Chapter 166: What I Agreed on in My Last Life
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I turned my head to look at Wang Jiaci beside me, her head still resting gently on my shoulder. But his eyes were fixed on the horizon. It's like staring at a star in the night sky.
I didn't say anything when I saw her like this, and my throat seemed to be stuffed with something at this time, and I made any sound.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Wang Jiaci sighed softly and said in a very calm tone
"Me.. When I was a child, I would always be in the hospital because of my poor health."
"At that time, my family was abroad, because my parents kept trying to figure out how to do it... Want me to.. Become like a normal person.."
"But I've run a lot of places, but I haven't found a good way... Almost everywhere you get the result, you can only do surgery, but the operation is very difficult. No one has been willing to do it. Because once you fail, leave the day. It will be in advance.."
"As I got older, the two of them became more and more scared. I'm afraid that one day, all of a sudden, I'll lose me."
"Later, because of work, our family came here. Dad's company is here, and so is mom's... Be a teacher.."
"But then there was a while. All of a sudden, my health was worse than before, and I was always having a hard time every once in a while. Taking medicine doesn't have any good results.. This made my parents very anxious... It just so happened that at that time. An acquaintance said that there was a doctor in Australia who did a very good job and the success rate was very high. I had to make an appointment in advance because I was very busy.."
"After knowing the news, my mother was very anxious, and she hurriedly went to Australia alone.."
Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci paused, and her voice also stopped, as if she was quietly recalling something.
After a few seconds, she took another deep breath and continued.
"I was having a high fever the day she left, and I just remember saying she bought me a new pair of canvas shoes, the color of which I liked... Let me try it as soon as I get better.."
"But... On her way back, the car she was sitting in had an accident.."
When he said these words, Wang Jiaci's voice became quieter.
Although it was still a calm tone, I could still hear the tremor in her voice, and I could hear the suppression behind her calmness. Sadness and sorrow.
At this moment, I was both surprised and uncomfortable, I only knew that Wang Jiaci's mother had left a long time ago, and I didn't expect that she would leave in this way. That's when I suddenly understood something... This kind of thing happened.. Wang Jiaci must be particularly self-blaming...
Sure enough, just thinking about it, Wang Jiaci gently pinched my arm, her body trembled slightly, and her voice was a little choked and continued
"I know if it weren't for me... It wouldn't have happened like that.."
"If it weren't for me, my mom she.. It won't happen anymore.. So since then, I have never received any treatment, never went to the hospital again, never tried to find any way to cure myself..."
"It's ridiculous that I don't know if God has mercy on me... My body has been so much better since then... There was no big problem, and my dad gradually couldn't control me, so he could only do whatever I wanted to do, and let me... Go and live your life according to your own ideas.."
Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci seemed to remember something, and then smiled reluctantly and then whispered
"Xiao Xiaoming, do you remember? I remember when I had my birthday... That's the first time you brought me to this place."
"At that time. . . I'm really happy and happy.. Because you gave me. Big surprise.."
"But do you remember when I told you... My dad doesn't care about my birthday at all... Actually... I lied to you.."
"I haven't had a birthday since my mom left... I know it's not because my dad doesn't remember, because the bank cards he left me were all passwords made for my birthday, and he didn't want to give me a birthday.."
"Maybe it's because he's scared... He knows that every time I have a birthday, it means the rest of my time... It's getting less and less, which means that I'm getting closer and closer to my 20 years old.."
"So I never really blamed him, I know... In this world, he is one of the people who loves me the most, he is afraid that one day I will leave his side forever like my mother, and I am also afraid, afraid that after I leave... He will be left alone in this world."
At this moment, Wang Jiaci kept talking as if she had endless words, and I listened quietly on the side, listening to the past events she said, as if listening to a cruel story.
My nose became more and more sore, and my heart seemed to be soaked in water, and it was cold to the bone.
It's the first time I've heard Wang Jiaci say so many things in a row, and it's the first time I've heard her say so many things to me.
Even though she deliberately used a very calm tone, many places in her words turned into sharp knives covered with barbs and pierced into my body.
In this way, Wang Jiaci paused for a while after saying this, and then continued
"Originally, I was mentally prepared to wait until the day when I couldn't hold on... But. But there are so many things I want to do that I haven't done... I've never been in love, I haven't eaten all the delicious things in this world... Of course, I still have the most important things to do... That is to be able to become a painter and make your own paintings. Put it in the exhibition hall and show it to a lot of people."
"Later, when I came to the art class, although the teacher in the class took good care of me, the classmates... I don't seem to like me very much. I'm in class... Actually, I don't have any friends, so a lot of the time, I'll wander around the campus by myself, occasionally going to that classroom, and occasionally sitting in the grandstand of the playground in a daze... Until one day... The head teacher suddenly asked us if anyone wanted to be school announcers.."
"When I heard the news, an idea popped into my mind.."
At this time, Wang Jiaci straightened up, she turned her head to look at me, and said slowly
"Do you remember, when you first knew I was a broadcaster... I told you... Thank you for fulfilling my dream as well.."
I heard Wang Jiaci ask myself like this, and I recalled it in my mind, and then whispered out a "um" word.
Seeing that I answered, I still remember that Wang Jiaci's expression changed, she looked at the night sky again, and said in a calm tone
"At that time.. I didn't tell you what it is... Actually... When I heard the head teacher say if anyone wanted to be a broadcaster, I suddenly thought.."
"Since I will disappear from this world one day, then... Maybe I'll go and be a broadcaster. When I'm gone, someone will remember my voice... I don't know."
"That's because of this idea... I went to work as a school announcer... So.. When you tell me later, Xiaoxiaoming. When your goddess was the announcer of the school... I feel like I think.. It's been realized.."
Wang Jiaci's words made me completely stunned, I looked at her beside me, and for the first time I felt that I really understood her and understood her heart...
I never thought of these things, these things that she had been hiding in her heart, I didn't expect to hide them for so long before she told me.
I suddenly recalled the appearance of Wang Jiaci at that time, it turned out to be like this... It turned out that behind those simple things, there were hidden dreams of hers...
Thinking of this, my heart was even more sour, and Wang Jiaci slowly tilted his head, leaned on my shoulder again, and said word by word
"So.. I often have a feeling... I often feel that ... I must have made an appointment with Xiao Xiaoming in my last life. That's why we will meet in this life.."
"It's just. . . Maybe the two of us forgot to make an appointment in our last life... Therefore in this life. The time you can spend with me. It's only going to be so short... The short one seems to blink again.. That's the end of it.."
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