41. Love needs to wait

I've always been curious about how Li Shu has spent the past two years, there is one thing I have always been a little extreme, just imagine, if there is a person who has not forgotten himself in the past two years, then in the past two years, he will not be happy.

As a client, I deeply understand one thing, missing someone is a bitter thing, I want to hold a cup of bitter coffee in my hand, that faint, sad taste. But there is an element of excitement in caffeine, so while I miss him, I have a hint of excitement.

From bitterness, to sweetness, and then to the later can't help but worry, because I don't care about it, there will be another feeling in my heart, that feeling, called hatred.

From love to hate, in the past two years, I have deeply experienced it myself.

And what about the plum tree? If he hadn't forgotten me for the past two years, what kind of environment would he be in?

Thinking about what Li Shu said in the community just now, my heart was filled with a burst of pain, but this time, I was not feeling sorry for myself, but for Li Shu.

How brave do you have to be to dare to forget?

Time has given us both the answers.

Looking at Li Shu who came out of the convenience store, and seeing that he could still smile at me and call me by my name, I felt for the first time that it was possible to pay off by seriously liking someone.

"You just ...... What the hell is going on? I took the drink from Li Shu's hand, looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "How does it sound like it makes people think about it?" ”

Li Shu gave me a blank look, immediately took my hand, and ran towards the position of the platform.

The weather is good today, the temperature outside is much lower than the previous days, the sun will hide in the clouds for a while, and the breeze will come out for a while, and there is a slight breeze on the cheeks, which is not too hot.

Li Shu turned his face to look at me, and put both arms in my pockets at the same time, scratching, and his side face was close at hand, disturbing my deer. Finally, he pulled out four coins and pulled me by the hand and got on the bus.

The time was one o'clock in the afternoon, most people were on their lunch break, there were very few people in the car, Li Shu pulled me to sit in the back row, I don't know what medicine was sold in the gourd.

I looked out the window, the route was unfamiliar.

Turning his face to ask Li Shu, this guy actually cheekily put his head on my shoulder, his eyes narrowed slightly.

This action is ambiguous and familiar.

In high school, falling in love was a very secret and hard thing, parents watched, teachers stopped, and even in our own consciousness, two people pulling hands were violating the Han law.

It's an incredible thing to be able to go shopping together, have a meal, hold hands, and sit next to each other on the bus.

The first time I rested my head on Li Shu's shoulder was when he was on his way home and I accidentally fell asleep.

But that heartbeat, I can't put it into words.

At the moment, the plum tree is next to me, and the hair is leaning against my neck, itchy and lazy.

I didn't object either, so I acquiesced.

Who knows, after ten minutes, my shoulders won't be able to stand it. Li Shu seemed to sense this, put a hand behind my shoulder, and took me into his arms.

"What I didn't achieve before, I will take you to realize it slowly......" Next to my ears was Li Shu's deep voice, as if with a kind of magic, which made me fall into a dream before I knew it.

In a daze, Li Shu pulled my hand off the bus and wiped my face with wet paper, and I woke up.

The tip of my nose was the familiar smell of anti-inflammatory water, and when I turned around, I saw that it was actually a private hospital.

"What are you doing here?"

Li Shu continued to wipe my face, and at the end, he threw the wet paper into the trash, took my hand and continued to walk forward.

We entered through the back door, the hospital environment is good, and you can see that it is well equipped. The shadows of the trees fell mottled to the ground, and the occasional bird chirped, and the comfort of the afternoon was everywhere.

Finally, the two of us stopped, turned our faces and saw that it was a hospital room.

Several medical staff happened to pass by, and Li Shu took my hand, hurried into the ward, and closed the door.

I leaned on him in a panic, listened to the footsteps outside the door and walked farther and farther, raised my head to look at Li Shu, and saw him looking at me slyly, with a hint of pride in my eyes.

"Here...... I spent a month and a half here after the college entrance examination......" Li Shu looked at me and said calmly.

It turned out that Li Shu brought me here where he used to live.

"Don't show that kind of expression, okay......" Li Shu pinched my face, looked at me with a smile, and said, "Gao Ziran, today, I want to show you all of me." Would you like to accompany me back in time? ”

Of course I do.

"Actually, I still have such arrogance in my bones, I was in a very bad mood when I learned that you were going abroad, I went to a bar alone, got drunk, and then wanted to go to you, but I didn't expect to have a car accident." Li Shu stood in front of the window, his voice was calm, and said, "At that time, I couldn't figure it out, I didn't understand why everyone knew about it, but you didn't tell me...... It is particularly cruel to think that the person she cares about is hiding the news that she is leaving......"

