The rain has been falling for a whole day, and there are only a few customers in the café, and after sorting out all the problems in the store, I took the beans back to my accommodation, of course, there has always been a little tail behind me, and that person is Gao Zijian.

After two people get along for a long time, they will naturally form a tacit understanding to look at the problem, and that tacit understanding may only require a short sentence or a small look, and Gao Zijian and I, I pride ourselves on not having this tacit understanding.

But I don't know why, since I came back from the hospital, I always feel that there seems to be a tacit understanding between us. I can't describe this feeling in words, but after four years, it surprised me.

No one broke this tacit understanding in person, pretending to be silent, but it made my heart beat faster.

At dinner, milk was prepared for beans, ginger soup was prepared for Gao Zijian, three people at a table, beans were eaten very happily, and so was Gao Zijian.

My phone rang in the room, and I put down my chopsticks and walked towards the room.

picked up the screen and looked at it, only to find that it was Sun Yiqing calling. Just as I was about to answer, the phone hung up. There were thirty missed calls, except for the two calls from the kindergarten teacher, the rest were all calls from Sun Yiqing.

I'm a little uneasy.

This uneasiness overwhelmed me, turned my face to look out the window, swept my eyes over the table, and saw the exquisite packaging box, inside the packaging box, was a ring sent by Sun Yiqing.

The meaning of the ring is clear to us, and my actions are, undoubtedly, a betrayal.

The first few times I talked to Sun Yiqing on the phone, I just felt a little depressed, but this time, I felt like a basin of cold water spraying down from the top of my head.

Looking at the missed call on my phone, my finger slid gently and called Sun Yiqing back.

There was only one ring on the other end of the phone, and Sun Yiqing's voice immediately came, hoarse, gentle, and even the wheezing sound seemed to be audible.

"After a few phone calls, no one answered, I'm worried that something happened to you."

"No, Douzi has a fever, I took him to the hospital without a mobile phone." explained according to the timing, but deliberately ignored the fact of Gao Zijian's arrival.

"I'm sorry." Sun Yi's light voice flickered on the phone, "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most. ”

"No, I'm fine......" I replied nervously, but I didn't know how to open my mouth to him, the truth was crueler than the lie, even if we didn't get to the point of exchanging rings, I didn't have the courage to treat him so cruelly.

"How's the beans doing now? I'd like to say a few words to Beans. Sun Yiqing coughed lightly and said.

"It's still dinner, I'll call him." I guess I also want to say a few words to Sun Yiqing, but I'm worried that Douzi will say something about Gao Zijian.

"It's okay if you're still eating, let's talk about it later." Sun Yiqing said nonchalantly, as if he already knew the facts.

With a slight sense of guilt, I changed the subject and asked, "How is the company's problem solved?" Busy or not? ”

There was another long sigh, the sigh made me feel surprised and depressed, Sun Yiqing said: "Xiaojia, are you concerned about me?" ”

"Of course," I replied directly, "don't forget, you're my benefactor and Doudou's." ”

"Xiaojia, last night, my right eyelid has been jumping, to be honest, I have never been superstitious about this, but last night, I couldn't sleep inexplicably, at two o'clock in the morning, I sat at the window looking at my phone, wanted to call you, and was worried that it would wake up Doudou, to four o'clock in the morning, I still didn't have any sleep, in fact, I don't know what I'm worried about, in short, I'm afraid in my heart." Sun Yiqing's flat tone had a strong rendering power, and I seemed to be able to imagine his expression at the moment.

"I'm sorry, I'm clear, I do have something I want to say to you......"

"You don't have to say, we've been together for so long, I know your character, I've been on the phone since five o'clock in the morning, but the phone couldn't get through, so I called the store, Xiaojia, I said, I know you, they all say that the world is in love with their eyes, but they don't know, as long as you put your heart into it, everything can be felt."

Sun Yiqing didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and said bluntly.

"Yiqing, do you know everything?" I paused, took a breath, and asked.

"I know that Gao Zijian is not a person who will give up on you easily, the company's affairs are only temporarily transferred to me, I admire his courage, but he doesn't know, my Sun Yiqing is not a person who makes decisions easily, for four years, I think, I don't lose to him at all."

"Yiqing, it's that I can't stand you." Now that some things have been seen clearly, I don't want to hide them anymore.

