Walking up the wooden stairs little by little, there were only a dozen steps in total, but every two steps, Gao Zijian would look back at me, the first two times I also touched his eyes once, as a sign of dissatisfaction, and the last few times, I simply stared at the stairs, not planning to look at him.

Gao Zijian chuckled lightly, and when we both walked to the second floor, Gao Zijian suddenly turned around and hugged me tightly.

His arms were so strong that when I resisted, I could ignore them.

Victory is only compared to the hard-hitting, and I, cowardly one.

The second floor is not messy, on the contrary, it is neat and tidy, I only feel that my steps have been retreating, and finally, I was pressed on the bed by Gao Zijian.

He moved so quickly that we both panicked.

I was pressed under him, I could feel the flames flowing in his body, I took a breath gently, and just as I was about to speak, my mouth opened, and Gao Zijian blocked it.

A deep and fiery kiss landed in my mouth, the tip of his tongue flowing rapidly in my mouth, curling my tongue, saliva intertwined, his hand moving wildly, and the next moment, intimate contact with me.

"High ......," I whispered, "No......"

The man on his body was like a predatory leopard, his fingers were getting faster and faster, and his kiss was also falling on my body in a panic, I hid, he chased, I hid, he chased again, and finally, clamped my limbs fiercely, the corners of my mouth showed a weird smile, and my body slowly sank and pressed on my body.

Fortunately, he just kissed me and then hugged me tightly.

Didn't take a step beyond the thunder pool, and didn't force me. Our clothes were a little messy, and his skin was against mine, and he held me in his arms, gently, shallowly, on my forehead, slowly falling.

He didn't seem to think the kiss was enough, but I was already on fire, but I didn't dare to look at him with my eyes closed.

"Xiaojia, I miss you......" Gao Zijian whispered in my ear while kissing me, his kiss slowly slipped down, and finally, fell on me.

"No......" I nervously grabbed the sheets, but Gao Zijian ignored me, still went his own way, the next moment, our clothes were all gone, he held me in his arms, his fingers moved again, slowly, quietly.

We have been suppressed for too long, four years, except for Sun Yiqing, I have never had intimate contact with any of the opposite sex, and at this moment, when the man I miss is by my side, I can't help but want to get closer.

The body catered uncontrollably, but the word "Sun Yiqing" suddenly came to mind in my mind, and my hand slowly raised, preventing Gao Zijian from taking further action.

"Okay," Gao Zijian stopped and leaned sideways beside me, "It's a long time coming, next time, you can satisfy me." ”

I didn't reply, but my legs could clearly feel the abnormality of Gao Zi's bodybuilding, he hugged me tightly, the burning breath blew in my ears, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, if I don't meet you again, I'm afraid I won't be able to." ”

"Huh?"

"When I miss you, I take the photo ......" Gao Zijian looked at me, his long eyelashes blinking, not knowing what he was hinting at.

I sighed softly, picked up Gao Zijian's right hand, looked at it and said, "Hey, you've worked hard." ”

"Chen Xiaojia, you ......" Gao Zijian pressed over annoyance, and said: "Lao Tzu is about to suffocate, I don't care, you look at it, ...... it"

I glared at Gao Zijian, bit my lip, and said, "No." ”

"Ah...... Help......" Gao Zijian looked at me helplessly, turned his face a little depressed, and said, "I endure, I endure, I endure!" ”

"Gao Zijian, I think, can you give me a little more time?" I gently poured Gao Zijian's back and said.

Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

We met our eyes, and I sighed softly and said, "You also know, Sun Yiqing has been with me and Douzi for four years, and I need to give him an explanation, as for the relationship between us, push it back a little bit, okay?" ”

Gao Zijian's face darkened, he sat up from the bed, and said, "You were talking to him on the phone in the bedroom just now?" ”

"Yes." I replied simply, stretched out my hand to straighten my clothes, and raised my eyes to look at Gao Zijian, who only left a back for me.

"There is no need to explain," Gao Zijian said categorically, "If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have found you for so long, why didn't I think of it, why didn't I think of it?" ”

I looked at Gao Zijian in surprise and asked, "What did you say?" Gao Zijian, I don't understand what you said. ”

Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me and said, "Chen Xiaojia, let's go back tomorrow, you stay here, I always feel very uneasy in my heart, Sun Yiqing helped you, I will thank him for you, we will leave tomorrow, okay?" ”

Originally, I thought that at this time, no matter what decision I made, Gao Zijian would agree, for Sun Yiqing, Douzi and I did owe him a lot, and it was a logical thing to stay and make it clear to him, but what I didn't expect was that Gao Zijian, he actually asked me to leave immediately.

