Genius remembered for a second, "Love ♂ ÷ small? Say →', provide you with wonderful novels to read. Although Wang Jiaci's words seem to be saying to me, she is actually saying it to herself. 【愛↑去△小↓說△網 Qu 】

My heart was like a knife when I listened to it, and the whole person felt like I had been thrown into a meat grinder, and my whole body was in pain like a knife.

I've never been so sad. I never have. I feel like I can't do anything about it.

I never thought of the secrets she hid, and I didn't expect that she could still live so vividly in such a situation.

Maybe she herself is counting the days she left every day

Every day, I am also calculating the time I can stay in this world.

As she herself said, she has too many things to do, but the time left for her, the time left for me and her, is too little and too little.

I felt like my tears were about to pour out again, but I held back. It's just that he pinched Wang Jiaci's cold cold in a little panic, and said in a trembling voice

"How could it be.". It won't.."

"You won't leave me, and I won't let you go."

I felt my powerlessness when I said this, and perhaps I was not so much comforting Wang Jiaci by saying this. It's more about comforting myself.

Wang Jiaci sighed softly after hearing my words, and she moved her head. Then he whispered

"I don't want to leave Xiao Xiaoming either... I wish it could have been a little longer."

"But... The other day, you also knew... My body is starting to get worse and worse again... Last time I left Xiao Xiaoming.. He said he was going to move, but in fact it was my dad and him.. I noticed something, that's why I took it to Australia.."

"Speaking of which, the sky in Australia is blue and the temperature is warm... I stayed in the hospital all the time. There's no way to get out of there, because I don't want to go out... I don't know where to go when I get out."

"At that time, I was a little girl, and she was sicker than mine, but she was still young, and she didn't seem to understand death. Several times I saw her parents secretly wiping tears, and at that time I often thought that my parents were like this at the beginning, and then I would also think... If one day Xiao Xiaoming also knew, would he cry like an ugly monster?"

"Until later. Suddenly, after the phone call from Xiao Xiaoming, you came.. In my heart.. Pleasantly surprised and sad." It is estimated that he will be killed.

"Although Xiao Xiaoming, you didn't blame me on the phone at all, but at that time, I really wanted to be able to be by your side with you... So.. Later, after hanging up the phone, I thought. Since there's nothing you can do to change anything... It's better to go back to Xiao Xiaoming's side, even if it can leave you a little memory, even if it can make you happy for one more day, that's fine."

Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci paused, and then continued

"So, I'm back... Before I go... I thought about letting the little beauty accompany you like this, so that you won't be alone, but when I came back, I realized that I suddenly came back so that the little beauty would be very hurt, but... I'm still selfish, selfish, I want to spend more time with Xiao Xiaoming, and I want to be selfish. Stay with you a little more."

After saying this, Wang Jiaci was silent again, and I suddenly understood why she said such things at noon that day, why she said "It's fine for a while..", although it was in the name of selfishness, but how could it be regarded as selfishness

Thinking of this, I bit my lip fiercely and spoke

"It's okay, this kind of thing.. It doesn't matter, and.. It's going to be okay, didn't you just say that... You can have surgery. You're going to be fine, you're going to be fine.."

When I said this, my mind was already messed up, and my words were very unconfident.

And Wang Jiaci's body trembled when she heard me say this, and soon she moved her head lightly and spoke

"Didn't I just say that... At that time, no hospital was willing to do this surgery, because the risk was really high, so it was never done.."

"Wait until I'm my age... If you have surgery... The probability of success, although not 0, is infinitely close to 0... So.."

Wang Jiaci's words came to an abrupt end here, as if he couldn't go on.

My heart sank again at what she said, and I couldn't say the rest of the words.

Oh, yes.. Since the beginning, Wang Jiaci has been telling me that her time is running out, and I have not much time with her... It's just that my brain is reflexively unwilling to believe this fact, so I haven't been able to recognize the reality.

But at this moment, I accepted my fate, and I understood that the reason why Wang Jiaci would come back was because she already knew that her body would not last long, and she came back to leave me the best memory, or it could be said, the last memory.

Thinking of this, my heart began to become sour again, my jaw trembled slightly, and I couldn't say anything.

As if she also felt my emotions at this moment, Wang Jiaci didn't speak again, but also squeezed my palm a little harder, as if she was transmitting her strength to me again.

After a long while, Wang Jiaci suddenly straightened up, and his hand was withdrawn from my hand.

At this time, she stood up and pointed to the night sky in the distance

"If one day ... I'm not with you anymore. Then I will definitely become a star, a star that is brighter than that star.."

"When the time comes, Xiao Xiaoming, as long as you raise your head at night, you will be able to see me... As long as you keep your head up... You'll be able to remember me."

As she said this, two lines of hot tears slid down her cheeks, and the sparse stars in the sky increased a lot in an instant, as if they had heard her words.

My eyes were red when she said it, and tears flowed out of my eyes when I accidentally followed. I'm not a cryer, but all my tears seem to have been shed today.

At this time, I slowly stood up, and just wanted to say something, but Wang Jiaci turned her head, she rubbed her eyes with her hand, and then shrunk and said

"Okay, I don't want to look at the stars anymore... I'm a little cold.. Let's go back.. Little Ming."

Wang Jiaci's words made me say that I was stuck there, and before I could fully come to my senses, she reached out again and rubbed the tears on my face with the back of her hand, and then gently squeezed my hand and pulled me to the side to go downstairs.

I was pulled to the side by her, and soon she looked at me again and whispered

"Okay, don't be stunned, hurry up and go downstairs.."

The tone was calm, as if it had returned to normal.

I heard her say that her body still didn't move, I felt her emotions, I felt it, she wanted me to go downstairs before I had an emotional breakdown, she didn't want me to see her.

At this time, my heart seemed to be filled with countless pains, and my breathing was about to stop.

And seeing that I didn't move, Wang Jiaci stood firm again, and she stood in front of me like this, I couldn't see her face clearly, but I still felt like she was the embodiment of sadness.

I don't know how long it took me to lower my head, make up my mind in my heart, and look up at her again

"I don't want to."

"I don't want you to become a star... I don't want to remember you only in the future.."

"Those days without you, I don't want to face anymore... So.. It doesn't matter what heart disease it is, whatever the reason... If you leave my side... I won't live anymore.."

"I can't live in a world without you anymore, it's better to live like that numb... I'm going to leave with you.. This time we made an appointment... Agreed to meet somewhere. That's the case.."

"We'll never miss it again, and we'll never bear it again. It's not your pain for me.."

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