"Xiaojia, I said, I will never force you to do anything, Gao Zijian has the courage, I also have it, I am willing to give you time, but I am afraid that once you make a decision, you will regret it, since he is by your side now, I just want to tell you that I have no intention of giving up, you don't persuade me, I just follow my heart."

What does Sun Yiqing's words mean? Is he going to continue?

"I'm not worth it."

"Love needs an impulse, whether it is worth it or not, only I know best, think about it so much, I will not stay by your side, the young one, because of the anger with the family, choose to be with a person without hesitation, but when I am older, I understand, it is willful, not love, Chen Xiaojia, you are very good, in my heart, you are beautiful, straightforward, and strong, so even if you don't choose me in the end, I want to tell you that I don't regret it......"

"Ichikiyo, you listen to me......" I hurriedly got up from my chair and looked at the rain falling from the window, trying to explain.

"Don't let me listen, I need to be willful." Sun Yiqing politely rejected me and said, "I will finish dealing with the things in my hands as soon as possible, and when I am done, I will go back to your mother and son, Chen Xiaojia, I like you." ”

"Yi......" Before I could say anything, Sun Yiqing's phone had already hung up, I bit my lip and looked out the window, and suddenly, I felt sad in my heart.

It's me who didn't handle this problem well, it was I who didn't handle my relationship with Sun Yiqing well, and I didn't handle my relationship with Gao Zijian.

I should have understood that paper can't hold the fire, I deliberately avoided it, but in exchange for Sun Yiqing's frustration at the moment, I am sorry for him, sorry, Sun Yiqing.

Two lines of tears flowed down my cheeks, and I quietly looked out the window, feeling that I was really too selfish.

If you want Sun Yiqing to calm down and talk to me, you can only wait until he comes back. And Gao Zijian here, I think, I also have to control my feelings, I hope that by doing this, I can reduce the damage of two people.

"Mom......" The sweet voice reached my ears, I turned my face and saw Gao Zijian walking in with beans in his arms, hurriedly wiped away his tears, squeezed out a smile, and said, "Are you done eating?" ”

Gao Zijian seemed to notice the tears on my face, and when he took the beans, he obviously felt that he looked at me twice, I controlled myself not to cry, and said in a faint voice: "It's better for you to go and rest first." ”

Gao Zijian's face showed disappointment, he was still wearing the clothes I bought for him this morning, he was stunned for two seconds, and walked out with his feet raised.

In order not to let myself think too much, from the beginning of Gao Zijian walking away, I began to be desperately busy, after bathing Douzi, coaxing him to sleep, checking the accounts, mopping the floor, until it was almost twelve o'clock, I felt thirsty, and then I came out of the bedroom.

This is obviously my home, but every step I take, there is a nervous feeling in my heart, and I find that as long as I am alone with Gao Zijian, I can't help but think about it.

After drinking a little water safely, I raised my feet and walked back, and as soon as I took a step, I saw Gao Zijian with his hands crossed on his chest, looking at me indifferently.

I nodded lightly and said lightly, "Good night." ”

"I don't want a good night." Gao Zijian walked over in two steps and said, "I want to talk to you." ”

"Gao Zijian, I know what you want to tell me, I'm a little tired today, or, obviously?" I found that my tone was not as cold as before, but with a little cowardice, a little bit of begging.

The magnetic field of the two of us is too weird, and before Sun Yiqing comes back, I think, it is still ......

"No, Chen Xiaojia, you don't pretend to be garlic with me, if you don't care about me, why do you want to buy me clothes? If you don't care about me, why do you want to cook me ginger soup, you obviously have me in your heart, why do you deliberately avoid me at night? Gao Zijian asked reasonably, in short, he just felt that he was sure of me.

"You can't be quieter," I said, pointing to the bedroom, "Douzi is still sleeping, don't make a fuss." ”

"I didn't," Gao Zijian raised his chin and grabbed me tightly with one hand, and said, "You go upstairs with me, I have to talk to you well, otherwise, I'm too loud, don't blame me, if Douzi wakes up, I'll say I'm dating his mother!" ”

Shameless, scoundrel, scoundrel! My chest was boiling with anger, but Gao Zijian was so good that he still clung to me.

"Okay, you let go of your hand first." I sighed helplessly and said, "I also feel that I have a lot to say to you." ”

In this life, the last thing I dare to do is a showdown. All the courage has been handed over to time, but on the contrary, there is still no escape, since it can't be avoided, it can only be bravely faced.