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Song Chan was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically: "But if you study law, wouldn't it be better to study in Germany?" ”

Meng Anzhi smiled, "It's all the same, Japanese jurisprudence is also very good, if necessary, it's a big deal that I can go to Germany in the future." ”

"Meng Anzhi's ......" Song Chan looked up at him, and suddenly had an indescribable feeling in her heart, he could even put down his studies for her, such an obvious contrast, so that he and Song Xining were simply superior to each other.

For a moment, she even had a doubt, between Meng Anzhi and Song Xining, would it be more appropriate for her to choose Meng Anzhi?

Touching her hair, Meng Anzhi helped her up from the chair and said softly: "Okay, it's not too early, I'll send you back, don't drink anymore." ”

Song Chan nodded and left obediently after him.

Regarding her study abroad, Song Qingge and his wife are actually very supportive, Japanese medicine has always been very good, Lu Xun studied in Japan back then, and Japan also belongs to Asia, even if it is more convenient to go once, the two of them are more relieved to be close. Because of this, just when the matter of studying abroad has not yet been skimmed, Song Chan's instructor has begun to prepare for her to study abroad as an exchange student in an orderly manner.

The time to go abroad is getting closer and closer, and Song Chan herself is gradually becoming a little anxious, because it means that the time for her to leave Song Xining is getting closer and closer.

Just when Song Chan was about to apply for a visa, she finally calmed down and mustered up the courage to confess to Song Xining again.

There is a saying that there are no more than three things.

This is the last time she confesses to Song Xining, it is to give him one last chance, and it is also to give herself one last chance, if he still refuses to accept it this time, then she will really regard him as a brother from now on, and there will never be any illusions in the future.

It's been almost three months since the last confession, and now that the season has entered winter, the day when she was ready to confess to him, Song Chan bought a ticket in advance and flew from Kyoto to the city of Song Xining Military Academy.

From south to north, the temperature difference is still very large, Song Chan was in a hurry when she left, she didn't look at the weather forecast, she didn't know that it was freezing rain in the south at this time, when she got off the plane, she only felt that there was a cold air directly into her body, and there seemed to be cold air flowing in the bones, so cold that she couldn't help but hug her arms and shiver, and even her teeth were fighting.

The experience of the last confession told her that for Song Xining, she couldn't do too much preparation, and the best way was to catch him off guard.

The more he prepares, the more he builds up his mind, and the easier it is to think through the problem to reject her. And it would be better to be a little bit sudden, so that he would have no defense, and perhaps be able to make the most direct choice.

Because she hadn't looked at the weather forecast beforehand, she didn't even bring an umbrella, and when she got out of the airport and got a taxi, she realized that her coat was about to get wet on the shoulders.

waited until the car was about to arrive at the gate of the military academy, Song Chan took out her mobile phone and found Song Xining's phone.

Her number had already changed, from the time she was rejected by him, she left in frustration, and the first thing she did after returning was to change the phone.

In fact, this behavior was also out of anger, when she changed her mobile phone number, she had a thought that she didn't want to see Song Xining's hateful person in the future, and she didn't want to have a little entanglement and contact with him, so she didn't tell him after changing the number.

I haven't contacted him for more than three months, and she still didn't know how to talk to him for a while, so after thinking about it, she still sent him a text message first, "Are you busy now?" Wait a minute, do you have time to meet? ”

After sending a text message, Song Chan held the phone tightly in her hand and began to wait nervously for his reply.

*

At the same time, Song Xining was with Meng Yuezhi.

Meng Yuezhi's two days happened to be on vacation, and some classmates said that they wanted to travel to Xiangcheng, and she thought that Song Xining was also here, so she agreed without hesitation and decided to come with her classmates.

After coming here, she immediately called Song Xining, but she didn't expect Song Xining to pick her up immediately, and also arranged accommodation for her and her classmates.

When they saw Song Xining, Meng Yuezhi's classmates immediately began to sigh, saying that it was okay to envy her for having such a handsome brother as Meng Anzhi, and why didn't she introduce such a handsome brother to everyone earlier.

Listening to the classmates say one after another, Meng Yuezhi's face was full of pride, holding Song Xining's arm, the corners of his lips raised, very proud.

Song Xining behaved more casually, reached out to take Meng Yuezhi's box, and said to her and her classmates: "Let's go, it's not too early, I'll take you to the guest house." ”

Meng Yuezhi's classmates immediately said in unison: "Thank you, brother!" ”

Because Meng Yuezhi has always disliked sharing a room with others, Song Xining specially arranged a single room for her, and after carrying her suitcase in, he took the initiative to check the water heater. After all, the weather is colder now, so it will be more comfortable to take a hot bath at night and sleep better.

