It was the warmest Chinese New Year's Eve night I had ever had in my life, and this kind of homely triviality warmed me more than the extravagance and waste he had had.

I can feel his love for me with all his might, he is trying to make up for the debt he once owed me, in fact, he has a delicate and unique side of a man in his bones, but this delicacy can rarely be felt.

Although he threw the cleaned dishes in the sink in a mess, although the rags he used were wet and casually thrown in the corner of the kitchen counter, although he poured half a bottle of dish soap at once, he still looked at the grease stains on the plates and was at a loss, and finally I still needed to clean up the mess. But I don't think it's hard, but I think he's cute. Compared to the unpredictable and unattainable in the past, the approachability after unloading my guard now makes me feel more approachable and grounded.

I remember watching Jin Yong in high school, King Zhao Wanyan Honglie in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", and was shocked when he saw Bao Xi's weakness, even though she was pregnant with Liujia and had already married a wife, she was willing to offer the throne of the princess and regarded her son Yang Kang as her own child. I used to be very puzzled by such feelings, how could a noble prince be willing to regard a peasant woman as the love of his life, just because she was as beautiful as a flower, he was willing to break her bones?! Is the power of love so great?!

But today, when Jin Yan put down all his stature and pride, and was willing to get along with me like an ordinary person, giving me such warm and down-to-earth care, I suddenly understood the reason. The disparity in identity, personality difference, and age disparity are overshadowed by the word love. Because of love, we can only follow the heart, everything can be regarded as grass mustard, only love, is the highest nobility in everyone's heart.

He didn't praise me for the deliciousness of my cooking, but he ate all the dishes on his plate with dignity; He couldn't say a gorgeous and empty blessing, but he deliberately avoided C when the New Year's bell rang, just to send me a simple blessing text message "Happy New Year"; He no longer pushed me down on the bed in the same impatience as before, but after asking my opinion again and again, he carefully climbed into bed, put his arms around me solemnly, closed his eyes for a long time, and did not dare to move, only to hear heavier and heavier breathing. But the whole night, without my approval, he didn't even cross the thunder pool...... From this cautious and careful treatment, I experienced a feeling of being respected to the extreme.

I think that maybe the transition from a boy to a man may start from the fact that he doesn't care about loving a girl to he starts to know how to respect a girl's wishes.

However, this time, his overly cautious approach led to us not making much substantial progress, he did not officially confess to me, and did not ask me to be his girlfriend immediately. So, after the New Year, when he actually moved to the university dormitory to experience college life, as he said, everything changed in an extremely subtle way.

He was supposed to be graduating from his senior year, and it stands to reason that everyone had already left the school for internships, but he was as curious about campus life as a freshman. And at the beginning of the new semester, he and Zhao Qinhan actually began to take the initiative to pursue me at the same time, as if they had discussed it.

Zhao Qinhan's text message made me realize that he seemed to have made up his mind, but I didn't expect that at the beginning of the new semester, he really started to act. At the first party after the start of school, everyone was originally eating happily together, halfway through the meal, he went out, and when he came back, he walked in with the guitar that had been prepared, and played and sang a song "Cinderella" to me in front of everyone, and then in the midst of everyone's coaxing, he solemnly confessed to me, which made me stunned.

He said: "Rushu, it's been almost two years since I met you in a blink of an eye. The first time I saw you, it was when you suddenly appeared in our class, and as soon as I looked up, I saw your gentle and touching eyes, and I fell in love with you at first sight. Do you know that every day when I take a nap at noon, I will lie on the table and pretend to sleep, but in fact, I secretly watch you. I like the sweet look you look like when you sleep, the shyness on your face when you ask me about math problems, I like to see the determination in your eyes, and I like to see you running at the end with your head held high in the morning when you work out in the group. Like the book, I know that you have always regarded me as a friend, you may not know that I like you, you have always had some low self-esteem and do not know how beautiful you are. But it doesn't matter, the beauty that is beautiful without knowing it is the most moving for men. I confess to you today, I want to tell you that I like you, but I'm not in a hurry to get you to agree to be my girlfriend. I know who you have in mind, but it doesn't matter, whoever it is, I'm confident to drive him away. I have a hunch that one day you will eventually become my wife and grow old with me! ”

Zhao Qinhan was as catchy as reciting poetry, making everyone at the scene scream for his demeanor. As the protagonist, I am extremely calm, my heart did not have a trace of waves because of Zhao Qinhan's words, on the contrary, because I have long been devoted to Jin Yan and have never had two hearts for others, I am very embarrassed because of Zhao Qinhan's fanfare confession. I know that everyone at the scene is optimistic about Zhao Qinhan, and they are not optimistic about me and Jin Yan being together, but it doesn't matter, I know very well who the person I love is and who I want to be with.