Moreover, he still didn't wait for Sun Yiqing to come back.

I'm a little disappointed in that.

Don't say I don't agree, even if Xiaodouzi suddenly asks him to leave, he will definitely not be willing. Walking to the window and looking out the window, there was a long silence between the two of us.

The rain has been falling, and it is getting heavier and heavier

The rain hit the windows with a "tick, tick" sound. The sky was like a big sieve, raining down on the earth endlessly. In the distance, the houses shrouded in rain are no longer visible at all.

"Horn horn", the raindrops the size of beans fell and hit the bright glass window. Looking out the window, the heavens and the earth seemed to be hung with an incomparably wide beaded curtain, and nothing could be seen clearly. The rain fell on the ground, splashing water and making a beautiful sight.

The rain flowed down the eaves, at first like pearls with broken threads, and gradually joined into a line. The water on the earth became more and more abundant, and it became a stream.

The wind blew suddenly, and fine raindrops fell into the room, breaking the silence.

"Gao Zijian, I need a little time, some things must be made clear, I can't leave so unexplained, and besides, Douzi has been clamoring to see Sun Yiqing for the past two days, you have to give me a little time." I straightened my clothes and said in a calm voice.

Gao Zijian didn't reply to me immediately, he still stood motionless in front of the window, his eyes were deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a while, he said, "Xiaojia, do you know? Hearing that you and Douzi kept saying that person's name, there was a strong sense of frustration in my heart, I knew that in the past four years, you must have had a hard time alone, but I, how can I have a good time? ”

It's been four years, what has Gao Zijian experienced alone?

He and Liu Shihan ...... There is also the Gao family...... These questions are lingering in my mind, but unfortunately, I can't say it.

"Chen Xiaojia......" Gao Zijian suddenly turned his face, walked towards me from the window, stretched out his arms, hugged me tightly. What would you do if one day I suddenly died? ”

My heart suddenly twitched, and when I heard Gao Zijian say the word "death", I experienced a feeling of despair for a moment.

For so many years, there is a person who has always been concerned in my heart, even if it is resentment, hatred, at least, there is another person who makes me deeply concerned.

It's unimaginable if he's gone......

"I said, I've been looking for you, it's not a lie, if you can't understand the feeling I just said, then I'll tell you," Gao Zijian looked at me in a daze, pointed to his heart, and said: "It's to insert a knife here, when you leave, when I can't find you in the world, I only have one thought, even if I die, I will accompany you." ”

Subkey ......

"Beans are your life, that's my life, what you love, I love everything, what you care, I care with you, it's just Chen Xiaojia, I really can't stand it...... As long as you think that Sun Yiqing can stay by your side for four years, as long as you think that the person you took care of when you gave birth to a child was not me, as long as you thought that in this long mountain road, you walked alone, why not just stab me? I admit that I have a bad temper, and I am trying my best to control it now, I just want to tell you, Chen Xiaojia, I love you, you are my Gao Zijian's woman. ”

This time, it was me who took the initiative to reach out and hugged Gao Zijian.

"I know......" I choked up, I was too stubborn, I was too stubborn, it was me, it was all me.

"So, you want to stay and talk to him...... Originally, I would definitely care, but, Xiaojia, I am willing to trust you, so I am also willing to repay what we owe with you. Good no good? ”

I raised my head and looked at Gao Zijian, my eyes were already moist, I knew that Gao Zijian's character was to change his face quickly, I didn't expect him to be so honest, he was honest, and I would be even more honest.

"Gao Zijian, originally I hated you a little, but now, I want to tell you a secret......" I looked at Gao Zijian with a smile, thinking about the sleeping beans downstairs, and suddenly, an impulse came to my mind, Gao Zijian, have you ever found that the beans look very similar to you?

"What's the secret?"

"Gao Zijian, beans he ......"

Before I could say anything, I heard Douzi downstairs calling her mother's voice, and when I went downstairs in a panic, I saw Douzi rubbing his eyes with his mobile phone, and said, "Mom, an uncle said to look for you......"

I glanced at my phone suspiciously, picked it up, and said, "Hello?" ”

"Oh, hello, are you a family member of Mr. Sun?" Very professional tone.

"You are ......"

"Hello, please come to the hospital quickly, the address has been sent to your mobile phone, Mr. Sun has been in a car accident and is in danger......"

(Tianjin)