Sitting on the bench in the cemetery of Xiangzhu City, Zhou Linuo looked at a square piece of fresh turf in front of him motionlessly, he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, it was too fast, less than 24 hours after seeing Zhou Shuguang, he could still sit on the bed and scold the big living person, and suddenly his condition deteriorated rapidly, and he couldn't even say a complete sentence. She also reacted and asked stupidly, "Who is gone?" ”

The greening of the cemetery is so good, looking at the green is green, like a huge plant cage, covering the sky, Zhou Linuo bought the most expensive land, at the top of the mountain, facing the entire Xiangzhu City, there is a large gap between the trees here, as if a window was opened, connecting the sky and the earth.

It's really cool, Zhou Linuo shook unconsciously, and finally hugged himself with both hands, realizing that it was cold, and his fingertips were cold.

This is a double cemetery, Ren Meimei said, when he dies, he will definitely be buried with Zhou Shuguang, he stood on the top of the hill to look at the scenery, and said with satisfaction, "Yes, the house is Zhouzheng, transparent on all sides, and it is comfortable to live." After saying that, he cried, when he was holding Zhou Shuguang's ashes in his arms, he was reluctant to let go for a long time, "Why did you become so light?" Always yelling that you are fat, you want to lose weight, you want to lose weight, you look at your mouth, you love to talk nonsense...... Dawn, I still want to hear you scold me. He cried and laughed and kissed the cold urn, and finally buried "her" in person under the persuasion of the funeral home staff.

I always felt that there was still a lot to say, Zhou Linuo stared at the flat grass, and didn't know where to start for a while, and at the same time felt that it was too hypocritical to talk to himself in the air, Zhou Shuguang couldn't hear it anymore, no matter how much he said, it was just to satisfy his inner shortcomings.

"Nono? You're here. Lin Biguang walked up the stairs layer by layer, and greeted Zhou Linuo when she saw it from a distance, she was carrying two large bags of paper money and incense candles in her hand, "Where's your father?" ”

Zhou Linuo turned around and looked at it and replied, "I went through the formalities in the hall, and there is still some money that has not been handed over." ”

Lin Biguang nodded, and said, "Jiajia and her father can't come back for a while because they are pulling goods in other places, maybe in two days, I will come with him again." "While squatting by the tombstone, there is a cement groove in front of the tomb, which is specially used by everyone to burn paper money.

"Don't ask my uncle to come back, my mother is here anyway, and she can't run away." Zhou Linuo smiled bitterly, and then repeated the advice again, "Really don't inform your uncle, he always runs on the highway, don't distract him." ”

"Nono has grown up and thought thoughtfully." Lin Biguang lit the fire with a lighter, looked at the rising fire in a daze, and asked in a trance, "So that's really it?" Don't do a funeral? ”

"It doesn't make sense, just like my mother said-" Zhou Linuo imitated Zhou Shuguang's tone and said in a sharp voice, "If you die, you will die, do you have to tell the world that I am dead?" This is not a happy event for promotion and wealth, so I don't want to show people jokes. ”

Lin Biguang laughed out loud, with tears shining in her eyes, and said, "It's her style." ”

"My mother told me, don't tell people that she is dead, but that she has settled abroad, in Barcelona, Spain, the sea breeze blows every day, and she also remarried a blonde husband with eight-pack abs." Zhou Linuo looked at Lin Biguang's side face that was red by the wind and fire, and said slowly, "She said that she lived too confused and hurried in her life, she played a good hand of cards poorly, and she didn't want to be chewed and gossiped after she died, and she had no friends, she said that many people would like her to die, and only one person would shed tears for her, and that was Aunt Lin." ”

Lin Biguang burst into tears when she heard this, and she smiled at the tombstone, "I don't have any friends, you don't know how many people want to get close to her, and she didn't do it herself." ”

"Auntie, thank you for taking care of my mother all the time in my absence." Zhou Linuo's upper body bent deeply, bowed to Lin Biguang at knee level, and said, "In the future, I have to trouble you to help me watch my father, he is unwilling to go to Beijing with me." ”

Lin Biguang stood up, dusted off his knees, sat down beside Zhou Linuo, patted the back of her hand and said, "I understand, we are all used to living in Xiangzhu City, and our friends are all nearby, so it will be convenient for each other to take care of each other when we are old, don't worry, even if you don't say it, I will be optimistic about him." ”

