153 All our lives we have been mad
He sat up with his knees bent, hooked his lips softly and said, "Yan Jin, Xu Mushen, Qin Feng, Boss Shen, everyone, I don't allow everything he has." "Eight" "Eight" Read "Book, .2 ■⊥ I'll put you last, okay brother and sister? ”
I glared angrily at the man, and the room had become eerie ever since he appeared.
I don't know where the courage came from, a loud ear hit him in the face, Shang Lin was suddenly stunned, slowly raised his eyes to look at me, and slowly spit out a sentence: "It doesn't hurt." I've long been used to being beaten. ”
"You!" I am so powerless to Shang Lin.
I forcibly suppressed my dissatisfaction with him, and when I suddenly thought that he could eat a bowl of sticky noodles, I tried to say as calmly as possible, "Hurry up." Do what a man does. This kind of practice of yours is too unpopular. ”
Shang Lin smiled lightly: "Believe me, Jiang Ciyun will fight back soon." What's the point of otherwise? ”
I thought that trying to reason with someone with mental problems might turn me into a nervous break, so I waved my hand and said, "Okay." You're amazing. I don't talk nonsense with people like you! ”
Shang Lin said behind my back, "Everyone thinks it's my fault. I deserve to suffer so much, I deserve to be hated, I really deserve it? ”
My heart skipped a second of throbbing, and I ignored him, and when I entered the bedroom again, the air froze.
Jiang Ciyun stood at the window, Xu Mushen sat on the bed, and no one cared about anyone.
I said to Jiang Ciyun, "I want to talk to him alone." ”
Jiang Ciyun looked at me for a long time, nodded, he went out with his daughter in his arms, and only helped me close the door when he left.
I told him what had happened in the simplest language, and Xu Mushen smiled lightly: "Tang Ying, I think you misunderstood." What I really care about is not the order, I know Ci Yun very well, he has a lot of shortcomings, and there are many advantages. The more things are picked, the more clearly things are picked, can the three of us really continue to get along as if nothing happened? Impossible. The window paper is broken. Today I just went out to go to the law firm and was intercepted, I don't want to mention the specific process, I believe what you said, but I am a lawyer, it is impossible to swallow this matter, understand? ”
"But you don't have enough evidence." I lowered my head and whispered.
"Would you like to be my witness?"
Xu Mushen's words suddenly trapped me.
I would love to stand up and testify for him, but at the moment I can't easily say yes.
I changed my words: "They beat you?" Did you hit it hard? ”
"It's not heavy." He said, "Tang Ying, I know the answer. It's okay, I don't blame you. ”
For at least four or five minutes, none of us spoke.
The person who finally broke this silence was Xu Mushen, he said: "Look at Ciyun, don't let him do anything out of the ordinary, push him to the limit and he can do anything." ”
I know that, but I don't think it's possible for him now.
"He's changed, he's not a little rascal who had nothing before, he'll restrain himself." I say.
Xu Mushen shook his head: "Everyone's restraint has a bottom line, and if you cross the line, it's easy to lose your mind." ”
This sentence seems to be talking about himself, and it seems to be talking about Jiang Ciyun, I can't tell the difference.
"Meaning......" I frowned: "Mu Shen, what do you think the worst outcome will be?" ”
In contrast, I care more about this? Like, would he be crazy enough to kill someone?
Xu Mushen was silent for a while: "The dog will jump off the wall when he is in a hurry, let alone a person like Ciyun." ”
"Should it be ......" I didn't dare to continue, Xu Mushen's words reminded me to some extent, Shang Lin chose to appear at this time, maybe he didn't really want to leave Jiang Ciyun with nothing, he was inspiring him, stimulating the original revenge and femininity in Jiang Ciyun's bones. If this is the case, maybe in the end, it was not Shang Lin who destroyed Jiang Ciyun, but himself.
I swooped up from my chair and said, "Mu Shen, even if I beg you, don't be angry with Jiang Ciyun at this time, he doesn't say anything, if you leave him, it will definitely be a blow to him." ”
Xu Mushen suddenly grabbed my wrist and said to me in a compromise: "I just promise." Will you promise me one thing too? ”
I was shocked for a few seconds: "What, what's the matter?" ”
"Drive me back, I don't want to lie in your bed right now." Xu Mushen said it with a smile, but it sounded very harsh.
In the relationship, although Xu Mushen's feelings for me make me feel inexplicable, but I can't deny its existence, Xu Mushen is such a beautiful man, restraining himself, fulfilling me and Jiang Ciyun, from the beginning to the present, he just helps me, guides me, and often closes the distance between me and Jiang Ciyun because he is worried that I will be sad, he has never hurt me, and his love is very simple, even stupid.
