Chapter 120: I Don't Remember Anything
"Who is your friend? From the time you deceived him that you were the one who saved him, I and you were no longer friends, but enemies. Word by word, Tang Luoran hooked the corners of his mouth, and his smile was full of mockery, "It's funny to say, have you ever seen a friend who wants to slap him at every turn?" ”
In an instant, Yin Zi felt as if someone had slammed her, her delicate body shook violently, and her eyes widened, "You haven't lost your memory at all?!" ”
Tang Luoran was silent, half-lowered his eyes, and his expression was lazy. It seems that he feels lazy even to look at Yin Zi.
"You are so vicious, you dare to lie to me!" Yin Zi gritted her teeth in anger, and couldn't describe her anger in any words, after all, no one had been able to treat her like this since she was a child.
That's why Tang Luoran has the guts.
Yin Zi trembled with anger, but Tang Luoran was still indifferent, and there was no trace of joy, anger and sorrow on his delicate face, like a cold-blooded animal.
"What? Are you scared? I was going to use my amnesia to squeeze me, but now it's unsuccessful, so you're scared? ”
Tang Luoran's voice made people tremble.
"What are you talking about? I don't understand at all. Yin Zi turned her face away, for some reason, she felt that Tang Luoran had caused her a sense of oppression.
Obviously, Tang Luoran is her foil!
I'm not convinced, but what can I do? Tang Luoran's attitude was always very cold, and there was almost no room for maneuver.
She pressed forward step by step, Yin Zi kept retreating, and finally when she retreated to the door, Tang Luoran paused, "You should understand that I am different from before, I have nothing to worry about, which means that I can do anything, but you can't." ”
She half-raised her eyes, with a hint of lazy expression, but under her eyelids were extremely fierce and sharp eyes.
Yin Zi's heart was frightened, her abdomen began to ache faintly again, and in desperation, she had to temporarily show weakness to Tang Luoran, turned around and left quickly, without even looking back, like a child who saw a monster.
"It's disgusting." Spit out a few words coldly, Tang Luoran suddenly felt a little weak,
She can only keep hypnotizing herself that she has nothing to do with Fu Zichen in order to withdraw from that pain.
But what is the current feeling of heartache?
……
The other side.
Fu Zichen hurriedly finished his work and rushed to the agreed place - a café near the company, and when he opened the door, Fu Zichen found Tang's father sitting by the window at a glance - a kind middle-aged man.
Sure enough, it is father and daughter, and even the habits are exactly the same, Tang Luoran also likes to sit near the window.
Fu Zichen's steps stiffened slightly, and it wasn't until he saw Father Tang beckoning, he stepped forward quickly and sat down opposite Father Tang, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting." ”
Father Tang shook his head and smiled indifferently.
He ordered a latte and asked the waiter to leave first, freeing up the private space of the two of them, Fu Zichen said solemnly, "If you have anything, just say it, I am ready in my heart." ”
After he married Tang Luoran, Tang's father rarely took the initiative to find him. After Tang Luoran's accident, Tang's father's phone call came, and the reason can be imagined.
Tang Luoran suffered because of him, and Tang's father was understandable for being angry with him.
But I can't mention those two words - divorce.
I thought that Father Tang would be angry, but I didn't expect him to just restrain his smile and sigh silently, as if he was a little helpless, and the hand resting on the table was also nervously and uneasily, as if he was still hesitating.
After a few seconds of silence, he suddenly spoke up again, "You know Luo Ran's current situation very well, she has amnesia, but she just forgot about you, I won't say much about the reason, you hurt her too deeply, let me be disappointed in you." ”
Even if Father Tang didn't know what was going on, he was a person who had lived most of his life after all, and he knew more or less what young people thought.
And Fu Zichen was speechless, so he could only nod his head, and squeezed out a few words from his thin lips, "I'm sorry." ”
"I know you're having a hard time, too." Tang's father spoke slowly and logically, and he was arrogant and domineering without relying on the fact that he was an elder, making it difficult to imagine that he would be bribed, and let his daughter go to great lengths to marry Fu Zichen for this matter.
When Fu Zichen asked her why she was pestering him, Tang Luoran dealt with him on the grounds that "my father's private bribery happened, so I need the support of the Fu family".
For five years, every time he thought about it, he would be angry but helpless.
Silence fell again, and the atmosphere became more and more awkward, as if they were still, only the heat on the coffee was still slowly climbing upward.
Fu Zichen's protruding Adam's apple rolled up and down when he swallowed his saliva, his gaze was erratic, but in the end it still fell on Tang's father, and he spoke, "I feel very sorry for Luo Ran's suicide, I also know that I can't get rid of this responsibility, and now she forgets me, maybe it should be, but-"
After a pause, he smiled bitterly and continued, "But I still can't let her go." ”
"But have you ever thought that your so-called not letting go is also a disservice to her?" Tang's father was stunned, and finally got angry with him, how could he say that Tang Luoran was also his baby daughter, and he had suffered so much grievances outside, how could he not be angry?