Zhou Linuo turned his head to look at Lin Biguang and said: "Auntie, now that I think about it, I think that I have a bad relationship with my mother, and there are also reasons for me, I am wondering, am I too stubborn, I have to wait for her to take a step forward, why not me?" Why don't I be more generous and more frank and tell her that we don't need to get to such a point, we are mother and daughter, in fact, I love her, and I want her to love me, she may find it funny the first time, and scold me for being boring the second time, and after a few more times, maybe she will understand my mind and find that we don't need to fight each other at all...... How about hugging me too? ”

Lin Biguang looked at her distressedly, raised her hand and stroked her back, "Silly Nuonuo, of course Zhou Shuguang loves you, but she doesn't know how to express it, in all her emotions, she chose to disguise her vulnerability with anger, she is afraid to reveal her true feelings......"

"It's too late to say anything now, I can only assume that it may give us another ten or twenty years of time together, and I won't ask anything of her, and she won't have any response to me, at this point, I'm really her own child, and I'm also afraid to come out of my shell and love someone defenselessly." Zhou Linuo shook his head, as if convincing himself, and nodded, "But I should give it a try...... I don't want to wait any longer until it's too late. ”

Her mobile phone rang again, the countless calls and WeChat in the past two days didn't have time to look at it, now she picked up her mobile phone to prepare to deal with them one by one, there are several text messages sent by the assistant, asking her why she didn't call back, there is a very important press conference tomorrow, most of the WeChat is about work news, there are also hundreds of "I'm sorry" from Yuchen crazy, and the flight information sent by Yi Xuejia to Africa turned out to be a red-eye flight that took off in the early morning.

"In such a hurry?" Zhou Linuo muttered while quickly replying to the message: "I'll go home immediately, you can't say goodbye without saying goodbye, let's at least have a meal together." ”

Yi Xuejia seemed to have been waiting for her response, and within half a second, a line of words quickly popped up: "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”

She picked up her bag and stood up, only to feel dizzy in front of her, and fell back to the chair softly, so frightened that Lin Biguang wrapped her hands around her and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Is it because you haven't eaten all the time? ”

"Probably...... I haven't slept all the time, my eyes have been crying for too long, and now my whole facial features hurt so much. Zhou Linuo raised his hands and rubbed his whole face, and asked casually, "Does Auntie know that Jiajia is going to Africa?" ”

"Yes, she greeted me a week ago." Lin Biguang replied affirmatively, "I don't want her to go, but the child is too old to listen to my objections, so I let her go." ”

"Oh?" Zhou Linuo was stunned for a moment, and then sighed as a matter of course, Yi Xuejia was still afraid that she would be angry, so she didn't confess in a panic until the last moment, and she didn't know why this happened, the people around her were always unconsciously far away from her, she thought of Yuchen, and couldn't help but blame herself, was she too cruel to him? He shouldn't have been pushed that far, especially now that he was emotionally unstable.

Lin Biguang asked, "You didn't let me ask Jiajia to come back to incense Aunt Zhou, because you were afraid of delaying her trip?" ”

"It's not a ......" - Zhou Linuo really doesn't want Yi Xuejia to know about Zhou Shuguang's sudden death, because it was too coincidental, the two had just had a big quarrel, and such a tragedy happened, Zhou Linuo was worried that Yi Xuejia would have a psychological burden - she said, "But anyway, the ending is like this, and it won't change because she knows or doesn't know, so it's better to have one less person to be uncomfortable." ”

Lin Biguang didn't object, "Then let's wait for her to come back from Africa." ”

Seeing Zhou Linuo swaying and standing up again, Lin Biguang also stood up, and went down the mountain with her and said worriedly, "Don't rush back, you have a good meal and sleep first." ”

"Auntie, I have a very important meeting tomorrow...... While she was talking, Zhou Linuo's mobile phone rang, and it turned out that Lan Shuiyue had not replied when she saw her, and called in person, she quickly answered respectfully, and told her that she would definitely appear in the conference hall of the new round of financing negotiations on time tomorrow with the information.

Even if it is not for work, Zhou Linuo wants to go back as soon as possible, she can't say goodbye to Yi Xuejia in such a hurry, she has to treat her gently, say goodbye with kind words, and can't leave a gap in the hearts of two people, after all, this parting is two or three years, and she doesn't want her to think of herself, it is a stumbling memory.

