This Spring Festival is only spent by me and Xing Feng. Torture Feng personally cooked and made a simple Chinese New Year's Eve meal. When the two of them sat in front of the TV to watch the Spring Festival Gala, I had a very strong ** in my heart - I really wanted to call home to report safety.

But when I looked into the eyes of the torture wind, I couldn't speak. Forget it...... With this in mind, I think one day when I can live up to my father's expectations, he will be proud of me.

Xing Feng seemed to see my thoughts, and he said softly: "At the end of the year, I met with Xiaoxue and your sister, and your sister said that everything was fine at home, and your father took your mother to Beijing to see a doctor, and now she is taking the medicine prescribed by experts, and her condition is much better." They miss you. You work hard, don't think about the rest. ”

"Brother......" I looked at him gratefully. I wondered how he could understand what was going on in my mind.

He patted my palm lightly and said, "Don't think too much, get through this year, and everything will be fine in the future." ”

"Hmm." I nodded heavily.

After Chinese New Year's Eve, there was a lively scene in S City, and from time to time the sound of fireworks came from time to time, disturbing me to be calm. Even so, I tried to force myself to calm down.

In the blink of an eye, 2008 has arrived. Time flies, and before I know it, I've entered the level of 20 years old. It's incredible to be 20 years old and stay with a group of 18-year-old juniors and sisters to fight for the college entrance examination.

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, I have entered the middle of summer from early spring, gritted my teeth and persevered for a year, and the sacred college entrance examination has finally arrived......

On the eve of the college entrance examination, the teachers on the big sycamore of the school were driven away by the teachers in various ways, and the whole campus fell into a dark silence...... Like, the dawn before the war.

In one year, the power of my eyes increased from 200 degrees to 300 degrees, the textbooks on my desk were full of annotations, and the mountains of exercises at home were filled with my handwriting. But this breath can't be relaxed immediately.

Ten days before the college entrance examination, Xing Feng came to see me, said that he would not let me continue to immerse myself in books and exercises, and he drove me to a famous ancient town in S City. As soon as you enter the ancient town, the breath of tranquility and tranquility comes to your face. It coincides with the off-season for tourism, and there are many fewer tourists in the ancient town than usual.

Xing Feng took me for a leisurely walk in the ancient town, happily paid out of his pocket to let me choose some delicate and lovely small objects, took me to eat the specialties in the ancient town, and tasted the snacks and wine in the ancient town.

The highly intense study plan made my nerves tense to the limit, and the rest of the day made me feel like a waste of time, I endured the anxiety and anxiety in my heart, and tried to make a look of enjoyment, in fact, I was always thinking about the homework I didn't complete, the knowledge points that I didn't have time to review, and the tasks I hadn't completed today. My anxiety, nervousness, and uneasiness were all seen in the eyes of the torture wind.

We sat in a farmhouse restaurant on the edge of the water, the river flowed leisurely in front of us, the air was unusually fresh, from time to time there were ferries slowly rowing from this end of the river to the other end of the river, Xing Feng looked at the scenery outside the window for a while, and said slowly: "This quiet ancient town, picturesque scenery, can't you calm down?" ”

"Brother, what if ......," I said nervously.

He immediately interrupted me: "I have to believe that there will be a reward for your efforts, I have seen all the efforts you have made this year, I believe that if there is no case, you will definitely be able to pass the exam, and your recent results are also very stable." So what you have to do now is to empty your mind and adjust your mindset to the best state. ”

"Well, I'll do my best." I held my cheeks and looked at the small bridge and flowing water outside the window, trying my best to calm my heart a little bit.

"The still water flows deeply, you should think about the meaning of these four words, this is also the purpose of bringing you here today." Xing Feng also looked out the window and said leisurely.

The owner made us a few light specialties, and while we ate, I tried to figure out the meaning of those four words, trying to leave all my worries behind.

We spent a day in the ancient town, and at dusk Xing Feng drove me back to the dormitory. Indeed, this empty journey gave my brain a short rest, and also made my originally highly anxious mood a little relaxed.

Ten days later, the long-awaited college entrance examination finally came. The campus was crowded with parents, staring at their students through the iron gate, full of hope that they would be able to perform smoothly and be admitted to the school of their choice. Ten years of cold windows no one knows, in one fell swoop to become famous all over the world, has been the case throughout the ages.

Xing Feng didn't come, but only called me on the eve of the college entrance examination. He said that he didn't want his presence to bring me pressure, and hoped that I would walk into the examination room with a relaxed attitude, play well, and live up to my efforts to study at night this year.

