did you say...... All serious? ”

Song Xining didn't even dare to look at her injured eyes, turned her face, and pretended to be indifferent: "I think what I said is already very clear, why, the eldest lady of the Zhan family has such a poor understanding ability?" Can't even understand such words? ”

Song Chan still refused to believe it, plucked up the courage to pull his sleeve, and forced a smile: "I still don't believe it, Song Xining, you lied to me, right?" You just can't accept such a gap and relationship for a while, it's okay, if you can't accept it, I can give you time, you don't have to be so stressed......"

"Enough!" Song Xining directly raised her voice and drank her, her tense side face was full of anger, "Do you not understand human words, or are you born so unaware of how to write the word reserved?" Isn't my rejection obvious enough? Do you have to let me do it again? You don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin, do you? ”

His words had already been said to this, Song Chan finally believed his words, the hand holding his sleeve slowly drooped, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "I only ask you the last sentence, what you said is true?" ”

Song Xining said with a cold face: "Really, it's more true than pearls." ”

She bit her lip, her voice trembling, "Do you dare to swear that you have never liked me, and you have no other feelings for me, you really don't want to accept it." ”

Song Xining glanced at her impatiently, originally he thought that he could say this very calmly, but when he saw Song Chan's tearful eyes, he only felt that his heart trembled, and for a while he even doubted whether his approach was correct.

But in any case, he was already very sure in his heart that there would be no good results between them, it was better to cut the mess quickly, so he immediately raised the three fingers of his right hand and said without hesitation: "I, Song Xining, swear, I have never liked Song Chan, I have no other feelings for her, I really don't want to accept her." After a pause, as if he was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, he said in an accentuated tone: "I won't die!" ”

His words pierced Song Chan's heart like a thorn, and her heart finally cooled inch by inch as she listened to those piercing oaths.

He would rather swear a poisonous oath than admit to having feelings for her. At this moment, she felt that she could finally die, it turned out that he had always been such a disgusting image in her heart, but she had never known it, and she still felt good about herself, and felt that he still had feelings for her.

Now it seems that she is thinking too much.

Song Chan pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, hanging her head and not looking at him, afraid that as soon as she raised her head, tears would fall.

"I ...... I know what you mean, I'm sorry, I've been causing you trouble, and I'll ...... Never again. ”

Her voice was trembling, and even she was on the verge of losing her voice, and only she knew how much courage she mustered to say it.

Song Xining looked at her, he felt a little unbearable, he wanted to reach out and hug her, but his hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he couldn't lift it, just when he stood there and didn't know how to deal with it, Song Chan lowered his head and said softly: "If it's okay...... Can you go first? I...... I'm tired and want to rest. ”

"Got it......" Song Xining frowned, and the hand hanging by his side clenched and loosened.

"You go, I'll beg you." Song Chan's voice was faintly pleading, she only hoped that he would leave quickly, if he left a little later, she was afraid that she would not be able to help crying in front of him.

Seeing that her voice was fragile, he didn't want to make her more uncomfortable, nodded and said in a deep voice: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go first." ”

Song Chan turned her back and didn't want to look at him, Song Xining stretched out her hand to touch her hair, but in the end she didn't stretch it out, but clenched her fist, didn't say anything more, and turned around and left.

At the moment when he closed the door, Song Chan finally couldn't hold back anymore, saved her arm and squatted down and cried loudly.

This is her first love, this is the first love in her life, and before it can start, it has completely ended, which really makes her feel sad.

This night, neither of them fell asleep, and for the whole night, Song Chan sat on the stall with her legs crossed, looking at the moon outside with tears, and sat like this all night.

And Song Xining over there was no better, when he thought of the slap he gave her mercilessly, he felt that his heart was hurting, and he couldn't help himself with regret. Now that I think about it, there are many ways to refuse, and you don't necessarily have to use one of them.

When she looked up at him, the desperate look in his eyes, even now when he thought about it, he felt that it was a little difficult to breathe in distress.

She is such a pampered person, even if she is rejected, she must be very sad in her heart. In any case, he went to apologize to her early tomorrow morning, and made it clear to her that he was just impulsive at the time, and he didn't really want to hit her.

