He Yichi sent me back to the hospital on the way, because of a little alcohol, the addiction in the car, this time the addiction was menacing, very sudden, I thought on the way to Yanbinlou, about a few days, the result is so coincidental, I am not allowed for a moment.

He Yichi was caught off guard, I didn't even have a little painkiller and tranquilizer on me, I tossed hard in the car, from the seat to the ground, there was a knocking sound, I couldn't control myself, I almost scratched the face of He Yichi who was driving several times, he wanted to control the steering wheel and drive smoothly on the long street, while choking one of my hands to prevent me from hurting myself because of the huge pain and itchy attack, under such a two-sided distraction, he almost hit the taillight of another car several times. The driver scolded He Yichi through the car window, "You won't drive home to feed, don't play on the road, and show off your pickles?" ”

He Yichi didn't care about them, he was already at a loss for what to do with me at this time, he was very worried about what would happen when he brought me out alone, and he couldn't explain to Ji Rongke and the entire Ji family.

I could barely endure the drug addiction before, but this time it really made me feel painful, if the previous few times were tens of thousands of small insects eating me densely, this time it was hundreds of millions of pieces eating my bones and blood, scrambling to drill into my bones, white and black colored, squirming fleshy torso, enjoying a gluttonous meal in my body.

At first, in order not to distract He Yichi and let him drive safely to the hospital, I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth to endure it, even if I oozed layers of cold sweat, I didn't make much noise, but then I was defeated by that feeling, and after I opened my mouth and screamed for the first time, I continued to howl and moan, and I was a mess of defeat, and it was miserable.

I was very broken and hit the glass with my head, I wanted to faint, I didn't have to bear the pain after I fainted, but the more I hit the more sober I became, the more sober I was, the more I could deeply understand the pain, under the collision of my violent force, the glass shattered in an instant, and a glass ballast slashed my forehead, leaving a deep blood scar, and the blood continued to pour out, and soon my whole face became bright red.

He Yichi looked back and saw this scene and he was frightened, he shouted Miss Feng, hurriedly found a parking space at the intersection, slammed on the brakes, he didn't even care about unfastening the seat belt for two seconds, it only took half a second to tear it casually, he pushed the car door and rushed into the back, I was about to pick up the glass ballast and cut my wrists, I held it down, I screamed for me to die! He held down half of my body and refused to let go, he kept encouraging me to endure it, I had nothing but struggle and whip him, trying to get rid of his shackles and be free and ascend to heaven, all I had left was to cry and cry, the cry was terrible and terrifying, and the only reason I had left was not to hurt my abdomen, and other than that, I had been tortured and crazy.

My shouts soon attracted a lot of passers-by, they pointed and pointed, not quite sure what was going on, thinking that it was a quarrel between the two of them who committed suicide, I curled up under him, trembling uncontrollably, I opened my mouth wide to breathe, still felt like I was going to die, I was going to suffocate.

He Yichi tore off his belt and tied my hands, and then picked up the towel in the passenger seat and stuffed it into my mouth to prevent me from biting my tongue.

He turned over my body and asked me to lie flat on the back seat, don't put pressure on my abdomen, he pressed my feet with one hand, and the other hand was free to make a call, I heard him shout Brother Rong in fear and pain, he didn't finish I kicked him hard in the thigh, his hand shook, the screen touched his cheek, pressed the speakerphone, Ji Rongke's low voice came, he asked what was wrong, He Yichi was afraid of being heard, he could only try his best to lower it and say, "Miss Feng is addicted to drugs." ”

Ji Rongke's side seemed to start walking, and the sound of galloping footsteps sounded quickly, and he said, "Send me the address location, and I'll be there soon." ”

He Yichi hung up the phone, he fumbled on the screen for a moment, and when he put away the phone and then got into the car to check on me, the pain had developed to the point where it was most difficult to hold on, and a large number of fireworks began to bloom in front of me, red and green, I seemed to cry and laugh and reached out to grab it, crying if I couldn't catch it, laughing when I caught it, my teeth stumbled together with the change of joy and sadness, and my whole body was stiff and cold in the trembling, He Yichi was so frightened by me that his voice changed, he was very worried that I would die suddenly, and I couldn't wait for Ji Rongke to come over.