After going down the mountain, Zhou Linuo couldn't help but look back, and sighed heavily in his heart: Mom, I will live my life well, you bless me, don't let me leave regrets.

Before the plane took off, Zhou Linuo used her mobile phone to send a copy of the information that had been stored in the mailbox to Lan Shuiyue and her assistant to prevent her from not catching up with tomorrow's meeting, and even the substitute speaker appointed two trustworthy directors in the company, she has always been like this, and has many hands to ensure that the company can continue to operate without her.

In this life, no matter how chaotic the moment, she will never mess up her position, after turning off the phone, she hurried up to sleep, thinking that she would dream of her mother or Yi Xuejia and Yuchen, no, her mind was dark, and for more than three hours, she slept very deeply.

When the plane began to land, it encountered a strong air current, and the whole fuselage shook wildly, startling the passengers in the cabin to let out a scream, only to wake up Zhou Linuo, she opened the isolation curtain of the first class cabin, and saw the flight attendant reassuring the passengers, and glanced out the porthole, it was already dark.

After passing through the thick clouds, the torrential rain and lightning in the distance could be seen, all the passengers held their breath, Zhou Linuo unconsciously remembered that Yuchen's mother died in a plane crash, she suddenly had a twitch in her heart, and her hands nervously grasped the handrails, she couldn't die, at least not on the plane, because in that case, Yuchen would drown in the psychological shadow forever.

Life and death are really cruel for the living, this is her personal experience.

Fortunately, the plane landed safely, and the passengers on the plane spontaneously applauded, Zhou Linuo also breathed a sigh of relief, turned on his mobile phone, and saw Yi Xuejia asking, "Where is it?" ”

Zhou Linuo glanced at the time, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, Yi Xuejia and Liang Feng were almost ready to rush to the airport, she quickly replied to the voice and said, "Have you eaten?" Don't wait for me to eat together, it's too late, my plane is delayed, if I really can't come back, you guys go first, don't miss the flight. She glanced at the rainstorm outside, and the people waiting for the taxi were bustling together, and she sent another voice, "It's raining heavily, maybe the road is also blocked, or you should go first." ”

"It's okay, I'll wait for you to come home." Yi Xuejia's reply was fast, and then it kept displaying, "The other party is typing......"

Zhou Linuo walked to the parking lot to pick up her car, holding her mobile phone until she popped up the words: "Nuonuo, don't be angry with me, okay?" You know I love you the most in the world. ”

She stopped, held the dimly lit mobile phone screen in the dim and dim space, and finally breathed a long sigh of relief, replied with a smiling expression and said, "I know, I love you too." ”

started the car, the traffic station radio was talking about where and where the traffic jam along the line, Zhou Linuo wanted to hurry home, so he didn't take the main road, the tires of the car quickly rotated in the mud, and the mobile phone thrown on the passenger seat kept vibrating, she glanced at it, it was Yuchen looking for her, because the light in the line of sight in front of her was insufficient, so she kept driving carefully, and did not free her hand to answer, but when it rang for the third time, she was afraid that Yuchen would be worried, and finally reached out to touch the phone, just the moment she turned her head on one side, and then turned around, I don't know when there was a truck on the front and suddenly turned on the high beams.

Zhou Linuo's eyes, which were already overwhelmed, did not feel any pain at this moment, but suddenly she couldn't see anything, as if she had been suddenly stuffed in a hundred suns and suddenly pulled out, she "Huh? I thought the headlights were turned off on the other side, so it was dark in front of me for a while.

Immediately after, while she heard the violent impact, she was violently wrapped around her body by the airbag that popped out, and her heart trembled, it's over! She thought, "Am I going to be unable to go home?" She still has something to do urgently.

She has a plan in her heart, after rushing home, she wants to hug Yi Xuejia with all her might, life is short, she never wants to quarrel with her anymore, she wants to swear to her, the rest of her life, to walk with her sweetly......

Then she had to go to Yuchen immediately, and she would confess to him: "I'm sorry, I still decided to save you, can you save me too?" You said you can't do it, so am I, I feel like I'm about to break, maybe we are really a natural pair, I don't know who else to love in this life, Yuchen, I want to try to love you, I think I'm going to fall in love with you, because I really miss your kiss. ”