And I have to disgustingly ask him not to contradict Jiang Ciyun, it is quite cruel for him, but I really have no choice.
"Okay, I'll send you." I say.
Xu Mushen didn't hurt his muscles and bones, and the hemangioma accidentally broke to make the picture scary. I helped him downstairs, Shang Lin was also there, he seemed to squint his eyes a little unexpectedly, I didn't expect Xu Mushen to be fooled.
"Ciyun, I'll send him back." I say.
"I'll send it." Jiang Ciyun said.
"You want to be with your daughter's pervert? Or I'll send it. I threw out a sentence.
"Stay safe when driving."
Shang Lin said to me, "Can you buy some beef when you come back?" I want to eat. ”
I gave him a resentful look, not wanting to pay attention.
The car drove steadily on the road, and Xu Mushen kept flipping through his mobile phone and didn't know what he was looking at.
After a long time, Xu Mushen suddenly said: "I found out, the major abduction case eight years ago was solved, and a person with a pseudonym named Crow assisted the police to destroy it." There was a text interview about this person, and the police asked him why he was so helpful, and he only said two words, justice. ”
My speed slowed down suddenly: "Fair? Shang Lin also knows how to write justice? ”
Xu Mu said lightly: "He may really hate Ciyun. Historical records also write that he not only assisted the police in dismantling many trafficking dens, but also rescued many children. ”
As soon as I heard this, the speed of the car suddenly slowed down a few points.
What the eye sees may not always be true. People who have bad first seals may not really be bad enough to be on top of their heads. Partial people always like to evaluate others by their own standards.
I didn't speak, I began to reflect, and suddenly I wanted to dissect the complex psychology of these two brothers. What is it that makes the two brothers evolve into such a bad antagonism? Is it really impossible to untie the dead knot in the middle of the rope?
I sent Xu Mushen back to where he lived, he used to live in a hotel, and I don't know when he bought the house closer to the law firm.
Duplex building, a total of two floors, Xu Mushen said that the construction area of 280 square meters, enough to live.
The room was spotless and the floors were shiny.
He asked me to sit casually, and I was too embarrassed to send him back and leave, so I had to sit on the sofa for a while.
In a trance, a fruit knife shook a few times in front of me, and I was excited, Xu Mushen smiled: "I want to eat apples, help me peel one." ”
His hand couldn't do anything hard for the time being, I looked at him, nodded, and handed him an apple seriously, he asked me if I wanted to eat it, and I waved my hand.
It was so quiet that I could only hear the sound of Xu Mu biting an apple, and the specific sound of the second hand of our watch not overlapping.
"Tang Ying, there is something I want to make clear to you."
"You say."
Xu Mushen threw it at the apple core and said lightly: "Maybe in the next few years, I will fall in love, get married, have children, and complete many important steps in my life." But if you are bullied one day, call me at any time, it has nothing to do with feelings, even if there may be little contact in the future, just look for me if you have something. ”
Xu Mushen's words made me even more overwhelmed, pure friendship between men and women is rare, not to mention the 'friend' relationship between me and Xu Mushen, it can't be too simple. I didn't say it, but I thought in my heart that if he fell in love and got married one day, I would never bother him if I encountered any difficulties.
"Okay?" Xu Mushen asked again.
I just smiled and didn't speak.
No one mentioned the kiss again, and the accident in the office seemed to have been forced out by me and him, and no one wanted to dig it up again.
"Okay?" When Xu Mushen asked me for the third time, his voice raised slightly and became more serious.
I weighed it again and again, but I said to him, "No." If that day exists, I won't tell you. Xu Mushen, don't be stupid, no one will think of a woman ten years ago, and you are not a fairy. I hope you will soon fall in love and get married soon. ”
This sentence is all my sincere words, I don't want to maintain an unclear relationship with a man other than Jiang Ciyun, and as Xu Mushen said, the window paper has been broken, if he and Jiang Ciyun's friend relationship for many years is clearly separated from the relationship with me, I think these words must be told to him, my honesty is not for cruelty, but I don't want him to miss more possible people for an impossible person.
"I'm going back."
"Hmm." Xu Mu replied in a deep voice.
I thought that Xu Mushen was a man who was detached from the world, but at the moment when I was about to leave, he suddenly raised his foot, and I tripped and fell on the carpet, turning over and looking at him blankly.