142 Without me, you would have cried tonight

I never dreamed that one day Jin Yan and I would walk in the vegetable market and argue about whether to buy onions or peppers. (6) Eight (6) Eight (6) Reading (6) books, .□.≠o This person who doesn't even know that onions and peppers are not the same variety actually dares to call himself a genius chef, and he is also drunk.

After buying the ingredients and returning to the pink apartment, he refused to let me into the kitchen, saying that he would cook a big meal for me, but he couldn't let me see the secret of his cooking. So I stayed in my bedroom and watched TV, and when I went in half an hour later, I saw something I couldn't believe.

A fish that has not yet fully lived is still bouncing on the floor despite being disemboweled, and a whole onion is being tested by the raging fire with an extremely hard attitude, and the water in the pot is almost boiled dry; There was a pile of vegetables piled up in the pool, and it was a spectacle of water soaked with dish soap...... And Jin Yan is wearing HelloKitty's cute apron, and he is working hard to clean up the mess.

"Obviously not, you have to be strong!" Shocked beyond any other shock, I rushed in, turned off the faucet as soon as possible, and then quickly extinguished the fire.

When I looked at him, I noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with his incomparably handsome face, and when I looked closely, I found that the eyebrows on one side of his face and the hair on his forehead had been scorched by the fire...... It's just funny. I tried to hold back for a few seconds, but I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

He looked at me curtly and said unconvinced: "The book is obviously very simple, I'll try again, you go out first." ”

I had already rolled up my sleeves, and I said, "You stand obediently, you can't cook a meal until next Chinese New Year's Eve." ”

His face suddenly couldn't hang up: "How is it possible!" I can't do it, it's a big deal, I'll order you a full banquet! ”

I smiled dumbly, didn't care about arguing with him, and quickly scooped up all the ingredients that had been immersed in the water, sorted them one by one, selected them, rinsed them again and again with clean water, and then placed them neatly.

He had been standing at the door and looking at me, and when he saw that I was so skillful, he was a little surprised and said, "Oh, you can still cook." ”

"Haven't you heard a word? The children of the poor are in charge of the family at an early age. After I finished speaking, I imitated his previous tone and said to him, "Go, go, go!" You go out first! I can't let you know the secret of my cooking! ”

"I'll help you!" He was still eager to try, and he didn't seem to give up.

"No, you go out, hurry up, I'm restrained here." I pushed him out the door.

"Pan Rushu, you can't do this, you should cherish the opportunity I gave you, maybe in the long decades in the future, you may only be able to give me a hand......" He insisted on not leaving, like a copper wall and an iron wall.

In the end, I couldn't resist him, so I had to let him stay in the kitchen, and he began to wash the vegetables like me, then clumsily chop the vegetables with a kitchen knife, and finally put a plate in front of me with a bunch of different ingredients, and he could shamelessly say, "How is it?" Is it better than you cut? You see what I cut, what a personality! ”

I couldn't laugh or cry, and I couldn't dampen his enthusiasm for work. So, with my encouragement, nearly half of the ingredients became his experiments, and he held the knife like an inspired schoolboy, and the smile on his face was extraordinarily vivid and cheerful, and he wished to give him a certificate of merit immediately to be worthy of his enthusiasm.

I couldn't bear to look any further, so I turned around and started working on the rest. In the middle of the night, he suddenly poked my arm with his hand, and I turned my head and asked in surprise, "What are you doing?" ”

He had one hand behind his back, and the expression on his face was erratic. My first reaction was that he had cut his hand, and I quickly asked nervously, "What's wrong?" Got it? Let me see. ”

He shook his head, pursed his lips, and stopped talking, the expression on his face wandering. I didn't know what was wrong with him, I thought he was embarrassed to cut his hand, so I wrenched his hidden hand in a hurry, only to see his fist clenched tightly, as if it really hurt his finger.

"Let me see." I tried to break his fingers.

"Oh, forget it, I won't show it to you." He withdrew his fist hard, and there was a touching shyness on his face...... Did I have a delusion?

"Hurry up, let me see." I feigned anger and shouted.

He saw that I was angry, so he stretched out his fist hand, and slowly spread out his palm, I looked, where he cut his finger, he used to cut a carrot slice into the shape of a red heart, probably at first he was very interested and wanted to give it to me, and then when he wanted to move seriously, he suddenly became shy, so there was that touching blush on his face.

The palm lines of his palm are disordered, and at that moment the small red heart is safely placed in his palm, and the white palm makes the small red heart extraordinarily bright red and clear, like blood melting, becoming the most tiny and extreme scenery I have seen this year, and it has been engraved into my heart and melted into my bone marrow.

