Chapter 119: Wake Up
Before the words fell, he interrupted, "I understand, you have a good rest, I'll go first." ”
Fu Zichen understated it, as if nothing happened, and such an indifferent reaction seemed somewhat unreasonable to others.
Especially Zheng Xiaoying, she was so angry that she gritted her teeth, and she almost rushed up to fight with him.
Before he left, he didn't forget to remind Zheng Xiaoying, "Remember to inform Luo Ran's father that she has woken up, and his father has been very worried, and he has been here many times during this period." ”
"I know......" Zheng Xiaoying glanced at him inexplicably, but finally didn't lose his temper.
Hearing the exact answer, Fu Zichen seemed to be relieved, turned around, strode away with his long legs, and quickly disappeared around the corner outside the door.
And after he left for a while, Tang Luoran still stared blankly at the direction of the door and there was no movement, Zheng Xiaoying called her in her ear several times, and she suddenly woke up, raised her head, and looked dazed, "What's wrong?" ”
"I said Luo Ran, did you really forget? Why do I always feel-" Before Zheng Xiaoying's words fell, she was gagged by Tang Luoran's frown, she seemed to be very unhappy, "Is he a very important person to me?" If so, how could I not admit it if I could think of it? ”
When she said this, Zheng Xiaoying was speechless.
No matter what, Tang Luoran was lucky to wake up, Zheng Xiaoying reached out and rubbed her slightly messy hair, told her to rest early, and then pulled Jiang Hanchen out of the ward, and did not forget to bring it to the door.
"Bang-" A crisp sound of the door closing made her completely sober, and she wanted to pull the long shawl hair that fell from her chest behind her ears, but she couldn't even lift her hand.
In the end, she still chose to give up, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Is this the side effect of taking a lot of sleeping pills?" It's funny. ”
It didn't look like she would do such a stupid thing as suicide, but she did it, or for a man who didn't love her at all.
"It's not worth it." Tang Luoran laughed at himself, turned his head to look out the window - in the gap between the curtains, night fell, and from time to time there was the sound of honking horns and car horns, presumably outside the window must be prosperous now.
In the vast night, she finally had the courage to speak the truth, "Even if I swallowed a hundred sleeping pills, I still couldn't forget you, Fu Zichen." ”
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Early the next morning, Tang's father brought fruits and flowers to the hospital.
Seeing Father Tang coming, Tang Luoran's face was bloodless, but he still had to force a smile at him, "Dad, you're here." ”
"Hmm......" Father Tang responded, and immediately lowered his head to secretly hide the worry in his eyes.
In the past, he didn't want to believe what the outside media said, after all, this kind of thing often happens with false rumors, but now that he sees Tang Luoran so haggard, he has to admit that her marriage to Fu Zichen is not happy.
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, Father Tang was still pretending to be calm, "Oh, people are easy to be emotional when they get old, don't look at me, I just don't want to go for a while." ”
He was like this, Tang Luoran felt uncomfortable when she looked at it, but she still had to endure it and force a smile.
Finally struggling out of the sad atmosphere, she immediately got down to business - she was about to be discharged from the hospital, and she would be able to work in the hospital as usual tomorrow.
"It's okay if you're fine, but won't Zichen come to pick you up?" Father Tang asked suspiciously, he said, took an orange in his hand, lowered his head and peeled the citrus for her.
As soon as she mentioned that name, her heart tingled, but on the surface, Tang Luoran still pretended to know nothing, tilted her head and asked him, "Who is Zichen?" Why do you all mention him? Why did he take me back? Of course, I was discharged from the hospital to go back to our house. ”
Her words made Tang's father even more confused, he frowned, and was just about to open his mouth to explain to her - Fu Zichen is her current husband, has she forgotten? Who knew that before he could make a sound, Zheng Xiaoying, who rushed in behind him, snatched the scene.
"Hello Uncle Tang! How's it going? I haven't seen my uncle for a long time, so why don't I go out and catch up! Pulling his voice and covering his face was close, and before Father Tang could figure out the situation, he was almost dragged out of the ward by her.
And Tang Luoran, who had finally calmed down in his ears, just sighed.
It's tiring to pretend.
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When Tang's father came back, he had already shut up about Fu Zichen, and quickly went through the discharge procedures for her and took her home.
On the way back, he rubbed Tang Luoran's hair from time to time, and his tone was full of sadness, "It's Dad who is sorry for you and made you feel wronged." ”
He should have resolutely opposed her marrying Fu Zichen at the beginning, otherwise it would not have caused the current consequences.
"What do you say?" Tang Luoran responded with a smile, it was not the same thing at all.
In fact, she wanted to cry, but she wanted to cry without tears.
Despite the rumors from the outside world, Tang Luoran still insisted on going to work after a week's rest - if it weren't for Tang's father's advice, she even planned to go to work the next day after being discharged from the hospital.
"Da Da-" The shoes made a crisp sound on the floor, Tang Luoran wrapped the woolen characters tightly, lifted the scarf up, covered most of his face, and strode towards the corridor.
As soon as she approached the crowd waiting for the elevator, she immediately heard the wind, "Have you heard?" Dr. Tang, the attending physician of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, attempted suicide and was said to have a bad relationship with her husband. ”
"That's all old news, the latest news is that Fu Zichen plans to divorce Dr. Tang and then remarry Yin Zi." The other party muttered, although the volume was not big, but it was not small, Tang Luoran heard it clearly.
