Zhou Linuo bought the latest flight, and didn't even care that he might miss the plane, so he stepped on the accelerator with the maximum horsepower since he obtained his driver's license, and rushed to the airport overnight, just to return to Xiangzhu City, rush to his parents' side, and rush to see his mother Zhou Shuguang for the last time.

She walked through the security check in a panic, and when she sat in the first class cabin, she looked out the window at the runway lights in the night, and she still couldn't clearly realize what was going on. Why did my father suddenly call and say that my mother had been given a critical illness notice in the hospital? It was too sudden, without the slightest warning, she simply fell into a nightmare, just like in the past, she had countless nightmares, and rarely had a dreamless restful sleep, but in the past nightmares, bad luck always befell her, not her mother, the strong and mean Zhou Shuguang.

After a three-and-a-half-hour flight, she had to jump into a taxi and chase the moon for forty-five minutes before finally arriving at the gate of the hospital.

After hesitating at the door for ten minutes, Zhou Linuo just stood in a daze, and the people who came and went around her couldn't help but look at her twice, this motionless beauty, her face was as white as paper, maybe it was a plastic dummy left here by someone.

She didn't dare to enter this door, she was afraid that as soon as she entered, she would find that it was not a nightmare, she hated her mother, but never hated her to the point of expecting her to die, her hatred for her was only yelling, she wanted to yell at her, screaming at her, turning the hatred in her heart into clear words, attacking her, blaming her, and then seeing that she understood, understood, and even bowed her head and apologized to her, then her hatred was resolved.

How can Zhou Shuguang get sick? How could she die?

If she is gone, who should she vent her resentment that has accumulated for more than 20 years? Who do I go to?

She also hopes to reconcile with her in her lifetime, and she also fantasizes about her saying "I'm sorry, Nono, it's my mother's fault." Then she could hug her and cry bitterly, and the two sewed up all the gaps between mother and daughter, becoming an ordinary and intimate mother and daughter.

It's as if people who are connected by blood really have telepathy between life and death, Ren Mei walked out for no reason, and when he saw Zhou Linuo, he had a surprised smile, but his smile was as dry and broken as a piece of sandpaper that had been worn out and could no longer be wanted, "Nuonuo!" He had lost too much weight, and walked over like a rusty iron frame wrapped in rags, and waved his hand from afar, "Your mother said that you should have arrived, I said it was still early, she insisted that you should arrive, maybe your brain is confused, and asked me to come down and take a look, I looked at it, and thought I was dazzled, you really arrived!" Pretty fast. ”

Ren Meimei has been licking his lips during his speech, he is like a layer of water taken off by a dryer, layers of dead skin on his lips, the whole person is dry, his cheekbones are high, his cheeks are deep, he looks like he hasn't eaten and drunk well for a long time, and he seems to have changed his person, and his "shape" is different from the past.

Dad has become like this, what should Mom become? Will it be a wisp of smoke? Zhou Linuo endured the trembling that surged up from her bones, she couldn't collapse! At this time, Dad needs her to be strong, she can contribute money and strength, she is already an adult, she can carry two old people through the difficulties.

She calmly sorted out her emotions and asked, "How did it suddenly become like this?" It's so sudden. ”

"She didn't pay attention to it at the beginning, you know your mother, she is reluctant to pay money, she is unwilling to do a physical examination, she usually suffers from some minor illnesses and pains, she says that she has a stomachache, and she has been talking about it for half a year, but she is unwilling to go to the hospital, and she is also a little shy about the doctor, and then she bleeds and gets dizzy, so she wants to come and take a look." Ren Meimei may have described it to relatives and friends many times, so he said it bluntly, without any emotion, only the bitterness after repeated chewing, "The result is uterine cancer, and when it was found out, it was already stage II, and we immediately did the excision operation, but ...... Not much effect. ”

"What happens after that? Did the doctor say it? Don't worry about money, we want the best treatment plan, don't delay any longer, go through the transfer procedures to Beijing immediately, the best medical resources are of course in the capital. Zhou Linuo couldn't help but complain, "Dad...... You should contact me as soon as possible. ”

Ren Meimei led Zhou Linuo inside, and patted his head with regret and said, "Your mother won't let me, she doesn't realize the seriousness of this matter, and told me not to delay you to make money. ”

Coming to the door of the intensive care ward, Zhou Linuo subconsciously supported the wall, barely supporting her consciousness, so that she could walk in with her legs, this is the best single ward in the hospital, Ren Meimei said, the 400,000 yuan given by Zhou Linuo to buy a house has been given as a deposit, after Zhou Shuguang fell ill, he sold the indicators, and all of them were used to be hospitalized for medical treatment, after all, she couldn't be wronged Zhou Shuguang and others squeezed a four-person room, her temper was up, maybe it would speed up the condition, but check out, Zhou Shuguang still doesn't know, she still mentions it from time to time, what style the house will be decorated into in the future.

Speaking of this, Ren Meimei's already dry eyes turned red again, and he turned his face away and sighed, "I don't know if your mother can survive until she lives in a new house." ”

"Of course we can, we don't buy off-plan properties." Zhou Linuo touched his father's back and said, "Buy an existing house, and when she is discharged from the hospital, she will live in it immediately, and now my money is enough to buy her a river-view house." ”

Zhou Shuguang sat on the bed with a pillow on her back, watching TV, there was a companion bed next to her, with unfinished quilts piled up on it, she looked much thinner than before, her eyes were still so cold, not quite like a patient, or maybe it was because the shiny wig on her head added a little energy to her.