However, early the next morning, when Song Xining rushed to the guest house in a hurry, he was told by the front desk that Song Chan had checked out and left.

"She's gone? When was this? Song Xining stood at the front desk and asked in disbelief in a raised voice.

"She checked out at four o'clock in the morning and left." The front desk looked at him with some embarrassment, and then suddenly thought of something, took out a letter from the drawer and handed it to him, "By the way, this is what the guest asked me to pass to you when he left." ”

Song Xining took the letter, almost without hesitation for half a second, tore open the envelope, took out the letter inside and began to read it.

In fact, he didn't say anything, there was only one sentence on the letter, "Brother, I'm leaving, I've been here for the past two days, thanks to your care, thank you, I'll leave first." ”

She left at four o'clock in the morning, and she was in such a hurry to leave, she must not want to stay in this sad place for a minute.

Holding that kind of fluttering paper, Song Xining somehow, suddenly his fingers began to tremble. Especially the word "brother" she wrote down one by one, which made his eyes tingle and hurt, and he didn't even dare to think about what kind of despair she used when she wrote those two words.

Coming out of the guest house, Song Xining only felt that the whole person was panicked and chaotic, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone and dialed Song Chan's number, but was told by the mechanical female voice: The phone you dialed has been turned off.

Song Xining felt very flustered, and for a whole semester after that, he contacted Song Chan countless times, but her phone was always turned off, he couldn't contact her, and he was embarrassed to call Song Qingge to ask what was wrong with her.

*

Night

Song Chan raised her head and drank the wine in her hand, and her tears fell into the glass.

It has been two full months since she was rejected by Song Xining, but she has never been able to forget that incident, sometimes when she dreams of Song Xining's slap at night, she will wake up from the dream, touch her cheeks, and her face is full of tears.

It's hard to imagine how much Song Xining's words hurt her.

When Meng Anzhi arrived, Song Chan had already drunk three glasses of wine, and her tears never stopped.

Meng Anzhi looked at her face, feeling distressed, walked up and snatched the cup in her hand, frowned and said, "Don't drink it, there is something that can't be solved, why do you toss yourself so much?" ”

Song Chan glanced up at him, tears finally fell, and she choked up: "Our instructor said that he wanted me to go to Waseda University in Japan as an exchange student." ”

Meng Anzhi was stunned for a moment, feeling a little painful in his heart, but he was still strong and calmly asked, "How long will it take?" ”

"A year and a half."

Song Chan's face was buried in her hands, and she said in a trembling voice: "What should I do?" If I go, Song Xining and I may never have a chance again. ”

Meng Anzhi reached out and grabbed her shoulder and patted her back gently, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Song Chan bit her lip and said softly: "I still want to try again, no matter what, I don't want to give up so easily, the last time, if he still doesn't want to accept it, then I'll ......"

Meng Anzhi frowned, "Then what about you?" ”

Song Chan took a deep breath, looked up at him, and said with tears in her eyes: "If he is not willing to accept it, I am willing to give it a try with you, if you don't dislike it......"

Meng An was stunned, and his eyes immediately swelled with excitement, "I don't dislike it, how can I dislike it, I wish you gave me this opportunity." Anyway, I support you, and this time, if he still doesn't want to accept you, I'll go with you to study in Japan, okay? ”

Song Chan never thought that Meng Anzhi would like her.

In her cognition, she has always felt that a boy like Meng Anzhi should like the kind of girl who is generous or just has a more out-of-the-box personality, such as Zhan Ge. So for so many years, she has always regarded him as her best friend, and has never had other thoughts.

Now he suddenly said so, and even said to her with a serious face that he wanted a chance.

Aside from being shocked, she really didn't know what kind of expression and reaction to use to respond to him.

Seeing that she was just looking at herself blankly, Meng Anzhi also saw her surprise, raised his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, and said with a smile: "What? Shocked by my sudden confession? ”

Song Chan tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled awkwardly, "It's a little ......"

Meng Anzhi's face was full of smiles, and he said gently: "Actually, I can understand your feelings, since I went to the United States, in fact, we haven't seen each other for many years, and it is natural that you will be surprised when you suddenly tell you that I like you." But I still hope you can believe that what I say is serious, and I am not joking with you. ”

Song Chan lowered her head and sighed softly, "Thank you for liking me, but I still can't accept it......"