I don't know how long it took, my whole body was soaked, He Yichi's forehead also began to sweat, and a silver-gray sedan speeding in the distance merged with this side at super speed, disturbing the onlookers, they screamed and scattered, making way for an empty road, the sharp sound of sudden braking pierced the sky, and the door was then pushed open, Ji Rongke stepped down from the driver's seat dressed in black, he took off his sunglasses and put them in his pocket, and walked briskly towards this side, He Yichi greeted him, Ji Rongke glanced at me over the roof of the car, and asked him how long it had been, He Yichi said for half an hour.

He didn't speak, bent in, and told He Yichi to close the door. Ji Rongke sat at my feet, he picked me up and hugged him in his arms, my teeth biting the towel were already unconscious, my dilated pupils focused slightly when I saw that familiar face, but soon became semi-fainting because I had exhausted all my strength.

Ji Rongke took out a red-colored locket from his pocket, he opened it and took out a white pill, about half the size of his little thumb, the whole body was crystal clear, he broke my mouth and stuffed the pill in, He Yichi handed me a water bottle, Ji Rongke waved his hand, he was afraid that he would choke when he fed me water at this time, because I was breathing very unevenly, and several times I broke out in crying and coughed violently, he directly covered my lips on my lips, we opened a gap at the same time, he sighed towards my mouth, and his fingers pinched my throat and rolled together, I frowned and swallowed the pill in pain.

He Yichi asked him what kind of medicine it was, Ji Rongke put his palm on the back of my head, he kissed my sweaty forehead, as if he didn't think it was enough, he kissed my eyelids with great distress, the wet temperature made me tremble, my fingers grabbed his neckline, and slowly calmed the restlessness and residual pain in my body.

"I asked the Pharmaceutical Research Institute to configure it, which can suspend all types of pain, but it treats the symptoms but not the root cause, I just got it last night."

He Yichi slapped the steering wheel with some annoyance, "How can Huo Yanchen do it to Miss Feng." ”

Ji Rongke's cheek was pressed against the bridge of my nose, his long eyelashes gently swept the skin of my eyes, and I heard him whisper to himself, "Blame me." ”

After I swallowed, I moaned uncomfortably in Ji Rongke's arms, his chin rested against my forehead, his palm gently patted on my buttocks, his hot and humid breath blew down on my skin, although I was still very unconscious, but he seemed to have been stationed in my subconscious, the deepest and deepest position, I have been walking in this world for so long, and I have been stubborn for so long, I found that only he gave the warmest and most real embrace.

Within a few minutes, the cold sweat on my body quietly receded, turning into a trace of hot sweat that was close to his skin, Ji Rongke saw that my wrinkled facial features were slowly stretched, he breathed a sigh of relief, and remembered to ask He Yichi what he was doing with me out, He Yichi told him about my initiative to meet with Deputy Bureau Cheng, including that I was taken advantage of during the banquet, Ji Rongke was silent, he said after a long silence, "Don't let her contact those people in the future, don't let her be wronged." ”

He Yichi said no way, Miss Feng is too stubborn, you can't dissuade it, and I can't.

Ji Rongke lowered his eyes to look at me, his fingers gently lingered and stroked my cheeks and my blood-bitten lips, I saw through the gap in his squinting eyes that he was very helpless in his eyes, He Yichi said, "Miss Feng and you are the same person, just do not say, no matter what others think, they don't want to explain anything." I think that no matter what she does in the future, it must be for you, Brother Rong must not misunderstand her. Of course, there may be an element of helplessness in reality, but she is not a woman who is so selfish for herself. ”

Ji Rongke's face showed a touch of seriousness, "Did you understand something?" ”

He paused and raised his eyes, staring at half of He Yichi's side face, "What did she say to you?" ”

"Nope."