"My heart is for you." He grabbed my hand and carefully placed the little red heart in the palm of my hand. But at this time, the dead but not stiff fish bounced high from the plate and fell to the ground, and I lost my mind, and the little red heart fell to the ground.

I was so distraught that I quickly squatted on the ground and grabbed the fish and put it in the sink to rinse it again, this time it didn't move at all, and lay quietly on the plate. And Jin Yan beside me, he is also extraordinarily quiet.

I turned my head to look at him, but I happened to see the loneliness in his eyes. When I looked down again, the red heart was no longer on the ground, and I hurriedly moved my foot, and I found that the red heart was actually on the bottom of my foot.

For a moment, an ominous premonition enveloped me and over him.

He looked at me in a daze and muttered, "This is my heart, I thought you squatted down to pick up my heart." ”

My heart was even more confused, and there was a faint sense of uneasiness in my heart, as if it were a sign of fate, and we were at the same time plunged into a very uncertain mood about the future.

I tried to break down the sudden solemnity in a relaxed tone, I poked his chest with my hand, and I said, "That's a little carrot slice, your heart is good here, a big man, don't be so pretentious." ”

Infinite loss flashed in his eyes, but then he also smiled, and he said, "Who is hypocritical?!" This is the first time I've given my heart to a woman! ”

His smile made me feel better, and I said, "I'm not sure if I want to, why are you sending me!" Cut your dish obediently! I'm going to start stir-frying! ”

"Okay." He replied sullenly.

When I finished cooking a dish and turned back, he was lazily chopping a whole carrot into pieces like chopping wood with a kitchen knife. I called him by name, and he looked at me a little flustered, and then said sullenly, "You can do it, I'm out to watch a basketball game......

I looked at the pile of crushed carrots on the cutting board, and my heart suddenly ached. I think he seemed to think a lot about it, but he didn't say it.

After I had finished all the dishes, I saw the minced pieces and suddenly had an ingenious idea. I carefully put the minced pieces on a plate, mixed them with the eggs, added a little green onion and red pepper, fried them into an omelet, and brought them out of the kitchen one by one.

By the time I went out, his mood had become normal. He didn't know when he took out his pajamas from the closet, but changed into his pajamas at home, and came over to help me with a smile.

We quickly set up the dishes and chopsticks, and sat down at the dinner table happily, he said that something seemed to be missing, and he realized that it was wine for a long time, and before I could react, he had already put on his coat and went out quickly, and after a while, he came in with two bottles of red wine.

"I left it in the car a long time ago, and I remember that you like to drink sweet wine, which is sweet." He said happily, sat down at the table with a big grin, and opened the red wine for me and himself.

The TV was turned on, the Spring Festival Gala had begun, we watched the TV, and suddenly realized that we were together for the New Year, almost at the same time we looked at each other, he looked at me in a daze, I looked at him blankly, he suddenly reached out and touched my head, and said softly: "Grown up again......"

The tone was strange, but I didn't laugh. My eyes were almost moist, and I looked at him and saw that his eyes had turned to the TV and stopped looking at me, but there was something in his eyes that was the same as mine.

I remember the Chinese New Year's Eve that year, I remember the way we spent together at that time, who dared to think that he was the same person as he is now! Time flies, years pass by like flowing water, and who would dare to think that he will still appear by my side, and in such a way.

Almost at the same time, we raised our glasses in tacit agreement, touched them lightly in mid-air, and he said faintly, "I have fantasized about this life countless times......

"Me too......" I replied softly.

"It's like a couple...... he added.

"I don't know what we will be like in five years or ten years." I said with emotion.

"Five years from now, ten years from now, twenty years from now, fifty years from now, we'll all be together. Pan Rushu, do you believe it? He looked at me with such determination that I didn't dare look at it directly. At this moment, he sat in front of me in ordinary loungewear, without the previous domineering, without the previous unattainable, he sat there peacefully, but it made me feel more heartbroken than before.

I nodded, he smiled instantly, and he said, "Believe it or not, I will never give up on you in this life, unless you fail me." ”

With that, he tilted his head and drank all the red wine in his glass.

"Are you okay if you don't go home at night to have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with your family?" I couldn't help but ask.

"They've been with a lot of people, and it doesn't matter if there's more than one of me and one of me or less of me. But you, without me, no, you're going to cry tonight. He suddenly propped his chin on one hand, and looked at me with a very tender gaze, as if he wanted to crush my whole body into his eyes.

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