"You don't have to rush to answer me now." Meng Anzhi directly opened his mouth to stop her next words, "I'll give you time, after all, the eldest brother hasn't given you an accurate answer now, why don't you give yourself one more chance, maybe you will suddenly find out in the future that I am actually not a bad person?" ”

He blinked as he spoke, Song Chan couldn't cry or laugh, and said helplessly: "But don't you feel very uncomfortable when you make a spare tire for people like this?" ”

"No, it won't." Meng Anzhi smiled, "To make a spare tire for someone also has to divide people, if it is to make a spare tire for you, then I am willing." ”

"Meng Anzhi's ......" Song Chan frowned, feeling faintly guilty, "Don't be like this, you are like this, I feel very sorry for you." ”

Meng Anzhi laughed when he heard this, and his face was disapproving, "I'm afraid you're stupid, this is not what you asked, I volunteered, what do you have to be sorry for me?" ”

"But ......"

"Okay, nothing good but." Meng Anzhi stood up, patted his pants, and stretched out his hand to her, "Get up, didn't you say that you still want to confess to your eldest brother?" Go back and think about how to confess to him and fight for a chance, if there is anything you don't understand, you can come and ask me at any time, no matter how I say that I am also a man, the psychology of men and men, I can still figure out some of it. I might be able to give you some ideas. ”

Song Chan smiled and nodded gratefully, "Okay, if I encounter a problem next, I will definitely come to you." ”

The two of them walked to the location of the tent with a smile, Song Xining saw that she had been there, thinking that she was angry because of the day's events, and was about to go to find her, but found that she and Meng An came back one after another, not only did they not look angry at all, but they even had a smile on their faces, which was completely different from the angry appearance in the morning.

Seeing her like this, Song Xining was suddenly a little annoyed, he was still worried in his heart whether she would have any ideas, but he didn't expect that people didn't take him to heart at all!

Come to think of it, she is the eldest lady of the Zhan family, how can she take him in her eyes! Even if it was the confession in the morning, I'm afraid it was just a whim, but he still felt that he was talking too much, and he had always felt a little guilty in his heart, and now it seems that he was thinking too much about his own feelings.

The more Song Xining thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and the expression on his face became more and more ugly, and finally he shook his hand angrily and turned his head and walked towards his tent.

This night, in fact, several people did not sleep well.

Zhan Ge tossed and turned because of Meng Anzhi's artificial respiration, and when she thought of the temperature of his lips, she felt a little like her heart was racing.

Meng Yuezhi was indignant because he looked down on her for the results of the battle, and he couldn't sleep all night.

And Song Chan was thinking about how to confess to Song Xining so that he could accept her, and after thinking about it, she felt that she could only ask him out again and express her wishes.

Frankly speaking, Song Xining's words actually hurt her a lot, with her character, if she had put it before, she would have let him get out of it without hesitation. But now, she is a little reluctant to give up, no matter what, she feels that Song Xining still has her in her heart.

From the time she forcibly kissed him, he didn't say anything, and let others hide it from her, for fear that she would have psychological pressure.

When she arrived at military training, he had been taking care of her for a whole month, and she was anxious when she had appendicitis, she felt that he had her in his heart.

It is precisely because of this that she always feels that maybe she has not worked hard enough, so Song Xining does not believe in her intentions, so she is unwilling to accept her.

If she could work a little harder, a little harder, maybe he would be able to let go of his baggage and accept her.

*

After returning to school, Song Chan spent a whole week planning her confession plan.

There was a girl in their dorm who had spent five years courting a boy she liked, so she also taught her some skills, such as texting him every day to brush up on his presence. For example, when I call him every day, I have to chat with him if I have anything to say, so that after brushing up on his presence for a few days, Song Chan feels that her plan seems to be going well, and she can barely move on to the next step.

On the day of the confession, Song Chan specially ran to Song Xining's troops, crossed several provinces, took a plane for several hours, and finally arrived at their military region.

After eleven, it gradually entered autumn, and the weather was still a little cold.