This is the second time I have taken the college entrance examination, but my mood is far more nervous than the first time. When I first took the college entrance examination, I had no confidence in myself, I didn't have any certainty, and I had a mentality of having a beginning and an end, understanding that the end of the college entrance examination meant the end of my studies, so I spent those three days in a state of confusion. But now, I have a heavy hope on my shoulders, and this pressure weighs heavily on my heart, so that I have to show a 12-point posture to cope with this exam.

I knew that my chance to regain my destiny had come. In addition to nervousness, there is also a trace of excitement in my heart. I silently said to myself in my heart: "Pan Rushu, you must come on." ”

Chinese, Mathematics, English, Comprehensive ...... I will go all out in any of them, and I dare not take them lightly, and after each exam, I feel a little lighter. The moment I walked out of the examination room after the last exam, I heard the cheers of the students in the audience. And I, in the midst of this cheer, couldn't help but burst into tears.

It's finally over! God knows how it got through this year! Fate, I did my best! I'll take care of the rest!

At that moment, my heart was like lightning and thunder, and it was stirring for a long time, and it could not be calmed down. I hated to call home immediately and tell them that I had taken the college entrance examination again, and I hated to immediately hug my eldest sister and cry and tell her that I had taken the college entrance examination again! Like a dream! It's really like a dream!

I stood stupidly at the bottom of the school building, watching countless people come and go in front of me with joyful faces; With a hula, the window door of a certain classroom was opened, and countless people tore the test papers and scratch papers from the window and sprinkled them into the air, and for a time everyone followed suit, and the confetti in the sky fell to the ground like a cherry blossom rain and sprinkled on my body, I stretched out my hand and reverently held these scraps of paper that I didn't know who they once belonged to, and laughed silly, like crazy.

The indescribable relaxation, the indescribable relaxation, and the indescribable mixed feelings. You can't think about it, you can't feel it, and when you feel it, it's easy to cry. It's all over, and finally ...... It's all gone.

"Pan Rushu, why are you here? Teacher Liu is looking for you. "Three girls from the same class as me ran over and surrounded me, dragged me out of the examination room without saying a word, and took me back to the classroom of the fifth class of high school.

Everyone is in the classroom, Teacher Liu said that after the exam, let everyone go back to the classroom, she still has something to say to us. I was so happy I forgot.

Under the instructions of Teacher Liu, everyone quickly moved all the desks and chairs to the back of the classroom, and the students took the books on the ground and sat on the ground in a circle.

Everyone's eyes turned red in an instant, and I couldn't cry anymore. Zhao Qinhan didn't know when he sat next to me, he handed me a tissue, and whispered, "Pan Rushu, hard work." ”

I glanced at him gratefully, and then looked at Mr. Liu. Looking at this teacher Liu, who is in the middle of her year and does not smile on weekdays, thinking of her care for me this year, and thinking that she may be the best and most important teacher for me in my school career, I almost wanted to impulsively go up and give her a big hug for a moment.

Teacher Liu said a lot of heartfelt words, which made the students cry. Suddenly, Teacher Liu mentioned me, which made me feel a thrill and tremble for no reason, she said: "In our class, there is a special classmate. After failing the college entrance examination, she went out to work for a year, but she still resolutely decided to go back to school and retake the college entrance examination. I've seen her previous comprehensive results, and the results are not satisfactory. But after experiencing setbacks, her test scores have improved in different degrees since she entered the school, and it only took one year to change from a poor student to an excellent student, and I think she is a miracle in my teaching history for more than ten years. Her brother said that she slept less than five hours a day in order to study this year, often stayed up late, and suffered hardships that ordinary people could not experience, so that her grades improved steadily. I'm sure she'll do well this time! Let us welcome Pan Rushu with warm applause to come up and tell us about her wonderful experience, and at the same time, I am also very curious about what kind of perseverance she used to sprint hard and move from the trough of learning to the peak, everyone is welcome! ”

The overwhelming applause made me a little confused, this year I plunged into the study, I didn't care about the scenery outside the study, I didn't know many of the classmates in the class and didn't know the names, I didn't know that I had become a role model in their hearts. When Mr. Liu praised me so highly, I realized that I had suddenly become a role model for others. I was in a trance for a while, and Zhao Qinhan beside me hurriedly reminded me in a whisper: "Pan Rushu, the teacher asked you to come on stage." ”