His mobile phone was placed on the table, and as soon as Meng Yuezhi took off his coat, he found that his mobile phone screen was lit up, and an unfamiliar number popped up on it, with a sentence written: "Are you busy now?" Wait a minute, do you have time to meet? ”

Meng Yuezhi stared at his mobile phone screen for a while, because there was no note, so she didn't know who this person was, so she asked Song Xining: "Brother Mumu, there is an unfamiliar number to send you a text message and ask if you have time to meet." ”

Song Xining was adjusting the temperature of the water, and said casually: "It may be the instructor's message, then you can help me reply, just say that I will go back later, and ask him to wait for me at the door now." ”

"Okay." Meng Yuezhi nodded, and according to what he said, he quickly replied.

At that end, Song Chan had already gotten out of the car, and she had nowhere to go, so she could only find a café to sit down in the nearest place in the military region.

It's been more than half an hour since her text message was sent, and he still hasn't replied, Song Chan held the phone, only feeling more and more anxious, but thinking about it, he has always been a very busy person, maybe he is busy with duty or training at this time, so she has to wait patiently.

The more she waited, the more anxious she became, and just when she couldn't help but be about to call, the phone suddenly rang, and Song Xining's number appeared on the screen, with only a short sentence on it:

"I'll get back to you later."

It seems that he doesn't seem to be angry, maybe he doesn't care about what happened last time?

Thinking about it like this, Song Chan's mood immediately improved a lot, put away her mobile phone, and began to wait patiently for Song Xining's call.

Originally, Song Xining was ready to go back after arranging Meng Yuezhi and them, but those girls were too enthusiastic and kept pulling Song Xining to prevent him from leaving, so he had no choice but to stay and have dinner with them, and introduce them to the places where they could play in Xiangcheng, and then go back to school.

When he went back, it was already night, and when he got out of the car, he thought that he seemed to have a text message, so he went to his pocket to touch his mobile phone, but he couldn't find it all over his body, and then he remembered that his mobile phone seemed to have fallen on Meng Yuezhi.

Pressing his eyebrows in annoyance, Song Xining sighed, it seemed that he could only wait to go to Meng Yuezhi tomorrow to get it.

Of course, he didn't know that there was someone waiting for him on a rainy night.

At the gate of the military academy, Song Chan hugged her arms and rubbed her hands, waiting for Song Xining with cold air.

He said he would come, he said let her wait here, and she really waited here obediently. It's almost ten o'clock in the evening, and the café is almost off work, she really has nowhere to go, and she is afraid that Song Xining will not be able to find her when she comes back, so she simply waits at the gate of the military academy.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there were snowflakes, and she stood in the rain for too long, her coat was already wet, and she was a little heavy on her body, and her whole body was cold without any temperature, and even her hands were already a little numb from the cold.

Song Chan raised her hand and looked at her watch, it was already eleven o'clock, and he still didn't come.

Did he forget?

Maybe he's still busy?

Song Chan rubbed her hands, thought about it, and still took out her mobile phone tremblingly, and recited the number that she remembered in her heart.

The phone soon rang with a busy "beep" sound, she was so cold that she could even hear her teeth chattering, and I don't know how long it took for that side to finally be connected.

Song Chan was overjoyed, and was just about to speak, but a soft female voice came out of the earpiece, "I'm sorry, Song Xining is not here now, who are you?" Shall I tell him for you? ”

A heart suddenly sank to the bottom, Song Chan held the phone, only to feel that her heart was much colder than the sleet outside, she opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but her throat seemed to be choked with a hard lump, and she couldn't say a word.

Meng Yuezhi over there looked at his phone a little strangely and "hey" twice, but Song Chan didn't say anything and hung up the phone silently.

She looked up at the military academy in front of her, tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, turned her head and finally left with heavy steps.

Her shoulders were still wet, and her hair was soaked with sleet, but she didn't feel cold now, and she felt like her heart was colder than the weather outside.

It turned out that he had been with Meng Yuezhi all the time, maybe it was for her that he didn't have time to see her.

Song Chan wanted to pretend to smile indifferently, but the corners of her mouth were too heavy to smile at all.

Without any hesitation or nostalgia, she took a taxi directly to the airport, bought the nearest ticket, and went back to Kyoto.

The plane in the early morning is always very quiet and empty, there are few people on the whole plane, she sits by the window, looking at the clouds outside, her eyes are very dry and astringent, obviously she wants to cry, but she feels that not a single tear can fall.

When the plane landed in Kyoto, it was four o'clock in the morning, and at this time, she couldn't even enter the school dormitory, and it was impossible for her to go back to Song Garden.

At this time, I'm afraid Meng Anzhi is also sleeping, but apart from him, she really doesn't know who else she can find.

Originally, he was just holding a bit of luck, but he didn't expect that as soon as the phone was dialed out, Meng Anzhi over there immediately picked up the phone.