"Li Shu," I looked at him a little nervously, and said, "I'm afraid that it will affect your college entrance examination, and, at that time, didn't we quarrel?" I went to wait for you that night, I ......"

As long as you tell me not to leave, I will definitely not leave. It's useless for the whole world to say it, but before I waited for you, I thought that you didn't care about me at all.

"Gao Ziran, you don't understand, Dad doesn't hurt, Mom doesn't love, the only person you care about, you have to leave secretly, I was a little desperate at that time," Li Shu glared at me, took my hand, picked me up hard, put me on the windowsill, and said: "After the car accident, there was a time after the car accident where I couldn't see ......"

"Something wrong with your eyes, too?"

"Isn't it good now?" Li Shu looked at me with a smile and said, "I can't see with my eyes, I feel aggrieved in my heart, my father hurriedly came over and went through the hospitalization procedures and left, and there was only myself in the whole ward." Sometimes I think about it, how did I get through it? ”

The heart, slowly eroded by that painful feeling, was very uncomfortable.

"In the first week, my temper was not very good, all kinds of irritability, the nurse couldn't get me, so I could only ask my dad to come, he came and I was even more irritable, and finally at the end, I found out that it was because you didn't come.

After a week, my eyes were able to see clearly, and the broken leg was not healed. Thinking about the time you will go abroad, I am anxious and irritable. I simply went to the phone booth at the hospital and called you. ”

Before going abroad, I followed Lu Xiaoping to run all over the city, and I didn't hear of Li Shu's phone number.

In this way, it should be done by my mother.

"At first, my aunt answered, just saying that you were not at home, and then ...... The phone didn't get through. Li Shu looked at me, her eyes were dark and translucent, and she continued: "Later, Yueyue found me and took care of me every day, so I asked her to help and write to you." ”

But Li Shu, I ...... I haven't heard from you.

"Gao Ziran, I just thought you were stupid before, but I didn't expect you to be quite ruthless, so you ignored me like that, and just left......"

"I'm sorry......" My nose was sore and tears flowed straight out.

During that time, I had been numbing myself, telling myself that the rumors were all false, and playing crazy every day, just to tell myself that Li Shu, this guy, could not care at all.

On the day I went abroad, I kept talking to Lu Xiaoping at the airport, deliberately prolonging it for a long time, just to see if Li Shu would come, but no, until he entered the cabin, there was no information about Li Shu.

Now think about it, why was I so stubborn in the first place, and for so much time, as long as I went over and took a look, everything would be clear?

It is willfulness that gives us the price of each other, and time also tests each other.

"Crying for what?" Li Shu walked in front of me, I sat on the windowsill, and he was standing, our eyes were just level, his eyes were shining with tenderness, and he said with a smile: "Gao Ziran, I still like you." ”

Li Shu didn't say it's okay, as soon as the words came out, I couldn't help crying, Li Shu hurriedly covered my mouth and pointed out the door, I couldn't help it, sobbing quietly.

"Li Shu, if my family hurts you, I apologize to you on behalf of them, I ......"

"Shh Li Shu's fingers blocked my mouth, gently wiped my tears, and said: "Your family will be my family in the future, how can there be a ...... to forgive or not"

"Li Shu, did you hate me?" I didn't give up and continued to ask.

"Why do you ask?"

"I like it but I can't get it, and I miss it if I like it, so I naturally hate ......it" I looked at Li Shu and whispered: "Actually, I hate you......"

Li Shu looked at me with a smile, pecked me lightly on the face, and said, "This is the first stop, you are so moved, then ...... next"

"Anywhere else?"

Li Shu looked at me with a smile, and said in a calm voice: "Today, I will show you all I have, my bad, my good, when the time comes, Gao Ziran, you can still accept me, we will be together, okay?" ”

I shook my head gently and said, "I want to be with you now......"

Li Shu looked at me in surprise, and after a few seconds, he couldn't help but laugh and said, "Gao Ziran, you can't regret it......"

"Honestly, are you waiting for me?"

"Huh?"

"I mean, have you been, for these two years, waiting for me to show up. Looking forward to my return? I didn't give up and continued to ask.

"Yes."

I stretched out my hand and gently hooked my hand towards Li Shu, he approached me curiously, and while he was not paying attention, I closed my eyes and landed my lips on his.

I took the initiative to kiss him.

At the next stop, where will Li Shu take me?

I suddenly remembered the sentence I saw in the anthology one day-

trueloveneedsyoutoaitforit.

everybodycansaythathe/shelovesyoubutnoteachofthemcanaitforyou.

True love needs to wait, anyone can say they love you, but not everyone can wait for you......

(Tianjin)