These days, although Tang Luoran has forgotten Fu Zichen, her spirit is extremely trance-like, and sometimes she musters up the courage to ask her what she is thinking, she shakes her head and chuckles, pretending to be fine, and lightly says that she is thinking about someone.
And even if that person only has a shadow left, he still haunts her.
As a father, seeing his daughter on the side was heartbroken, he couldn't live with peace of mind, "Zichen, just let her go, Luo Ran can't stand the hurt anymore, divorce is good for both of you." ”
As he spoke, he turned and pulled out a document from his briefcase and shoved it in front of him.
I saw a few big words written on the document - divorce agreement.
"She doesn't want all your things, the Tang family has also received a lot of benefits from you over the years, and wasting five years of youth is also regarded as the price she paid." Father Tang's face was tight, and his speech became serious, the air seemed to condense, and the atmosphere continued to approach freezing.
Just seeing that document, Fu Zichen's heart suddenly cooled to the soles of his feet.
The hand resting on his lap clenched into a fist, he looked up at Father Tang, his delicate face with an indescribably complicated expression, and his brows frowned, "I'm sorry, I can't get a divorce." ”
I thought that Father Tang would be surprised, but I didn't expect him to just sigh, and suddenly he seemed to be ten years old.
Maybe he had already guessed this answer, but even so, he still insisted that Tang Luoran divorce Fu Zichen, not because Fu Zichen was not good, but because he felt sorry for his daughter.
"Luo Ran was brought back from the orphanage, and she has been sensitive since she was careful, but in order to avoid rumors from the outside world, she must hide her true thoughts, like a child who will not be hurt has been living strongly, and I have always been proud of having such an excellent daughter, and I also feel guilty." Father Tang smiled bitterly, took another sip of coffee, and he wrinkled his eyebrows, as if he was in great pain.
Later, I heard Tang Luoran say that she was in a hurry to marry Fu Zichen, and she startled him, after all, she has always been a cautious child.
Because he loved her, Tang's father still went to meet the other party's parents, and the first time he saw Fu Zichen, he felt that he didn't like Tang Luoran so much.
Although Tang's father was helpless, he still agreed to this family business.
On the way home, Tang Luoran seemed to be very excited but a little nervous, it was rare that he was not as dull as before, and chatted with him abnormally all the way, which made Tang's father cry and laugh.
After hesitating, he still couldn't hold back the doubts in his heart, and asked her, "I don't think Fu Zichen seems to be so enthusiastic about you, are you sure you want to marry him?" If two people don't love each other, it's hard to be happy. ”
In an instant, the smile disappeared from her face, but it quickly recovered, obviously, Tang Luoran also understood this truth.
"Dad, for me, as long as I can be with him, even if there is only one identity, I have the patience to take my time, and when he finds out that I have been behind him." Tang Luoran said, showing a reluctant smile.
It was dark outside the window that night, the moonlight was bleak, and her face was extraordinarily pale.
Recalling the past, Father Tang suddenly became old, his brows were tightened, the wrinkles on his face were piled up at the corners of his eyes, and his expression was struggling, "Originally, I shouldn't have interfered in the affairs of young people, but you hurt her so deeply, I can't sit idly by, so please understand the feelings of a father." ”
As soon as his words fell, Fu Zichen realized the seriousness of the situation.
But no, he would never divorce Tang Luoran no matter what, and it was hard to figure out his mind, how could he just let her go?
The coffee had cooled, there were no guests around, and the elegant jazz flowed, and the atmosphere that should have been comfortable was tense, but they tensed their nerves.
After hesitating for a moment, Fu Zichen continued, "I understand your good intentions, but I still can't divorce Luo Ran, I love her, even if she doesn't love me, I don't mind, you need to use my relationship for private bribery back then, if you still need it now, you can also use it generously, I won't mind." ”
The implication is that no matter what purpose Tang Luoran wants to stay by his side, he doesn't care.
However, Father Tang's reaction was beyond his comprehension - Father Tang's eyes widened and he asked suspiciously, "When did I accept a bribe and return the East Window incident?" Luo Ran married you just because he liked you. ”
……
When he walked out of the café, Fu Zichen felt that his body didn't look like his own anymore, all his strength was drained, and his soul seemed to be withdrawn from his body and floated far away, leaving him like a walking corpse.
Not daring to think about the facts that Tang's father had just told him, Fu Zichen drove and galloped towards the bustling streets.
Although he refused the request, he still accepted the divorce agreement, but as soon as he returned to the car, he crumpled the agreement and threw it at his feet, without the slightest intention of considering the divorce agreement.
He slammed on the gas pedal and galloped all the way, his heart beating wildly.