"Hey, got it?"

His voice was still muffled, with a hint of sleepiness, obviously not yet awake, but he was still trying to pretend to be awake and talking to her.

"Little Man......"

Song Chan called him by his nickname rarely, and as soon as she opened her mouth, her voice was crying, trembling and broken.

Meng Anzhi was taken aback by her fragile tone, and almost immediately came to his senses, sat up from the bed suddenly, and asked in a nervous tone, "What's wrong with you?" Call me at this time? What are you crying about? ”

"Xiaoman, I failed to confess......" Song Chan finally couldn't help crying.

At four o'clock in the morning, she sat at the gate of the airport in the cold wind, crying like a lost child, desperate and helpless.

Meng Anzhi only felt that her heart was hurt by her, and immediately got up from the bed, and said in an anxious tone: "Where are you now?" I'll pick you up. ”

"I'm at the airport." Song Chan sniffed.

"You wait, I'll be there in fifteen minutes, you're in the same place, don't run around, understand?"

Meng Anzhi came quickly, he did what he said, and within fifteen minutes, the car had already stopped beside Song Chan.

At this time, Song Chan was sitting on the road at the entrance of the airport with her legs crossed, I don't know if it was because of the cold or for what reason, her eyes were a little straight, her eyes were dull, there was no focus and brilliance, her hair was still a little wet, and her coat was also a little damp.

When Meng Anzhi saw her like this, he only felt a pain in his heart, and immediately strode up, took off his coat and draped it on her body, squatted in front of her, and said softly: "Got it, I'm here, let's go?" ”

Song Chan glanced up at him at this time, her eyes were red like an injured rabbit, and she opened her mouth, but Meng Anzhi directly raised a finger against her lips and said softly: "Don't say anything, let's go back first, your body is wet, it's easy to catch a cold." ”

She lowered her eyes and nodded softly, very well-behaved and silent.

Because Meng Anzhi has now started to work as a trainee lawyer with his father Meng Jingqian, in order to make it easier for him to work, he did not live on campus this semester, but rented an apartment near the school and took Song Chan back to his small apartment directly.

After placing her, Meng Anzhi went to prepare a cup of hot cocoa for her first, Song Chan held the water cup in her hand, and warmed it up for a while before she finally recovered some of her spirits.

Meng Anzhi didn't ask her what was going on, and when her face softened a little, he asked her to take a shower first and prepare her clothes.

Standing in the bathroom of Meng Anzhi's apartment, Song Chan covered her face and finally couldn't help crying quietly.

For the last time, really for the last time.

For Song Xining, she really won't have a little hope.

*

A month later, Song Chan and Meng Anzhi got on a plane to Japan.

Regarding that confession, she didn't tell Meng Anzhi to the last point, she just said that she had failed and would not fantasize about it again in the future, and Meng Anzhi was also a very empathetic person, so she didn't ask her too much, which saved her enough self-esteem and face.

When she left, Zhan Qi and his wife originally wanted to call Song Xining and ask him to come back to see her, but Song Chan directly refused.

In fact, it doesn't make sense for him to come back, and even if he does, she doesn't have anything to say to him.

Seeing each other is like not seeing, but there is affection but it seems to be ruthless.

Anyway, they are already two people like this, it's better to leave it like this, since he is already with Meng Yuezhi, it is better to let her bless them, go to Japan to study hard and learn medical expertise, and take a good time to empty herself, and wait for the next time she comes back, maybe she can face him with a better attitude.

*

Because when Song Chan went to Japan, it was already January, and it was not long before the Chinese New Year, Song Qingge originally wanted her to leave after the New Year, but Song Chan insisted on leaving at that time, and left before the year on the grounds of going to learn the language.

It's a bit of a deserted escape.

In fact, the reason why Song Chan was in such a hurry was because she didn't want to meet Song Xining during the New Year, before Zhan Ge called Song Xining to ask him if he would come back for the New Year, he said very surely, he would definitely come back. That's why she's leaving.

Because she went late, Song Chan didn't plan to return to China for the New Year, and spent the first year of her trip to Japan with Meng Anzhi and her classmates and friends.

Song Xining went back on the twenty-ninth day of the New Year, and as before, Song Yuan was still decorated, plus the war songs and battle results were at home, so it was always so lively, but it seemed that something was missing.

Song Xining looked around the house, and subconsciously went to look for Song Chan's figure, but he never found it, so he had to ask the results of the battle, where Song Chan went.

Zhan Guo had a piece of candy in his mouth, and said vaguely: "My eldest sister? She went to Japan to study. ”

"Studying in Japan?" Song Xining's eyes widened, with a look of disbelief, "When did it happen?" ”

Zhan Guo thought for a while and said, "It's been two months. ”

Song Xining suddenly became a little nervous and anxious, and asked, "She went alone?" ”

"No, I walked with Brother Xiaoman." Zhan Guo looked at him a little strangely, "What, big brother, you don't know?" ”

He didn't know, but he didn't know at all.