I know that what I say next will be very cruel, but if it is not so cruel, I am afraid that Zhao Qinhan will not be able to stop Zhao Qinhan's determination to pursue me. I have known him for two years, and I have been at the same table for a year at such a critical juncture in my senior year of high school, I know his ambition and his ambition better than the average person. Such an absolute personality, if you love the right person, you will definitely be happy; But if love is wrong, it is doomed to tragedy. So, compared to everyone's coaxing, I was extraordinarily calm, I had been vaguely aware of his intentions for me many times before, but I didn't expect him to be so determined to pursue me today.

I glanced around and saw that everyone was looking expectantly, especially Fu Jie, who grabbed Xu Song's hand excitedly and looked at me with tears in her eyes, as if she couldn't promise such a touching confession for me. But my next words not only poured a basin of cold water on Zhao Qinhan, but also poured a basin of cold water on everyone.

I looked at Zhao Qinhan calmly, and then, I said to him in an extremely low tone: "Zhao Qinhan, I don't understand why you did this today, we could have become very good confidants or friends, but today's confession of yours has completely destroyed our pure relationship." I appreciate your enthusiasm for me, but feelings are consensual, not something you think you can get by doing your best. I'm sorry I might have embarrassed you today, but I have to. I've always considered you a friend, I haven't liked you, I'm sorry. ”

I wonder how much damage I can do to a man's self-esteem when I say such things in public. But rather than let him hold on to his hopes for me, I would rather say no from the start. Although it hurts in this way, the long pain is not as good as the short pain. Inappropriate love is like a tumor, if it is not cut off fiercely at the beginning, it will swell to the point of being out of control in the future.

My words stunned everyone, these people here are all members of the student union, Zhao Qinhan has been mixed into the position of vice chairman in just one semester, and naturally has been recognized by everyone present. Zhao Qinhan is such an excellent boy, being rejected in public by a girl like this, not only his face can't get by, but everyone present is embarrassed by him.

As soon as I finished speaking, there were voices in the crowd who were disdainful of me and cheered for him. Fu Jie was also angry, and before the tears that were moved before could be wiped away, her facial expression changed from moved to angry, and she said, "How can you do this? It's too cruel for you to be like this, you don't give any face at all, how do you let Qin Han behave in the future? ”

I kept my head down, my heart beating so fast, I knew the consequences of what I did, and I knew that no one would understand what I meant, but I didn't regret saying it.

I didn't expect Zhao Qinhan to be so personable at this time, he was so psychologically strong that he was not affected by my refusal in the slightest, on the contrary, he was more calm and calm, as if he had already expected things to develop like this, and he had already prepared for it.

He put the guitar aside, quieted everyone down, and said, "Please don't blame Rushu for not accepting me, this confession was originally my unilateral decision." I knew exactly who she liked and that she didn't like me all along. But it doesn't matter, I believe that sincerity is the golden stone, as long as you treat a person sincerely, one day you will be able to drip through the stone and harvest her heart. I did this today just to tell everyone that I, Zhao Qinhan, fell in love with Pan Rushu, and I also swore here that one day I would marry her! Please witness for me! One day, I will make her willingly marry me and have children for me! ”

Zhao Qinhan's voice was already loud, and this bold remark was more like coming from the bottom of his heart, and he began to applaud him warmly while making everyone sigh. At the same time, everyone saw that he was not hit by my words in the slightest, so everyone admired his demeanor even more. The crowd boiled for a long time, and countless girls cast envious glances at me, I think they were probably thinking, what kind of virtue can I Pan Rushu do, and I can make Zhao Qinhan fall for me so far?!

How do they understand that even if there is love, it is more about a man's dignity and determination. Just like when Wu Sangui was angry at the crown and became a red face, Li Zicheng rebelled to conquer Jingshi, for Chen Yuanyuan's lifelong happiness, and more of a man's unwillingness and ambition.

Zhao Qinhan may have affection for me, but more importantly, it is an inevitable ambition. This kind of ambition is always easy for the world to misinterpret as love, but in fact, where is love.

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