She glanced at Zhou Linuo, her teeth sharpened with disgust, "Why did you come empty-handed?" Isn't it all necessary to buy a fruit basket to visit the sick? You're such a big person and still don't understand. ”

In normal times, Zhou Linuo can fight with her for her yin and yang weirdness, at this time, she wishes she would like her to scold her more, and she actually thinks that a mother who looks at her horizontally and vertically is actually quite cute, "I forgot, now call takeout and send it over, what do you want to eat?" She pulled out her phone.

"What to eat? What can I eat? Nothing for me to eat. Zhou Shuguang glared at Ren Meimei and said, "I don't want to drink yogurt, I see, before I die, I starved to death." ”

Ren Meimei walked over to check Zhou Shuguang's hanging water, and then sat on the side, rubbing his hands and smirking at her.

"Laugh, you know laugh, congratulations, middle-aged man has three major joys, the first joy is the dead wife." Zhou Shuguang rolled his eyes at him and said, "It's a pity that you haven't been promoted and made a fortune, and I don't dare to count on you in the next life." ”

When she spoke like this, Ren Meimei was not angry, but smiled with tears in her eyes.

People who usually hate her, people who are going to quarrel or even do something when they meet, now they greet her with a smile, this change makes Zhou Shuguang feel particularly uncomfortable, what she hates most in her life is to attract sympathy, in her opinion, their forbearance, all they reveal is the superiority of doing good, it seems that everyone is giving a warning, her life energy is passing bit by bit.

"Stop laughing! Panic! Zhou Shuguang grabbed the thermos cup next to him and smashed it at Ren America.

The cup hit Ren Mei's side and fell to the ground, he picked it up, lowered his head and wiped his eyes, and said, "I'll go wash it." Then he grabbed the cup and walked out.

"Mom, when is this...... Zhou Linuo walked to Zhou Shuguang's bed and sat down, wanting to make a smile, but he couldn't laugh, so he could only say softly, "Don't lose your temper, don't you know how deep your father's feelings are for you?" ”

"What do you mean when is it? Isn't it just that I'm dying? You just say it. Zhou Shuguang glared at a pair of eyes angrily, clasped his hands in front of his chest and said, "You just want me to have a better attitude before the time and leave you a good thought, why?" Why should I think about you for the time being? Who am I recruiting in my life, who am I so unlucky? I didn't do any evil! The more she spoke, the more excited she became, her hands spread out and she waved desperately, as if there was an enemy in the air that needed to be fought, "I have a broken belly, even if you give birth to an uncompetitive person, you still want to kill me, why?" I was born wrong, it was wrong to find Ren America, it was wrong to have parents like that, and my life is wrong on top of wrong! Her upper body struggled to stand up, poked Zhou Linuo's forehead with her fingers, just like she scolded her when she was a child, and scolded with hatred, "You are my biggest mistake, if I hadn't given birth to you, my uterus wouldn't have cancer, I don't have to lie here and wait for death now!" ”

Although Zhou Linuo never expected the phenomenon of "people are dying and their words are good" to appear on Zhou Shuguang's body, but in film and television works, she has seen countless endings of shaking hands and making peace with enemies on their deathbeds, and suddenly faced such a naked reality, she was still a little uncomfortable and stunned, how many people will really change because of the changes in life? Zhou Shuguang is reincarnated eighteen times, and she is still Zhou Shuguang.

I don't know if it's grievance, or relief, or fear and uneasiness, and what indescribable feelings, Zhou Linuo suddenly howled, startling Zhou Shuguang, even when she was a child, she had never cried so loudly in front of her mother, in Zhou Shuguang's memory, when Zhou Linuo cried the most, she was still a baby sleeping in her arms.

At that time, she hugged her, proud that her nose looked like malt point, and her eyes were bright like firelight stars, she gently wrapped the little baby in her arms and said: "Your name is Zhou Linuo, the courtesy is still exchanged, a promise of a thousand gold, mother hopes that you will grow up, understand Entubao, and grow up to become an independent and self-reliant, self-respecting and self-loving beauty, not like me, not like me, you know?" You have to take control of your life. ”

"What are you crying about, don't cry, mourning? I'm not dead yet! Zhou Shuguang grabbed the paperpiece at the head of the bed, threw it on Zhou Linuo's body and said, "You save a little strength and wait for my funeral to cry." ”

"Mom, when it's time, can you praise me? I don't expect you to say that you love me and live this life, I just want you to praise me for a sentence, half a sentence, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what kind of achievements I have achieved or what kind of awards I have received, you will not praise me, you always look down on me, I don't know where I am not doing well......" Zhou Linuo grabbed a tissue and wiped it on her face, she cried so much that she couldn't breathe, completely lost her demeanor on the battlefield, as if she was occupied by the elementary school girl in her body again, stretched out her hand to grab Zhou Shuguang's hospital gown, and begged unrelentingly, " I've worked really hard, you praise me, you're my mother, I'm your own daughter, maybe I'm not obedient enough, but I've never relaxed for a moment, I've never indulged myself, I've been moving forward carefully, I've never taken a step back, now I don't need anyone to live well, I earn a lot of money, and I can take good care of the people around me, am I really not worthy of being your pride? ”

Zhou Shuguang was stupefied, she blinked, and finally turned her head away, and said awkwardly: "Actually...... It's okay. ”

Zhou Linuo stopped sobbing and looked at her blankly, although Zhou Shuguang did not turn his face, but her palm covered the back of Zhou Linuo's hand and patted it gently, so Zhou Linuo's whole spirit collapsed, opened his hands and hugged Zhou Shuguang tightly and continued to cry loudly, calling "Mom" the most times in his life.