She never told him, and no one at home told him, and if he hadn't come back for the Chinese New Year, he didn't know when he would have found out about her trip to Japan.

Song Xining stood in place in a daze, suddenly feeling as if his mind was empty, his eyes were at a loss, and he didn't even know what he was going to do next.

She went to Japan but didn't reveal any news to him, and she still went with Meng Anzhi. Zhan Guo said that she was in a hurry when she left, giving people the feeling that she didn't look back, as if she was fleeing from something. He subconsciously thought of the time he slapped her in a hurry, could it be because of that she was injured and couldn't wait to escape from him?

As soon as he thought of this, Song Xining felt even more irritable.

Song Xining didn't go home for three years, and this time the school allowed him a month and a half off, but for a whole month and a half, Song Xining had a messy life.

Every morning after waking up, I lie in bed in a daze, I don't want to go out or do things, I don't know what I should do, as if I have lost my purpose in life overnight, I am at a loss. Even Song Qingge said several times that he didn't know what was wrong now, and he was always stunned, and he would only respond if he called him three times.

He had Song Chan's phone in Japan, but he didn't call once.

He didn't know how to beat her or what to say after the beating, and the damage he had done to her was so bad that he didn't know how to face her himself.

*

Song Chan went to Japan for two years, and she never came back once. When Zhan Qi and Song Qingge missed their daughter, they could only take a plane to Japan to see her.

About Song Xining, she never asked.

Occasionally Song Qingge would mention him to her, he had graduated, he had become a battalion commander, he was very busy with training, he rarely went home, and he didn't talk about girlfriends. Every time Song Chan listened with a smile, there was no superfluous expression on her face, she just said to Song Qingge, tell him to bless him on my behalf.

In two years, Zhan Song and Zhan Cheng have already graduated from high school and are about to go to college, and time flies really too fast.

By the time Song Chan finished her life as an exchange student, she had already graduated from her junior year and needed to return to China to do her graduation project and start her graduation internship.

Regarding her internship, Zhan Qi had already paved the way for her early on, and when she went to Yi Nanchen's hospital, the best medical experts would take her.

I haven't returned to China for two years, and as soon as she got off the plane, Song Chan felt a familiar atmosphere, standing outside the airport, she couldn't help but close her eyes and take a long deep breath.

Meng Anzhi next to him walked up with her suitcase, naturally hugged her shoulder, and smiled: "How is it?" Do you think it's more comfortable in China? ”

She turned back to Meng Anzhi and smiled, nodded and said, "Well, there is no taste of cherry blossoms, and I feel that something is missing." ”

Meng Anzhi pinched the tip of her nose and said with a smile: "If you like it, it's a big deal that we will settle in Japan in the future." ”

"Okay." She smiled and nodded slightly.

On Christmas in the first year of going to Japan, Meng Anzhi prepared a big confession surprise, and she agreed to his request for dating at that time, and now the two have been dating for more than a year. Over the past year, she has thought a lot more clearly and matured a lot, and feels that she should really let go of the past and start accepting a new life.

The driver at home had already come to the airport on time to pick her up, and when she got into the car, Song Chan lowered the window again and said to Meng Anzhi outside: "Don't forget to come to my house for dinner tomorrow." ”

Meng Anzhi nodded, "Okay." ”

I haven't returned to China for two years, and on the night I went home, Song Qingge and Zhan Ge made a fuss about sleeping with her, and the mother and daughter lay together and talked about a lot of things.

Meng Anzhi has always been a very trustworthy person, and at noon the next day, he really came. With him taking care of him, Zhan Qi was also very relieved, not to mention that he had always had a good impression of Meng Anzhi, so he also pulled him to sit on the sofa and chatted a lot.

Soon the meal began, and halfway through the meal, the little nanny suddenly ran in with a smile and said, "The eldest young master is back." ”

As soon as everyone looked up, sure enough, Song Xining had already pushed the door and walked in, and the moment they saw Song Chan, they were immediately stunned in place, with surprise and excitement in their eyes, and Song Chan just looked at him lightly, stood up and smiled at him, "Big brother." ”

This title made Song Xining's heart sink, and his mouth was faintly bitter, he didn't even have time to say anything, but he saw that Meng Anzhi next to him also stood up, hugged Song Chan's shoulder, and said to him: "Big brother is back." ”

He looked at Meng Anzhi's hand, turned his head to look at Song Chan again, pulled the corners of his mouth, and finally smiled reluctantly.

Seeing this, Meng Anzhi next to him immediately stood up,