154 All our lives we have been rampant

Xu Mushen himself seemed to be frightened, and his eyes were very panicked. → eight → eight → reading → books, .↓.o≥ I just got up from the ground, my body was lifted, pressed against the sofa, Xu Mushen's arms around me.

I stared at him with wide eyes, and felt that his eyes made me feel a lot stranger, and his clothes were covered with blood before, so the doctor later changed Jiang Ciyun's shirt for him.

There is the smell I am most familiar with on the shirt, the small wound of the hemangioma on Xu Mushen's arm should have collapsed again, at first a small red dot on the shirt gradually contained a small flower, the petals unfolded, the bigger and bigger they opened, and the bloody smell quickly covered up the original taste of the shirt.

"What are you doing here, you don't see it bleeding again?" I held my head high, but his arms were firmly propped up on the edge of the couch, and he didn't mean to get out of the way.

"You're bleeding! If this thing doesn't pierce, it will continue to flow and won't heal on its own! I yelled at him.

Xu Mushen frowned and did not speak.

I don't know if he heard me say it, it felt like he was in a trance.

"Xu ......"

I didn't expect to be gagged by his lips for the second time, his wrists pressed against the back of the sofa, and he kissed me the same as last time, completely inexperienced, and I just felt my whole mouth stir up with something.

The one who is least likely to hurt me, because Shang Lin's appearance hurt me twice.

I whined, he ignored me, I cried, tears flowed down not only because I felt wronged, but also because I thought of what Jiang Ciyun said to me a long time ago, Lao Tzu does not allow other men to touch you.

But now, I am being kissed by his brother who died, although I am not a little girl anymore, and I will not die after being kissed, but I really can't stand Xu Mushen doing this to me.

What a gentle man he is, for a long time I felt that there were fewer and fewer men like him who could resist the temptation of the outside world, Jiang Ciyun also said that Xu Mushen was suitable for always accompanying the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, not to mention that he really believed in Buddhism.

I writhed like crazy, a mess of heartache and disappointment.

Finally he gasped and stopped kissing me, and I saw that his eyes were panicked, and his bottom line collapsed after I was about to leave his house and say something like that.

I looked at him angrily, in the intricacies of these three people, Xu Mushen's feelings are none of my business at all, to put it bluntly, I feel very inexplicable.

With a quick hand up, I was about to hit him, but he caught my wrist and said lightly, "I'm sorry." I shouldn't have been, but I couldn't help it. ”

The strength in my hand relaxed, thinking that he had realized his mistake, and that the sorry voice was out of repentance.

But I still misunderstood.

With a tear, several buttons of my shirt jumped down, and I hurriedly covered my chest with my hands and scolded: "The big girl in her early twenties outside grabbed a handful, you are in such good condition, it is interesting to knock on one of my broken shoes?" I'm married and a mom of a child. Isn't it disgusting for you to touch someone like me? ”

I never thought that I would be so sought-after one day, an unlucky woman who was kicked out of the door by her husband and mistress once she fell in love, but was liked by too good men one after another when she only had the tail of youth left.

"Not disgusting. Tang Ying, I'm disgusted with myself. Especially now. Xu Mushen still said lightly, but he was clearly suppressing something, his breathing was very messy, very heavy, very hot, and fell on my face again and again. His face was getting lower and lower, and there was blood still lying on his arm, and then he was so close that I couldn't see his face clearly.

I lifted my foot to kick him, but he bent his knees sideways and pressed me, and suddenly my legs couldn't even lift them.

I was terrified.

People who are usually gentle are suddenly more frightening than those who are already evil.

The blood on Xu Mushen's clothes was reflected on my clothes, one by one was particularly mottled, I begged him to be sober, but he told me: "There is no way to be sober, because it's too late." If I hadn't restrained myself again and again, I wouldn't have been able to get to now. ”

I didn't care about covering my chest, I pushed him with my free hands as hard as I could, he told me lightly that he hated himself very much, he gasped and said lightly: "Tang Ying, I really want to say, I don't particularly like you either." I liked it at first, but then I remembered it when I met it. I can't help but be nice to you, secretly give a lot, and the longer I suppress it, the more I feel like it. I didn't mean to, the layers are all natural, and the qualitative changes have only changed over the years, understand? ”

I paused and looked at him.