Song Chan wore a camel-colored windbreaker, standing in the bleak autumn wind, rubbing her hands constantly, hoping that Song Xining would come out quickly.

During this time, she has always been calm and indifferent, so Song Xining thought that she had forgotten about those things, so she didn't take it to heart, and the two returned to the old brother-sister relationship. When he heard that she was coming to see him, he immediately ran out of the military district.

As soon as Song Xining walked out of the door, he saw Song Chan trembling with her arms outside, her heart hurt, and she immediately strode up, took off her coat and put it on her, and said faintly reproachfully: "Why did you come here with so little clothes?" ”

Song Chan glanced up at him and smiled, "You're here." ”

"Haven't you waited a long time?" Song Xining was a little sorry and said, "I'm sorry, the leader just called us for a meeting, so I came out a little late." ”

"It's okay, you're busy, I'm not in a hurry." Song Chan still smiled with a pure face, very gentle.

This is also what her roommate taught her, in front of boys, you must be generous and understanding no matter what, boys generally like sensible girls, the more sensible girls are, the easier it is for them to be soft-hearted.

Sure enough, as soon as her words came out, the expression on Song Xining's face became even more guilty, she reached out to wrap her shoulder, and said in a slow tone: "Let's go, I'll send you to the military guest house to arrange a place to live first." ”

Song Xining knew that she was coming, but in fact, she had already asked the people from the military region guest house to arrange a room for her early in the morning. She didn't have many things, only one bag, Song Xining sent her to the guest house, and after the two sat down and chatted, they were ready to eat.

During this period, Song Chan has been thinking about how to confess to him, what expression to use, and what tone to use, so that she can express her seriousness and sincerity as much as possible and make him believe her.

The food in the guest house of the military region is still quite delicious, after eating, Song Xining took Song Chan around the military region, because the vicinity of the military region is relatively desolate, and the temperature difference at night is relatively large, so it is easy to get cold, Song Chan couldn't help but hug her arms tightly and rubbed gently.

Seeing this, Song Xining immediately asked her, "What's wrong with you?" Feeling cold? ”

In fact, Song Chan was not so hypocritical, but since he asked so, she naturally wouldn't squirm, and immediately nodded, "It's a little cold, otherwise you can send me back." ”

"Okay." Song Xining nodded, reached out to hold her hand, and led her in the direction of the guest house.

According to Song Chan's thoughts, she originally wanted to keep him, and then confess to him, it is best to have a long talk all night or something, everyone has said everything, and the success rate will definitely be higher.

But when she returned to the guest house, a very sudden idea suddenly sprung up in her mind, which was so sharp that it made her a little nervous.

After sending her to the guest house, Song Xining was ready to go back, seeing that he was leaving, Song Chan was also a little anxious, and when he was about to leave, she suddenly caught up and hugged him from behind him.

This hug came too suddenly, Song Xining's whole person was shocked, standing in place in a daze, he didn't even know how to react for a while, his back was a little stiff, and the whole person was like a piece of wood, allowing Song Chan to hug his waist tightly from behind.

Song Chan's face was close to his back, in fact, she was also very nervous, but she still mustered up the courage, tightened her hand on his waist, took a deep breath and said: "Song Xining, what I told you before was serious. I really like you, I'm never kidding. You know our relationship, so don't be so taboo, as long as you are willing to nod, I will take the initiative to go to my parents to make it clear. ”

After she finished speaking, she hugged him hard again, and asked expectantly, "Now I just want to ask you for an answer, ...... Do you have feelings for me? ”

Song Xining listened to her words, and then woke up like a dream, looked down at the pair of white hands around his waist, and didn't know what kind of mentality he was in, a little bitter, but a little sweet, which made him feel very complicated.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Song Chan thought he was angry, let go of his waist, walked around in front of him, raised his head and looked at him earnestly, "What about your answer?" What is it? ”

Song Xining looked down at the girl in front of her, her skin was fair, and her little face was full of expectation.

He looked at her quietly for a few seconds, and said indifferently, "Do you really want to know my answer?" ”

Song Chan nodded hurriedly, "Yes, what do you think?" ”

"My answer is ......," he took a deep breath and looked at her with a long tail note.