She didn't care, and she didn't intend to stop it, but closed her eyes and automatically blocked their words.
At this time, when she met an assistant who had just come to work, she didn't pay attention to the atmosphere, and she found Tang Luoran hiding in the crowd at a glance, and she immediately said hello loudly, "Good morning, Doctor Tang!" You're finally at work. ”
As soon as the words fell, the chaotic voices of the audience immediately disappeared, and everyone looked at her with a stunned expression.
"What's wrong?" The assistant also swept around with a blank face, and at this time, Tang Luoran also walked out of the crowd, she lowered her scarf, and said casually, "Good morning, did you arrange the things I asked you to arrange last night?" ”
The assistant nodded, and the elevator door just opened, so she pulled the assistant inside.
Looking at the people who were all outside the door and didn't dare to come in, Tang Luoran was expressionless, his eyes were cold, and he pressed the door button mercilessly, and now it was the assistant's turn to look at her in horror.
Although she had just resumed her post, Tang Luoran was not idle for a moment, she experienced two surgeries in the morning, and she was not finally able to rest until two o'clock in the afternoon, she took off her bloody gloves and leaned back against the cold and wet wall of the operating room.
She was sore and trembling, obviously overdrawn, but she was still holding on, closing her eyes and asking the assistant who was packing up the utensils, "What is the next itinerary, let's talk about it quickly." ”
"Don't be reluctant, not to mention you don't have any work." The assistant answered truthfully, and she couldn't continue to do it in Tang Luoran's mental state.
Since she said so, Tang Luoran was no longer reluctant, she took off her mask and hood, washed her hands in the operating room, turned around and walked out of the door - Jiang Hanchen had been waiting for her outside the door.
Seeing her appear, he smiled gently, "You finally came out, my legs were numb after I waited." ”
Knowing that he was joking, Tang Luoran also chuckled, and her appearance when she lowered her head and smiled was incredibly beautiful, which made Jiang Hanchen tempted for a while, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her cheek.
However, the moment she touched her, she suddenly stiffened, as if to remind him, and Jiang Hanchen immediately withdrew his hand.
The atmosphere suddenly became very awkward, Tang Luoran raised her eyes, met his eyes, she lightly opened her red lips, and slowly broke the silence, "Is there something wrong with you coming to me?" ”
One sentence brought back to the topic, Jiang Hanchen suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth again, with tenderness between his eyebrows and eyes, he suddenly stretched out his hand, "There are many things I want to tell you slowly, but now, I want to wish you a new life." ”
He thought that if he forgot Fu Zichen, Tang Luoran should be able to come out of the pain of the past and welcome a new future, so does this mean that he can also have a new opportunity?
After being stunned for a moment, Tang Luoran finally understood his intentions, and she solemnly stretched out her hand to clasp it with him, forcing a smile.
The most painful thing for someone who lies to everyone is that no one will understand the truth except herself, and if she feels bitter in her heart, she can't tell it, this is the price of lying, and she knows it early on.
Pretending to forget that person to live, she talked and laughed with Jiang Hanchen, walked down the corridor, and at the end, he quietly grabbed Tang Luoran's hand.
Her hands were slightly cold, but he was hot.
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For most of the afternoon, Tang Luoran spent most of the afternoon with Jiang Hanchen.
When she returned to the hospital, it was already late in the evening, and it was pale outside the window, even when she entered the warm lounge, through the window, she could sense the cold outside the window, it was a blank cold.
Tang Luoran didn't plan to nest in the lounge, but just as she was about to leave, a text message sounded on her mobile phone, signed "Yin Zi".
As soon as she saw that name, she was immediately disgusted, and her stomach was turned upside down.
She understood what Yin Zi meant - now she had forgotten Fu Zichen, so Yin Zi could appear in front of her as a best friend. Completely squeeze out all her use value.
Yin Zi will definitely be this kind of person.
There was no response, Tang Luoran put the mobile phone in the pocket of her white coat, drank all the coffee, and put it in the sink, as soon as she turned around, she saw Yin Zi standing at the door, looking at her with a smile, "Long time no see." ”
Tang Luoran had a calm face. Silence in the right.
For such a vicious woman, she has nothing to say, and she doesn't want to have any more intersections with her, especially when she thinks of the ambiguous actions between Fu Zichen and her that night, she is sick to her stomach.
However, Yin Zi still chased after her relentlessly, first entered the door without asking her, found a chair to sit down, and then took Tang Luoran's hand and stroked her bulging abdomen, "You touch it, this is my lover's child, and I may need you to deliver the baby in the future." ”
She didn't mention Fu Zichen's name, because she was afraid that Tang Luoran would still have a trace of impression.
Who would have thought that Tang Luoran looked at her coldly, and for a moment, indifferently spit out a few words from his thin lips, "Get out of here." ”
Did Yin Zi see her amnesia and come over to pretend to be her good friend?
It's ridiculous!
"What did you say?!" Yin Zi stood up suddenly, raised her hand and was about to fan it, but Tang Luoran's reaction was no worse than hers, she grabbed it before the slap fell, and then shook it off.
The hand hit the table, and Yin Zi's pretty face was distorted because of the pain, and she scolded angrily with a blue face, "What are you doing here?" I've been your friend since childhood, how can you do this to me? ”
As soon as the words fell, she immediately waited for Tang Luoran's answer, of course, just a sneer.