Xu Mushen smiled: "You're right, don't trouble me in the future." But I always want to keep something, or I'll feel stupid. ”

"You, what do you want to stay?" My voice cooled, but I couldn't calm my breathing.

His eyes looked even more panicked: "Just once." ”

There was a tear, and the buttons of my shirt were ripped off, and his blood was bleeding non-stop, and the entire sleeve was wet.

I felt that I was going to finish, my two hands were clasped tightly by his one hand, and my legs were also pressed tightly, I couldn't move, and I couldn't believe that a man as rigid and strict as Xu Mushen would lose control to such an extent.

"If you really touch me today, I'll jump out of the window right away." I tried to put the consequences out of it, and of course, it was a lie. A woman who was so humiliated that she took off her clothes one by one in front of Song Rong could not end her life by herself. But if something really happened to him, what should Jiang Ciyun do, and what should I do? I could only try to threaten him.

Xu Mushen judged me with his eyes, he frowned, and still said in a cold tone: "This is the first floor, you won't die if you jump down." ”

"You!" I'm angry.

Actually, he didn't do anything immediately after tearing my clothes, he suddenly put one hand around my shoulder and let my head rest on his chest, and I heard a very strong heartbeat.

I opened my mouth and wanted to bite the flesh on his chest, but because it was too strong, I couldn't bite it, so to speak, Xu Mushen didn't have a trace of excess meat on his body.

I couldn't move, I was so anxious that I got angry. And he remained motionless as if he were dead.

This silence lasted at least two minutes, and then he kissed my hair and said, "I don't have any experience, what should I do?" How can I touch you to make you remember me? ”

When I heard this, it was like a thunderbolt, and I couldn't laugh or cry, and I even felt that I had survived a little bit of a turnaround in the worst case.

Suddenly, there was a few clicks, and the window glass shattered inexplicably, shattering so much that the whole piece slowly fell off. Xu Mushen didn't let go of me, and I thought it wasn't caused by external forces.

"It's exactly what I thought. Brother and sister, it's no better to be with the well-dressed Mr. Xu than with me. Right? ”

The voice was behind me, and I couldn't turn my head, but I could still know that the person who spoke was Shang Lin, only he called me brother and sister, and only he spoke as slowly as a turtle every time.

"Let me go!" Shang Lin said.

Xu Mushen didn't let go, I struggled a few times, but he still used a lot of strength to hug me, his breathing became more rapid, and the strength on his fingers seemed to press into my flesh.

After about five or six seconds, Xu Mushen fell to the ground and was left down by the impact.

Shang Lin was still black, and his clothes were all black.

He rested one foot on the coffee table, lit a cigarette unhurriedly, glanced at Xu Mushen who couldn't get up on the ground, looked at me again, and said slowly: "Ciyun believes him, I don't believe it, brother and sister, thank me." If I don't come, you'll be dirty. ”

I bent my knees over my chest, and the buttons of my clothes fell off, and I quickly lowered my head, not daring to lift it at all.

Shang Lin took off his clothes and wrapped me around me and said, "Let's go." ”

Xu Mushen on the ground seemed to have fainted, not because he was kicked by Shang Lin, but because he was bleeding too much. I called 120. I didn't take a few steps but my legs softened, Shang Lin helped me and took me out, and his locomotive stopped at the door of Xu Mushen's house, driving my car to take me away.

"Why are you here?" I asked suddenly.

Shang Lin glanced at me, and then said slowly: "The group of people I came into contact with before have some psychological problems, and for the sake of those people, I have specialized in studying FBI criminal psychology. To be precise, Mr. Xu can actually be regarded as a person with strong self-control over his inner restlessness, I asked someone to tie him up, but you can figure it out, the injuries on his body were caused by resistance, and I didn't hit him. But it will cause him psychological uneasiness and anxiety, and I told him that the person who did this was Jiang Ciyun, so he became suspicious and suspicious. But in fact, your face is the most critical factor that causes Mr. Xu to lose control. I didn't come to save you, but to strengthen the contradictions between them. ”

"Shang Lin, you!" I'm so angry.

"What am I, I hit you? Or is it a resignation? ”

Shang Lin lit a cigarette, he turned on the car music, and the radio played an English song that matched the slowness of his voice.

He said softly: "If you go back like this, Ciyun will go crazy when you see it." ”