Song Chan stared at him for a moment, and just when she thought she was going to get the answer she was expecting, there was a sudden crisp sound of "pop" in the air, and then Song Chan felt a pain on her face, her ears began to buzz, and there was even some blood in her mouth.

Her face tilted to one side, her eyes widened with disbelief, and then she heard Song Xining's emotionless voice, "That's my answer." I should have told you the answer last time, Song Chan, as a girl, it's best to be self-respecting, if you can't always learn self-respect, then I will teach you in my own way. Don't make me more disgusting in the future, understand? ”

Song Chan only felt that her cheeks were hot, like pins and needles, but she felt that her heart hurt more than the pain on her face.

I don't know how long it took for her to raise her head with difficulty and look at the man in front of her, his eyes were full of coldness and disgust, without any emotion, just staring at her coldly, as if she was looking at a stranger she didn't know.

Song Chan's eyes were full of tears, not because of pain, but because of despair, she opened her mouth, and her voice trembled: "What did you say...... All serious? ”

Song Xining didn't even dare to look at her injured eyes, turned her face, and pretended to be indifferent: "I think what I said is already very clear, why, the eldest lady of the Zhan family has such a poor understanding ability?" Can't even understand such words? ”

Song Chan still refused to believe it, plucked up the courage to pull his sleeve, and forced a smile: "I still don't believe it, Song Xining, you lied to me, right?" You just can't accept such a gap and relationship for a while, it's okay, if you can't accept it, I can give you time, you don't have to be so stressed......"

"Enough!" Song Xining directly raised her voice and drank her, her tense side face was full of anger, "Do you not understand human words, or are you born so unaware of how to write the word reserved?" Isn't my rejection obvious enough? Do you have to let me do it again? You don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin, do you? ”

His words had already been said to this, Song Chan finally believed his words, the hand holding his sleeve slowly drooped, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "I only ask you the last sentence, what you said is true?" ”

Song Xining said with a cold face: "Really, it's more true than pearls." ”

She bit her lip, her voice trembling, "Do you dare to swear that you have never liked me, and you have no other feelings for me, you really don't want to accept it." ”

Song Xining glanced at her impatiently, originally he thought that he could say this very calmly, but when he saw Song Chan's tearful eyes, he only felt that his heart trembled, and for a while he even doubted whether his approach was correct.

But in any case, he was already very sure in his heart that there would be no good results between them, it was better to cut the mess quickly, so he immediately raised the three fingers of his right hand and said without hesitation: "I, Song Xining, swear, I have never liked Song Chan, I have no other feelings for her, I really don't want to accept her." After a pause, as if he was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, he said in an accentuated tone: "I won't die!" ”

His words pierced Song Chan's heart like a thorn, and her heart finally cooled inch by inch as she listened to those piercing oaths.

He would rather swear a poisonous oath than admit to having feelings for her. At this moment, she felt that she could finally die, it turned out that he had always been such a disgusting image in her heart, but she had never known it, and she still felt good about herself, and felt that he still had feelings for her.

Now it seems that she is thinking too much.

Song Chan pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, hanging her head and not looking at him, afraid that as soon as she raised her head, tears would fall.

"I ...... I know what you mean, I'm sorry, I've been causing you trouble, and I'll ...... Never again. ”

Her voice was trembling, and even she was on the verge of losing her voice, and only she knew how much courage she mustered to say it.

Song Xining looked at her, he felt a little unbearable, he wanted to reach out and hug her, but his hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he couldn't lift it, just when he stood there and didn't know how to deal with it, Song Chan lowered his head and said softly: "If it's okay...... Can you go first? I...... I'm tired and want to rest. ”

"Got it......" Song Xining frowned, and the hand hanging by his side clenched and loosened.

"You go, I'll beg you." Song Chan's voice was faintly pleading, she only hoped that he would leave quickly, if he left a little later, she was afraid that she would not be able to help crying in front of him.

Seeing that her voice was fragile, he didn't want to make her more uncomfortable, nodded and said in a deep voice: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go first." ”

Song Chan turned her back and didn't want to look at him, Song Xining stretched out her hand to touch her hair, but in the end she didn't stretch it out, but clenched her fist, didn't say anything more, and turned around and left.