Ji Rongke's voice softened, "You used to hate her so much that you wanted to kill her, but now you seem to be very loyal to her and very understanding." ”

He Yichi smiled and said, "As a woman, she is very much like a man. Brother Rong doesn't know in detail, when your life and death in Picheng were uncertain for more than a month, Miss Feng supported the Ji family, after all, except for her, everyone was not convinced, and they all had candidates to be promoted, although I worked very harmoniously with the Bai hall master, but when it came to such a status-determining matter, we were all secretly competing, not to mention that there were so many ambitious deputy hall masters, if it weren't for Miss Feng using your flesh and blood as an important bargaining chip to block everyone's mouths, the Ji family's world chaos would only be that blink of an eye. In order to sit in this position, the business of the dock and the business of the casino did not fall, and she lost a lot of weight during that time, and she learned to shoot with me, learn tactics, and the person who was pregnant was not pampered at all, and I felt very admired when I looked at it. It is precisely because she has given so much that she hates you so much when she learns that you are quietly marrying a wife. ”

Ji Rongke was silent and silent, time passed in such silence and warmth, I finally felt a lot more comfortable, I moved my stiff body, Ji Rongke immediately noticed it, he raised his head to look at me, my eyes crashed into his eyes, as if falling into a huge whirlpool, the water is hot, the air is abundant, and the aquatic plants and the flowers under the sea are dancing with me. I suddenly felt a special warmth in my heart, as if only in such a time, I was scarred and tired, he was dusty, full of wind and rain, we could unload all worldly distractions, moral condemnation, and look at each other.

I just want to extend this time, extend it longer, but he doesn't know what I think, he holds my face to the sun outside the window, he sees that I am really awake, he asks me how much better, I nodded and says okay, he puts his big palm on my abdomen, wants to probe the baby's breath inside, I look at his face with a trace of anxiety and nervousness, "The child is okay." ”

He listened to my affirmation, and his hanging heart completely fell back into place, He Yichi asked me if I wanted to go back to Lanyu to rest, I looked at the time, it was already three o'clock, He Qu may still be waiting for me to go back for lunch, I told He Yichi to drive to the hospital, he glanced at Ji Rongke's expression, and saw that the latter did not have an overly violent and ugly reaction, so he drove the car away from the side of the road.

When I arrived at the entrance of the hospital, I pushed the door down, and said thank you to Ji Rongke through the half-rolled window, he didn't look at me and didn't answer half a word, we seemed to be very suitable for sharing weal and woe, once we got rid of the crisis, we quickly returned to the point where there was nothing to say.

My feet are still a little soft, my body is as wet as if it has been washed with water, after the sun shines on the breeze blowing, I hit a stir, I walked quickly into the inpatient department, I entered the ward, He Qu is sitting on the bed reading the case information, there are two dishes and porridge that have not been touched at the head of the bed, the lid of the box is covered with heat and water mist, it seems to have been cold, sticky.

When he saw me come back, he didn't ask me why I had been so long, and the first thing he said was if I was hungry, I was waiting for you to eat together.

His eyebrows were full of concern, and his eyes followed me softly.

All my tiredness and grievances, when I heard He Qu's low and gentle voice, it was like I had found a home, I could finally vent and let go, I could no longer cover and hide, like a female warrior, facing the storm.

I didn't care about taking off my clothes, I just felt physically and mentally exhausted, and I would collapse at any moment, so I walked over and lay on the bed, lying next to his body, I closed my eyes and whispered to him, "I'm so tired, I'm so confused." ”

He Qu put down the information in his hand, his fingertips tentatively fell on my hair, seeing that I did not dodge and refuse, he gently smoothed my hair, I buried my face in the quilt, and the sun was sprinkled on my back, I thought that spring had arrived, and it was another year.

He Qu held my hand after a long time, I was trembling by the heat of his palm, I looked up at him a little dazedly, his eyes were burning at me, I only understood his intentions from his warm eyes, I stared at the hand that was held tightly by him, I hesitated, and struggled in my heart, and finally I didn't withdraw it.