At the moment when he closed the door, Song Chan finally couldn't hold back anymore, saved her arm and squatted down and cried loudly.

This is her first love, this is the first love in her life, and before it can start, it has completely ended, which really makes her feel sad.

This night, neither of them fell asleep, and for the whole night, Song Chan sat on the stall with her legs crossed, looking at the moon outside with tears, and sat like this all night.

And Song Xining over there was no better, when he thought of the slap he gave her mercilessly, he felt that his heart was hurting, and he couldn't help himself with regret. Now that I think about it, there are many ways to refuse, and you don't necessarily have to use one of them.

When she looked up at him, the desperate look in his eyes, even now when he thought about it, he felt that it was a little difficult to breathe in distress.

She is such a pampered person, even if she is rejected, she must be very sad in her heart. In any case, he went to apologize to her early tomorrow morning, and made it clear to her that he was just impulsive at the time, and he didn't really want to hit her.

However, early the next morning, when Song Xining rushed to the guest house in a hurry, he was told by the front desk that Song Chan had checked out and left.

"She's gone? When was this? Song Xining stood at the front desk and asked in disbelief in a raised voice.

"She checked out at four o'clock in the morning and left." The front desk looked at him with some embarrassment, and then suddenly thought of something, took out a letter from the drawer and handed it to him, "By the way, this is what the guest asked me to pass to you when he left." ”

Song Xining took the letter, almost without hesitation for half a second, tore open the envelope, took out the letter inside and began to read it.

In fact, he didn't say anything, there was only one sentence on the letter, "Brother, I'm leaving, I've been here for the past two days, thanks to your care, thank you, I'll leave first." ”

She left at four o'clock in the morning, and she was in such a hurry to leave, she must not want to stay in this sad place for a minute.

Holding that kind of fluttering paper, Song Xining somehow, suddenly his fingers began to tremble. Especially the word "brother" she wrote down one by one, which made his eyes tingle and hurt, and he didn't even dare to think about what kind of despair she used when she wrote those two words.

Coming out of the guest house, Song Xining only felt that the whole person was panicked and chaotic, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone and dialed Song Chan's number, but was told by the mechanical female voice: The phone you dialed has been turned off.

Song Xining felt very flustered, and for a whole semester after that, he contacted Song Chan countless times, but her phone was always turned off, he couldn't contact her, and he was embarrassed to call Song Qingge to ask what was wrong with her.

*

Night

Song Chan raised her head and drank the wine in her hand, and her tears fell into the glass.

It has been two full months since she was rejected by Song Xining, but she has never been able to forget that incident, sometimes when she dreams of Song Xining's slap at night, she will wake up from the dream, touch her cheeks, and her face is full of tears.

It's hard to imagine how much Song Xining's words hurt her.

When Meng Anzhi arrived, Song Chan had already drunk three glasses of wine, and her tears never stopped.

Meng Anzhi looked at her face, feeling distressed, walked up and snatched the cup in her hand, frowned and said, "Don't drink it, there is something that can't be solved, why do you toss yourself so much?" ”

Song Chan glanced up at him, tears finally fell, and she choked up: "Our instructor said that he wanted me to go to Waseda University in Japan as an exchange student." ”

Meng Anzhi was stunned for a moment, feeling a little painful in his heart, but he was still strong and calmly asked, "How long will it take?" ”

"A year and a half."

Song Chan's face was buried in her hands, and she said in a trembling voice: "What should I do?" If I go, Song Xining and I may never have a chance again. ”

Meng Anzhi reached out and grabbed her shoulder and patted her back gently, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Song Chan bit her lip and said softly: "I still want to try again, no matter what, I don't want to give up so easily, the last time, if he still doesn't want to accept it, then I'll ......"

Meng Anzhi frowned, "Then what about you?" ”

Song Chan took a deep breath, looked up at him, and said with tears in her eyes: "If he is not willing to accept it, I am willing to give it a try with you, if you don't dislike it......"

Meng An was stunned, and his eyes immediately swelled with excitement, "I don't dislike it, how can I dislike it, I wish you gave me this opportunity." Anyway, I support you, and this time, if he still doesn't want to accept you, I'll go with you to study in Japan, okay? ”